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Emily's pov:

After showering I went to the garden. I'm not hungry I lost my appetite. I knew that alex was playing with me but this stupid heart just won't listen to me and now I feel empty. My heart hurts. It's the reason I've never dated anyone in high school . Call me old school but I want to be with someone forever. I always wanted to give someone my everything. I just want them to be mine too. I can't pretend to be okay. I know alex kidnapped me but he's the only person who ever cared for me. He fed me and cared for me.

Tears sprung in my eyes. But why's he keeping me now when his fiancé is here . Wouldn't she mind my presence.

What am I going to do with my life now. I don't even know if my apartment exists now . My rent was already due and the money I've left for my college ain't gonna get me no where. How am I gonna make it work. It's either going to college or paying the rent . My rent's not to much but I live in New York for god's sake and the rent's are sky high. I guess I'll never go to college. And my boss would probably have kicked me out.

Why my life is like this? Don't I deserve love? Can't I be a normal girl with parents and siblings? I want to fight with my brother over icecream tub. I want my mom to make my hair. I remember my mom was four months pregnant when the accident happened . And I lost everything.

Now when I thought that maybe ....maybe alex was different but he's the same. I don't wanna blame him . I'm cursed and now I believe it. I'm the reason behind my sufferings. Why can't I just die.

I walked in the garden and sat on the grass. Storm also followed me and now he was sitting on my lap . I stroked his fur. Suddenly I heard a girl's voice behind me. I turned around and found his fiancé.

You come here. I looked around thinking that she was calling someone else but no it was me. I stood up and went towards her. Yes. I asked her.

Who are you? If your a maid than why aren't you wearing your uniform? She asked.

Ummm I'm not a maid . I told her.

Your not ? Oh, don't tell me ur his slut . Gosh look at you. You must be really cheap selling your body to an engaged man . Jesus Christ how pathetic you are . didn't your parents teach you any manners ...? When she mentioned my parents tears began to fell . I'm not his slut but what else am I. I let him kiss me ,touch me . I'm feeling so ashamed of myself.

Now that I'm here your not needed . Leave you pathetic, filthy girl. Gosh I don't even want to stand near you . Slut . Now go. But where the hell was I supposed to go. I looked her in the eyes . And suddenly she ...smack..she ...she slapped me .

You slut I told you to leave now get the fuck out of here. I want you gone before he comes home . Out now.

She pulled my hair and dragged me towards the gates. Suddenly a guard appeared Infront of us. Step aside...no wait kick her out. She told the guard. The guard nodded his head. He took my arm so forcefully I was sure a bruise will be formed there.

The guard suddenly halted and the niko guy took my arm . He pulled me towards him . Finally .. finally he's done with you. Now let me show you your worth you little slut . I'll fuck you till you can't feel your legs.

I started to pull myself away from him but he continued dragging me somewhere. No no. Please god please help me. I was thrashing and screaming but nobody listened they just turned away. Don't they have any humanity. Don't they got sisters or mothers. The guy opened a door and pushed me in . I lost my balance and fell on the floor. My knees hurt but I searched for something to protect myself but there was no goddamn thing in this room .

Please..please leave me. What have I ever done to you . Please. Please. I begged . I screamed but he didn't listen. He tried to take my arm but I clawed his face. He fisted my hair and slapped me hard. My vision blurred for a sec. He took the opportunity to tear my shirt. I thrashed my body and tried to get away from me but he's so strong. He slapped me again . I'm on the edge of fainting but I won't give up . I'll fight till my last breath. When he tried to gtab  me again I bit his hard. I sinked me teeth in his flesh . He let go of me and I sprinted towards the door.

I tried to unlock it and luckily it opened. I ran . Niko was also following me. I was out of breath but I didn't stop. If I stop now then there will be nothing left of me. I saw some people at a few distance and cried for help . I saw alexander but his back was to me. I ran to him I don't know if he'll save me but I'll try . When I was just a a few feet away I fell. My feet got stuck into something. I screamed again and everyone turned to me.

Help ...help..please..please save me..please.. Alex looked towards me . He looked murderous. He looked behind me and saw niko . His eyes were bloodshot. He took my appearance in and came towards me. Please.. I'll go away... I'm sorry I'm really sorry I didn't knew you were engaged but please don't let him hurt me ... I'll go away from here I swear. I pleaded.

He took his coat off him and I flinched. Is he gonna hurt me too. He saw me flinching and wrapped me in his coat then it came crashing that I was only in a skirt and bra. I clinged the coat closer to me.

He picked me up and took me in his room . I think he'll hurt me too. I embarrassed him Infront of his men. But I was so so tired. If he's going to hurt me then I'll ask him to kill me yeah . Yeah that's it.

He put me on his bed. Just..just kill me already. I

didn't knew you were engaged. I can't seem to breath . I'm gasping for air. I looked at alex with teary eyes. I i I can't breathe. He was Infront of me in a second . He cupped my face.

Look at me kotenok. Look breath . Follow me . Hmm. Take a deep breath. I try to take air in to my lungs. Good girl. Breathe in now out in out.

I follow him . In out . In out. My chest stopped heaving and I calmed a little. Good girl . Your thirsty?

Not having in me to speak . I nodded. My throat feels dry so dry. He fed me water. Some of the water dropped out of my mouth. He pulled me closer to him. I was straddling him . He kept running his hand on my back and spoke soothing words in my ear. I started crying again. I feel so broken so so broken . It hurts .

Now I want you to tell me everything..and don't leave a single thing kotenok. Your mine and I'll be damned if I don't kill the people who dared to hurt what's mine.

Another chapter for you pookies . Let me know what you think . Much love . Bye....

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