chapter 48 : pain ..

Type pov :

I don't know what happened to tharn ....he didn't responded when he saw me with puifai !!... He should be mad at me !!!... He came to room and doing work in his laptop !!....he didn't talked to me till night !!!.... He slept beside me ...

Tharn - type ...

I turned to him ...

Tharn - c..can I...can I touch our baby ??...

I nodded ...he smiled widely and touched my stomach !!! .....

Tharn - baby .... Come soon naa...daddy loves you so much !!!... Little pie is waiting for you too....come soon okay....

I trying hard to control my tears and the pain in my heart !!!.... He went to sleep smiling ....I touched his face ...I smiled and went to sleep ....

Next morning ...

I am tying hair up ...tharn came and back hugged me .... He kissed my cheek... I turned and embraced my hands around him ...he pressed our lips together ....I kissed him back ....his hands are roaming on my body .....I smiled ...his hand touched my ass....I stopped his hand ...he looked at me in confuse .... My blood isn't stopped yet .... Iam scared ....tharn will be worried if he see blood !!...

Tharn - what happened baby ??....

Type - I...I...can we do it later ... Iam not feeling well now ...

Tharn - are you dizzy baby ??...

I nodded ....he removed his hands from mine and went out ..... He is dissapointed..I can feel his sadness .... Iam angry at myself !!!..... He came back with meds and water in his hands ....

Tharn - here.....pete gave me these meds ...take them okay....

He made me eat them ....I drank water ..

Tharn - are you okay now baby ??..

I nodded ....he smiled ..... He carried me in his arms ...he made me lay and tugged me in blankets ....

Tharn - I will wake you up when breakfast is ready okay ....now sleep naa..hmm...

He pecked my forehead and went out !!.... Tears escaped my eyes ....I cried silently....I am sorry tharn ...( sob )....iam sorry.... ( sob )... I ...I love you naa....

Later tharn came and fed me breakfast... He went to office and came back at night !!... He is busy in his work !!.. why I feel like you are going away from me tharn ??....( sob )... Please don't leave me naa...( sob )... Please ....

I got up and wiped my tears .... I went to him ....

Type - t..tharn ....

Tharn - hmm ..

Type - are ...are you hungry ??....you want me to make something for you ???...

Tharn - I already ate in the office baby ...you had your dinner right ???...

Type - I had my dinner .... Are ...are you free tomorrow ??..

Tharn - no.... Iam sorry ..I forgot to tell you iam going out of town for 5 days ....

Type - w..why ??

Tharn - an urgent case came up ..... They need me there !!!...

Type - you will be free after 5 days ??

Tharn - yeah ...

I smiled ...

Type - then...let's go an date ??....hmm?... You wanted to go on a date right ???...

Tharn - a date ??... But you don't like going on dates right ???....why are you suddenly asking me on a date ??...

Type - are you coming or not ??...

Tharn - of course ....okay ...let's go then ..

I smiled in happiness....I about to kiss his cheek ...he backed off ...... He don't want me to kiss him ??...

Tharn - you want anything baby ??..

I shook my head and went back to bed !!!..... I..iam sorry naa ...( sob )... Iam sorry .... ( sob ).... sorry for stopping you naa....( sob )... Please don't think too much and push me away from you ....( sob ).... Iam all yours naa....( sob )....you can touch me ,kiss me and do anything you want!!!..( sob )... It's all my fault !!!....

Next day ...

I woke up ...I didn't find tharn beside me ..... I got up ....tharn is sleeping on couch !!!!.... My heart ached by seeing that !!.... I breathed in heavily and controlled my tears ....I covered him in blanket and went to kitchen !!!... I will prepare breakfast for him ...he is going for case .... Iam preparing lunch box too ... I made breakfast and lunch box ....I served breakfast in plate kept in on dining table ...iam waiting for him ......

Tharn came hurriedly and went to fridge ...he took two bread slices ...he is talking in phone ...

Tharn - yes sir .....I'm on my way ....yeah ...

