37.

{Triggering !! swearing}

"Bskjfeihbeskjfneiaw." I make some weird as noise as I slowly open my eyes. I rub my eyes and attempt to sit up.

Key word attempt.

Luke has his arm wrapped around my bare waist..

Wait.. BARE!

I look under the covers and notice that were both naked..

Oh yeah last night.. One of THE BEST nights of my life.

Okay let me explain:

- I shifted into a wolf

- Luke marked me

- Luke and I had sexual intercourse

- Luke took my virginity

- Luke is officially mine

- I'm officially 17

- It was my birthday yesterday

I think thats all.

After many attempts I manage to get Lukes are off me.

"ughbjksbfs Good morning baby." I hear Lukes sexy, morning, husky voice say. I turn and look at him, his eyes still closed.

"Morning!" I say happily trying to get out of the bed.

"No baby come back. What are you doing?" He says grabbing me and pulling me back.

"NOOO Luke!! I have to pee." I whine

"No you can hold, your a girl." He says snuggling back into me

"Please Luke.. I'm gonna pee on you, and I wont be sorry." I say attempting to get out of his tight hold.

"You'll be right love."

Okay he asked for it.

I slowly realsed my bladder, and I felt pee slowing coming, i'm guessing Luke felt it too, beause his reaction was priceless.

"EWWW KAT!! WHAT THE FUCK!!" He screams like a baby and jumps out of the bed.

"Hey!! I told you to let me go and you didnt so you suffer the consequenses!" I tell him while running over the bed, and into the bathroom.

"KAT YOUR GONNA PAY FOR THAT!!" Lukes yells knocking on the bathroom door.

"YUP WHAT EVER YOU SAY MR. ALPHA!" I scream back at him

I do my bissuness and then slowly open the bathroom door, only to see a empty room.

Damn him.

I walk over to my clothes and pick out a tie-dye singlet, my black leggings, and my black converse. I walk into the bathroom and do my makeup, brush my teeth, and brush my hair.

I walk out of the bedroom, down the 5 flights of stairs, and into the kitchen.

"GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!!" I scream causing everyone to look at me and laugh.

I get many "Morning" and "Morning Luna"

I walk up to Eve and see her making pancakes with Ava, Tyler and Brad.

"Morning Kat!" Brad yells in my face

"Morning Brad.."

"Here Kat" I get given a plate of blueberry pancakes.

"THANKS GUYS!!' I yell walking out of the kitchen and into the games room.

I see a few guys I don't know playing COD and I sit next to the guy with blonde slick back hair.

"Hi Luna" He says "I'm Draco"

"Hi nice to meet you" I say watching them play COD

After 15 minutes of eating pancakes meeting Draco, Harry, and Ron, I am offically bored..

"Can I play?" I ask Harry

"Sure." He says passing me the spare xbox remote

-2 Hours Later-

"UNFAIR!!"

"CHEATER!"

"YESSS!"

After many games of COD Ron and I won.

"10 POINTS TO GRYFFINDOR!" I scream high fiving Ron.

Ron and I have one all the games against Harry and Draco

"You guys cheated." Harry exlaims throwing the remote

"I demmand a rematch!" Draco says

"No I don't think any rematches are needed." I hear the same voice that makes the hairs on the back of my neck rise.

"Alpha." All the 3 say in unision

"Creepy." I mutter

"Anyways I need to steal my girl from you 3, I have been looking for you for like 2 hours." My stomach flips when he called me my girl.

"Sure thing Alpha." Ron says

"Bye guys see you around." I say walking off with Luke

Luke and I walk in a comfortable silence around the pack house.

We reach a door that has ALPHA written on it, in big bold letters.

He opens the door and its his office.

He sits on the chair behind the desk in the middle of the room.

I take a seat on the couch near the desk.

"Soooooo" I attempt to break the silence. Luke just stares at me.

Okayyy then.

"Luke?"

"Luke?"

"Luke?"

"Luke?"

"Lu-"

"Yes love?" he finally responds

"Why are you staring at me?"

