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Emily's pov:

My hands are shaking , vision is blurred by tears that are flowing like a broken dam of water. My body is shaking with too much adrenaline in my system and my breath is laboured like I've ran a marathon.

I didn't wanna do that but i had to . I had no other choice. They would've killed him and zander and salley  if i didn't do that. I didn't stabbed him for any personal reasons . I was forced. You see...

Ball night:

I excused my self and went to the bathrooms to have a look at myself. Little did i know that someone else was following me too. Charlotte came and held my arm strongly. Not enough to leave a bruise but enough for me to feel pain.

I tried to fight her but the man who was beside her which i assume is her brother man handled me and restrained me to do so .

Now listen here closely bitch. You're gonna do what ima gonna tell you or else I'll blow your pretty little head . I'm gonna remove my hand from your mouth and if you scream I'll make sure to kill you, understood.

Not having any other option i just nooded. He removed his hand and handed me a small dagger. He lifted it to my face and traced it on my cheeks and down my neck.

Here how's it's going to be. You'll stab Alexander with it and stab him in the gut so he'll not die. After he'll dispose of you , we'll take care of him . And if you don't then we'll attack and kill him ourself

Oh. And we remember a girl what was her name yeah..salley.

I wanted to kill him myself . But that Charlotte,  wet bag of tea is holding me damn tightly.

He thrusted it into my hands and told me to hide it on my upper thigh.

We'll attack him and if don't finish the task then be ready for death.

They left after saying that and i stood there .

Present:

I had no choice. They attacked and though alex was not injured i was afraid. I've never been in these situations before and i don't know what was i suppose to do .

Now that I've done the deed. The guilt is starting to setttle in. I sink to my knees and began to sob in my hand. What have i done. I've stabbed the person i love. And now what. Hours seem to pass by and nobody came in the room .

I tried to open the door but it was locked. I'm gonna go mad. Alex's blood was still on the floor and on my hands.

I've stabbed him I've i i .........

And then everthing went black . No thoughts , no sound just blackness.

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When i woke up i was not on the floor but in the bed. I turned and saw zander sitting on the chair a few feet away from . He looked at me with such cold eyes . Before i had the chance to explain he spoke.

Why? I was about to answer him but he cut me offf.

Just why did you stabbed him emily ? Huh . Answer me. His voice was rising with every syllabus he spoke. Tears startered ro form in my eyes.

He's my only family , the only person i care about. And you know what i promised myself i would skin off the person who'll dare to even scrath him and you stabbed him . Without even fucking thinking.

I sobbed and continued listening to him . I deserved this. Alex has shown me nothing but kidness. Though he did abducted me i was never repulsed from him .

I i ne never wanted to . Zander pl please listen to me. He looked at me so i continued speaking.

I ne never wanted to hurt him but but they . As i was about to speak the door opened and alex walked in. He was holding on his stomach.

Leave zander . I'll deal with it. And zander stood up and left. Alex came towards the bed. Sit up .

I obeyed. And then without even warning he gripped my chin harshly, possesively . You know ,kotenok. The people who stab me don't even breath the next second. And here you are lying on bed. He then gripped my neck . Apllying pressure.

Not cutting off my air supply but blood flow. I could just snap your pretty little neck . And you'll be dead . No sound . No struggle. Right. But what's the fun in that.

I i please listen to me. I told me. If he would just listen to me and give me a chance to explain.

Ohh i will. But first. You run. And if i catch you i fuck you. No pretty make love but fuck , kotenok.

I widened my eyes . He can't  be serious can he. But one look at his eyes made me think otherwise.

So i just did what he said. Stood on my shaking legs and ran.

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