Bared to You: Chapter 5
Bared to You (Crossfire, Book 1)
I had a vicious hangover on Saturday morning and figured it was no less than I deserved. As much as Iâd resented Gideonâs insistence on negotiating sex with as much passion as he would a merger, in the end Iâd negotiated in kind. Because I wanted him enough to take a calculated risk and break my own rules.
I took comfort in knowing he was breaking some of his own, too.
After a long, hot shower, I made my way into the living room and found Cary on the couch with his netbook, looking fresh and alert. Smelling coffee in the kitchen, I headed there and filled the biggest mug I could find.
âMorning, sunshine,â Cary called out.
With my much-needed dose of caffeine wrapped between both palms, I joined him on the couch.
He pointed at a box on the end table. âThat came for you while you were in the shower.â
I set my mug on the coffee table and picked up the box. It was wrapped with brown paper and twine, and had my name handwritten diagonally across the top with a decorative calligraphic flourish. Inside was an amber glass bottle with Hangover Cure painted on it in a white old-fashioned font and a note tied with raffia to the bottleâs neck that said, âDrink me.â Gideonâs business card was nestled in the cushioning tissue paper.
As I studied the gift, I found it very apt. Since meeting Gideon Iâd felt like Iâd fallen down the rabbit hole into a fascinating and seductive world where few of the known rules applied. I was in uncharted territory that was both exciting and scary.
I glanced at Cary, who eyed the bottle dubiously.
âCheers.â I pried the cork out and drank the contents without thinking twice about it. It tasted like sickly sweet cough syrup. My stomach quivered in distaste for a moment, and then heated. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and shoved the cork back into the empty bottle.
âWhat was that?â Cary asked.
âFrom the burn, itâs hair of the dog.â
His nose wrinkled. âEffective but unpleasant.â
And it was working. I already felt a little steadier.
Cary picked up the box and dug out Gideonâs card. He flipped it over; then held it out to me. On the back Gideon had written, âCall meâ in bold slashing penmanship and jotted down a number.
I took the card, curling my hand around it. His gift was proof that he was thinking about me. His tenacity and focus was seductive. And flattering.
There was no denying I was in trouble where Gideon was concerned. I craved the way I felt when he touched me, and I loved the way he responded when I touched him back. When I tried to think of what I wouldnât agree to do to have his hands on me again, I couldnât come up with much.
When Cary tried to hand me the phone, I shook my head. âNot yet. I need a clear head when dealing with him and Iâm still fuzzy.â
âYou two seemed cozy last night. Heâs definitely into you.â
âIâm definitely into him.â Curling into the corner of the couch, I pressed my cheek into the cushion and hugged my legs to my chest. âWeâre going to hang out, get to know each other, have casual-but-physically-intense sex, and be otherwise completely independent. No strings, no expectations, no responsibilities.â
Cary hit a button on his netbook and the printer on the other side of the room started spitting out pages. Then he snapped the computer closed, set it on the coffee table, and gave me all his attention. âMaybe itâll turn into something serious.â
âMaybe not,â I scoffed.
âCynic.â
âIâm not looking for happily-ever-after, Cary, especially not with a mega-mogul like Cross. Iâve seen what itâs like for my mom being connected to powerful men. Itâs a full-time job with a part-time companion. Money keeps Mom happy, but it wouldnât be enough for me.â
My dad had loved my mom. Heâd asked her to marry him and share his life. Sheâd turned him down because he didnât have the hefty portfolio and sizeable bank account she required in a husband. Love wasnât a requisite for marriage in Monica Stantonâs opinion and since her sultry-eyed, breathy-voiced beauty was irresistible to most men, sheâd never had to settle for less than whatever she wanted. Unfortunately she hadnât wanted my dad for the long haul.
Glancing at the clock, I saw it was ten thirty. âI guess I should get ready.â
âI love spa day with your mom.â Cary smiled and it chased the lingering shadows on my mood away. âI feel like a god when weâre done.â
âMe, too. Of the goddess persuasion.â
We were so eager to be off that we went downstairs to meet the car rather than wait for the front desk to call up.
The doorman smiled as we stepped outsideâme in heeled sandals and a maxi dress, and Cary in hip-hugging jeans and a long-sleeved T-shirt.
