Chapter 510: 509: Ji Baixing’s Retribution (one more)

Yin Qin drove Ji Baixin home.

Ji Baixin sat in the passenger seat, looking somewhat gloomy.

Yin Qin tried to start a conversation, “I really think the meals at the Ji Family’s are delicious, much better than my home.”

“Even better than the ones I make?” Ji Baixin said, slightly irritated.

“Do you want me to be honest?”

“Honest!”

“Indeed, Ji Family’s meals are delicious.”

“Yin Qin…”

“But the emotions are different,” Yin Qin hastily added.

Ji Baixin cracked a smile, then tried to hide it.

Yin Qin said, “I think your family is pretty good to get along with. Although your dad is really ruthless at chess, he doesn’t let me take back a move the moment I pick up a piece. Your dad is such a schemer.”

“Now you see how bad that old man is.”

“He really is.” Yin Qin echoed, “I don’t know what’s wrong with me for playing chess with your dad.”

“Brought it on yourself.” Ji Baixin muttered.

At that moment, an inexplicable feeling welled up in her heart.

In fact, Song Zhizhi was right, Yin Qin really was always considering her in everything, trying to reconcile her relationship with her family.

Thinking of Song Zhizhi.

Ji Baixin suddenly said, “I was scolded by Song Zhizhi.”

“Huh?” Yin Qin was somewhat taken aback.

Ji Baixin said, “Song Zhizhi said I’m too selfish.”

“Don’t listen to her, she has been spoiled by Ji Baijian.”

“Yin Qin, do you think I’m selfish?” Ji Baixin suddenly asked him.

Yin Qin hastily shook his head, “Not selfish.”

“But my actions were indeed quite selfish, if I hadn’t blocked you back then, you would have surely married Luo Xiaolang by now, regardless of whether you liked her or not.”

Yin Qin became quiet for a few seconds, “Those were all things of the past, why bring them up now? As long as we’re good now, that’s enough.”

“Yin Qin.” Ji Baixin suddenly reached out and took his hand.

Yin Qin turned to look at her.

“We’ve missed and experienced a lot, let’s live a good life from now on,” Ji Baixin said sincerely.

Yin Qin cracked a slight smile.

If they didn’t live good lives, wouldn’t that be letting too many people down?

After hurting so many people, if they didn’t live well, he wouldn’t even respect himself.

He said, “Of course.”

The car soon pulled up at Ji Baixin’s apartment.

The two of them went home.

Yin Qin still slept on the sofa.

Ji Baixin went to the bathroom to shower.

For some reason, she had been feeling nauseous a lot recently.

Today, Yin Qin praised the food from the Ji Family, but she hadn’t eaten much.

After she had showered, she vomited while brushing her teeth.

She made a sound in the bathroom.

Yin Qin heard it, rushed in, and saw Ji Baixin leaning over the sink, retching.

“What’s wrong?” Yin Qin asked.

Ji Baixin endured the discomfort in her stomach while rinsing her mouth.

Once she rinsed her mouth, the nausea was even worse, and she retched uncontrollably.

“Food poisoning? Did you eat something dirty?” Yin Qin, while patting Ji Baixin’s back, showed concern.

Ji Baixin couldn’t recall what she’d eaten.

She seemed to have eaten nothing unusual today.

Could the takeaway she had at the studio at noon have been bad?

She couldn’t figure it out at the moment.

She originally planned to spend the night with Yin Qin. She was touched by his kindness towards her.

Since she pushed Yin Qin away, she always felt a barrier between them. She was always trying to get out of the shadow. Otherwise, it wouldn’t be fair to Yin Qin.

However, she didn’t anticipate that she would get food poisoning tonight. Her stomach was completely uncomfortable and she couldn’t muster any interest in discussing spending the night with Yin Qin.

She managed to endure the discomfort.

Seeing that Ji Baixin looked pale, Yin Qin quickly said, “I should take you to the hospital for a check-up. What if you have been poisoned from food?”

“Is it that serious?”

