stay the night

Gay as fuck in high school is wayy different then gay in college anybody around you can be gay so when I first moved to my new high school, I was the only openly gay there and let’s just say I didn’t fit in for 2 years till this perfect face perfect body guy came and sat with me during lunch then his friends followed I knew who he was, Jarrod Michael, the most popular dude sitting with me, we hang out so much I consider him My best friend, he was funny, charming, sweet but gets onto a fight every week over someone insulting him, his sister or his team, it’s not everyday or every lifetime you get a best friend that’s a jock and that’s popular, yeah me. I got off the bus with him standing by the school doors as he ran over to me, hugging me, “wassup whore, how you doing”

“Good as always”

“that’s wassup, you wanna chill after school”

“umm chill in my form means other things”

“don’t think like that”

“I’m playing but yeah of course”

“Alright bet ill meet you at your house plus I need your help with this paper”

“so your using me”

“no why would I”

“just playing”, I said laughing as he hit me running off as I grabbed my arm being in pain from that one punch.

I went through school fast as hell, what usually happens on a Friday cause it’s usual a catch up day or a chill day.  I through what I didn’t need inside my locker then waiting for Jovan but he was taking to long so I went to go check the gym where he was practicing with his friends, as he was sexy as fuck with no shirt on in his shorts seeing everything bounce around but I wasn’t that type of gay, to fuck his straight friends I really appreciated what he have done for me cause if it wasn’t for him I’ll still be getting assaulted, harassed, bullied, attacked and so much more, so I wouldn’t want to ruin anything we have.

I watched him play for a moment before getting on my phone till he was finished  till one of his friends pointed to me before putting the ball away and dapped each other up before he jogged over to me, “hey you good”

“Yeah, just waiting on you, hope that’s cool”

“yeah”

“is everything ok hope I didn’t make anyone uncomfortable”

“Oh naw you good”

“Feel like your lying”

“they just not comfortable with themselves to have you watching them shirtless or whatever”

“oh I’m sorry”

“Stop don’t be its their fault they can’t play ball without thinking you staring at their dicks, bodies or thinking you want them”, I felt bad as we packed up heading back to his house as I just stayed quiet the ride home till he turned his music up loud and started screaming the lyrics to the top of his lungs, “You see you’re searchin for somebody that’ll take you out and do you right, Well, come here baby and let daddy show you what it feel like”

I started laughing as he started hitting me wanting me to sing along but I didn’t even know the lyrics,

“I wanna make love in this club (Hey)

In this club (Hey)”

In this club (Hey)”

In this club”, we arrived at the house as he parked in the driveway since nobody was there, we walked inside as I been to his house many times but not without his family here, he told me to go up to his room as I walked upstairs seeing his door was opened as I walked in jumping on the bed as I grabbed the remote seeing what movies were out I could play as he came throwing his bag on the floor and passing me his plate with a hot pocket and pizza rolls on it, “choose wisely”

“Oh im not hungry thanks though”

“you want a water or Gatorade”

“You have any pineapple juice or apple juice”

“Yeah just grab it from the fridge”

“Thanks”, I walked over to his fridge grabbing the drink seeing him take his shirt off as I quickly turned back around, “im sorry go ahead”

“You good, we friends right”

“yeah but I don’t want you to think I’m hitting on you”,

“it’s cool I’m not one of them dudes”

“but I’m just scared”

“about”

“I don’t know I just get nervous around you when you have your shirt off”,

“it’s cool I promise you”, it felt like he was right behind me as I turned around and he was right there, “why you so close”

“Cause I want you to be comfortable with me”

“your like my best friend and I don’t wanna ruin it with my actions”

“Stop for real I appreciate you thinking about my side but you good I promise you that”, he stood there looking at me as he grabbed my chin getting nervous as he kissed my lips as I was shocked what was going on as I pushed him back grabbing my stuff, running out his room, “I couldn’t believe he did that I liked it but I couldn’t it”, I walked out his house and started walking home till he ran behind me grabbing me, “stop I’m sorry I shouldn’t have done that”, I tried looking away but he grabbed me by my chin again

“yo look at me”, he said turning my head towards me about to say something till they started shooting in bright daylight as we ducked and ran back to his house laughing as we made inside. We went back to his room and just chilled for the day talking shit learning about each other and how he wanted to go big in his career as I told him im all for it, “hey did you wanna drop me off at home”

“umm I was hope you spend the night”

“Um I have nowhere to sleep”

“we can share my bed it big enough”

“umm you sure, I sleep wild plus I don’t want to make you uncomfortable”

“I mean I kissed you so what could be worse then that”

“you getting a boner, you tryna cuddle me or worse”

“well If it happens it happens”, he said laughing as he walked into his bathroom as I didn’t even wanna say anything to him but I knew I wasn’t going to sleep tonight but Like he said if it happens it happens.