Chapter 33
Broken (Manhattan Ruthless Book 1)
Nathan pops his head into the bathroom, startling me as I step out of the shower.
I grab a towel and wrap it around my body. âI thought youâd be home late.â
He leans against the doorframe, a smile playing on his lips and his arms crossed over his chest, looking so sexy I could lick him from head to toe. âYouâre not happy to see me, corazón?â
I roll my eyes and step toward him. âAlways, light of my life, but I havenât started dinner yet.â
He tucks a strand of wet hair behind my ear. âMy meetings wrapped up early. Remind me to fire the next person who schedules one on a Saturday afternoon.â
I lean into him, and my body immediately responds to his solid warmth. Itâs been three and a half months since we got married, and our weekends together are my favorite part of every week. âI can do that.â
âHow about I take you out for dinner? I know a beautiful little Spanish place near Harlem.â
My stomach growls loudly, and I stifle a giggle. âI guess thatâs a yes.â
He hums his approval against my lips, then pulls back. âIâm going to take a quick shower. If you could be dressed by the time Iâm done, that would be great.â
I feign indignation. âAre you suggesting I take too long to get ready?â
âNo,â he growls, grabbing my ass. âIâm saying that you naked is a huge fucking distraction, and I want to take you out to dinner.â
My face heats, and I bite my lip. âWell, Iâll be dressed, but it will take me twenty minutes to dry this mane.â I flick the ends of my hair.
He kisses me again and flashes me a wink. âAs long as this sexy body is covered, Iâll be okay.â He stalks toward the shower and pulls off his clothes. I take a few beats to admire his muscular back before I force myself to leave the room, knowing if I stare at him any longer, Iâll join him in that shower.
âThis place is beautiful, Nate.â I shrug off my coat and glance around the restaurant. Although itâs entirely indoors, itâs decorated like a Spanish garden, and the soft flamenco music is interspersed with faint birdsong.
He pulls out my chair. âMy mom used to love coming here. She brought us here all the time as kids.â
I smile up at him, grateful for the piece of insight. He doesnât talk about his mom often, and I know itâs a painful subject for him. A waiter comes to get our order, and without looking at the menu, Nathan orders a bottle of wine and food for both of us.
âMelanie Edison!â a loud voice calls out as soon as the waiter drops off our wine, and I look up to see an old college classmate heading my way, a goofy grin on his face.
I donât even have time to look at Nathan before Craig grabs my hand and pulls me up into a hug. âWhat the hell, Melanie. I havenât seen you sinceââ
âItâs great to see you,â I cut him off before he can go any further.
He squeezes me tighter, and the strong smell of beer nearly knocks me out.
âDo you mind taking your hands off my fucking wife?â Nathan growls possessively.
My cheeks burn with embarrassment, and I try to take a step back so I can untangle myself from Craigâs embrace, but he holds tight. âCraig, this is my husband, Nathan.â
âYour husband, huh?â He looks down, flashing me a grin while still holding onto me before he looks over my shoulder at Nathan.
I glance behind me just in time to see my irate husband stand up, his shoulders rolled back and his jaw clenched. Again, I attempt to wriggle out of Craigâs embrace, but heâs so drunk that he hangs on like a limpet.
âIf you donât take your hand off my wifeâs ass right now, I will break every bone in both goddamn hands.â
I wrench myself out of my old college buddyâs grip, and his eyes widen in shock. âIt was nice to see you, Craig. You should go.â
He blinks at me, then at Nathan.
âCraig, dude! Weâre leaving!â someone shouts from across the restaurant.
He glances in their direction before turning back to Nathan and me. âNice to meet you too,â he huffs, and goes to join his friend.
I sit back down, my neck and chest hot. âWhy did you behave like that?â
Nathan sits too, a heavy scowl furrowing his brow. âAre you being serious right now?â
âYes. He was just some guy from college.â
âHe had his hand on your fucking ass.â
I roll my eyes. âIt was my back.â
His narrowed eyes pierce mine, and he shifts forward in his seat. âPretty sure I know the difference between your back and your ass, Mel.â
Tilting my jaw, I glare at him. So itâs okay for him to have beautiful women hugging him, but when I meet an old friend thereâs an issue? What a hypocrite. âPretty sure I know my own body better than you do.â
He leans closer, his scowl deepening. âI wouldnât bet on that, corazón.â
I swallow, my skin burning under the intensity of his glare. âHe was drunk, thatâs all. Iâm sure he didnât know what he was doing.â
âSo he did have a hand on your ass?â
I shake my head. âI never said that. He was an old friend, and you acted like a possessive jerkwad because he hugged me. Yet women are allowed to hug you, and when I question that, you â¦â I suck in a ragged breath as I recall the night at the charity gala last month. Wet heat sears between my thighs.
Nathan circles his hand around my wrist. âI what?â
âIf I recall correctly, you said something about curbing my bad attitude.â
His expression darkens, like heâs remembering that night too. âAnd Iâll do it again if I need to. Right here at this table.â
My lip trembles, but I glare defiantly. âYou wouldnât dare.â
âIâd love nothing more than to put you over my knee and spank the attitude out of you, corazón.â
âSo do it,â I challenge.
