you're not worth it

I was laying in bed when my brother sent me a screenshot of my boyfriend with hugging with some other dude, this wasn’t the first time so I was so over it. I went upstairs to pack a few clothes as I heard the door close as I knew it was about to be yelling and screaming as always. He walked upstairs as he just stood at the door, “where you going”

“to a hotel”

“Why”

“Cause why you hugging and kissing up on dudes”

“What”, I showed him the pictures as he just stood there as I was irritated

“nigga, it was a hug”

“It don’t look like just a hug”

“Who taking picture of me anyways”

“that’s none of your business, why are you hugging up on dudes”

“it’s one of my old exs”

“so you cool with him”

“yeah that’s my boi”

“Hmm ok I believe you”

“why you acting like this”

“Why is this the 7 time someone else is sending me pictures of you doing shit”

“cause they don’t wanna see us together”

“are you fucking retarded”

“yo chill out”

“No im serious, do you know my worth”

“Yes I do”, the real question is did I. I packed my bags heading to my hotel which was actually someone who I been seeing on the side on the downtown since he’s Dl and it’s crazy that a “straight”, man can treat me better then a man that I call my boyfriend.

I headed over to his house as I arrived grabbing my bag getting out tipping the driver before walking as I felt someone watching me from a black car but I ignored it knocking on the door as I heard him talking to people, he opened the door greeting me telling me to come in, “aye yall this Mack, Mack this my crew

“That’s yo nigga or something”, one of the dudes said

“And if it was”

“No judgment here boss”, he walked me up to his room as he went back downstairs for a minute as I just put my bag in the closet and cried on the bed as he came up closing his door, “why you crying”

“It happened again”

“Why do you keep going back”

“cause I have No one but him and my brother”

“If he treats you like trash then you don’t need him”

“Ugh I hate crying”

“then stop I hate seeing you cry too”, he laughed leaning kissing me as we both heard the door get knocked down hearing someone yell my name as he grabbed his guns as we walked down the hall with me first as we made it to the stairs I seen my ex standing there, “what the hell you doing here”

“I followed you”

“Why”

“Cause you not leaving me”

I“I am and did”

“Bitch ill kill you”, he ran up towards me as drake held his gun up as dee stopped in his tracks

“Shoot bitch”

“naw you get the fuck out my house”

“or what”

“get shot bitch”, he laughed as he walked down walking out the door but I knew him, I knew he wasn’t going to let a man disrespect him, with a quickness he pulled his guns out firing them with drake pulling his trigger hitting him right in the head. I stood there shook as drake pulled his body in as I got scared , “what do we do”

“Call the police”, I dis as he said as we sat and waited till they came and question us, I was more nervous then him but it wasn’t on us since he trespass so it was  his fault sad part is, he wasn’t dead.