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🤍Chris🤍

It was two weeks later since Y/N and I had the conversation of her aborting the twins and I was still standing firmly on my answer. I was dropping Christiana back off at Y/N's house thinking about taking Christiana and Y/N out to dinner since the tension between Y/N and I had been thick.

I rung Y/N's doorbell as she didn't answer. I then knocked on the door hearing her yell. "HOLD ON" She yelled as she finally opened the door. "Mommy!" Christiana said excitedly reaching for Y/N to pick her up but Y/N shook her head. "I'm sorry baby You're going to have to get down and hug me" Y/N said to Christiana as I looked at her weird. I placed Christiana on her feet as she hugged Y/N's legs.

"Hey baby" Y/N said as Christiana ran off and I looked at Y/N. "You alright?" I asked "yeah" She answered. "Can I come in?" I asked as she was hesitant but then she let me in. I walked in as she closed and locked the door behind me. "What's up?" She questioned walking to the kitchen getting a water bottle watching her clutch onto her stomach as she was looking in her fridge.

"I-are you okay?!" I asked as she looked back at me and nodded. "I wanted to know if you wanted to go out to dinner?" I asked. "I don't know Chris" She said. "Well not just us, it would be Christiana too, make it a family thing with just us" I said as she was hesitant. "You want to try maybe next weekend?" She asked. "How is it I'm trying with you and you're still pushing me away" I brought up. "I'm not pushing you away-" She started off "I'll go what time do you want to meet up and where?" She questioned.

"I'll pick you two up and we'll go out to that Italian restaurant you like" I said as she nodded. "I'll be back around six" I assured. "Okay" She said as I was about to go in for a kiss but she moved her head to the side then looked down. "I love you" she said "I love you too" I expressed before kissing her head.

"You feel warm" I said to her concerned. "I know I was just laying under a blanket" she informed.

"Okay I'll see you later" I said as she walked me to the door "bye" she softly said before closing the door after me.

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Y/N, Christiana and I were at the restaurant and I noticed Y/N ordered but she wasn't eating. She just sat there and looked at it, she would pick at it here and there with a fork. But she was not eating. the table was somewhat quiet Y/N would talk here and there but it was mostly Christiana. Y/N sat back in her seat laying her head back on the booth as we had booth seats.

"You look nice I complimented as she faintly smiled and looked away "thank you" she thanked. Y/N then turned and I noticed her face flinched. "Daddy I'm done" Christiana said pushing her plate away as Y/N gave her, her juice. "Thank you" Christiana thanked "you're welcome" Y/N said. "I got to go to the restroom" Y/N said before getting out of the booth slowly as she walked off to the restroom. I watched her walk away concerned then smiled at Christiana as Christiana smiled back.

🤍Y/N🤍

I went to the bathroom going into a stall just holding onto my stomach as I was in complete pain. I've been in pain all day and was just ready to get back to the house and place my heating pad on. I felt the urge to throw up but couldn't because earlier I already threw up everything in my system. I know they told me to have someone by My side during this time but I was scared to have someone by my side.

I felt all types of dizzy and I was ready to go lay down. The only reason I came out was because I didn't want to make Chris feel some type of way especially if he was trying to have family time. I went out the stall washing my hands then dried them off. I walked back to where we were sitting at and sat back down slowly. "You ready?" Chris asked me as I just nodded. "I don't feel good" I admitted. "Alright" he said as he asked for the check and I packed my food in a Togo box along with the rest of Christiana's pizza into a Togo box.

They gave us a bag for our food as Chris signed his signature on the receipt and I tipped our waiter. "What's going on with you?" Chris asked concerned as we stood up as I just shook my head feeling him place his hand on my lower back as he held Christiana with his other hand. Some people had their camera out recording as we heard a girl ask Chris what was the update on Lizzo, and I was dead ass about to cry between the pain I was feeling and that question.

We got into the car as I just sat there in the front seat looking out the window as Chris was strapping Christiana in her seat. He then got in the drivers seat beginning to drive. "What's been going on with you? Do you need to go to a hospital?!" He questioned as I shook my head "Y/N you feel hot" He reminded as I didn't say anything. "Y/N" he said looking over at me between looking at the road. I then gained a chill and looked over at him.

"I'm going to take you to the emergency room" He said "no it's fine I'll take myself" I said. "No you don't need to be driving when you're not feeling good" he said. "Okay and what about Chrissy?" I asked. "I'll drop her off with Scott or one of my sisters but you need to go to the emergency room." He said as I just sighed. He stopped by my place so I could change and he packed Christiana a bag to stay over with Scott.

I was in my bathroom placing my hoodie on I then placed on a pair of 1's leaving my hair out in its curls.

"Y/N!" I heard Chris shout from downstairs I clutched onto the side of the bed I was sitting on feeling strong cramps. I grabbed just my phone, wallet and keys making my way downstairs. "Chris we don't have to go to the hospital" I assured "I'm just tired" I added. "Y/N just go get in the car" he expressed as I sighed going to get in the car as he locked up and we all got into the car.

He dropped Christiana off at Scott's and now we were waiting in the waiting room at the emergency room. My hood was on as I had a pair of sunglasses on. I kept my head low as Chris just had on a hat and A pair of sunglasses. I felt my phone vibrate as I seen I got a text from Aaliyah.

Liyah💕:I can't believe that girl asked Chris that right in front of you.

Aaliyah texted as I seen the video of us leaving the restaurant like an hour ago.

Me: Don't tell me it's trending

Liyah💕: Yeah...I'm sorry Y/N/N

Me: don't be. I'm over it...

I simply texted back feeling my phone vibrate again but they called my name to get into triage. We went into Triage as they took my temperature and It was 101.2. "101.2 is considered a high fever are you experiencing any chills?" The nurse questioned as I just simply nodded. "She's pregnant" Chris said as I looked at the nurse. "I'm fine" I assured "are you taking any medications at the moment?" The nurse asked as I looked down.

"Mifepristone and Misoprostol" I answered as the nurse looked at me and I looked at her. "What is that?" Chris asked looking between the nurse and I. This was exactly why I didn't want to come to the hospital I was going to tell him once I was done cramping and out of pain because I didn't want to argue while in pain already.

"It's pills for an abortion" I answered as Chris just looked at me then looked away.

"With those pills you will experience these side affects, to make the process easier ibuprofen like Advil or Motrin because if you take aspirin your bleeding will be worse" The nurse started off. "You can place heating pads on your stomach or a hot water bottle" She added "you can take a shower, sit on the toilet or have someone rub your back to make you more comfortable" the nurse informed as I nodded.

"It will help if someone is by your side during this" She started off about to look to Chris as I shook my head "no that's fine" I interrupted. "Do I still need to see the doctor or can I just get my discharge papers from you?" I asked just trying to go home.

"You still have to see the doctor because they might prescribe you some medication for that process but we'll get you into a room right now" The nurse assured as she started taking us back into a room.