Reflected in You: Chapter 5
Reflected in You (Crossfire, Book 2)
âAs far as death traps go,â Cary said, âthis oneâs pretty swank.â
I shook my head as I preceded him into the main cabin of Gideonâs private jet. âYou are not going to die. Flying is safer than driving.â
âAnd you donât think the airline industry paid for the compilation of those statistics?â
Pausing to smack him in the shoulder with a laugh, I glanced at the amazingly opulent interior and felt more than a little awe. Iâd seen my share of private planes over the years, but as usual, Gideon went to lengths to which few could afford to go.
The cabin was spacious, with a wide center aisle. The underlying palette was neutral with accents of chocolate brown and ice blue. Deep, swiveling bucket seats with tables were positioned on the left, while a sectional sofa sat on the right. Each chair had a private entertainment console beside it. I knew a bedroom would be found at the back of the plane and a luxurious bathroom or two.
A male flight attendant took my duffel bag and Caryâs, then gestured for us to take a seat at one of the groupings of chairs that had a table. âMr. Cross is expected within the next ten minutes,â he said. âIn the meantime, can I serve you something to drink?â
âWater for me, please.â I glanced at my watch. It was just past seven thirty.
âBloody Mary,â Cary ordered, âif youâve got it.â
The steward smiled. âWeâve got everything.â
Cary caught my look. âWhat? I havenât had dinner. The tomato juice will hold me over until we eat, and the alcohol will help the Dramamine kick in faster.â
âI didnât say anything,â I protested.
I turned to look out the window at the evening sky, and my thoughts settled on Gideon, as usual. Heâd been quiet all day, starting with when heâd woken up. The ride to work had been made in silence, and when my day ended at five, heâd called just long enough to tell me that Angus would take me home alone, then drive me and Cary to the airport where heâd meet us.
I opted to walk home instead, since I hadnât hit the gym the night before and didnât have time to work out prior to the flight. Angus had cautioned that Gideon wouldnât like me refusing the ride, even though Iâd done it politely and with good reason. I think Angus thought I was still upset with him for giving Corinne a ride, which I kind of was. I was sorry to say that a tiny part of me hoped heâd feel bad about it. A bigger part of me hated that I could be that petty.
As Iâd walked through Central Park, taking a meandering path through tall trees, I had determined that I wasnât going to be small over a guy. Not even Gideon. I wasnât going to let my frustration with him get in the way of having a good time in Vegas with my best friend.
Halfway home, Iâd stopped and turned, picking out Gideonâs penthouse high above Fifth Avenue. I wondered if he was there, packing and planning for a weekend without me. Or if he was still at work, wrapping up the weekâs pressing business.
âUh-oh,â Cary singsonged, as the flight attendant returned with a tray laden with our drinks. âYouâve got that look.â
âWhat look?â
âThe hell-on-wheels look.â He clinked his tall, slender glass against the side of my squat tumbler. âWanna talk about it?â
I was about to reply when Gideon stepped onto the plane. He looked grim and carried a briefcase in one hand and a duffel in the other. After passing his bag over to the attendant, he paused by me and Cary, giving my roommate a cursory nod before brushing the back of his fingers across my cheek. The simple touch shot through me like a surge of electricity. Then he was gone, slipping into a cabin in the back and shutting the door.
I scowled. âHeâs so damn moody.â
âAnd seriously hot. What he does for that suit . . .â
Most suits made the man. Gideon did things to a three-piece suit that shouldâve been illegal.
âDonât distract me with his looks,â I groused.
âGive him a blowjob. Thatâs a guaranteed mood improver.â
âSpoken like a man.â
âYou expected something different?â Cary grabbed the frosty glass bottle holding the excess water that wouldnât fit in my crystal tumbler. âCheck this out.â
He showed me the label, which was branded to the Cross Towers and Casino. âNow thatâs swank.â
My lips twisted wryly. âFor the whales.â
âWhat?â
âCasino high rollers. Gamblers who donât blink an eye at dropping a hundred grand or more on the turn of a card. They get a lot of comps to lure them inâfood, suites, and travel to and fro. My momâs second husband was a whale. Itâs one of the reasons why she left him.â
He shook his head at me. âThe shit you know. So this is a company jet?â
âOne of five,â the attendant said, returning with a fruit and cheese tray.
