Chapter 144
My Love for You Broke Me
Chapter 142
I kept wondering why Kevin would appear at the party, so I went and asked James if Kevin came
uninvited. When he saw me, he quietly left the coast without greeting me.
This was unlike his usual behavior.
Even when I called him, he told me directly that he didn't have the authority to grant my request⦠He
was one of the most capable people in the Xenos Family, and he technically should have had the
authority to switch on the GPS tracking application. However, he refused and even asked me to call
Shawn.
It was okay if I had to call Shawn, but then he went and asked me that painful question. Then, it
dawned on me that Nicholas and Christopher's appearances were all planned by Kevin, and he was
listening to Shawn's orders.
As far as I knew, Kevin and the Forger brothers didn't have any grudges, so it wasn't my fault for not
being able to tie Shawn to this matter, but why would he⦠Shawn and the Forger brothers had no
grudges with each other unless they did this to help me get my revenge. If they had done it for my
sake, wouldn't pushing them into the sea constitute going overboard? If Nicholas and Christopher
hadn't known how to swim, wouldn't they haveâ¦
The more I thought about it, the more scrambled my mind became. Then, Christopher looked at Olivia,
who was standing in the distance, and suddenly called out to me. "Little girl."
I responded, "Yes."
A gleam flashed through Christopher's eyes as he hesitated a bit before continuing, "I met Emma while
I was having my global recital abroad."
Then, his gaze became conflicted as I admitted, "I know. She told me she had met you and even
praised your looks."
He closed his eyes slightly, then asked, "Is she the youngest daughter of the Turner Family?"
I nodded as a response and answered, "James is her brother."
"That little girl is a heartless woman," he told me.
It was rare to see Christopher describing someone as heartless. In Nicholas and Olivia's eyes, he was
the one who was truly an indifferent person.
I asked in confusion, "Did something happen between you two?"
"It's nothing. I've wronged her."
I felt even more curious as I pressed for answers. "What have you done to Emma?
Instead of receiving an answer, I saw Christopher's lips curling into a smile. Then, he lowered his gaze
and looked at me before saying, "Little girl, the night has fallen. I need to send Oliva back toâ¦"
Christopher didn't tell me how he wronged Emma. When I sensed that he wanted to hide the truth, I
didn't ask any further.
I suggested, "You guys could stay in Eldham for the night."
But he shook his head and said, "Oliva needs to return to the Forgers."
Even under such special circumstances, Christopher wanted to be separated from Olivia since he
couldn't even stand to stay even one night with her. Moreover, it was clear how cold he was to Ovilia.
I looked at Olivia with pity and saw that she was looking at Christopher with red-rimmed eyes. It
seemed like she had heard his words. Moreover, we weren't that far away from her to begin with.
After parting with them, I drove back to the apartment. I parked my car inside the garage and alighted
from the vehicle. Then, a hand came from behind to cover my mouth.
The garage was huge and empty since it was in the middle of the night. Fear started to grow in my
heart. As I grabbed the perpetrator's clothes, I found that they were wet.
Instantly, I knew who it was. So, when he hugged my neck from behind and blew his breath in my ear, I
wasn't as shocked as I should have been. Then, he teasingly asked, "Did I scare you?"
As I let out a relieved breath, Nicholas gently bit my earlobe before letting go of my mouth. Then, he
asked, "Did you miss me recently?"
He had just bitten my ear so intimatelyâ¦
Embarrassed and angry, I growled, "Let go of me."
Instead of heeding my request, he made things even worse by pulling me into his arms and gently
asking, "Have you had sex with Shawn? Is he better than me?"
The words that came out from him were so lewd that I knew this was another one of his personalities
that hated me. While I struggled to escape his embrace, he suddenly touched my chest. "Tsk, it's so
soft."
I shouted angrily, "Nicholas Forger, let me go!"
I hated him for acting in such a way, but I couldn't escape his grasp, so I tried to reach for the
emergency button on top of the car.
