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Chapter 24

21.

Muted Mate

*Luke's POV*

When she walked into school looking hot as hell I couldn't help but stare.

It got me angry hearing all the whispers that was said about how sexy she looked, and how they would like to bang her.

I saw Daisy and her followers walk up to her and talk to her. It didn't look like a nice compliment because of the glare that Kat gave as she walked off.

I went off in my own world.

I was thinking about how Daisy would be Luna, and how much of a ass I was being to Eve the other day, and now Kat she's came and I can't stop thinking about her. The way her hair moved when she walks, her smell.

I was to busy in my thoughts only to feel someone bump into me.

"Shit sorry Kat" I say.

She just keeps walking. What a bitch.

'Nows the perfect time to talk to her dickhead' my wolf tells me.

'Hey Jacks it's been a while. Where you been?' I reply smirking and he doesn't say anything back.

Ha ha.

But he's right I do need to apologise for being a dick.

I grab hold of her arm and she turns to see me.

"Can we talk?" I ask, and she just shrugs her shoulders. Well its better than nothing.

"Okay so umm. I've been a bit of a dick lately." I state and she just raises one of her eyebrows.

"And I just wanna apologise. So sorry for being a dick. And I will leave you alone from now on" I say rubbing the back of my neck. A thing I tend to do when I get nervous.

"I've moved on so you can go back to your life." Saying that broke my heart so bad. I needed her in my life, with me but I just can't wait any longer.

'You have'nt and you wont move on Luke. I need her as much as do you' Jackson tell me. Hes right.

'Then why are you doing this?' He asks

'I can't wait anymore. I need a luna, the pack needs a luna' I tell him. Why can't people seem to get that through their minds.

'If you really cared for her, and respected her you would wait' my wolf says and then he goes back into his depressed stage.

"I get it. I'm not enough for you. It's okay. Why would you wanna hang out with me anyways. I'm just a mute bitch." Kat says.

Wait Kat.. Kat said something. She can talk. She just spoke to me.

I hear gasps come from all places in the hallway. My eyes widen as do hers.

She just spoke to me.

'See you just had to wait, but nooo you go and tell her that shes not good enough and look what happens she talks' Jackson says.

'Shut your mouth' I tell him and he just smirks.

"You, you just spoke" I say shocked and I point at her.

'Why are you pointing at her you freak?' Jackson says laughing.

I just ignore him.

"Yeah I did, It's good to see your true colours have finally shown Luke." She says walking away. The way that my name came out of her mouth was like a dream come true.

I was frozen on spot, I was gobsmacked. I still could hear all the gasping and whispering. But I didn't care anymore. All I cared about now is getting my mate back.

'Pft good luck with that fuckstick'

'Fuck you Jackson, Fuck you.'

"Suprised to hear the mute bitch talk. Merry Christmas eveyrone. How you liked my present." Kat says walking into her english class.

'Yup good luck mate'

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Its Lunch and I'm sitting at the table with Tyler, Ava, Cody and Jake.

"Hey have you guys seen Eve?" Tyler asks looking around the cafeteria.

"Yeah I saw her and Kat leave the school." Jake says while wrapping his arm around Cody.

"She probably took Kat to the beach if they left then." Tyler says standing up

"Where are you going?" I ask Tyler

"To the beach." He says with a dah tone and walks away.

We all stand up and follow him to his van. Why does tyler have van, don't ask.

We make our way to the beach. And sure enought we see Eve and Kat sitting in the sand picking at fish and chips.

They both turn around giving us confusing looks.

"What are they doing here?" Kat asks.

Im guessing that she wasnt supposed to say out loud.

Cody replies.

We all sit down and its so quiet. Small talk happen but it doesnt last long.

I kept looking at Kat and i'm pretty sure she noticed. Shes so perfect.

We hear Eve scream and Tyler runs and drops her in the ocean. All us sitting here are laughing. I stand up and clear my throat getting Kats attention.

The last time I spoke to her it was'nt the best.

She agrees and we walk over to the rocks and she sits and I stand.

No one said a word for a few minutes.

She breaks the silence.

I give her my speech, then look up at her.

She opens her mouth and says.

"Sorry is just another word to me. I've heard sorry so many times during my life it's simply just word with no meaning. I've heard sorry but it means nothing, You have to show it through actions. Actions mean more than words. I understand that you didn't mean what you said but you still said it and it hurt like a bitch." She says looking me in the eye.

I let the words sink in and I realsied how much of a dick I've been. I need her.

It's gotta be her, her and only her.

"I understand." I tell her meaning that I understood.

"No Luke you don't. I thought you were someone that was gonna be there for me, be a friend, a mate, a lad. I thought you cared. But then your ture colours shown. You really are the slefish, dumb jerk that everyone says you are. A player. I didn't even know why I thought that you were into a girl like me. Fuck man im so stupid!" She yells at me.

Oh how I wanted to yell i her face that I do care, that i'm not who everyone says I am. How shes not stupid. I want her to be my friend and how I was there for her.

"Im sor-" But before I could finish I feel this sting on the side of my face.

She just slapped me. I've been slapped.

"Don't ever try to talk to me again you bastard!" she screams and walks off.

I stand there. Heartbroken, angry, dissapointed.

I walk and sit on the chair that looks out at the ocean. I listen to the music in the background.

Girl I see it in your eyes you're disappointed

'Cause I'm the foolish one that you anointed with your heart

I tore it apart

And girl what a mess I made upon your innocence

And no woman in the world deserves this

But here I am, asking you for one more chance

Can we fall, one more time?

Stop the tape and rewind

Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade

'Cause there is nobody else

It's gotta be you

Only you

It's got to be you

Oh, Only you

Its that band Ones Infections? Two directions? Four erections? Well something like that anyways.

Listening to the lyrics I realised that it has to be her. And I broke her heart.

The event over the past weeks flashed.

Daisy can't be luna, Eve is right, Jackson is right, I need her and only her, Kat needs me and I need her, Kat has to luna.

It's gotta be her.

I get up and run all the way home.

"Actions mean more than words." her words lingering in my head.

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