Hate You: Chapter 25
Hate You (Rebel Ink Book 1)
My stomach turns over the second our eyes connect. Anger radiates from him the second he realises itâs me.
âShit.â
âOh, itâs Zach,â Christian says, shocking the fuck out of me. Dragging my eyes away from Zach, I look over at my date. Itâs all the excuse he needs, because the next time I look up heâs practically running from the room.
âYou⦠you know him?â
âYeah, he does my ink.â
âOh, fucking hell. This isnât fucking happening.â
âWhatâs wrong?â
âI⦠I need to go and get some air. Can youââ
âI can come. You look like youâre about to be sick.â
âI might,â I admit, âbut please, just stay here and please donât tell anyone you know Zach and certainly donât mention what he does for a living.â Christianâs brows pull together in confusion, but I donât have it in me right now to explain. âI⦠I just need a minute. Get me a white wine, yeah?â
He nods as I turn and run from the room as fast as my heels will allow.
âFuck.â My back hits the wall of the hallway when I stop to take a breath. Iâve no idea how I wanted today to play out, but that certainly wasnât it. âJesus, fuck, fuck,â I whisper to myself, trying to stop my head from spinning.
Seeing the hotelâs reception in the distance, I push from the wall and head over to try my luck.
âGood afternoon. How can I help you?â
âIâve got a room booked for tonight. I know itâs still a little early for check in, but I just wondered ifââ
âWhat was the name?â
âTabitha Anderson.â The guy clicks about on his computer a little before a smile pulls at his lips.
âYouâre in luck, it seems your room is all ready.â
Iâm not sure luck is a word I use to describe any part of today but if it means I get my room and somewhere to hide then Iâll take it.
He hands me a key card after a few seconds and gives me directions. âRoom five-one-four. Take the lift to the fifth floor and your room is down the corridor and to the left. Please call if you need anything. Have a wonderful stay.â
I canât take it from his hand fast enough. In the blink of an eye Iâm in the lift and heading for the peace of my room to attempt to get my head on straight.
It takes me three attempts to get the door to open. Iâm on the verge of tears by the time the little green light flashes with frustration.
I push inside, drop my clutch on the side and fall down onto the end of my bed. I donât notice anything about the room aside from the fact itâs got a bed.
This was such a fucking stupid thing to do. I never should have come. Seeing the fire in his eyes even from that distance was enough to know how badly Iâve fucked all this up.
I canât be sitting there more than two minutes when thereâs a knock at my door.
How the fuck has he found me already?
I shake my hands out at my sides as I stand in an attempt to lose some of the tension pulling at my body, but it does little to help.
The doorâs knocked again, and despite not wanting to allow whoever it is to know Iâm inside, my own voice betrays me. âJust give me a minute.â
Glancing at myself in the mirror, I wipe at the smudged make-up under my eyes and drag in a breath that I hope is full of confidence.
I walk towards the door, my legs so unsteady I would think Iâd had a skinful, not just a sip of whatever that drink was they were handing out downstairs.
Putting my eye to the peep hole, I almost sigh with relief.
Pulling the door open, my eyes land on whatâs in his hand. A very large glass of white wine.
âCome in.â Christian hands it to me before following me inside. âHowâd you find me?â
âI followed you out to reception to make sure you were okay. I overheard your room number.â
âI canât really complain,â I say, lifting the glass and taking a less-than-lady-like mouthful.
âWhatâs going on, Biff?â
I blow out a breath and try to figure out where to start.
âI work at Rebel Ink. Iâm the new receptionist.â
âOh?â
âNone of Zachâs family knows what he does. Heâs kept Rebel a secret from them all.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know for sure. He doesnât know that I know, and he wasnât expecting me here today. His sister is actually my best friend andââ
âAnd youâve been sleeping with him.â
I drop my head into my hands. âThis is such a fucking mess.â
âYouâve got that right. So you invited me here to what, exactly? Make him jealous?â
âNo,â I say truthfully. âI just needed someone beside me when the shit hit the fan, and Iâm sorry itâs you. I had no idea you knew each other. I never would haveââ
âItâs okay,â he says, taking my hand in his. âI believe you.â
âI doubt Zach and Danni will be so forgiving.â
âWow. Okay, so correct me if Iâve got any of this wrong. Your best friend, Zachâs sister, has no idea youâre sleeping with him. Zach also has no idea, and his whole family donât know he tattoos?â
âSomething like that. I knew Zach from school, but he doesnât remember me. I didnât know he owned Rebel when I went for an interview. But then he turned up and Iâd heard so much about him from Danni so I just played along and kept his secret. Nothing was meant to happen between us. We hate each other.â He raises a brow. âNo, really. And after this, heâs really going to hate me. Danni too.â
âSo what now? You canât exactly hide up here for the rest of the wedding.â
âCanât I?â I ask hopefully, and he laughs.