"Because your beautiful."

I try to hide my blush with my hair.

"NEVER HIDE YOURSELF FROM ME MATE!!" He yells standing up making me move back slightly.

"Shit Kat sorry!" He appoligises.

"No no its okay." I say

'No its not okay, he just yelled at us. Our mate should never yell at us.' A unfimiliar voice comes through my head.

'Who are you?'

'Oh silly, i'm your wolf White'

'Oh right. Silly me. Yeah your right he shouldnt yell at us' I agree with her

"Hey Luke i'm just gonna go get a drink." I say standing up and walking out.

I walk out and see Jake and Toby snogging.

"CUTIES!" I yell at them and they break away quickly both blushing.

"Kat you bitch." Toby says trying to sound seriously, and I hear Jake laugh.

I continue my way to Hogwarts.

I get my glass of water and chug that down.

I start walking back to Lukes office. When I arrive I hear two voices.

"Hey Lukeyyyy.." A girl says attempting to seduce him.

"What do you want Daisy?" He asks gruffily.

"I know what I want." She replies sounding like a dying cat

"And what would that be?" He asks.

May I add that they dont know that I can hear this.

"You." She purrs, again sounding like a dying cat.

"Well I dont want you." He replies.

Thats my boy

"Yes you do Lukey.." I hear the cat.

I slowly turn the corner where I can now see and hear whats happening.

Daisy is stradiling Luke and Luke has a discustied look on his face.

Good boy.

"No Daisy I'm sure I don't. I have a mate." He explains

"Well she will never know." And with that I see Daisy crash her lips onto Lukes.

My wolf whines, at the fact of another girls lips on whats mine.

When I look back just about to interupt, I see Luke kissing her back!!

WHAT THE FUCK?!

Okay so Daisy kissed him first, then he kisses her back!

My wolf is now pissed!

Marjorly

"I missed your lips baby." I hear Luke mumble against her lips.

That was breaking point!

My heart is being crushed.

I knew it was to good to be true!

I was right at the start.

He didn't want us

He lied

He broke my rules

He is tearing my heart appart!

He kissed me, marked me, he took my fucking innocents and now hes kissing her!!

HER!! Not me HER!!

I cant stand the sight of this anymore.

I quitely back away, then I make a run for the closet bathroom.

"Luna are you okay?!" I get asked and I just ignore it. I'm to angry to feel sorry for the poor soul I didn't reply too

I run into Toby. And he just holds me.

I knew that I can pass through images through the pack link and I send the memory/images to Toby, and his hold tightens on me.

"That asshole!" He screams, as I continue sobbing into his chest.

I need to get out of his grip.

I pull away, cleaning up my tears.

"Can I use your bathroom?" I ask Toby hopefully

"Yeah sure its the 3rd room on the 2nd floor to your right"

"Thanks." I mumble

I make a runner up to his bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind me.

I sit in the futherst corner away from the door, crying my eyes out.

Everything weve been through, and he goes and does this!

{Trigger warning here, you can skip this part if you are not comfortable}

I rummage through all the draws till I find what im looking for.

I found a blade.

I sit back down and look down at my arm.

Theres a odd ammount scars and im gonna make it alot worse.

I take the blade and slide it across my arm.

Seeing the red liquid ooze out of arm

It feels so good. I feel release

1- Fat

2- Ugly

3- Bitch

4- Slut

5- Ugly

6- He hates you

7- He cheated on you

8- Loser

9- He used you

10- Whore

11- Not good enough

12- Boring

13,14....30

By the 30th cut I start to fell light headed, dizzy, and a lack of oxygen.

I hear banging on the door.

"Kat?"

"You okay?"

"KAT?"

"KAT?"

"FUCKKK. LUKE!!!!"

"What?"

"KAT? YOU OKAY?"

"You smell that?"

"NO..."

"It smells like BLOOD!!""

"No Kat?!!"

I hear the door being slammed open.

"NO KAT!!"

Thats the last thing I heard before I blacked out...