Pregnant And Rejected By My Alpha Mate By Caroline Above Chapter 10
Pregnant And Rejected
Chapter 10 Arabella Falls Down the Stairs Seleneâs POV The steady beeping of a heart monitor greets me when I wake, along with the uncomfortable sensation of needles embedded in my arms. My eyes flutter open, and slowly the sterile white walls of a hospital room take shape around me.
Bastien is already by my side.
âWhat happened?â I mutter drowsily.
âYou had a very high fever.â He tells me, brushing a lock of hair away from my face. âI told you we needed to go to the ER but you were very determined to stay on the floor.â if I imagined a hint of a smile on his lips, it was long gone by his next words. âYou fought me like a hellcat and managed to smash your head into the bathroom mirror.â
The beeping next to me speeds up as my anxiety surges. I might not remember it, but I know exactly why I fought him so hard Bastien glances at the machine, mistaking the cause of my worry, âItâs alright.â
He promises gently. âThere wasnât any serious injury, just a concussion and a few scrapes.â
âWhat else did the doctor say?â Please tell me he doesnât know. Please, please, please.
âWhatever stomach bug you had dehydrated you so much that fever set in. Theyâre going to pump you full of liquids and send you home.â Bastien explains. My pulse was just starting to slow when he caught me with a look I know only too well. âAnd when we get there you and I are going to have a little talk about trying to treat your own illnesses,â His voice lowers a full octave,â and biting,â
âBiting?â I squeak.
He nods ominously, âyou were very naughty.â
I shrink instinctively beneath his scrutiny. Whatever else has happened between us, at the end of the day he is still my Alpha, and I disobeyed him â attacked him. âHow much trouble am I in?â
To my surprise Bastien smiles and raises my hand to his lips, pressing soft kisses to my knuckles. âYou arenât. You scared the shit out of me.â He admits, âIâm too relieved youâre all right to be angry.â
I open my mouth to protest his teasing, but relief dissolves the words from my tongue. I feel a rush of affection for this man, the father of my child. If I was as sick as he makes it sound, he may have saved our lives.
âThank you for taking care of me, Bastien.â He looks as if heâs about to wave the words away, but I latch onto the hand still holding mine. âNot just for today. For every day over the last three years, I never would have survived without you and I,â I have to pause so I donât get choked up, I will be eternally grateful that you were in my life.â
âYou never have to thank me for taking care of you, Selene.â He answers, his earlier warmth receding as he releases me. âItâs my job.â
His words send ice through my veins, erasing the warmth of a moment before. Of course, thatâs always what this was to him. Iâve never been anything but an obligation, a duty. An Alpha couldnât throw a helpless young wolf to the elements, not after a pack member took them captive. His guilt and responsibility forced him into this marriage, and if Iâm not careful the same qualities could force him to stay for the baby.
I have to find out what the doctors found, what they told him. A spike of terror seizes me, have I lost it?
Is that why he doesnât know? The heart monitor speeds up again and I do the only thing I can: pray to the Goddess Iâm wrong.
Bastien has gone to find us some food when I see a doctor approach the nurseâs station outside my room. I rise from bed as quickly as I can, hurrying out of my room and pulling my IV behind me.
âExcuse me, are you my physician?â
The man turns to face me, looking mildly surprised. âMrs. Durand, you really shouldnât be out of bed.â
âPlease, I feel fine, and I need to speak with you alone.â I beseech him.
Bright blue eyes survey me thoughtfully. âAs you wish,â he gestures toward the corridor, moving us away from the main desk. âIs everything alright?â He asks.
âI donât know.â I admit nervously. âMy husband said I hit my head and was dehydrated, but I know you must have run tests and things.â I trip over my words, âThat is to say â I mean, I wanted to ask youâ¦â
Sensing the direction of my thoughts, he raises a pacifying hand. âDo not worry, your baby is in perfect health.â
A weight I didnât realize existed lifts from my shoulders. âThank you,â I breathe, âBut thatâs only half of it.
From what my husband said⦠well, it didnât sound like you told him.â
âNo, I didnât.â He answers with an easy smile.
I blink, confused. âWhy not?â
âMr. Durand brought you in talking about a stomach virus.â The young physicianâs dark brow furrows. âIt was very clear he did not know about the pregnancy.â He explains, âI did not tell him for two reasons.