Just as I was about to reach for the button, he suddenly let go of me. I looked at him in surprise, only to
feel him release me and say, "This is just my gift to you by way of greeting. Next time I see you, I will
make you mine, if not in heart, then in body." After that, he turned around and left.
I called out to him in a harried state, "Nicholas."
He gently hummed a reply. "You don't want me to leave?"
I asked with difficulty, "What would it take for you to let me go?"
"Leave Shawn Xenos," he replied.
"I won'tâ"
Nicholas immediately turned around and interrupted my words. His gaze was icy cold as he reminded
me with a slight smile, "You also said you wouldn't leave me. Back then, we were just like how you and
Shawn are now. I've even prepared myself for the rest of my life, and even this whole life. How dare
you leave me selfishly?"
His hair was still wet and stuck to his forehead. Just as I was thinking about saying something, he
suddenly gave a sinister smile. "Unless I destroy you, I will never let you go so easily in this life."
His words made my heart tremble. Our pastâ¦
We didn't have many beautiful memories together, but he did treat me well. My love for him felt so
inferior back then that I lost myself while loving him. I treated him like the most important person in my
life back then, yet here we were.
Did I wrong him?!
To be honest, I had never wronged him. It was always him who wronged me, but there was no point in
settling the scores now.
Most importantly, he had decided to get back at me. If he continued to act in such a way, he would hurt
Shawn.
"Nicholas, can't you let me go?"
My tone was especially humble, but he smiled without answering my question.
I said self-deprecatingly, "I've never done anything to hurt you! I admit that getting into a relationship
with Shawn after four months made our feelings for each other look cheap! But I swear that I did
nothing wrong! He had appeared in my life four months before all of this, and he was the one that gave
me a sense of security and a shoulder to rely on⦠We didn't have any relationship back then. It was
him who cured my cancer and saved my life⦠Nicholas, I've loved you with all my passion and never
doubted you. Although leaving you was a challenge, and I felt sad for a long while, I still decided to
bury my feelings for you⦠What's wrong with loving a person? How could I have known that you would
return? No one told me you were still alive, but when I decided to lower my guard and approach
Shawn, you suddenly came back and interfered! Nicholas, I already gave my heart to him. What do you
expect me to do? You accused me of betraying you, and even Shawn had criticized me for being
indecisive, but neither of you had asked me about my feelings!"
Nicholas' expression hadn't changed. He asked, "So, you've decided to remove me from your life?
Ree, do you think I would agree to that?"
I questioned him, "What do you want from me then?" What was he expecting from me when I had
already given my heart to someone by the time he returned?
Was he expecting me to take back my words and say, "Oh, no. Shawn, I don't like you. It was all a joke,
and the person I love is Nicholas. I still want to marry him and be his wife for the rest of my life?!"
If I had acted like that, I would have been the most vicious woman on earth. I would look down on
myself for being such a woman, and my heart wouldn't agree with me! Instead, I loved Shawn the way I
had loved Nicholas back then. Moreover, I couldn't change how I felt about Shawn because of his
returnâ¦
"Leave him and return to my side," said Nicholas.
The current Nicholas was like a demon, and he wouldn't listen to whatever I said. He wanted me back
by his side no matter what.
So what if I returned to his side?! Could we return to the happy days we had together?! When have we
ever felt happy while being together, though?
There was no point in me explaining further because he wouldn't listen to anything I said. He left upon
noticing my silence.
From that moment on, I knew we would still have entanglements, but it wasn't my intention to entangle
with him. Instead, it was he who would continuously harass me.
Now that I thought about it, my heart was in misery.
A severe headache hit me when I thought about Nicholas. I raised my hand to touch my chest, thinking
of how I would face Shawn the day after tomorrow. After all, another man had touched his woman's
chest.
The exhaustion after the whole night and what had just happened seemed to have caused an instant
explosion in my mind. I felt so uncomfortable that I had to crouch down to regain my bearings.
I felt so uncomfortable, like there was a heavy weight on my chest, and I felt very depressed and
discomfited. Just then, a familiar voice sounded, "Oh, Ray. What would you do if Shawn found out that
your ex-husband had groped your chest?"