âJesus,â Cary muttered. âThatâs a damned fleet.â
I watched as he dug a travel packet of Dramamine out of his pocket and washed the pills down with his Bloody Mary.
âWant some?â he asked, tapping at the wrapper on the table.
âNope. Thanks.â
âYou gonna deal with Mr. Hot and Moody?â
âNot sure. I may just pull out my e-reader.â
He nodded. âProbably safer for your sanity.â
Thirty minutes later, Cary was snoring lightly in his fully reclined seat, his ears covered with noise-canceling headphones. I watched him for a long minute, appreciating the sight of him looking restful and relaxed, the shallow grooves around his mouth softening in slumber.
Then I got up and went to the cabin Iâd seen Gideon disappear into earlier. I debated knocking, then thought against it. He was shutting me out elsewhere; I wasnât going to give him the opportunity to do so now.
He glanced up when I walked in, his face showing no surprise at my abrupt appearance. He sat at a desk, listening to a woman who was speaking to him via satellite video. His coat was hung on the back of his chair and his tie was loosened. After that one brief glance at me, he resumed his conversation.
I started stripping.
My tank top came off first, followed by my sandals and jeans. The woman continued talking, mentioning âconcernsâ and âdiscrepancies,â but Gideonâs eyes were on meâhot and avid.
âWeâll pick this up in the morning, Allison,â he interjected, hitting a button on the keyboard that darkened the screen just before my bra landed on his head.
âIâm the one with PMS,â I said, âbut youâre the one having mood swings.â
He pulled my bra into his lap and leaned back in his chair, setting his elbows on the armrests and steepling his fingers together. âAnd youâre putting on a striptease to improve my mood?â
âHa! Men are so predictable. Cary suggested I blow you to make you happy. No . . . donât get excited. Thatâs not going to happen.â I hooked my thumbs in the waistband of my panties and rocked back on my heels. I had to give him points for keeping his eyes on mine and not on my breasts. âI think you owe me, ace. Big-time. Iâve been an exceptionally understanding girlfriend under the circumstances, donât you think?â
His brow arched.
âI mean, Iâd like to see what you would do,â I went on, âif you came over to my place and caught an ex-boyfriend stepping outside still tucking his shirt in his pants. Then, when you came upstairs, you found my couch messed up and me fresh from a shower.â
Gideonâs jaw tightened. âNeither of us wants to see what Iâd do.â
âSo weâre both agreed that Iâve been pretty damn awesome under extraordinary circumstances.â I crossed my arms, knowing how that would showcase the assets he loved. âYouâve made it very clear how youâd choose to punish me. How would you choose to reward me?â
âIs it my choice?â he drawled, his eyes heavy-lidded.
I smiled. âNo.â
He set my bra on his keyboard and unfolded from the chair in a leisurely, graceful rise. âThen thatâs your reward, angel. What do you want?â
âI want you to stop being grumpy, for starters.â
âGrumpy?â His lips twitched with a suppressed smile. âWell, I woke up without you, and now I face two more mornings of the same.â
I dropped my arms to my sides and went to him, placing my palms flat to his broad chest. âIs that really all it is?â
âEva.â He was such a strong, physically powerful man, and yet he could touch me with such reverence.
I ducked my head, knowing something in my voice had given me away. He was too perceptive.
Cupping my jaw in his hands, Gideon tipped my head back and searched my face. âTalk to me.â
âI feel like youâre pulling away.â
A low growl rumbled through the air between us. âIâve got a lot on my mind. That doesnât mean Iâm not thinking about you.â
âI feel it, Gideon. Thereâs distance between us that wasnât there before.â
His hands slid down to my neck, wrapping around it. âThereâs no distance. Youâve got me by the throat, Eva.â His grip tightened fractionally. âCanât you feel that?â
I sucked in a quick, tight breath. Agitation spurred my heartbeat, a physical response to fear that came entirely from within and not from Gideon, who I knew absolutely would never physically harm me or put me in danger.
âSometimes,â he said huskily, watching me with searing intensity, âI can hardly breathe.â
I mightâve broken free if not for his eyes, which revealed such yearning and turmoil. He was making me feel the same loss of power, the same sense of being dependent on someone else for every breath I took.