âYou need to talk to both of them before things get out of hand.â
âAnd what about you?â
âWhat about me? Iâm here as your date, and it seemed that Zach was also here with one, if the leggy brunette beside him was anything to go by.â
My stomach turns again at the thought of Zach bringing a date.
âI donât want to ruin Summerâs day.â
âWell maybe donât do it in the middle of the wedding breakfast then, eh?â
I laugh, and it feels good after what my dayâs been like. âThank you.â
âI like you, Biff,â Christian admits, looking down at his feet. âYouâre⦠different. A breath of fresh air. But I can settle for friends.â My chest aches as he looks back up at me, still a little hope shining in his eyes.
âYou can leave if you want. Iâm so sorry for dragging you into all this.â
âHey, you said free booze and fancy food. Iâm going nowhere until those two promises are fulfilled.â
âOkay.â I stand and square my shoulders. âLetâs do this then,â I say with much more enthusiasm than I feel. I drain the last of my wine and slam it down on the dresser.
Iâm Tabitha Anderson the woman. I no longer hide away from guys like Zach fucking Abbot.
With my head held high and my arm linked through Christianâs, we head back down to the wedding together. All the while my stomachâs in knots and my heartâs damn near beating out of my chest.
Thankfully the wedding party still seems to be absent when we walk back into the room.
âBar?â Christian asks.
âI thought youâd never ask.â
He orders us both a drink while my eyes scan the room, waiting for the moment they all start reappearing.
Eventually, I start to relax a little. Hopefully thatâll only continue as the wine settles into my system. Iâm lost in a conversation with Christian when a shiver runs down my back.
âFuck. Heâs just walked in, hasnât he?â
Christian looks over my shoulder. I donât need to hear his answerâhis face says it all.
âHeâsââ He doesnât get any more words out before warm fingers wrap around my wrist and Iâm none too gently pulled from my spot.
âLetâs go,â Zach growls in my ear before forcing me out of the room.
He pulls me to a stop and pushes me up against the wall. His eyes are wild with his fury as he stares at me, his chest heaving and his breaths racing over my face. His hand rests against the wall beside my head. He might be on the edge of losing control, but I canât help noticing just how hot he looks in his fancy suit. It fits him like a second skin and makes him look like the posh boy that he really is deep down. That doesnât mean that his eyes and jaw line donât scream rebel. I see more than what heâs willing to give, and I think that could be one of the reasons he hates me so much.
âIâm fucking waiting.â
âBus stopâs outside, boss,â I sass. His hand slaps against the wall and I flinch in shock.
âWhy the fuck are you here?â
âBecause I was invited.â I know I should just explain everything, but thereâs something about him that makes my defiant streak undeniable.
âStop being a smart arse. Who are you?â
I open my mouth to tell him the truth, but another voice sounds out around us. Zach has no choice but to move away from me, but his eyes still hold mine. The hatred in them makes my insides quiver, but itâs not an unwelcome or scared feeling. Very much the opposite.
âWhatâs going on here?â
âNothing,â Zach barks, still refusing to look at his sister.
âO-Okay. Zach, this is Tabitha, my best friend.â His chin drops as a missing piece of this puzzle falls into place. âAlthough it seems you must remember her.â
âRemember her?â Itâs only now that he turns to Danni. âFrom where?â
âSchool, you idiot. Tabitha was in your year.â
He rears back like sheâs just slapped him. âRight, yeah. School.â
Danni waves him off. âSee, I told you heâs not really changed.â
âYou got that right. Once an arsehole always an arsehole.â Danniâs eyes widen at my bluntness, but she laughs in amusement. Zach mostly looks impressed by my lack of filter.
âCome on, I need a drink,â Danni complains.
âIâve actually already got one. Itâs with my date.â Zach bristles at my statement.
âOkay, well letâs go drink it then.â
âNo,â Zach barks. âI need to talk to Tabitha.â
âRight, fine,â she fumes before storming off.
âTabitha Anderson,â he says, as if saying it will help summon up some long-lost memory. âNope, canât say I remember you.â
âThatâs not a surprise. I was one of the girls that guys like you didnât even think were in the room.â
âGuys like me?â His lips press into a thin line as he steps closer once again. His scent fills my nose and makes my brain misfire.
âYeah, self-proclaimed godâs gift to women. Arrogant, pig-headed arseholes who got whatever it was they wanted.â
I expect him to be angry at my description of his younger self, but instead he just smiles.
âWhoa, now I get it.â He lifts his hand and takes my chin between his thumb and finger. âYou wanted me and I saw straight through you.â
âHa. You wish. No, I hated you then and I hate you now.â
His eyes narrow. âThe feelingâs fucking mutual, Kitten.â He releases me and takes a huge step away. âWatch your fucking back, Tabby Cat.â And with that heâs gone, leaving me wondering what the fuck just happened. He vanishes in the opposite direction that his sister went, and when I look down the corridor, I see a flash of pink that could only have belonged to her.
âFuck.â