âGood morning, Miss Tramell. Mr. Taylor. Will you need a cab today?â
âNo thanks, Paul. Weâre expecting a car.â Cary grinned. âItâs spa day at Perriniâs!â
âAh, Perriniâs Day Spa.â Paul gave a sage nod. âI bought my wife a gift certificate for our anniversary. She enjoyed it so much I plan to make it a tradition.â
âYou did good, Paul,â I said. âPampering a woman never goes out of style.â
A black town car pulled up with Clancy at the wheel. Paul opened the rear door for us and we climbed in, squealing when we found a box of Knipschildtâs Chocopologie on the seat. Waving at Paul, we settled back and dug in, taking tiny nibbles of the truffles that were worth savoring slowly.
Clancy drove us straight to Perriniâs, where the relaxation began from the moment one walked in the door. Crossing the entrance threshold was like taking a vacation on the far side of the world. Every arched doorway was framed by lushly vibrant striped silks, while jeweled pillows decorated elegant chaises and oversized armchairs.
Birds chirped from suspended gilded cages and potted plants filled every corner with lush fronds. Small decorative fountains added the sounds of running water, while stringed instrumental music was piped into the room via cleverly hidden speakers. The air was redolent with a mix of exotic spices and fragrances, making me feel like Iâd stepped into Arabian Nights.
It was this-close to being too much, but it didnât cross the line. Instead, Perriniâs was exotic and luxurious, an indulgent treat for those who could afford it. Like my mother, whoâd just finished a milk-and-honey bath when we arrived.
I studied the menu of treatments available, deciding to skip my usual âwarrior womanâ in favor of the âpassionate pampering.â Iâd been waxed the week before, but the rest of the treatmentââdesigned to make you sexually irresistibleââsounded like exactly what I needed.
Iâd finally managed to get my mind back into the safe zone of work when Cary spoke up from the pedicure chair beside mine.
âMrs. Stanton, have you met Gideon Cross?â
I gaped at him. He knew damn well my mom went nuts over any news about my romanticâand not-so-romantic, as the case may beârelationships.
My mother, who sat in the chair on the other side of me, leaned forward with her usual girlish excitement over a rich, handsome man. âOf course. Heâs one of the wealthiest men in the world. Number twenty-five or so on Forbesâs list, if Iâm remembering correctly. A very driven young man, obviously, and a generous benefactor to many of the childrenâs charities I champion. Extremely eligible, of course, but I donât believe heâs gay, Cary. Heâs got a reputation as a ladiesâ man.â
âMy loss.â Cary grinned and ignored my violent headshaking. âBut itâd be a hopeless crush anyway, since heâs digging on Eva.â
âEva! I canât believe you didnât say anything. How could you not tell me something like that?â
I looked at my mom, whose scrubbed face appeared young, unlined, and very much like mine. I was very clearly my motherâs daughter, right down to my surname. The one concession sheâd made to my father had been to name me after his mother.
âThereâs nothing to tell,â I insisted. âWeâre justâ¦friends.â
âWe can do better than that,â Monica said, with a look of calculation that struck fear in my heart. âI donât know how it escaped me that you work in the same building he does. Iâm certain he was smitten the moment he saw you. Although heâs known to prefer brunettesâ¦Hmmâ¦Anyway. Heâs also known for his excellent taste. Clearly the latter won out with you.â
âItâs not like that. Please donât start meddling. Youâll embarrass me.â
âNonsense. If anyone knows what to do with men, itâs me.â
I cringed, my shoulders creeping up to my ears. By the time my massage appointment came around, I was in desperate need of one. I stretched out on the table and closed my eyes, preparing to take a catnap to get through the long night ahead.
I loved dressing up and looking pretty as much as the next girl, but charity functions were a lot of work. Making small talk was exhausting, smiling nonstop was a pain, and conversations about businesses and people I didnât know were boring. If it wasnât for Cary benefitting from the exposure, Iâd put up a bigger fight about going.
I sighed. Who was I fooling? Iâd end up going anyway. My mom and Stanton supported abused childrenâs charities because they were significant to me. Going to the occasional stuffy event was a small price to pay for the return.
Taking a deep breath, I consciously relaxed. I made a mental note to call my dad when I got home and thought about how to send a thank-you note to Gideon for the hangover cure. I supposed I could e-mail him using the contact info on his business card, but that lacked class. Besides, I didnât know who read his inbox.
Iâd just call him when I got home. Why not? Heâd askedâno, toldâme to; heâd written the demand on his business card. And Iâd get to hear his luscious voice again.
The door opened and the masseuse came in. âHello, Eva. You ready?â
Not quite. But I was getting there.
After many lovely hours at the spa, my mom and Cary dropped me off at the apartment; then they headed out to hunt for new cuff links for Stanton. I used the time alone to call Gideon. Even with the much-needed privacy, I punched most of his phone number into the keypad a half-dozen times before I finally put the call through.
