Chapter 11: Unspoken Feelings
i belong to you
The night air felt cooler than usual as Taehyung and Jungkook stood outside the grand hall. The sounds of music and laughter from the event faded into the distance, leaving only the sound of their breathing and the occasional rustling of leaves. The tension between them had shifted, and Taehyung could sense that something was changing, something that had been brewing for a while.
Jungkook had always been an enigma, but tonight, the wall he had built around himself seemed to be crumbling, piece by piece. Taehyung wasnât sure if he was ready to push through it, or if he should wait for Jungkook to make the first move. But one thing was certain: the distance between them had shrunk.
âTaehyung,â Jungkookâs voice broke through the silence, deep and quiet, his words holding an unfamiliar weight.
Taehyung turned to face him, his heart pounding in his chest. âYeah?â
Jungkookâs gaze was intense, searching, almost as if he was looking for something in Taehyung that he had missed before. âI... donât know what this is. But I canât ignore it anymore.â
Taehyungâs breath hitched. His mind raced, trying to comprehend the meaning behind Jungkookâs words. Could it be? Was Jungkook finally acknowledging what they both had been dancing around for so long?
âYou donât have to say anything,â Taehyung said quickly, his voice betraying the nervousness he felt. âWe donât need to rush things. Iââ
âNo,â Jungkook cut him off, taking a small step forward. His eyes softened. âIâve been running from this for a long time. From you. From... us.â
The confession hit Taehyung like a wave. He swallowed hard, unsure of how to respond, unsure of what to say. He had been waiting for this moment, but now that it was here, he couldnât find the words to match the emotions swirling inside him.
âI donât know whatâs been wrong with me,â Jungkook continued, his voice low and raw. âI thought I had everything figured out. I thought I was fine without you. But I wasnât. And Iâm not.â
The honesty in Jungkookâs words took Taehyung by surprise. This wasnât the cold, indifferent Jungkook that he had come to know over the past few months. This was someone vulnerable, someone searching for something he hadnât been able to find until now.
Taehyung stepped closer, his voice barely above a whisper. âYou donât have to do this alone. We donât have to do this alone, Jungkook.â
Jungkookâs gaze softened even further, and for the first time, Taehyung saw a flicker of something deeper in those dark eyes. It was a mix of longing and regret, a vulnerability that Jungkook rarely allowed anyone to see.
âI donât want to push you away anymore,â Jungkook murmured. âIâve made so many mistakes, but I want to make things right. I want to start over... with you.â
The words hung in the air between them, thick with meaning, thick with a promise that neither of them had expected to make. Taehyungâs heart raced, and before he could say anything, Jungkook closed the distance between them, his hands gently resting on Taehyungâs shoulders.
Taehyung looked up at him, his breath catching in his throat. âAre you sure?â he asked, his voice barely audible. âAre you sure you want this? After everything thatâs happened?â
Jungkook nodded, his grip tightening ever so slightly. âIâve never been more sure of anything in my life.â
Without another word, he leaned down, capturing Taehyungâs lips in a kiss. It was slow at first, tentative, as if they were both unsure of what they were doing, but soon it deepened, and Taehyung felt a rush of emotions overwhelm him. The kiss was filled with everything they had both been holding back â the yearning, the frustration, the love that had always been there but never fully acknowledged.
When they finally broke apart, Taehyungâs chest was rising and falling rapidly, his heart racing as he tried to gather his thoughts. Jungkookâs forehead rested against his, their breaths mingling.
âTaehyung,â Jungkook whispered, his voice low and filled with something deeper. âIâm sorry for everything. For hurting you. For pushing you away.â
Taehyung closed his eyes for a moment, letting the words settle in. âYou donât need to apologize anymore,â he said softly, his voice steady despite the whirlwind inside him. âWeâre here now. Thatâs all that matters.â
Jungkook smiled faintly, his thumb gently brushing Taehyungâs cheek. âI donât deserve you.â
âYouâre wrong,â Taehyung replied, his voice firm. âYou do deserve me. We both deserve this.â
For a moment, they stood there, just holding each other, the world outside forgotten. The future, the mistakes, the doubts â they all seemed so far away in that moment. All that mattered was the now, the connection between them, and the understanding that they were finally taking the first step toward something real.
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Later That Night:
Taehyung couldnât sleep. His mind raced, replaying the events of the night over and over again. Jungkookâs confession, the kiss â it was all too overwhelming, too new. He knew they had a long road ahead of them, that they would face challenges, but for the first time, Taehyung felt like they had a chance.
But just as he was about to close his eyes, his phone buzzed.
It was a message from his friend, Yeri.
**Yeri: Taehyung, have you heard? Soojinâs been seen with another guy tonight. Sheâs already moving on, even with everything going on with Jungkook. Donât let her come between you two, okay? You deserve better.
Taehyung stared at the message for a long moment, feeling a rush of conflicting emotions. Soojin. Jungkookâs past. Would it always haunt them?
But this time, Taehyung wasnât afraid. He had made up his mind. He wasnât going to let anything tear them apart. Not now, not when they were finally moving forward.
Tomorrow was a new day. And this time, he wasnât facing it alone.
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