Type - tharn ...I made breakfast for you ....

Tharn covered his phone ...

Tharn - iam in hurry babe ....it's already late !!!...

Type - atleast take lunch box ...

Tharn - no need babe ....i am directly going for the crime scene !!!!...

He put on his coat and going outside ...I went to the door ....

Tharn - take care and don't skip your meals ....

He is about to peck me but stopped himself ....he smiled and went while talking on his phone !!!.... I went back to our room ...tharn's office files are scattered around his desk .... I sighed and arranging his files in order ....I picked up a file and photos fell down ... I took them up !!!....my eyes widen ...my heart skipped a beat .... So that's why she kissed me !!!...

I crushed the photos !!... Why don't you ask me tharn ??...( sob )... Is this why you are distancing yourself from me ??...( sob ).... I only love you tharn !!!....( sob )... I love you ....I cried until the tears dried ...but my heart is still aching ...

After 5 days ....

Tharn returned late night !!!....he bathed and arranging pillows on couch ...

Type - tharn!!!...

Tharn - yes babe ...

Type - come and sleep beside me ....

Tharn - no babe .... You won't feel comfortable ...

Type - I am okay naa..... Come and sleep beside me ....

He nodded and came to me .....he slept beside me ..... I didn't slept all night admiring him !!!..... We went on date next day.... I laid in his arms ....he hugged my waist ...

Tharn - type !!....

Type - hmm ...

Tharn - it's been 7 years naa...

Type - yeah....

I smiled and kissed his hand....

Tharn - are you bored of me ??

Type - no !!.... I want you until we are old...

I won't be bored of you....

Tharn - you are sure right ??.

Type - iam sure ...

Tharn - why can't I feel our baby type ??.... Just like little pie ....

Type - m...maybe our baby needs time ...

He nodded ....

Tharn - let's build our new house far away from the city baby okay ??.....

Type - okay ....as you want !!

Tharn - let's plant roses and many colorful plants around our house okay ...

Type - hmm....

Tharn - our new kitchen will be big ...mom don't like our small kitchen okay ....

Type - for dad then ??

Tharn - let's build a study room for dad ....

Type - I want my own office room too....

Tharn - if you want ...we can baby ....

Type - tharnn ...let's build a secret room too ...just like in movies ...no one should know that !!!... Only for us okay ....

Tharn - what's the passcode then ???....

Type - hmm ....let me think !!!.... No passcode !!!.... Okay ??...

Tharn chuckled ...

Tharn - is that a passcode baby ???... No passcode ....

Type - tharnn.....don't laugh at it naa....no one will think about it ...it will be safe ....

Tharn - okay ...okay ....no passcode then ...

I smiled .....I caught his hands ...

Type - tharn...let's be together forever naa....

Tharn - I love you type !!!...

I smiled and pulled him ,pecked him ...tharn smiled ...

Tharn - baby ....I forgot to ask you ....

Type - what is it ???..

Tharn - if our baby is a girl ...she can marry Pete's son right ??

Type - what if it's a boy ??...

Tharn - maybe little pie will like him ...

Type - no ....my baby is older than our baby naa....

Tharn smiled ....

Tharn - you are older than me too naa....didn't you loved me ??...aren't you my boyfriend ???

Type - iam but ....diya will be sister to our baby ....

Tharn hugged me tightly ....

Tharn - let's leave that to our baby .....it's our baby's choice .... But if our baby is a girl ....I can't let her go ....I will be possessive....

Type - you are already possessive to diya naa .... Why you warned that kid that day ???....you know he cried looking at you ....

Tharn - you know he kissed little pie's cheek ..... That's why I warned him !!!... I will teach her how to fight !!... So she can protect herself ....

Type - she is just 3 naa...stop it tharn...

Tharn - so....she will be used to fight ...

Type - your wish then .....but don't hurt her naa ...

Tharn - okay ....

He kissed my cheek .....

Type - tharnn .....are you happy ??