First, because you are my patient, not him. You may be married and he may be the future Alpha, but we still have doctor patient confidentiality. The only exception is a medical emergency in which you are not able to speak for yourself. That was not the case here. It wasnât medically necessary, so I did not feel it was my place. You should be the one to tell him when youâre ready.â
Relief courses through me and my cheeks split with a wide grin. âThank you.â
âThat said,â The doctor raises a cautioning finger, âYou have to be very careful not to let yourself get dehydrated like this again. What youâre experiencing is not simple morning sickness, but a serious condition causing extreme, persistent illness throughout pregnancy. It can result in dehydration, weight loss, nutrition deficiencies youâll need to keep a very close eye on it.â
My heart sinks. âYou mean this isnât going to go away until I have the baby?â
âUnfortunately not. You will need to take extreme care to maintain your strength. You may very well need to be hospitalized again before you reach full term.â
âI understand.â I nod shakily,. âThank you.â
âThere is one other thing.â The doctor says, slightly circumspect.
âYes?â
*I donât mean to presume.â He hedges, âBut I just thought you might want to know. It will only be your decision to share the news of your pregnancy with your husband until you reach your second trimester.â
I pause, âI donât understand, I thought you said it wasnât your place.â
âThat isnât what I meant,â He smiles gently, âIt wonât be up to anyone at that point. Pregnancy changes your bodyâs pheromones. It alters your scent. Once you hit 12 weeks your husband and every other male in scenting distance will know youâre with pup.â
Of all the shortcomings in my education resulting from Garrickâs imprisonment, I have often found these basic facts of life to be the most frustrating. I had no idea.
Unable to find the right words, I simply nod my thanks and begin to turn back towards my room.
I only make it part way, as I pivot toward the desk a flash of blonde hair appears in my periphery. I freeze and turn back.
She is frozen in place halfway down the hall, and the look on her face makes it clear: She heard every word of my conversation.
Trembling slightly, I approach the other woman, coming to stand before her at the top of the main staircase. She is staring at me with those wide doe-eyes, her pretty features drawn and cold.
âYouâre pregnant?â The shock is plain in her voice.
âYes.â I answer soberly, âBut Bastien doesnât know, and Iâm not going to tell him.â I promise. âYou have my word that I will be leaving Elysium after the rejection ceremony. As long as you keep my secret, we will be out of your life for good.â
âI donât understand,â Arabella shakes her head. âWhy arenât you telling him? He would never leave you if he knew.â
âThatâs exactly why Iâm not.â I canât keep all the bite from my voice. âI donât want to be with someone who doesnât want me.â
âThat hasnât stopped you before.â
Iâm so surprised by her direct words that I take a step back, âExcuse me?â
âYouâve taken him for three years even though he didnât want you, why do you suddenly care now?
Why should I believe a word you say?â
I shift uncomfortably. âThe marriage wasnât my idea either.â I remind her. âI didnât exactly have a choice.â
Arabella purses her thin lips. âThere is always a choice. She says, narrowing her eyes. And this is one too. You do realize if you have this child, it will always be Bastienâs heit â no matter where you go. Any children I might have will lose their claim to the Nova Pack by default âThatâs not a certainty â I reason.
âYou have Volana blood * Arabella hisses, âNo normal child will stand a chance.â
âSo what?â I counter fiercely. âYou want me to get rid of it?â
âIf you really care about Bastien you would. She proclaims.
I scoff in outrage. âForgive me, but it sounds like youâre more concerned with yourself than Bastien.â
Her pupils turn to slits. âIs that your answer?â
tym not harming my child.â I snap.
Her bony fingers dig into my arm like claws. âThen you leave me no choice.â Arabella jerks me toward the stairs, propelling me to the edge of the top step. Just in time, I realize she is trying to push me down the winding flight.
1 throw all my weight in the opposite direction, suddenly and forcefully enough that Arabella stumbles, losing her grip on my arm. I land hardon my backside, the IV bag toppling with me, and watch her teeter on the precipice of the staircase. It happens in slow motion: Arabellaâs arms propel wildly as she tries to gain her balance, a riot of emotions flitting across her face. Finally she tumbles over the edge, her body crashing loudly down the steep steps.
scramble to my feet, frantically looking for help, only to hear Arabellaâs weedling voice rising from the bottom of the stairs. She pushed mer.