Chapter 44

I flop down onto one of the comfortable armchairs in the break room and sigh. Work has been ridiculously busy, but it’s also the only thing keeping me sane right now. When my mind’s not busy, it’s filled with thoughts of Nathan. Even two weeks later, the look in his eyes that night when he told me to leave haunts my every waking moment. The fact that he was taken advantage of like that, that some woman drugged and touched him without his consent, makes anger and shame burn through my veins. I only wish there was some way I could make it up to him.

Gah! This is no good. I need to get him off my mind. Perhaps some mindless TikTok scrolling is just what I need. But my pulse quickens when I pull out my phone and see four missed calls from Ashley. I’m staring at the screen, running through all the worst-case scenarios in my head, when the phone starts ringing in my hand and her sweet face flashes on the screen.

My finger fumbles as I try to answer it as quickly as possible. When I do, heart-wrenching sobs fill my ear.

“Ash, what is it, honey?”

“Buh-Bryce said I have to l-leave college.”

Rage sizzles beneath my skin. “He said what?”

After a long moment, her sobs subside, and she takes a deep breath. “He said that I had to come home because there’s no money to cover the rest of my tuition this year. He only paid half and he was supposed to pay the rest, but he said he can’t.” She sniffs again. “He said there’s nothing left.”

Our older brother is the biggest shithead I have ever known. He could get that money if he wanted to. There’s something left, or he wouldn’t be driving around in his fancy cars and eating at the finest restaurants every week.

“How much is owed?”

“Forty thousand for this year.”

I close my eyes and lean my head back. How on earth am I going to find that kind of money?

“I have a few thousand in savings. I could get another job, maybe …” She trails off. “I dunno. Even if I can figure out this year, I have next year to think of. That’s another eighty thousand.”

I rub my eyes, and when I open them, I stare down at my hand in my lap. The answer to our problems is quite literally staring me in the face. It will break my heart to do it, and it will probably be the final nail in the coffin of my marriage. But Nathan’s never going to forgive me anyway. I’ll find a way to pay him back, even if it takes years.

“Don’t worry about it, honey. I’m going to take care of it.”

She makes a strangled sound like she’s stifling a sob. “But how, Mel? Where are you going to get that much money?”

“I can get it, I promise. Just trust me. Everything will be okay, honey. If Bryce calls you again, ignore him.”

She sniffs. “Thank you, Mel. I love you.”

“Love you too, Ash.” I hang up and prepare myself for what I’m about to do. Bryce is doing this to punish me, and I can’t let Ashley suffer because of my mistakes.