“Your vomiting doesn’t seem mild. When my mom was first pregnant with my little sister, she was like this too…” Yin Qin suddenly looked at Ji Baixin before he finished his sentence.

Ji Baixin also froze.

Recalling how Qin Keqin vomited when she first got pregnant, and comparing it to how Ji Baixin is now, it’s too similar– he couldn’t help but make the connection!

The two of them froze, as if something was about to happen.

Yin Qin awkwardly broke the silence, “Well, it couldn’t have been the contraceptive pills. The ones I bought were the best. The pharmacist said they were very effective…”

“But, I did not consume it,” Ji Baixin enunciated each word.

Her eyes reddened instantly.

If, if it really was…

No.

Ji Baixin couldn’t believe whether she could handle this blow or not.

She had finally accepted all the harm she had received before, she had finally made the effort to forget the past and start anew. God couldn’t be so cruel to her, couldn’t be this cruel!

Ji Baixin’s words stung like a thunderbolt out of the blue on a sunny day.

He just stared at Ji Baixin, speechless.

With a trembling voice, Ji Baixin said, “I wanted to die then, I didn’t even think about whether or not I wanted to get pregnant.”

When Ji Baixin was sent to the hospital, the doctor advised Yin Qin to get emergency contraceptive pills after examining her body. Yin Qin assumed Ji Baixin had taken it, so he didn’t buy any for her.

So…

The two stared at each other for what seemed like forever.

After who knows how long…

Yin Qin told himself to stay calm.

If he panicked now, Ji Baixing would undoubtedly take it even harder.

He said, “Let’s go to the hospital to check.”

“Yin Qin…

“Don’t be afraid. Things can’t be this coincidental. Look at your big brother and Song Zhizhi, they’ve been trying for almost a year and they still have not conceived. How can such a coincidence happen?”

But Luo Xiaolang and he only had it once…

Ji Baixing was completely lost at the moment.

Yin Qin held Ji Baixing’s hand, “It’s okay, I’ll take you to the hospital. I’ll be there for you no matter what happens.”

Ji Baixing had no choice but to follow Yin Qin and leave the house once again heading to the hospital.

The doctor asked about her dates, it had been two months since her last period.

It was only then that she realised that she seemed to have missed her period in the middle – something that she hadn’t thought much about at the time. Ever since she had miscarried, Ji Baixing’s menstruation had been irregular – early or late, heavy or light. The doctor had said that after pregnancy, hormonal changes could affect her cycle and that it would normalise over time, so she didn’t worry about it much.

The doctor performed an ultrasound scan on Ji Baixing directly.

The earth-shattering news happened to her again.

She was actually two months pregnant.

She was truly pregnant.

She looked at Yin Qin in disbelief. Upon hearing the news, Yin Qin too was dumbstruck.

He clenched his fist, suppressing a surge of anger.

Seeing Yin Qin’s expression, Ji Baixing finally couldn’t hold back her tears.

Seeing Ji Baixing crying so heartbrokenly, Yin Qin hurriedly hid his own emotions, saying, “It’s okay, whatever decision you make, I’ll be there with you.”

“I won’t keep it! I won’t!” Ji Baixing didn’t think at all.

“Alright, I’ll be there for you. I’ll be with you.” Yin Qin painfully replied.

The two of them immediately made an appointment with the doctor.

The doctor conducted a series of tests on Ji Baixing before telling them a harsh fact, “Miss Ji has previously had a miscarriage, which already caused damage to her body, leaving her endometrium very thin. If she has another abortion now, given her condition, it would probably be very difficult for her to get pregnant again.”

“How is that possible! I’m in such good health, how could this be possible!” Ji Baixing utterly rejected this explanation.

“Whether or not you can get pregnant does depend on a woman’s physical condition, but it’s not the key factor. The ability to get pregnant depends on the woman’s personal condition of her uterus, ovaries, fallopian tubes, and so on. Miss Ji’s endometrium is quite thin to start with, conceiving the first and second children both involved some luck. If you have another abortion now, the recurrent damage to the endometrium will make it really difficult for you to get pregnant.”

