Chapter 9
Faking it with Damian Black
Chapter 9
-MILLI
I stood on the wooden platform, overlooking the calm water of Malyons Lake, listening to the wind sweep over the trees encompassing the lake.
I stood here all afternoon trying to clear my head. Itâs not like me to give in to the pressure around me, but Iâm human, too. My head was clustered with all the punches Iâd taken left to right, and this mess with Damian only added to the chaos, tipping me on the edge of breaking down.
The wind had gone cold. I thrust my hands into my borrowed hoodieâs pocket and heaved a breath.
Before coming here, I went home for a proper change of clothing, but I kept Candiceâs hoodie. It strangely gave me comfort. If she were here, sheâd tell me how I f u cked up, probably laugh in my face. At least I am not alone.
I sighed. âWhat the f uck am I gonna do now?â
âYouâre a hard woman to find.â I stiffened.
Hunterâs steps were hushed. 1 didnât hear him approaching until he was only a hand stretched away from me. A different kind of chill swirled down my spine as he stood beside me. He sported a gray tee: the hem tucked into the waist of his dark jeans, his badge and gun hanging on his belt.
âApparently not hard enough. I grimaced. Talking to him was the last thing I needed.
âYou havenât been answering your phoneâ
âI didnât get a memo we were still in talking terms,â sarcasm dripped like honey from my mouth.
Hunter faced me, annoyance blazed in his eyes. He hates it when I talked back. He openly glared at me. further, I paid him no mind and kept my eyes pinned on the treeline across the lake..
âI donât f ucking appreciate your tone, Millicent,â he growled through gritted teeth.
To annoy him
I faced him, pained and hatred glazing my eyes. Seeing him here, hearing him speak as if he still had the right to command me, slammed a sledgehammer on the walls I created around my heart.
Iâve had enough. How can Natalie and Hunter act as if they didnât pull my heart out of my chest with their b still had the nerve to talk to me? âAnd I donât appreciate you coming here, talking to me like you didnât f uck Hunter.
His eyes sl anted, nose flaring. âIf you only listened to me and didnât run away like a petulant child, we wouldn this conversation.â
I huffed, hands clenching inside my hoodieâs pocket. âIf you didnât f uck Natalie, we wouldnât be in this situation.
He strode forward, commanding power and dominance in each step. Eyes blown wide with fear, I sta ggered back w reached up to touch my face. Hunterâs hand froze mid-air, his gaze softening.
I thought he was gonna slap me. Memories of how heâd landed those hands on me inside the bedroom flooded my he Hunter had a different kind of need inside the bedroom, and there were times when I couldnât physically give him wha
needed
He clenched his hands, dropping them to his side.
â1. Iâm sorryâ Remorse shone in his eyes. âHow many times do I have to apologize, Milliceru? I was lonely, and Natalie was available and willing. She was willing to do what you couldnât do for me, but youâre the one I love. I still want to marry you.â
My eyes thinned, l*ps curling into a grimace. The nerve of this man?
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âLove?â A humorless chuckle fell from my l*ps. âIf you love me, you wouldnât even think of touching another woman, Hunter. And what was that about the ring? You two are already engaged not even a week after I found you two f ucking. What has gotten into you? Have you ever considered what I would feelâ
He looked genuinely confused, but then something dangerous crossed his face when a memory surfaced in his head. âWhat has gotten into me? Youâre one to speak. You were all over that billionaire brat last night. One second, you were crying about how I cheated on you, the next, you spread your legs to another man-â
My palm struck his cheek. It happened so fast I gasped at my actions. The slap echoed through the lake, stopping whatever insult he was gonna spew
Hunter growled. He moved so quickly it barely even registered how he grabbed my throat in a choke hold, cutting air from entering my b*dy. âYou f ucking b itchâ
Gripping his wrist. I wrenched his hand from choking me. Tears sprang from my eyes. My head spun with images of Hunter hovering above me. pinning me down with his weight as he cut my air supply.
âHu⦠Hunter⦠âI choked, staring right at the face of the monster I considered my end game. Molten anger lit up his blue eyes. There was not a trace of the man I love, but a sinister and menacing beast ready to burn me to the ground.
Laughter and light footsteps coming our direction made Hunter release me, tossing me aside like a rag doll. I limped against the wooden railings, gasping for air. A group of three women on their afternoon run sped past the platform, disappearing through the walking path
Hunter raked his inked fingers through his hair, eyes wide as saucers. âI Iâm sorry.â
âLeave me alone, Hunter. My tone was final.
âMillicent-
âLeave me alone!â my voice rose. A man jogging through the footpath threw a worried glance our way.
Hunterâs l*ps pursed. âThis isnât over. Youâre mine. No one can have you but me.â
His parting words left a foul taste in the air, and fear settled on my belly.
All I wanted was to get some rest and let the world move on its own accord for a few more hours. My conversation with Hunter drained my strength to next week.
I debated trudging back to the lake when I saw Damianâs truck parked in front of my parentâs place. He leaned on one of the four pillars of our porch, arms crossed over his chest. The distance between the street corner and our house was far for me to make out his expression, but I knew this couldnât be good. Damian mimicked a hound waiting for its enemy
âWhere were you?â Damian pushed off the pillar; his face was passive, voice as cold as ice.