Tharn - iam happy baby ..

I smiled ....we enjoyed all day and returned home !!!..... Tharn hugged my waist and slept ...

Tharn pov :

My type is back to me..... I bought a ring to propose him !!!!.... My two babies will be mine !!.... I bought the land for our new house !!!...type will be happy..

Mew - will he accept ??

Tharn - he will ...

Mew - what if he won't accept ??

Tharn - I will ask again !!....

Mew - what if he rejects then too ...

Tharn - I will ask again until he accepts ...happy now ??.... Now just go and talk to gulf ...type isn't allowing me to mind link him !!.. I don't know why ..

Mew - yeah ...same here ...my baby isn't allowing me too....

Tharn - what's wrong with them ??....

Mew - I don't know ...

I took type to our new land ...he is so happy ...I hugged him from back ...

Tharn - is it okay baby ??

Type - perfect !!!... I love it ...

Later we went home back .... I told pete and ae to decorate our room with lights ...

I closed his eyes ...I opened them when we entered our room ....

He is shocked and surprised ....he is crying in happiness.... I knelt infront of him on my knee ....

Tharn - babe ....I never said it to you but I fell for you on my first sight !!!.... I just wanted you to be my mate back then ...thank fully you are my mate .... I want to take care of you and our baby for the rest of my life ..will you give me a chance baby??... Will you marry me ???....

He nodded happily .... I got up and hugged him in happily ... I parted and took his hand ...I am about to put ring on his finger ...my phone rang... I am irritated for ruining our moment!!!..but I picked it up because it maybe urgent !!...

Tharn - hello ...who is this ??

Someone - it's me....puifai ...

Tharn - why the hell did you called me ??..

Puifai - type doesn't love you....he loves me ..

Tharn - why should I believe you ??...

Puifai - don't believe me ...just ask him ...he doesn't love you thats why he aborted your child !!!...

Tharn - I won't believe you ...just shut up !!!!

Puifai - ask him yourself then ...byee~~

I ended the call and threw phone on bed !!...type is worried ....

Type - who is that ??

Tharn - puifai ....she is just talking nonsense !!!... Ignore her ...

Type - what did she said ???...

Tharn - she is lying baby ....she said you aborted our child because you don't love me !!!... How can she say that ??.... Our baby is fine naa....

Type looked shocked and his eyes are teary .... I went near him ...I cupped his face ...

Tharn - she is lying right ???.... You love me right ....our baby is fine right ???...

Type hung his head down !!...he is crying hard ....

Tharn - babe !!!.... Tell me naa....our baby is fine right??

Type shook his head ....

Tharn - what's the meaning of that ??.... She is lying right ??....babe tell me naa...

Type - our...our ... baby is no more !!....

My brain didn't processed that ....my heart skipped a beat !!.... Type walking with her and smiling with her ....them both kissing !!!.... Is she right ??....type doesn't love me??... My baby is no more ???....

Tharn - type ...you are lying right ??....our baby is fine naa....

Type shook his head ....

Type - I ..iam sorry ...( sob )...iam sorry tharn...( sob )... Please listen to me naa ...

He caught my hand ....I removed my hand from him ....my heart broke into million pieces ...( sob )... My baby ...( sob ).... My love...( sob )..... It's all a lie now !!!..the ring in my hands fell to the ground ....( sob )... My knees lost their balance and I fell to the ground !!!.....

Type pov :

Tharn fell on knees and crying hard !!!.... I can't see him cry but I caused him the pain !!.... I was so happy seconds ago that tharn proposed me but now ....he is crying on his knees infront of me !!!!.... That is breaking me from inside !!....he hugged my waist suddenly ...

Tharn - type !!!...( sob ).... You don't love me because I don't eat spicy food ???....( sob )...because I am picky ??...( sob ).... If that is the problem ....( sob )... I will eat spicy food naa ..( sob ).... I won't be picky anymore !!!! ...( sob ).... Please tell that our baby is fine naa ...( sob ).... Please.....( sob ) ..let's get married naa....