So I did the opposite of running. Tilting my head back, I surrendered, and the tingles of fear left me in a rush. I was learning that Gideon was right about my desire to give up control to him. Doing so soothed something inside me, some need I hadnât realized I possessed.
There was a long pause, filled only by his breathing. I sensed him warring with his emotions and wondered what they were, wondered why he was so conflicted.
He released the tension with a deep exhalation. âWhat do you need, Eva?â
âYouâa mile high.â
His hands slid over my shoulders and squeezed, then caressed the length of my arms. His fingers linked with mine and he nuzzled our temples together. âWhat is it with you, sex, and modes of transportation?â
âIâll take you anyway I can get you,â I told him, repeating the sentiment heâd once said to me. âItâll probably be next weekend before Iâm good to go again, thanks to my period.â
âFuck.â
âThatâs the idea.â
Reaching for his coat, he wrapped it around me and ushered me out of the cabin.
* * *
âOh, God.â My hands fisted the sheets beneath me, my back arching as Gideon pinned my hips to the bed and fluttered his tongue across my clit. My skin was coated in a fine sheen of sweat, my vision blurring as my core tightened viciously in preparation for orgasm. My pulse was thrumming, racing in unison with the steady hum of the jetâs engines.
Iâd come twice already, as much from the sight of his dark head between my legs as from his wickedly gifted mouth. My panties were ruined, literally shredded by his grip, and he was still fully dressed.
âIâm ready.â I pushed my fingers into his hair, feeling the dampness at the roots. His restraint was costing him. He was always so careful with me, taking the time to make sure I was soft and wet before filling me too full with his long, thick cock.
âIâll decide when youâre ready.â
âI want you insideââ The plane shook suddenly, then dropped, leaving me weightless but for the suction of Gideonâs mouth. âGideon!â
I trembled through another climax, my body arching with the need to feel him in me. Through the roaring of blood in my ears, I heard a voice making an announcement over the comm system, but I couldnât register the words.
âYouâre so sensitive now.â Lifting his head, he licked his lips. âYouâre coming like crazy.â
I gasped. âIâd come harder if you were inside me.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â
âIt doesnât matter if I get a little sore now,â I argued. âIâll have days to recover.â
Something sparked in the depths of his gaze. He rose up. âNo, Eva.â
My postorgasmic haze faded at the harshness of his voice. I levered up onto my elbows and watched him begin to strip, his moves quick and economically graceful.
âMy choice,â I reminded.
In short order he removed his vest, tie, and cuff links. His voice was too even when he asked, âYou really want to play that card, angel?â
âIf thatâs what it takes.â
âItâll take more than that for me to hurt you deliberately.â His shirt and slacks followed more slowly, a striptease that was far more seductive than mine had been. âFor us, pain and pleasure are mutually exclusive.â
âI didnât meanââ
âI know what you meant.â He straightened from shoving his boxer briefs down, then knelt on the foot of the bed and crawled toward me like a sleek panther on the prowl. âYou ache without my cock inside you. Youâll say anything to have me there.â
âYes.â
He hovered over me, his hair falling in a dark curtain around his face, his big body casting a shadow over mine. Tilting his head, he lowered his mouth and lightly traced the seam of my lips with the tip of his tongue. âYou crave it. You feel empty without it.â
âYes, damn you.â I gripped his lean hips, arching upward to try to feel his body against mine. I never felt closer to him than when we were making love, and I needed that closeness now, needed to feel like we were okay before we spent the weekend without each other.
He settled between my legs, his erection lying hard and hot between the lips of my sex. âIt hurts you a little when I push all the way in, and thereâs no help for thatâyou have a tight little cunt and I cram you full. Sometimes I lose control and get rough, and thereâs no help for that, either. But donât ever ask me to hurt you deliberately. I canât.â
âI want you,â I breathed, rubbing my wet cleft shamelessly along the heated length of his cock.