He answered on the first ring. âEva.â
Startled that heâd known who was calling, my mind scrambled for a moment. How did he have my name and number in his contact list? âUhâ¦hi, Gideon.â
âIâm a block away. Let the front desk know Iâm coming.â
âWhat?â I felt like Iâd missed part of the conversation. âComing where?â
âTo your place. Iâm rounding the corner now. Call the desk, Eva.â
He hung up and I stared at the phone, trying to absorb the fact that Gideon was moments away from being with me again. Somewhat dazed, I went to the intercom and talked to the front desk, letting them know I was expecting him and while I was talking, he walked into the lobby. A few moments after that, he was at my door.
It was then that I remembered I was dressed in only a thigh-length silk robe, and my face and hair were styled for the dinner. What kind of impression would he get from my appearance?
I tightened the belt of my robe before I let him in. It wasnât like Iâd invited him over for a seduction or anything.
Gideon stood in the hallway for a long moment, his gaze raking me from my head down to my French manicured toes. I was equally stunned by his appearance. The way he looked in worn jeans and a T-shirt made me want to undress him with my teeth.
âWorth the trip to find you like this, Eva.â He stepped inside and locked the door behind him. âHow are you feeling?â
âGood. Thanks to you. Thank you.â My stomach quivered because he was here, with me, which made me feel almostâ¦giddy. âThat canât be why you came over.â
âIâm here because it took you too long to call me.â
âI didnât realize I had a deadline.â
âI have to ask you something time-sensitive, but more than that, I wanted to know if you were feeling all right after last night.â His eyes were dark as they swept over me, his breathtaking face framed by that luxurious curtain of inky hair. âGod. You look beautiful, Eva. I canât remember ever wanting anything this much.â
With just those few simple words I became hot and needy. Way too vulnerable. âWhatâs so urgent?â
âGo with me to the advocacy center dinner tonight.â
I pulled back, surprised and excited by the request. âYouâre going?â
âSo are you. I checked, knowing your mother would be there. Letâs go together.â
My hand went to my throat, my mind torn between the weirdness of how much he knew about me and concern over what he was asking me to do. âThatâs not what I meant when I said we should spend time together.â
âWhy not?â The simple question was laced with challenge. âWhatâs the problem with going together to an event weâd already planned on attending separately?â
âItâs not very discreet. Itâs a high-profile event.â
âSo?â Gideon stepped closer and fingered a curl of my hair.
There was a dangerous purr to his voice that sent a shiver through me. I could feel the warmth of his big, hard body and smell the richly masculine scent of his skin. I was falling under his spell, deeper with every minute that passed.
âPeople will make assumptions, my mother in particular. Sheâs already scenting your bachelor blood in the water.â
Lowering his head, Gideon pressed his lips into the crook of my neck. âI donât care what people think. We know what weâre doing. And Iâll deal with your mother.â
âIf you think you can,â I said breathlessly, âyou donât know her very well.â
âIâll pick you up at seven.â His tongue traced the wildly throbbing vein in my throat and I melted into him, my body going lax as he pulled me close.
Still, I managed to say, âI havenât said yes.â
âBut you wonât say no.â He caught my earlobe between his teeth. âI wonât let you.â
I opened my mouth to protest and he sealed his lips over mine, shutting me up with a lush wet kiss. His tongue did that slow, savoring licking that made me long to feel him doing the same between my legs. My hands went to his hair, sliding through it, tugging. When he wrapped his arms around me, I arched, curving into his hands.
Just as he had in his office, he had me on my back on the couch before I realized he was moving me, his mouth swallowing my surprised gasp. The robe gave way to his dexterous fingers; then he was cupping my breasts, kneading them with soft, rhythmic squeezes.
âGideonââ
âShh.â He sucked on my lower lip, his fingers rolling and tugging my tender nipples. âIt was driving me crazy knowing you were naked beneath your robe.â
âYou came over withoutâOh! Oh, Godâ¦â
His mouth surrounded the tip of my breast, the wash of heat bringing a mist of perspiration to my skin.
My gaze darted frantically to the clock on the cable box. âGideon, no.â
His head lifted and he looked at me with stormy blue eyes. âItâs insane, I know. I donâtâI canât explain it, Eva, but I have to make you come. Iâve been thinking about it constantly for days now.â
One of his hands pushed between my legs. They fell open shamelessly, my body so aroused I was flushed and almost feverish. His other hand continued to plump my breasts, making them heavy and unbearably sensitive.