I love you like you tharn....you don't need to change anything !!!!....I removed his hands from me ...I sat infront of him....

Tharn - why don't you love me type ??...( sob )... Is my love not enough for you ????....

Type - t..tharn.....listen to me naa ..

Tharn - is that why you never said " I love you " to me type ???..... ( sob )..... I thought...I don't need words to explain your love to me !!!...( sob )... But you proved me wrong type !!!...( sob ).... The thing is you never loved me !!!...

Every word is breaking my heart !!....

Type - t...tharn ....( sob ) ...I ...I love you naa ...

He smiled....

Tharn - I don't want to be a fool anymore type !!!....( sob ).... Okay ...I understand ..you don't love me ...( sob ) ....but why did you aborted our child ???.....( sob ).... What does our baby has done ??..( sob ) ...how can you even think of an unborn child like that type ???....( sob )....

I shaking my head .....he isn't listening to me !!!....

Tharn - why did you aborted our child ??...( sob) ... Or .should ...I say ...why did you killed our child ???....

Those words made me angry and I slapped him !!!..... What have I done ??....tharn is smiling .... I caught his face and kissed him all over ....

Type - iam sorry. ...( sob )... I am sorry ....( sob )... Please don't say like that !!....( sob ).... please...

Tharn - I bet you didn't slapped her like this when she kissed you ???...( sob )... Am I right ??...

Type - tharn... please listen to me naa....( sob )..... Please ....( sob ).... I only love you naa ..( sob ).... I love you so much !!!!...

I held his cheek in my hand .... Tharn held my hand .... Suddenly my nails grew and he scratched his mark !!...tharn shouted in pain .....my breath got heavier ...I felt the pain on my neck ....felt like someone's tearing my heart into pieces .... I can feel his soul leaving my body .... I can't feel his heartbeat anymore !!!!... I cant feel his wolf !!!....

Tharn -arghhh...

He leaved my hand ....my wolf is shouting in pain !!!.... He is screaming for mew inside me !!!!....

Gulf - MEW!!!!!!......arggggggggghhhh.....MY MATE !!!!!

Type - tharnnn....( sob ).... WHAT HAVE YOU DONE ???....

Tharn - now ....( sob ).... You rejected me type !!!...( sob ).... You are free from our mating bond !!!...( sob ).... I love you so much that I can give you what you want !!!....

Every word is stabbing my heart a million times !!!....

Type - tharn!!!!...

Tharn - now ....you can find your love ...( sob )....you can be with whomever you want !!!....( sob ).... I hope you will be happy with her !!!...

Type - I love you naa....( sob ).... I love you tharnnn...

I said with the last hope in my heart ...maybe to save myself or in the fear of losing him !!!....Tharn smiled and got up ....he went to door ...

Type - please don't leave me tharnn...( sob ).... Please....( sob )... I love you ...

Tharn - no one will love you like I do type !!...( sob )... I hope that I will be a girl in our next life !!!...( sob )... so that you can love me !!....

Tharn went out ....( sob )..... It's burning all over body !!!...( sob ).... I searched the ring and wore it on my finger ....I smiled to myself !!!....because I can't digest the truth and I am lying to myself !!!....if I dont lie to myself !!.... I won't have any reason to be alive !!!....my necklace fell to the ground and broke into pieces !!!.... ( sob ).... I love you tharn ...I crawled on the floor in pain ....I am looking at the broken token of our love !!!.....

Type - I love you tharn...( sob ).... I..I love you naa ..( sob )... Please believe me !!....( sob ).... please ......

My heart already broken into million pieces .....I caught my aching heart ... It's paining so much !!!....I don't want the world tharnn.....you are my world !!!...my wolf is crying in unbearable pain .....for rejecting our mate !!!... He is howling inside me in sadness ...

Gulf - mew~~~ I love you honey.....

Type - please come back to me ....( sob )... Please ....( sob ).... please ...

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