I walked up the stone path, climbed the porch, and pulled out my keys. My hands were shaky as I slotted it into the keyhole âI was at the lake.â
âAll day?â The hitch in his voice told me heâd been waiting for quite a while.
Ifaced him, biting my l*p as 1 played with the keys. I couldnât look at him without my cheeks turning beet red. He looked so good in a shirt and jeans, the fabric threatening to rip on the seams from hugging his huge build
Sighing, I stood with my spine ramrod straight. âI needed time to process everything. Thatâs why I havenât deleted the photo,â I rambled, assuming that was the reason he was here. Weâve known each other as long as Iâve known Candice, and he never went out of his way to speak to me.
When he didnât offer any response. I pulled out my phone and turned it on. As my Instagram account unfurled on the screen. I grimaced at the number of unopened notifications and messages
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âIâm really sorry, Damian,â I said solemnly. âIâll delete it now and post a public apology.
He tilted his head to the side. âYouâll do that?â
I raked my fingers through my hair, blowing out a breath. âThereâs no other way to straighten things out than to come clean. Iâll probably lose whatâs left of my endorsements, but this has to be done.â
My fingers hovered on the delete option, preparing myself for the disaster I was about to face when Damian spoke. âDonât.â
My gaze snapped at him. âHuh?â
He shook his head. âDonât delete it.
Tongue-tied, I gaped at him, searching his face. For what? I donât know. He caught on to my confusion. âIâm here to collect. my favor.â
A favor for a favor, his voice rang in my ears. Iâm gonna collect
Snippets of last nightâs even flashed in my head. Our k*ss, Damian bracketing my jaw as he savored my l*ps like I was the last tiramisu on a buffet. Tingles covered my entire b*dy. Iâve put the same amount of thought into solving my problem and remembering what happened last night. Not remembering how I climbed him like a tree was alarming and reassuring.
When I couldnât remember anything, I ended up leaning onto the saying that what I didnât know wonât hurt me.
âYou remember,â he murmured mostly to himself.
If my heart was thrashing before, I swear itâs about to karate chop my breast bone and jump into Darmianâs feet.
âWhat kind of favor will he ask? Will he ask me to have S** with him? Thatâs highly unlikely. Because if he did, he wouldâve asked that this morning, right? What if he changed his mind? What if we already did that last night?â
Ugh. I need my memories back!
âVaguely,â I murmured, playing it cool. I shifted my weight from foot to foot, looking at the familiar street I grew up in. My stomach growling ended the pregnant pause swelling between us.
Damianâs brows twitched, a hint of a smile tugging at his l*ps..
My cheeks were on fire. I could spontaneously combust on the spot.
âI havenât eaten, I admitted, lowering my gaze to the tips of my sneakers.
âLetâs grab some food,â Damian offered.
If we were in a different situation, I would give anything to dine with Damian. Dating him had been one of the deepest secrets written in my teenage diary. Sadly, this wasnât one of the scenarios I pictured.
âActually, Iâd like to stay in,â I said, sidestepping to invite him. âIl order⦠uhm, would you like to come in? So we can talkâ¦
He didnât hesitate. His steps were calculated, accepting my offer, Fresh cut woods, mint, and waterfall scents smacked my senses as he entered my home. My parentsâ place was not small by any means. It was a three-story house with five bedrooms, three bathrooms, living, dining, a kitchen, and a min library. But Damianâs presence took in most of the space; it made me claustrophobic.
I closed the door, locking it. Mom and Dad had taken residence at Clarke Bay and keeping the door locked was an instinct, not that I wanted to keep Damian here.
Ugh. What the hell was going on with me?
Crossing the living room, I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water from the fridge. I sighed in relief as it dampened my throat.
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âYou were on the lake all day?â Damian asked, his hands stretchell wide on the kitchen island, gripping the edge.
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I ignored flashes of what Hunter did to me this afternoon, leaning on the counter behind me, nodding. âI had to figure out. what to do. My phone was off.â
My stomach growled again, Damian allowed a chuckle to sl*p past his l*ps this time. He pulled out his phone, scrolling. âYou like Italian, right?â
How did he know that? I loved everything Italian. I think I was Italian in my past life âYeah. But let me order.â
âNot a chance.â He gave no room for arguments, lifting the device to his ears, barking food orders enough to feed a family of
twelve
Twenty minutes later, Damian and I sat across from each other on the island. Itâs like picking up where we left off this morning. While waiting for food, I took a quick shower. This favor he was about to ask me left a sinking feeling in my gut.
We ate silently. To be precise, Damian watched me gobble up the spaghetti bolognese and milanese chicken. After drinking a tall glass of water, I determinedly met Damianâs gaze. âOkay. Tim stuffed. What is your favor?â
Deep in his thoughts, Damina sipped his wine. His mind gears shifting overtime, I could tell.
Heâs hesitating.
Thatâs not good..
My pulse gained speed with each second that passed by. As though he had finally made up his mind, he met my gaze with such intensity that made my chest cave. I need you to continue pretending to be my girlfriendâ
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