Chapter 17

NICK POV

Its been three months since Justin and Finn's wedding and Simon and I's engagement.

Things have been easy and smooth. Simon and I planned our wedding for next month. Which is hardly 3 weeks left.

And nothing can make me happier than getting married to my baby boy Simon and being his husband.

Last night Justin , Finn , Dad , Papa , Simon and I had family dinner and watched movie like before and Papa being Papa got emotional that Finn and I are growing up and one is married and second to go.

Luke last week got himself a flat nearby so he moved out with Dan and Ian.

Uncle Kai and Uncle Aiden got emotional for their boys moving out.

Everything's been good except this morning Dad informing us that Adam is back for a month and unfortunately he will be here for the wedding and I can't not invite him , not that I invited him But I am more worried for Simon he is been on edge ever since he knew Adam is back.

I hope Adam's changed but I don't trust him nor ever will.

"Hey." Simon whispered and kissed my shoulder.

Currently we are laying on bed and watching random show on TV.

"Hey baby." I pecked his nose.

"What's in your mind?" Alot.

"Nothing baby just thinking."

"About what?"

"Just stuff."

"Nick baby you know you can talk to me about anything right."

"Of course baby." I kissed his lips.

"Then?" I took a deep breathe.

"Well for starter I don't know honestly what am thinking but maybe I'm worried that Adam is back that too during our wedding." He nodded his head on agreement.

"Me too but I doubt Uncle Kai will let anything happen."

"But still I have this feeling I don't know."

"We can worry later for now how about I have......"

"Have what baby?" He moved his lips to my ear.

"Have you deep inside me." He whispered. I shivered in pleasure. He licked my ear I flipped us and Hovered him.

"Why not baby I love being deep inside of you."

"Then what you waiting for?"

"Someone is eager today." I winked.

"Ye-yes." He moan when I pressed our members together.

"I love you Simon." I licked and sucked his neck.

"I l-love y-yo ahh you too." He moaned loudly. I removed our clothes.

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After our love making session that lasted 4 hours was over. I cleaned us and Simon was fast asleep so I took nap with him.

I woke up with the screaming noises and Simon got up too he was scared and held my arm.

"What's happening?"

"I don't know baby you wait I'll go check." He held my hand.

"No wait I'll come."

We walked out and the voices were clear a bit.

"-ST LEAVE OR ELSE I'LL FORGET WHO YOUR PARENTS ARE. I WONT LET YOU HURT MY BROTHER AGAIN YOU ASSHOLE." Finn yelled so by now I knew why.

"I just want to apologize." Adam's voice was small.

Just on time Simon and I walked down the stairs and Adam , Dad , Papa , Justin and Finn looked at us.

Adam run towards us.

"STAY WHERE YOU ARE YOU BASTARD." Finn yelled again. His face was red and scary.

Adam stood and gave me puppy eyes which always worked but not anymore.

"Just say what you want and leave." I was shocked at Simon's cold voice.

"Nick I am sorry and I loved you since I was a kid , you did care for me and everything was fine until he showed up-" I cut him before he continue.

"This HE your talking about is my fiancé and my everything and the love of my life. And I don't want your sorry because I'll never forgive you but I would appreciate if your sincerely apologize to Simon. And he forgives you or no thats his call."

He chuckled slowly then he laughed.

"Me apologize to who? This Pig?" That was the last straw. I walked towards him to punch him.

"You fucking piece of sh-" he cut me in mid sentence.

"Does this pig knows how hard was your dick when it was in my mouth." At that my fist stopped in mid air.

I felt like I couldn't breathe. I looked at Simon and at that moment I wished that I din't.

His expression gave me a heartache.

"I thought so." He chuckled again and Finn came forward and punch him in full force that Adam was knockout and no one said anything and no one moved. It was completely silent.

I was scared to look at anyone. It wasn't my fault when he took me off guard but I din't feel shit until now.

I had to speak now but my mouth was like a fish's mouth it opened and closed no words were said.

Somehow I did.

"Its not like what h-" I was cut.

"Is it true?" I looked at Simon who hide his emotions somehow.

"Baby it-"

"Yes or no." I can't lie to him, can I?

"Yes but-"

"FUCK YOU." He yelled at me and run upstairs.

"Papa." My voice cracked and everyone looked so disappointed in me.

Justin walked passed past me with hatred expression and Finn looked disgusted while he passed without a word. Papa and Dad just hide their expression and didn't speak and I knew they were disappointed.

"Son go sleep. In guest room." I looked at Dad and Papa told Dad he will call Uncle Kai and walked away without looking at me.

