Chapter 3
Damn , his eyes. {BxB}
NICK POV
Its been a week since the sleepover and I am dealing with some paper work my Dad sent me. I work at my Dad's office but I rarely come like when there are important meetings or important paperwork. And Finn is more into painting so he is living his painters life.
After I was done with work I found my self walking into diner I ordered a burger and soft drink. And I couldn't find the hazel eyes. When I was done I walked out heard someone sounds like crying so I followed the voice and found my self kneeling infront of the hazel eyes which are bloodshot again.
"Hey are you ok?" His eyes widened but he nodded his head. I raised my hand to wipe his tears but my phone rang so I picked without seeing who it was.
"Hello." I heard someone sniff. Whats with people crying today.
"Nickyy c-can you c-come o-over p-please."
"What's wrong Adam?" He started sobbing. "Okay stop crying I will be there in 5." I hung up I walked away and got in car and drove. Just to realize I left the hazel eye there crying.
I reached Uncle Kai's place I greeted Uncle Kai and went to Adam's room I knocked the door and heard whisper of 'come in' I went and embraced him in my arms.
"What's wrong?" Once he calm down he looked into my eyes I saw something in his eyes.
"I think I-I lo" my phone rang it was Finn.
"Hey bro." And here it is again A SNIFF. I think its worlds crying day.
"Come home n-now pl-please." His voice cracked and that made my heart clenched. I said ok and hung up.
"Adam I'll meet you later but Finn needs me right now." Everyone knows If Finn Dad or Papa ever call me in between anything I would leave in a heartbeat. Adam smiled and nodded his head and I pecked his forehead and promised to meet him soon.
I reached home and saw Finn and seeing the tears falling freely.....o boy this is not good.
"Hey bro what's the matter?" He wrapped his arms around my neck and sobbed. I just held him until he calm down. I got up and bought him cup of water he drank and sat there silent. I didn't say anything just held my lil twin in my arms.
"I think w-we m-might b-breakup f-for g-good." I was trying to process this. Because who ever knew Finn and Justin knew that these two are inseparable.
"What? But why?" He took a deep breathe.
"He is been distant since the sleepover. Everytime I talk to him he says he is sleepy. Everytime I try kissing him he turn his face. Everytime I hug him he says he wants to use the loo. And if I want more than that he gives excuses and walk away." What the hell. I was furious.
"Hmm just have a good rest will talk about this later." He nodded his head and laid down I pecked his forehead and off the light and walked out of his room. Who does Justin think he is for hurting my twin like that. If this ends our friendship or effect the entire family so be it because no one hurt my bro and walk away.
I walked to my parents room saw Papa using his phone I walked to him and kissed his head.
"Pa just look after Finn I will be out for a while." That alerted Papa.
"Why? What is wrong?" I told Papa everything and promised to be back home soon. I walked out and Papa walked towards Finn's room.
I drove to Uncle Aiden's home even though Justin stays at our place with Finn but I was wondering why he hasn't shown up for a while. After 15 minutes I parked the car and knocked the door. And Uncle Nolan opened the door I hugged him and went straight to Justin's old room only to find him sitting on his bed with some one unfamiliar. That made me more angry.
I walked straight to Justin and punched him straight on the face and held his colar.
"This is for ignoring my brother."
Another punch
"This is for hurting my brother."
Another punch.
"This is for making him cry."
Another punch.
"This is for breaking his heart."
Final punch before someone pull me away from Justin.
"This is for making my brother doubt his love for you."
"Son stop it what's going on?" Uncle Nolan was holding me and Uncle Aiden was checking Justin's face for the damage I created. I was proud of myself. I pulled myself out of Uncle Nolan's grip.
"Listen to me Justin and listen carefully no one and I mean no one hurt my bro and walk away. Our friendship one side and my bro one side and you know more than anyone what I can do for my brother and then also you choose to ignore him and hurt him. Everytime you guys fight I find it funny because he sulks whole day and your just one call dude ONE CALL makes up for your both's fight. Everytime you both fought I always used to hear him complain but he always been happy because you call him back and he gets to hug you or kiss you but this time for more than a week you made my brother suffer. I didn't know you guys had issues because he stop complaining but seeing him today broken I couldn't stay quiet. The first and last time he cried like this when Dad and Papa told us the story of how Papa was in coma when he was beaten. My carefree bro was crying and sobbing and you are the reason." I yelled at Justin.
After calming down I noticed the tears falling down from his face. He didn't say anything and everyone was quiet and I felt suffocated someone got me a glass of water.