He holds my gaze for a few seconds, his lips twitching, before he releases my wrist and calls the restaurant manager to our table. I can only watch as they have a brief but animated exchange in Spanish, and Iâm starting to worry itâs becoming heated when the manager smiles and pats Nathan on the shoulder. With a polite nod in my direction, he walks to the nearest table of diners.
âWhat was that about?â I ask.
âPaolo is clearing out the restaurant for us.â
I blink at him. âHeâs what?â
âHeâs asking all of these people to leave,â he says matter-of-factly. âAnd then his staff will go home, heâll go to his apartment upstairs, and you and I will have the place entirely to ourselves.â
I open and close my mouth, feeling distinctly like a goldfish. âYouâwhat? You canât do that.â
His eyes donât leave mine. âI just did.â
âBut ⦠these people are eating. You canât just toss them out in the middle of their meal.â
His jaw ticks. âTheyâll be given twenty minutes to finish. Their checks will be taken care of, and their next visit will be free.â
I gape at him. âThatâs going to cost you a fortune.â
âIt will be worth it, corazón.â He checks his watch and smirks. âYou have about twenty minutes until I get you alone.â
I swallow hard. The threat in his tone is clear. Heâs pissed at me. We havenât had any serious arguments since the day after we were married, and I have no idea how he handles conflict. Although his reputation in the courtroom is ice, heâs always been a blazing fire where Iâm concerned, and something tells me Iâm about to get burned.
After our food is delivered, I sip my wine and chew my pasta until it turns to glue in my mouth. All the while, I watch Nathan calmly finish his steak and wish I had an ounce of his composure. My legs are shaking beneath the table, but itâs not from fear. My blood sizzles with anticipation.
After the last customer leaves and the staff files out the door, Paolo bids us both goodnight and reminds Nathan to make sure he closes the door firmly when we leave.
Now Nathan and I are entirely alone, and although I wonât meet his gaze, I feel his eyes on me as keenly as if they were flames licking my skin. My entire body thrums with nervous energy.
âLook at me,â he commands.
I lift my head, allowing my gaze to travel up the thick column of his throat, the fine dusting of stubble that peppers his jaw, over his full lips, and finally to his piercing brown eyes. âWhat now?â I ask, aware my voice is barely a whisper.
His eyes darken. âStrip.â
I blink at him like an idiot. The muscle in his jaw ticks, and I glance around the restaurant. Itâs now entirely empty, but the lights are still onâmuted but still too bright for me to be thrilled about getting nakedâand there are windows. Giant windows. And although weâre tucked away in a corner and canât be seen from outside, it still feels very public.
âI said strip,â he commands again.
My pulse hums against my pressure points. I tip my chin at him. âAnd what if I donât?â
The corner of his mouth curls, and he cups my chin in his hand, dragging the pad of his thumb over my bottom lip and making me shiver. âYou know what edging is?â
I nod.
He keeps a firm grip on my face. âI will have your cunt aching and dripping for me before we leave this restaurant, corazón. And on the way home, Iâll make you beg for the promise of relief that I wonât deliver. Then I will take my fill of your beautiful body over and over again until youâre burning up from the inside out with the ravenous need to come. And tomorrowââhe presses a chaste kiss to my foreheadââIâll do it all again. So that by the time you go to work on Monday, you wonât be able to think straight with the blood screaming in your ears and the throbbing between your thighs.â
I swallow, my heart thumping in my ears.
âSo donât make me ask you again.â His tone is low and demanding, but I donât feel powerless here. Whatever else is between us, I know that I trust this man. He would never humiliate or embarrass me, no matter how pissed he might be.
Wrenching my head out of his grip, I stand and keep my eyes fixed on his as I reach for the zipper at the back of my dress. I slowly pull it down until the black fabric pools at my feet.
His face remains impassive. âEverything, corazón.â
My fingers tremble on the hook of my bra, but I manage to unhook it and let it fall to the floor. Nathanâs jaw is tight, his hands balled into fists at his sides. Heâs not as cool and calm about this as heâs pretending to be. I make a show of hooking my thumbs into the waistband of my panties, swaying my hips as I peel them over my curves.
Growling, he leans forward in his seat, his eyes raking greedily up and down my body. A thrill of excitement runs through me. He makes no attempt to hide the effect I have on his body, and the knowledge that he wants me as much as I want him makes me feel sexy and empowered in a way I never have before.
I kick my panties off my feet.
âKeep the heels on.â The deep timbre of his voice melts my core, and I press my lips together to stop myself from whimpering.
He trails his fingertips over the curve of my hip and skates them down my abdomen. His free hand rests on his thigh, and he clenches and unclenches his fist, just like that night at the zoo, as though his palm is twitching with the need to spank my ass. The thought of being bent over his lap and spanked makes liquid warmth seep between my thighs.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful, Mel.â He grabs my wrist and yanks me toward him. I bump against his thigh and fall right over his lap, my ass in the air and my elbows on the bench. âBut thatâs not going to distract me enough to spare your ass, corazón.â
âNate.â I gasp out his name on a stuttered breath.