âNot yet.â He moved, rolling his hips to find me with the broad head of his penis. He pushed gently against me, parting me, spreading me open as he slipped just the tip inside. I writhed against the tight fit, my body resisting. âYouâre not ready yet.â
âFuck me. God . . . just fuck me!â
He reached down with one hand and grabbed my hip, stemming my frenzied attempts to push up and take more of him. âYouâre swollen.â
I fought his hold. My nails dug into the tight curves of his ass and I tugged him against me. I didnât care that it might hurt. If I didnât get him in me I thought Iâd lose my mind. âGive it to me.â
Gideon slid his hand into my hair, fisting it to hold me where he wanted me. âLook at me.â
âGideon!â
âLook at me.â
I stilled at the command in his voice. I stared up at him, my frustration melting as I watched a slow, gradual transformation sweep over his handsome face.
His features tightened first, as if he were pained. A wince knit his brow. His lips parted with a gasp, his chest beginning to heave with labored breaths. A tic began in his jaw, the muscle spasming violently. His skin grew hot, searing me. But what mesmerized me most was his piercing blue eyes and the unmistakable vulnerability that sifted through them like smoke.
My pulse quickened in response to the change in him. The mattress shifted as he dug his feet in, his body bracingâ
âEva.â He jerked, then started coming, spurting hotly into me. His pleasured groan vibrated against me, his cock sinking through the sudden flood of semen to bottom out inside me. âAh . . . Christ.â
All the while he looked at me, showing me his face when he usually hid in the crook of my neck. I saw what heâd wanted me to see . . . the point heâd wanted to makeâ
There was nothing between us.
Rolling his hips, he rubbed out the rest of his orgasm, emptying himself inside me, lubricating me so there would be no pain or resistance. He released my hip and let me rock upward; let me seek the perfect pressure on my clit to set me off. With his eyes still on mine, he reached behind him to claim my wrists. One at a time, he lifted my arms over my head, restraining me.
Pinned to the mattress by his grip, his weight, and his unflagging erection, I was completely at his mercy. He began to thrust, stroking through the trembling walls of my sex with the thickly veined length of his big cock. Claiming me. Possessing me.
âCrossfire,â he whispered, reminding me of my safe word.
I moaned as my sex rippled in climax, tightening and squeezing, milking him greedily.
âFeel that?â Gideonâs tongue traced the shell of my ear, his breath gusting in humid pants. âYouâve got me by the throat and the balls. Whereâs the distance, angel?â
For the next three hours, there was none.
* * *
The hotel manager threw open the double doors to our suite and Cary gave a long, low whistle.
âHell yeah,â he said, hustling me into the room with a hand on my elbow. âLook at the size of this place. You could do cartwheels in here.â
He was right, but Iâd have to wait until the morning to prove it. My legs were still shaky from my induction into the Mile-High Club.
Directly in front of us was a dazzling view of the Vegas Strip at night. The windows were floor to ceiling, wrapping around a corner that was filled with a piano.
âWhy are there always pianos in high-roller suites?â Cary asked, flipping up the cover and tapping out a quick tune on the keys.
I shrugged and looked toward the manager, but sheâd already moved off, her stilettos moving silently over the thick white carpet. The suite was decorated in what Iâd call fifties Hollywood chic. The double-sided fireplace was faced with rough gray stone and decorated with a piece of art that resembled a hubcap with spacey spokes protruding from the center. The sofas were seafoam green with wooden legs as slender as the managerâs heels. Everything had a retro vibe that was at once glamorous and inviting.
It was way too much. Iâd expected a nice room, but not the presidential suite. I was about to refuse it when Cary gifted me with a big grin and two thumbs up. Having no willpower to refuse his joy, I gave in and hoped we werenât putting Gideon out of a more profitable reservation.
âStill want a cheeseburger?â I asked him, reaching for the room service menu on the console table behind the sofa.
âAnd a beer. Make that two.â
Cary followed the manager into a bedroom on the left side of the living area, and I picked up the vintage rotary phone to place our order.
Thirty minutes later, I was fresh from a quick shower and dressed in my pajamas, eating chicken Alfredo cross-legged on the area rug. Cary was plowing through his burger and looking at me with happy eyes from his position on the opposite side of the coffee table.
âYou never eat a massive pile of carbs this late,â he noted between bites.