I felt alone AGAIN. I felt I don't belong here AGAIN. I felt I'm an outsider AGAIN.

Why me ? Why always me ?

Dad just stood there and looked at me I just couldn't read him so looking at him I took slow steps back and then turned around and ran from there and worst part????

Dad didn't stop me.

I ran and ran until I heard a car honk and I stopped and saw it was Uncle Kai.

"What's wrong son?" He came when he saw my face then he wiped my tears.

"Adam." I whispered. He sighed and hugged me.

"Let me take you home." I shook my head and left from his grip and ran. I heard my name but I didn't stop.

I don't know how long I was running or to where but I knew one person who would never turn his back on me and I found my self knocking his door.

"Nick?" It was a sleepy voice and I looked it was shirtless Dan.

"Luke?" I whispered. He frowned and asked me to come in but I shook my head and on cue Ian walked out wearing just pajama's pant he looked like he just woke up.

"Baby go wake Luke." Ian was confused looking at my face but he nodded his head and walked in room in just a minute Ian and Luke came out he was also in pants like his boyfriends.

"Nick?" Seeing him I had fresh tears. And he moved forward and hugged me and I just lost it I sobbed like a baby he just stood there and held me. We are both same height so it wasn't uncomfortable hugging and standing.

He kept rubbing my back and after my sobs were turned into sniffs he pulled back and wiped my tears.

Even though Dan's been my bestfriend but Luke's been there for me when no one did.

"Lets get in." Luke's arm was wrapped around me and we both sat at the sofa while Ian and Dan sat on front of us on other sofa.

"Nick are you ok?" Ian asked all I did was shook my head no. And Ian stood went to the kitchen and no one spoke just Luke held me in his arm comforting me.

Ian came in few minutes later with a cup in his hand and he gave me the cup I shook my head and he gave me the puppy eyes and there was pout on his lips I rolled my eyes and took it he Grinned and kissed his boyfriend who was comforting me and went back to his other boyfriend who kissed his head.

I took a sip on hot chocolate and my eyes got teary and I sniffed.

No one asked again but I had to speak.

"Simon and I were talking a nap and we wake up really late we would've slept if it wasn't because of voices."

"What voices?" I looked at Dan and I don't know if he knows this or no.

"Adam." His eyes widened.

"What about him?"

"His back."

"There's no way or else Dad would've said something."

"His been here since morning Dad told us."

"That little shit. What did he do?" Luke asked.

"The voices that woke us up were from Finn and he was screaming at Adam for showing up and he said he wants to apologize to me and on cue Simon and I reached down and he did apologize because Simon let him to and I said he needs to apologize to Simon and not me and when he called Simon a Pig that was the last straw and I went to punch only to stop because of what he said."

"What did he say?" Ian asked.

How do I say this without them hating me. Luke noticed this and he tightened his grip. I took deep breathe.

"Remember when Simon did what he did because of Adam?" That topic will always be a sensitive topic for me.

"Ya." Three voices at the same time.

"And the texts and pics he sent them?"

"Ya."

"Ok so there was one thing I didn't even thought about It because it happened same day that I found Simon um you know. So whatever happened I threw him out of my room and ran to Simon when I found him. And thats what he told me in front of everyone today before I can punch him."

"What did he do?" Dan's serious voice made me scared for some reason.

"He um no I."

"Take your time." I was thankful to have Luke by my side.

"I had shower that day and I came out just in towel because I was alone but only to find  Adam it was uncomfortable but then he was on his phone laying on my bed so I went to the closet to change and thats when he took those pictures and sent to Simon so when I was changing everything happened so fast that in one second I was changing and one second I was spin around my towel was thrown away and Adam took my member in his mouth. I was off guard and when I realized he moved faster and thats when I pushed him away and held him by his collar and kicked him out."

It was completely silent but one thing I was grateful that Luke didn't push me away but instead tightened his grip more.

"It wasn't your fault." Just noticed Ian sitting by my leg and rubbing my knee.

"No one let me Explain."

"We can go and help you do it." Dan was sitting by Luke's leg.

"You didn't see the hatred look on Justin , the disgusted look on Finn , the heart breaking look on Simon and the disappoint look on Papa and Dad just didn't stop me as I left and told me to stay in guest room." I sobbed again.

"They hate me and didn't let me speak a word." I cried till I couldn't anymore.

"They love you Nick we all do and they will come around."

"I don't wanna go back I don't want to see them."

"You can stay here as long as you want.

"Thank you for listening to me."

That night I took guest room and Luke stayed with me despite saying him I am fine.