Chapter 175 At The Losing End
The Inconceivable Flame: A Fallen Angel's Disguise
While rubbing his sore behind, Ji Syaoran made his way to his brotherâs place. He was already here in the same building. It didnât feel right for him to just leave like this. Also, he still had matters to discuss with his elder brother.
"Ran Zi? What are you doing here?" Xiao Zhiren was perplexed seeing him so early in the morning. After all, who in the Ji Family didnât know that young master Syaoran loved his sleep just slightly less than his elder brother.
"Why canât I be here? This is your place which makes it mine as well." Ji Syaoran slid himself in like a worm.
"Whatâs wrong with your face? I thought my brother loved his image the most." Xiao Zhiren didnât want to push him about why he was here. Naturally, he knew Ji Syaoran will crack soon enough. Thatâs why he chose the next important topic of him looking like a sleep-deprived lunatic.
"This look?" Ji Syaoran peeled off his jacket and threw it on the ground like a kid saying, "This is all your fault. No, wait! This is all your boyfriendâs fault!"
Xiao Zhiren spurted out his coffee and started coughing with a weird look on his face. "Boyfriend? How many times have I told you to think before speaking?" Xiao Zhiren angrily rebuked him while wiping his mouth to get rid of the remnants of the coffee.
Ji Syaoran fell on the couch leisurely while saying, "Please, donât try to hide it from me. I saw you kiss him last night in the hallway."
Xiao Zhiren immediately understood what was going on. So, he calmly sat beside him and said, "Donât strain your tiny little brain. There is nothing like what you think."
Ji Syaoranâs eyes brightened up as he sat straight up and said, "You mean, you still love that thankless girl, right? Please, say yes. I donât want you to love this ruthless guy. Itâs not that I wonât support you but heâs... He said he is not interested in you and I donât want you to get hurt."
It took Xiao Zhiren a while to digest Ji Syaoranâs rambling but as he did, the light in his eyes had dimmed a bit. "Did he say that himself?" Ji Syaoran frowned and he had to continue, "About... Not being interested in me?"
"Oh, that! Yes. He said it straight to my face. Iâm telling you heâs ruthless and there is nothing noble about him as well. He literally picked me up and threw me out the door." Xiao Zhirenâs lips turned slightly upward when he heard what Ru did. He could literally visualize her annoyed look.
With a sigh, Xiao Zhiren rubbed his brotherâs messy hair and said, "Who told you to go to him? If youâll spout nonsense, obviously heâll kick you out. Stop assuming things. Rong is straight and I am also straight."
Ji Syaoran felt all his tiredness vanishing as he brightened up but soon frowned again. "Bro, what about the kiss?"
Xiao Zhiren bit the inside of his cheek trying to come up with an excuse. "Umm... That... You can say it was a... Accident."
"Accident?" Ji Syaoran sounded quite curious.
"Yes. An accident." Xiao Zhiren reassured him.
Ji Syaoran stayed quiet for a moment before speaking again, "But bro, I really wonât blame you if you fell for him. He looks quite similar to that girl." Xiao Zhiren didnât answer him. "You still only love her, right?"
Xiao Zhiren smiled softly and said, "I do love her and only her. There is no doubt about that."
Ji Syaoran heaved a sigh of relief and felt like a fool for overthinking. He should have come to Xiao Zhiren straight away instead of bickering with Rong. What a pity that he made the wrong tiger angry. Recalling her bloody eyes, Ji Syaoran gulped in fear and a shiver ran down his spine.
"Silly brother, how can I forget her? All I ever wanted was to make her smile. And when she did smile, I fell all over in love with her. No matter what, Iâm still at the losing end."
Ji Syaoran looked at his brotherâs back as he stood up and made his way towards the kitchen.
"Go and freshen up. Iâll make breakfast for you as well." Xiao Zhiren told Ji Syaoran while putting on his apron.
"Can I get pancakes? Pretty please."
"It depends whether you plan on looking for Rong again or not?"
"I wonât. I promise!"
"Then let me get your pancakes ready."
Ji Syaoran smiled in victory, not knowing that he was the one who was played by Xiao Zhiren. Zhiren knew if Ji Syaoran went again to Ru, her nature wonât allow her to let him leave unharmed.