âMy periodâs coming.â
âIâm sure the workout you got on the way here helped, too.â
I narrowed my eyes at him. âHow would you know? You were passed out.â
âDeductive reasoning, baby girl. When I went to sleep, you looked irritated. When I woke up, you looked like youâd just smoked a fat joint.â
âHow did Gideon look?â
âHe looked the sameâtight-assed and hot as hell.â
I stabbed my fork into my noodles. âThatâs not fair.â
âWho cares?â He gestured around us. âLook how he puts you up.â
âI donât need a sugar daddy, Cary.â
He munched on a French fry. âHave you thought any more about what you do need? Youâve got his time, his rockinâ bod, and access to everything he owns. Thatâs not bad.â
âNo,â I agreed, twirling my fork. I knew from my momâs many marriages to powerful men that getting their time was the most important thing of all, because for them, it was truly the most valuable thing in their lives. âItâs not bad. Itâs just not enough.â
* * *
âThis is the life,â Cary pronounced, while lying like a god on a lounger by the pool. He wore pale green trunks and dark shades and caused an unusually large volume of women to walk on our side of the pool. âThe only thing missing is a mojito. Gotta have alcohol to celebrate.â
My mouth curved. I was sunbathing on the lounger beside him, enjoying the dry heat and occasional splashes of water. Celebrating was habitual for Cary, something Iâd always considered quite charming. âWhat are we celebrating?â
âSummer.â
âOkay, then.â I sat up and slid my legs off the lounger, tying my sarong around my hips before I stood. My hair was still damp from an earlier dip in the pool and pinned atop my head with a lobster clip. The scorching sun felt good on my skin, a sensual kiss that was nearly enough to make me less self-conscious about the water I was retainingâthanks to my period starting.
I headed over to the pool bar, my gaze raking the other loungers and cabanas through the purple tint of my sunglasses. The area was packed with guests, many of whom were attractive enough to warrant second and third looks. One couple in particular caught my eye, because they reminded me of myself and Gideon. The blonde lay on her stomach, her torso propped up on her arms and her legs kicking playfully. Her very yummy dark-haired man stretched out on the chair beside her, his head propped on one hand while the fingers of the other hand stroked up and down her spine.
She caught me staring and her smile instantly faded. I couldnât see her eyes behind her Jackie O shades, but I knew she was glaring at me. With a smile, I looked away, knowing just how she felt about finding another woman checking out her man.
I found an empty space at the bar and gestured at the bartender to let him know I was ready to order when he was. Misters attached to the ceiling cooled my skin and lured me to slide onto a suddenly vacated bar stool while I waited.
âWhat are you drinking?â
Turning my head, I looked at the man whoâd talked to me. âNothing yet, but Iâm considering a mojito.â
âLet me buy you one.â He smiled, revealing perfectly white but slightly crooked teeth. He extended his hand to me, a movement that brought my attention to his nicely defined arms. âDaniel.â
I placed my hand in his. âEva. Nice to meet you.â
He crossed his arms on the bar and leaned over it. âWhat brings you to Vegas? Business or pleasure?â
âR and R. You?â Daniel had an interesting tattoo written in a foreign language on his right biceps, and I admired it. He wasnât traditionally good-looking, but he had confidence and poise, two things I found more attractive in a man than just his physical features.
âWork.â
I shot a look at his swimming trunks. âIâve got the wrong job.â
âI sellââ
âExcuse me.â
We both turned to face the woman who had intruded on our conversation. She was a compact brunette dressed in a dark polo shirt embroidered with both her nameâSheilaâand Cross Towers and Casino. The earpiece in her ear and the utility belt around her waist gave her away as security.
âMiss Tramell.â She greeted me with a nod.
My brows rose. âYes?â
âThereâs a server who can take your order by your cabana.â
âCool, thanks. But I donât mind waiting here.â
When I didnât move, Sheila turned her attention to Daniel. âIf youâll move to the other end of the bar, sir, the bartender will see that your next drinks are on the house.â
He gave a cursory nod, then smiled winningly at me. âIâm good here, too, thanks.â
âIâm afraid Iâll have to insist.â
âWhat?â His smile turned into a scowl. âWhy?â
I blinked at Sheila as realization sank in. Gideon had me under watch. And he thought he could control what I did from a distance.
Sheila returned my look, her face impassive. âIâll escort you back to your cabana, Miss Tramell.â
For a minute, I considered making her day hell, maybe grabbing Daniel and kissing him senseless just to send a message to my overbearing boyfriend, but I managed to restrain my temper. She was only doing what she was paid to do. It was her boss who needed the kick in the ass.