When I turned it was Adam and only to realize Adam , Ian and Daniel were standing there I was confused because when I entered I did not see them around. No one said anything and I couldn't breath so I walked out but only to hear someone call me.
"Nick I swear it is not what you think." Justin's voice cracked. I felt bad for some reason.
"Then fix the damn thing." And I walked out.
I just drove away to nowhere honestly and I didn't feel going home. I just realized I was in some other town and I saw a park so I got in and walked around to clear my mind. After what looks like 7 or 8PM I went home I needed to be there when Finn wakes up so after reaching I walked straight to his room and he looked beyond furious. Dad and Papa were in his room too and they all were silent.
"Hey lil bro." I Went to hug him only to receive a solid punch that shook my brain in my skull. If that makes sense. I held my face I was confused and I looked at my parents they looked helpless but for some reason they looked mad at both of us.
"Why would you do that ha?" I looked at him thinking he was mistaken.
"What?"
"If I told you something that doesn't mean I wanted you to go and hit MY BOYFRIEND." I looked at him like he had two heads. He looked like he wanted to punch me more.
"Are you for real?" That pissed him.
"Trust me I am. He is my boyfriend and even if we had issue we would solve it and you're no one to interfere. What do you know about that haan? When you yourself don't have someone to love or love you back." That just broke my heart.
"Finn stop it. NOW." Papa scolded him.
"All you ever done is been a third wheel to my life so why don't you just disappear and go I don't need you." He yelled at me. Was I really just the third wheel?
"Finn that's enough." Dad walked to him.
"You're just a helpless guy who has no one to love or be loved." He chuckled.
I just didn't know what was going on how could my brother say all this ? He is not my brother nope I don't believe that.
"FINN IF YOU DON'T STOP NOW SO GOD HELP ME I WILL SLAP YOU." One of my parents said I didn't know who I felt distant maybe because of the blur in my eyes or maybe because these words made me believe that I don't belong here.
"Get lost Nick and don't show me your face." His voice was like a venom.
I took a deep breath still processing.
"All I ever done was to see you happy Finn." Finn's face looked like he just processed the words he told me.
"All I ever wanted for my bro to be happy. I hate seeing tears in your eyes. You're my brother my world. I am ready to hear the world call me worthless or helpless but wasn't ready for my world to say so. Want me gone? You know right I can never say no to you and this is the last thing of yours I'm gonna listen to." My voice cracked Finn's eyes widened in horrified , Papa had tears on his face and was shaking his head and Dad's eyes were blurry. I walked out leaving my world there my fathers and my brother , my 3 people that mean a lot to me.
I walked to my room and started packing my stuff. Papa and Dad came in my room and Dad held me in his arms and Papa was removing the clothes I packed.
"You ain't going away you hear me son." Dad whispered.
"No Dad I can't stay here anymore please let me go." My tears fell and Dad shook his head.
"No baby you wont leave us and go please."
"Pa I have to."
"NO MEANS NO."
"Papa please ok at least for time being I feel suffocated here please Dad." I plea them
"Nate baby just pack a few things of his." Dad told to Papa.
"Felix please I don't want my son to go please love."
"Nate baby trust me he needs time." Papa nodded his head in understanding Dad held my wrist and took me in the room which was his office and he went and searched for something till he found it which looked like key. And held it out for me to take.
"What's that ?"
"A key to our lake house just take it and go there for a while and relax and don't worry about the work or your Papa I will take care of everything. Just promise me you will be back home to us to your Papa." I nodded my head I promise to be back but when thats a secret.
After taking the key I took the bag which Papa packed and hugged my fathers and kissed them and I walked out but I still heard Finn's sobbing just ignored it. Walking away felt like walking out of their lifes.
"Baby you will be back right? Promise?" I couldn't turn back.
"Promise Papa." When I'm ready I will.
After driving away I couldn't go without seeing him so I was there ordering milkshake and he stood next to the girl who took my order and my eyes stared his. The beautiful hazel eyes filled with curiosity and when I felt like saying him something or anything I started walking towards him when someone beat me in that and went to him and squeezed his cheeks in loving way and I paused. He giggled and that giggle was my favorite music in my hears. I smiled and I paid for my drink but didn't take.
I walked backwards in slow-mo or felt like it and when I was turning back the girl called me to take my drink and once again the hazel eyes locked to mine and I turned around and got the car and drove away.
Away from the town.
Away from my brother.
Away from my parents.
Away from my family.
And
Away from hazel eyes.