Part ten

Monae's POV

I am glad beyond anything to be on bed at the moment. Today was one hell of a day both at home and in school.

There's this two weeks exams we're writing which consists of both theory and practicals which is eating my sanity out and draining my energy each blessed day.

I've been going beyond my usual study time to study so hard and pass this exams, its very crucial for my degree and I know I'm going to pass no two ways about that.

On the good side, we will be done with it once and for all in two days which I can't wait, gosh no one ever told me school was this hell of a punishment, remind me never to send my children to school.

Home wasn't any better, Mrs Winchester is doing everything she can to piss me off to my breaking point where I react and say something I'll regret so she gets something to base on and send me out of this house cause I've been all goody two shoes and never giving her any bad reason to send me packing.

Today for instance, she accused me of stealing her jewelry when she sent me into her room yesterday to fetch her phone which she left behind when coming downstairs.

To cut it short, she disgraced me in front of her friends calling me a thief who's done nothing but to steal from the family who took pity on me, giving me a home and looking after me as their own.

Once again, she didn't miss the chance to throw in my face, the fact that I'm a charity case to them. I didn't give her the satisfaction of seeing my tears, I smiled politely at her all through out, irking her more.

You know the verse that says God takes care of the fatherless? Well He came to my rescue, Imo couldn't take her mother's behaviour anymore and went in search of it in both our rooms, she found it tucked behind her closet, leaving everyone to see how innocent I am.

She glared at me in anger, her eyes shown she had been defeated but the look she gave me before storming off tells me her next move is going to cost me, she is going to hurt me where it hurts the most like she's hurting after being exposed in front of not only her  family but friends.

Now I'm on bed, laying on my stomach, trying to get some sleep. I'm so tired from standing all day in school, today's exams was practicals and I think I need a massage like now, to soothe my aching body.

I was in the middle of drifting off to sleep. You know that part where you're almost in sleep land yeah, that's it when I felt the sheets being removed off me.

Turning around, I came face to face with a smiling Rex. He started at my exposed thighs again, licking his lips.

He covered my mouth before I could open it and scream. "Shy, baby don't scream no one's going to hear you anyway."

"What do you want!?" I quickly got off the bed.

He bent down beside me, bringing his hand To my face and caressed my cheeks. "To finish what we started."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" I cringed at his touch on my cheeks, making me back away from him.

"Cut the dumbness Nae, you know what I'm talking about it." He snapped at me.

"Then let me remind you I told you I don't want to talk about."

"Why don't you? Its important for me, let's talk about it and resolve everything that's between us-"

"Sorry to disappoint but I don't care so leave my room right this minute before I do something we both will regret."

"Why should there be regrets when I can make you feel good, so good you're going to want more."

"That isn't what I'm talking about you dirty minded fool, I'm talking about kicking you in the balls so hard that you're going to get hospitalized-"

"The only thing you're going to kick is the sheets because you can't stand the pleasure you're going to experience."

"You've crossed all limits get out!"

"C'mon Nae, don't be like that."

"Don't be like what? You think I'm going to engage in something as dirty and sinful as this? You think I'm going to commit incest huh?"

"We won't be committing incest Nae, you aren't my blood sister and besides I love you-"

I scoffed interrupting him from saying that I shit no more, "excuse me, did you say love?"

"Yeah I love you very much, ever since the day I saw you. I started having feelings for you and that moment between us in the bathroom heightened it."

Another girl in my shoes would have been jumping and squealing hearing someone as handsome as Rex fell her that but I wasn't.

I'm not easily fooled with the l word and even if I was, I wouldn't fall prey to him. Shaking my head, I laughed, startling him.

"It isn't love but lust Rex, you of all people should know that. You don't love me, no, you want my body. You want a piece of this", I gestured to my body. His eyes shamelessly raked it, the lust was so visible in his eyes.

"It is love. If it isn't then why are you always on my mind? You've been invading my thoughts every minute and day. I can't do it anymore Nae. I want you and I'm going to get you."

"Bad news Rex, you're never going to get me or my body which you want so badly. I don't love you now or never."

"No way, you're going to be mine", he widen his eyes like he had said something bad, "scratch that you are mine now and forever!"

"Stop being delusional! I don't love you!" I shouted at him on top of my voice, he was making me sick with his fake possessiveness right now.

Anger flashed in his eyes as he took predatory steps towards me. He swiftly held my hand, spinning me to the point my back was on his front giving him the chance to hid his head in the crook of my neck, sucking and biting there.

"Stop." I yelped in pain, he was inflicting pain on me. I couldn't do anything he was stronger than I was and his hold on me was so tight, I whimpered.

"This here will let everyone know you're taken." He said and pushed me on the bed, he had a satisfied smile on his face as he unbuckled his belt, "and what I'm about to do is going to bond us together forever."

I watched him in fear of what he was going to do. In a swift motion, I got off the bed and gathered all the strength I had, slapping him in hopes of driving sense into his head."Are you crazy!? You're a monster!"

It took a while for him to register the slap I gave him, his nose flared in anger. I was afraid he was going to do worse than he had done but he surprised me by slumping his shoulders.

"I'm crazy for you Nae, I'm damn crazy for you to the point I can't even take it anymore but you wouldn't see it." He said softly to me, I wasn't fazed, he had shown me what a monster he can be.

"Get out!"

"Monae-"

"I said get out, I fucking hate you!" I yelled the words at him beating his chest with both hands, almost breaking into tears.

He circled his hands around me as if he wanted to console me. "I can't bear your hatred."

"That is what you will get for inflicting pain on me against my will. I hate you!" I yanked his dirty hands off me, backing away from him in anger and hurt.

"I'm leaving already but bear in mind that I love you and you're mine whether you like it or not including this body. I love-"

"Shut up! Shut up!"

"Fine." He left banging the door in my face in anger. I slumped on the floor breaking into tears.

Why does my life always have to be like this? Why do I always have to suffer in the hands of this cruel world, if it isn't someone lying on me, it is a man trying to force himself on me and my pants.

Is this what is written in my fate? God?

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