âSorry, Daniel,â I said, flushing with embarrassment. I felt like a scolded kid and that really irked me. âIt was nice meeting you.â
He shrugged. âIf you change your mind . . .â
I felt Sheilaâs gaze on my back as I preceded her to my lounger. Abruptly, I faced her. âSo, is getting hit on the only time youâre instructed to step in? Or do you have a list of situations?â
She hesitated a moment, then sighed. I could only imagine what she must think of me, the pretty blond piece of ass who couldnât be trusted to be out mingling in public. âThereâs a list.â
âOf course there is.â Gideon wouldnât leave anything to chance. I wondered when heâd worked on the list, if heâd compiled it just since I mentioned Vegas or if heâd had it on hand. Maybe it was a list he had formed while he was with other women. Maybe heâd written it for Corinne.
The more I thought about it, the angrier I got.
âUn-fucking-believable,â I complained to Cary when sheâd stepped a discreet distance away, as if that action alone would be enough to make me forget she was hovering. âIâve got a babysitter.â
âWhat?â
I told him what happened and watched his jaw tighten.
âThatâs crazy, Eva,â he snapped.
âNo shit. And Iâm not putting up with it. Heâs got to learn that relationships donât work that way. And after all the crap he gave me about trust.â I collapsed on my lounger. âHow much does he trust me, if heâs got to have someone shadowing me to chase strangers away?â
âIâm not down with this, Eva.â He sat up and swung his legs over the side of his chair. âThis isnât okay.â
âYou think I donât know that? And whatâs with her being a woman? Nothing against my gender and tough jobs. Iâm just wondering if he expects her to follow me into ladiesâ rooms or just doesnât trust a guy to watch me.â
âAre you serious? Why the hell are you sunbathing instead of chewing him a new one?â
The idea Iâd been toying with fully formed in my mind. âIâm plotting.â
âOh?â His mouth curved in a wicked grin. âDo tell.â
I picked my smartphone up from the little mosaic-topped table between us and scrolled through my contacts until I found Benjamin Clancyâmy stepfatherâs personal bodyguard.
âHey, Clancy. Itâs Eva,â I greeted him when he answered after the first ring.
Caryâs eyes widened behind his shades. âOoh . . .â
Pushing to my feet, I mouthed, Iâm going upstairs.
He nodded. âEverythingâs fine,â I said, in answer to Clancyâs query. I waited until Iâd ducked indoors and knew Sheila was several paces behind me and still outside. âListen, I have a favor to ask you.â
* * *
Iâd just ended my call with Clancy when another call came in. I grinned when I saw the Caller ID and answered with an exuberant, âHi, Daddy!â
He laughed. âHowâs my girl?â
âCausing trouble and enjoying it.â I spread my sarong out on a dining room chair and took a seat. âHow are you?â
âStopping trouble from happening and occasionally enjoying it.â
Victor Reyes was an Oceanside, California street cop, which was why Iâd chosen to attend SDSU. My mom had been going through a rough patch with husband number three and Iâd been in a rebellious phase, making my own life hell as I tried to forget what Nathan had done to me for so long.
Moving out of my momâs suffocating orbit had been one of the best decisions Iâd ever made. My dadâs quietly unshakeable love for me, his only child, had changed my life. He gave me much-needed freedomâwithin clearly defined limitsâand arranged for me to see Dr. Travis, which led to the start of my long journey of recovery and my friendship with Cary.
âI miss you,â I told him. I loved my mom dearly and know she loved me back, but my relationship with her was a rocky one and it was just so easy with my dad.
âYou might be happy about my news, then. I can come out and see you in about two weeksâthe week after this upcoming oneâif that works for you. I donât want to put you out.â
âOh my God, Dad. You could never put me out. Iâd love to see you!â
âItâll be a short trip. Iâd come in on the red-eye Thursday night and fly out again Sunday evening.â
âIâm stoked! Yay! Iâll make plans. Weâll have a blast.â
My dadâs soft chuckle sent warmth flowing through me. âIâm coming to see you, not New York. Donât go crazy with any sightseeing or anything.â
âDonât worry. Iâll make sure we have lots of downtime. And youâll get to meet Gideon.â Just the thought of the two of them together made my tummy flutter.