“I don’t believe it!” Ji Baixing was obstinate, “If I’ve managed to conceive twice despite being so difficult to get pregnant, I refuse to believe I can’t get pregnant a third time!”

“Miss Ji, I still hope you can think this over carefully, not to make rash decisions.”

“No!”

Yin Qin stood by, witnessing Ji Baixing’s meltdown.

Would a woman feel a huge regret in her life if she didn’t have her own child?

He said, “Why don’t we keep it then? Anyway, no one knows whose child this is…”

“No!” Ji Baixing interrupted angrily, “I know! I’m very clear on the fact that this is a rapist’s child, I don’t even know which rapist’s! I would rather die than keep this child, even if I can’t get pregnant in the future, I don’t want it!”

“Baixin, don’t do this to your body.”

“Yin Qin, I know you care for my wellbeing, I know you take everything into consideration for me, but don’t make me more selfish. I can’t live with asking you to raise another man’s child. I absolutely can’t live with it! What I find even more unbearable is the fear that if I truly gave birth to him, I might want to kill him. I can’t guarantee I’d be a good mother, why would I bring him into this world. Why!”

“Baixin… I understand, I understand how you feel. But remember, every child is innocent, once you give birth maybe you’ll change your mind.”

“I will never change my mind in this life!” Ji Baixing was truly a very obstinate person.

No one could change her character.

Absolutely no one could change her.

The doctor did not feel it appropriate to persuade her any further.

Everyone knew about the violation inflicted upon Ji Baixing. He could infer from their words why Ji Baixing didn’t want to keep the child.

A standoff ensued for quite some time.

Ji Baixing seemed to have made up her mind. She said to the doctor insistently, “I want to have the abortion!”

Yin Qin didn’t say anything else at that moment.

The doctor could only nod, “Alright, I’ll arrange it as soon as possible. But Miss Ji, you really need to be psychologically prepared.”

“I’m already prepared.”

“Very well, then I’ll bring the contract regarding the operation and potential medical complications for you to sign.”

“Mm.”

The doctor presented several forms in front of them.

Ji Baixing quickly skimmed through them and signed her name.

Yin Qin hesitated for a moment, but eventually chose to respect Ji Baixing’s decision.

Since Yin Qin was a VIP customer of the hospital, the doctor arranged for Ji Baixing’s operation to be carried out that very same night.

The abortion procedure was supposed to be a minor operation.

Patient’s normally could go home immediately after the procedure.

But they hadn’t expected that…

Ji Baixing’s condition resulted in massive bleeding, and all conventional treatments failed to stop the hemorrhage. In the end, there was no alternative but to perform a hysterectomy.

Yin Qin was on the verge of collapse in the hospita’s corridor.

He repeatedly punched the hospital walls, in despair, until his hand was swollen and blue. The nurses on duty watched anxiously from a distance without daring to intervene.

Who knows how much time passed.

Ji Baixing was wheeled out, her face paler than death.

Yin Qin rushed over, anxiously looking at Ji Baixing, saying, “Baixin, it’s okay, everything’s okay now.”

Ji Baixing’s eyes were red-tinged.

Just as she was losing consciousness, she heard the doctor say that the only solution was to remove the uterus.

When she woke up, she asked about it.

The doctor didn’t answer directly, but she knew all too well that she didn’t have a uterus anymore.

She was a woman without a uterus.

No, she wasn’t even a woman anymore.

Her eyes instantly became red.

Sorely red.

She said, “Yin Qin, did they…”

“It doesn’t matter. What matters is that I’ll be with you. I don’t care about all that stuff… I just need you by my side.” Yin Qin said passionately.

He felt he owed Ji Baixing too much.

If it wasn’t for him, Ji Baixing wouldn’t have been kidnapped the first time, nor would she have lost her child.

And if it wasn’t for him, Ji Baixing wouldn’t have experienced a second kidnapping, wouldn’t have fallen pregnant again, and wouldn’t have ended up without a uterus now.

It seemed like he could never make up for it in this lifetime!

He could never make up for it in his lifetime!