âHave you ever been spanked, Mel?â
âN-no,â I stammer truthfully.
He runs his palm over my ass cheeks before squeezing one in a bruising grip, but it only makes me grind myself against his thigh. âIâve been waiting for a reason to spank this ass since the first time you sassed me on our first date.â
âI did not sass you,â I protest.
A dark laugh rumbles out of him. âYes you did, and you know it. From the moment you climbed into my car you were trying to push my buttons.â
Okay, maybe thatâs true. I glance over my shoulder at him and arch an eyebrow. âPretty sure you did some pushing yourself, Ice.â
He delivers the first stinging slap to my ass, and I yelp in surprise more than pain. Surprise that I feel the ache leftover by his hand between my thighs rather than anywhere else. I hiss out a breath, and he spanks me again, a little harder this time.
Whining, I rest my head on my forearms and rub myself against his taut thigh muscle, stifling a moan at the delicious friction it provides my aching center. I need more. Lifting my hips, I push my ass into the hand rubbing over my tingling flesh.
He groans and spanks me again.
A keening moan is torn from my throat. âNate, please?â
âYou like being bent over my knee like this?â Smack.
âYes,â I cry out, and he delivers another blow.
Iâve never ached to feel him inside me more than I do right now. Itâs a visceral longing that comes from somewhere deep and carnal. This should feel so wrong, but in his arms everything only ever feels right. When he sinks two fingers inside me a second later, I scream his name so loudly that Iâm sure people passing by on the street must hear me, but I no longer care. All I can focus on is Nathan.
âYouâre soaked for me already, corazón. I knew this would get you worked up.â He spanks me again while he slides his fingers in and out of me.
âThat feels so good.â
âYou look so good. Naked on my lap, soaking my hand with your juices.â
Oh, dear sweet mother in heaven, that mouth!
Just when I think Nathan has me on the edge and canât possibly make this whole situation feel any filthier than it already does, he coats a fingertip with my arousal and slides it up the seam of my ass before pressing it against the tight ring of muscle. I almost freeze at the foreign sensation, but Iâm too far gone. âHas anyone ever taken you here, corazón?â
âN-no.â
He presses more firmly, and I tremble with anticipation, which he seems to take as an invitation to push the tip of his finger inside me.
âOh, fuck.â I squeeze my eyes closed as a violent tremor rockets through my body.
His groan is deep and low and full of satisfaction. âYouâre going to let me take you here though, arenât you?â
God, he can take me any way, anywhere. âY-yes.â
He glides his finger in and out of my ass while he keeps two more in my pussy. âGood girl.â
A guttural groan rasps in my throat. Iâm so close. âNathan, please!â
Instead of taking pity on me, he removes his fingers. I whine at the loss of his touch, sinking onto his lap like Iâm boneless. So heâs edging me even though I did what he asked?
âCome here, corazón.â His tone is soothing as he pulls me up into a kneeling position on the bench so Iâm straddling one of his powerful thighs. He snakes one arm around my waist and uses the other to tangle his fingers in my hair and keep my head in place. âThereâs something unbelievably sexy about you being naked on my lap while Iâm in my suit.â
I roll my hips, and the hardness of his thigh between my legs makes pleasure curl in my center. âYeah, you do seem to have a thing for that.â
Nathan rests his lips against my ear. âYou donât deserve to have me make you come.â
I pout.
He trails his teeth and tongue along my jawline and down my neck. âBut Iâd like to see you make yourself come riding my thigh like that.â
He sucks a hardened nipple into his hot mouth, and I moan his name, winding my fingers through his thick hair as I rub my aching pussy over him. Despite what he just said, he stokes my orgasm, squeezing my breasts in his huge hands and teasing my aching nipples with his delicious mouth until Iâm on the edge of ecstasy. He grabs onto my hips, pulling me tight against his taut muscles and grinding his leg against my clit.
Unable to hold on any longer, I throw my head back as my orgasm washes over me. Warm and heavy, it takes me under with its intensity. And itâs Nathan who brings me back, wrapping his arms around my waist and sinking his teeth into my neck.
When I can see again, I stare into his dark eyes, panting for breath.
Looking down, he smirks. âYouâve made quite the mess there, corazón.â
I follow his gaze, and my cheeks burn with mortification at the sight of my arousal coating his expensive suit pants. His entire left thigh is covered in me. âIâm soââ
He squeezes my jaw and cuts off the rest of my apology. His dark eyes narrow, glimmering with a danger that makes me swallow nervously. âDonât you dare apologize for having any part of you on any part of me.â
I press my lips together to stop myself from apologizing again.
âGet dressed, corazón. Weâre leaving.â He lifts me off his lap, then uses his cloth napkin from dinner to wipe his pants and stuffs the damp material into his jacket pocket.
âThatâs theft.â Flashing him a mischievous grin, I grab my panties from the floor.
âThat is making sure nobody but me gets to touch or smell my wifeâs cum.â With that, he lets out an animalistic growl.
I donât know if heâs still mad about earlier, but even if he is, make-up sex with Nathan James will undoubtedly be even hotter than what we just did.