âYouâre wet for me,â he murmured, his gaze sliding down my body to where he was parting me with his fingers. âYouâre beautiful here, too. Plush and pink. So soft. You didnât wax today, did you?â
I shook my head.
âThank God. I donât think I wouldâve made it ten minutes without touching you, let alone ten hours.â He slid one finger carefully into me.
My eyes closed against the unbearable vulnerability of being spread out naked and fingered by a man whose familiarity with the rules of Brazilian waxing betrayed an intimate knowledge of women. A man who was still fully clothed and kneeling on the floor beside me.
âYouâre so snug.â Gideon pulled out and thrust gently back into me. My back bowed as I clenched eagerly around him. âAnd so greedy. How long has it been since the last time you were fucked?â
I swallowed hard. âIâve been busy. My thesis, job-hunting, movingâ¦â
âA while, then.â He pulled out and pushed back into me with two fingers. I couldnât hold back a moan of delight. The man had talented hands, confident and skilled, and he took what he wanted with them.
âAre you on birth control, Eva?â
âYes.â My hands gripped the edges of the cushions. âOf course.â
âIâll prove Iâm clean and youâll do the same, then youâre going to let me come in you.â
âJesus, Gideon.â I was panting for him, my hips circling shamelessly onto his thrusting fingers. I felt like Iâd spontaneously combust if he didnât get me off.
Iâd never been so turned on in my life. I was near mindless with the need for an orgasm. If Cary walked in right then and found me writhing in our living room while Gideon finger-fucked me, I didnât think Iâd care.
Gideon was breathing hard, too. His face was flushed with lust. For me. When Iâd done nothing more than respond helplessly to him.
His hand at my breast moved to my cheek and brushed over it. âYouâre blushing. Iâve scandalized you.â
âYes.â
His smile was both wicked and delighted, and it made my chest tight. âI want to feel my cum in you when I fuck you with my fingers. I want you to feel my cum in you, so you think about how I looked and the sounds I made when I pumped it into you. And while youâre thinking about that, youâre going to look forward to me doing it again and again.â
My sex rippled around his stroking fingers, the rawness of his words pushing me to the brink of orgasm.
âIâm going to tell you all the ways I want you to please me, Eva, and youâre going to do it allâ¦take it all, and weâre going to have explosive, primal, no-holds-barred sex. You know that, donât you? You can feel how itâll be between us.â
âYes,â I breathed, clutching my breasts to ease the deep ache of my hardened nipples. âPlease, Gideon.â
âShhâ¦Iâve got you.â The pad of his thumb rubbed my clitoris in gentle circles. âLook into my eyes when you come for me.â
Everything tightened in my core, the tension building as he massaged my clit and pushed his fingers in and out in a steady, unhurried rhythm.
âGive it up to me, Eva,â he ordered. âNow.â
I climaxed with a thready cry, my grip white-knuckled on the sides of the cushions as my hips pumped onto his hand, my mind far beyond shame or shyness. My gaze was locked to his, unable to look away, riveted by the fierce masculine triumph that flared in his eyes. In that moment he owned me. Iâd do anything he wanted. And he knew it.
Searing pleasure pulsed through me. Through the roaring of blood in my ears, I thought I heard him speak hoarsely, but I lost the words when he hooked one of my legs over the back of the couch and covered my cleft with his mouth.
âNoââ I pushed at his head with my hands. âI canât.â
I was too swollen, too sensitive. But when his tongue touched my clit, fluttering over it, the hunger built again. More intense than the first time. He rimmed my trembling slit, teasing me, taunting me with the promise of another orgasm when I knew I couldnât have one again so quickly.
Then his tongue speared into me and I bit my lip to bite back a scream. I came a second time, my body quaking violently, tender muscles tightening desperately around his decadent licking. His growl vibrated through me. I didnât have the strength to push him away when he returned to my clit and sucked softlyâ¦tirelesslyâ¦until I climaxed again, gasping his name.
I was boneless as he straightened my leg and still breathless when he pressed kisses up my belly to my breasts. He licked each of my nipples, and then hauled me up with his arms banded around my back. I hung lax and pliable in his grip while he took my mouth with suppressed violence, bruising my lips and betraying how close to the edge he was.
He closed my robe; then stood, staring down at me.
âGideonâ¦?â
âSeven oâclock, Eva.â He reached down and touched my ankle, his fingertips caressing the diamond anklet Iâd put on in preparation for the evening. âAnd keep this on. I want to fuck you while youâre wearing nothing else.â