chapter 19

19I woke up alone on the beach, which, bathed in the first rays of morning light, looked seductive. I considered staying there and waiting for it to become day but then decided to walk back to the hotel. The wicket gate was locked and unmanned, so I walked all the way around and entered through the main gate. The two guys in the lobby weren’t exactly pleased when I said I needed another key card and didn’t have any ID to show. The security guard on the porch remembered me, fortunately, and nodded when these guys looked towards him for help.In the room I found both women on the bed. Cara was naked. She always slept in the nude, face down, sprawled like a body at a crime scene and seeing her now reminded me why I could never resist morning sex when we were together. Rhea was on her back, fast asleep, wearing only the yellow bikini bottoms, one arm draped across her eyes. Not many things are as beautiful as a naked woman in sexy briefs. I began to get aroused. I considered getting in between thetwo of them, waking them up and gorging on a human body breakfast, while offering myself too, but junked the idea. Instead I walked into the other room and went to sleep.The bed was quite comfortable, but I had a disturbed sleep; it had been a wild night, wet, rough, orgasmic and multi-bodied (I don’t think that is a word, but stay with me). I had sex with Rhea; I made out with Cara’s best friend, in front of Cara, and she didn’t mind. She made out with her best friend, goddamn it! I found the fact that she was bisexual both cool and disturbing at the same time. In the little time that I had known Cara all my beliefs about relationships and notions about my own sexuality had gone out of the window. Last night, at one point, Cara had pulled my hard cock out of Rhea and sucked on it until I almost died, and then helped me put it back into Rhea. I didn’t know what this would do to my relationship with Cara, or to my future sex life, which presumably would involve only one woman at a time, or to my head in the long term, but last night had turned out to be some evening and the knowledge that both the girls were going to be around another couple of days was too tempting not to take advantage of.When I woke up the next morning Cara was sitting next to me on the bed, still naked.‘Hiya!’‘Hey.’ I smiled sheepishly.‘Sleep tight? Sorry we left you on the beach but you had fallen asleep. And we had sand in all the wrong places and needed to take a shower.’I stopped her. ‘Do we have to talk about last night, Cara?’ ‘What do you mean?’‘Okay, help me out here,’ I replied, pointing to the other room where Rhea still lay on the bed.‘I like women too, Sid, I always have. And it has always been Rhea. She and I are girlfriends too.’ She looked me right in the eye as she said this and I began to realize that at times she wasn’t just the naughty and fun sex machine she liked to be, or even the smart intelligent woman who had a million ideas popping in her head in office, but a woman who knew exactly what she wanted from her body and had no qualms about going after it.I sat up against the headboard.‘But that does not change anything between us,’ she continued, waving her hands between our bodies. And as I watched her hands my eyes settled on her nipples.‘Don’t distract me,’ she said, noticing where my eyes were. ‘I have to tell you this.‘I was thirteen when I had my first orgasm. We were at summer camp where this girl and I were sharing a room. She was in another grade and I didn’t know her well but the camp supervisor had insisted that we pick roommates by a draw so we could all get to know each other better.‘I had told myself that I would make the best use of being away from home for two weeks. I wasn’t allowed to wear shorts at home or anything that even exposed more than my ankle and so I had gone shopping with my best friend and bought very short shorts and sleeveless tees to wear to bed. IfI had had the room to myself I would’ve gone to bed naked.’ And she had a glint in her eye when she said, ‘I loved being naked, even back then. But you can imagine howdifficult it was to do that as a young girl!‘We were meant to get into bed by ten. My room-mate had brought her iPod and was listening to music one night. I was well into a Jill Mansell novel and when I finished reading it, about an hour later, I wished her goodnight and was going to go to sleep when she came over to my bed and said, “Let’s listen to music.” She climbed under the duvet, shared the earphones with me, and began pod-jockeying as she called it. We spent the night with all our favourite pop icons. The earphones kept slipping out of our ears ever so often until finally we figured that the best way for them to stay in place would be for us to spoon so the earphones weren’t stretched.’‘She snuggled into me and held me close, and it felt so good that I moved back, pushing my body into hers. She immediately moved her hand from around my waist and held me right across my chest and before I could react cupped my breast and began fondling it. I started to feel warm between my legs and squeezed my thighs together. Noticing this, she removed her hand from my breast and slowly moved it down my belly. She fiddled with the drawstring on my pyjamas before slipping her hand in and touching me between my legs. I squeezed my thighs harder and held her hand in place.‘I surprised myself when I turned around to give hermore room. She slowly massaged my lips and I began to writhe under her touch, feeling wet for the first time. She took her hand out for a moment and sucked her middle finger, tasting my juices, and then came back again, parting my lips with the same finger, moving it around, finding my spot. It sent an electrical shiver through me as she rubbed me faster and faster and worked me up to my first orgasm. It was heavenly. But when she tried to insert her finger inside me, I got scared and stopped her, and holding her hand tightly in place, close against me, went to sleep. “It’s going to be my turn in the morning,” she said, just before she shut her eyes. I slept, smiling at the prospect, because just the thought of doing that with her again sent a tingle of pleasure down my legs and made me giddy with anticipation.’‘When I woke up the next morning I was alone in bed. I got up and, realizing I was only in my tee, walked quickly towards the bathroom where I found her naked in front of the mirror, brushing her teeth. She looked so beautiful, Sid. Up until then I never even imagined that I would find a female body attractive and that I would fall in love with one. Looking back, the sheer pleasure I was capable of achieving from this body was a huge discovery,’ she said, and cupped her breasts in both hands and squeezed firmly.‘Strangely, after that morning she didn’t sleep with me again. I think she was embarrassed to be around me even though I wasn’t. But I had discovered something so wonderful that it left me wanting more. And then of course Rhea and I discovered each other at one of our sleepovers.We were playing strip with twist-the-bottle. I am sorry if this is freaking you out!’‘No, Cara, no . . .’ I began, unable to form coherent sentences, because I wasn’t sure how her story tied in with the fact that I had had sex with both women last night. Fortunately she cut me short.‘Sid!’ she said, laughing, ‘I’m sorry, baby,’ and she moved closer and gave me a hug, crushing her body to mine.‘No, Cara,’ and then it was my turn to smile, ‘I don’t mind at all, honestly. Show me a man who hasn’t fantasized about a threesome with two gorgeous women! If anything I was worried that you would be upset I had sex with Rhea.’ ‘You know what, it was so damn hot watching you fuck her, and I have a feeling you want to do this again.’ She slid her hand inside my boxers, wrapped her fingers around my already hard cock and whispered in my ear, ‘And I want youto fuck us both again.’