âGideon Cross? You said nothing was going on there.â
âYeah.â I wrinkled my nose. âWeâd hit a rough spot at the time. I thought we were over.â
There was a pause. âIs it serious?â
I paused, too, shifting restlessly. My dad was a trained observer; heâd see right away that Gideon and I had tension between usâsexual and otherwise. âYes. Itâs not always easy. Itâs a lot of workâIâm a lot of workâbut weâre both making the effort.â
âDoes he appreciate you, Eva?â My dadâs voice was gruff and far too serious. âI donât care how much money he has; you donât have anything to prove to him.â
âItâs not like that!â I stared at my wriggling pedicured toes and realized the meeting would be more complicated than just a protective father being introduced to his daughterâs new boyfriend. My dad had issues with rich men, thanks to my mom. âYouâll see how it is when you meet him.â
âAll right.â Skepticism colored his voice.
âReally, Dad.â I couldnât begrudge him his concern, since itâd been my self-destructive run with not-so-good-for-me guys that had led him to finding Dr. Travis. Heâd especially had trouble with a lead singer for whom Iâd been little more than a groupie and a tattoo artist whom my dad had pulled over to find him getting a blowjob while drivingâand not from me. âGideonâs good for me. He gets me.â
âIâll keep an open mind, okay? And Iâll e-mail you a copy of my itinerary when I book the flight. Howâs everything else going?â
âWe just started working on a campaign for blueberry-flavored coffee.â
Another pause. âYouâre kidding.â
I laughed. âIf only. Wish us luck trying to sell that! Iâll be sure to stock some up for you to try.â
âI thought you loved me.â
âWith all my heart. Howâs your love life going? Did your date go well?â
âYeah . . . it wasnât bad.â
Snorting, I asked, âAre you going to see her again?â
âThatâs the plan so far.â
âYouâre a font of information, Dad.â
He chuckled again and I heard his favorite chair creak as he shifted. âYou donât really want to know about your old manâs love life.â
âTrue.â Although I did sometimes wonder what his relationship had been like with my mom. Heâd been the Latino boy from the wrong side of the tracks and sheâd been the golden debutante with dollar signs in her blue eyes. I figured it mustâve been pretty hot between them.
We talked for a few more minutes, both of us excited to see each other again. Iâd hoped we wouldnât drift apart after I moved away after college, which was why Iâd made it a necessity to have a weekly catch-up call on Saturdays. Having him visit so soon helped to ease that worry.
Iâd just hung up when Cary strolled in, looking every bit like the model he was.
âStill plotting?â he asked.
I stood. âAll done. That was my dad. Heâs coming out to New York next week.â
âReally? Rock on. Victorâs cool.â
We both moved into the kitchen, and he grabbed two beers out of the refrigerator. Iâd noticed earlier that a number of items and products I used at home had been stocked in the suite. I wondered if Gideon was just that observant or if heâd found the information another wayâlike from looking at my receipts. I couldnât put it past him. Recognizing the boundaries between us was very difficult for him, as evidenced by his siccing his guards on me.
âWhenâs the last time your parents were in the same state together?â Cary asked, prying the caps off the bottles with a bottle opener. âLet alone the same city.â
Ah, God . . . âIâm not sure. Before I was born?â I took a long pull on the beer he handed me. âIâm not planning on putting them together.â
âHereâs to best-laid plans.â He clinked the necks of our beers together. âSpeaking of which, I was considering a quick bang with a chick I met at the pool, but I came up here instead. Figured you and Iâd both go without today and just spend the time together.â
âIâm honored,â I said dryly. âI was going to come back down.â
âToo hot out. That sun is brutal.â
âSame sun we have in New York, isnât it?â
âSmart-ass.â His green eyes sparkled. âHow about we clean up and go out to lunch somewhere? My treat.â
âSure. But I canât say Sheila wonât insist on tagging along.â
âFuck her and her boss. What is it with rich people and control issues?â
âThey get rich because they take control.â
âWhatever. I prefer our kind of crazyâwe pretty much only screw with ourselves.â He crossed one arm over his chest and leaned into the counter. âYou gonna put up with his bullshit?â
âDepends.â
âOn what?â
I grinned and started backing out toward my bedroom. âGet ready. Iâll tell you about it over lunch.â