Chapter 617: Extra chapter 030 - Do You Believe Me When I Say I Can’t Bear to Leave You (Third update)

Yin Family villa.

Yin Qin’s face was swollen from Luo Xiaolang’s beating.

He rubbed it a bit, then picked up his phone again to respond to Mu Cidian’s message, “This message from you almost rendered me inhumane. Why the sudden question?”

“Just asking.”

“This question is not a casual one, what do you mean by ‘just asking’? If you won’t tell me, then I won’t answer.”

“Then don’t answer.”

“Wait, wait, wait.” Yin Qin hastily typed. He was naturally a gossip, and the most unbearable thing for him was not knowing the full story.

“Mhmm.” A single word came from the other end.

“Do you have a girlfriend now?”

“No.”

“Then why are you asking that?”

“Bed partner.” Mu Cidian sent these two words.

Yin Qin almost popped his eyes out in shock.

When did Mu Cidian become so unreserved?

He must have been overly stimulated by something.

“Did she reject you?” Yin Qin asked.

“I am not a woman, so I don’t know what they really like.”

“That should vary from woman to woman.”

Mu Cidian reflected for a moment.

Xin Zaozao seemed not to have any reaction at all.

As for his former fiancée….

He had forgotten what her reaction was.

He answered, “I forgot.”

“…You can even forget that.” Yin Qin finally drew his conclusion.

“That’s why I wanted to ask you, what do women really like?”

“I’ll show you some films.” Yin Qin suggested.

It was only then that Mu Cidian seemed to snap back to reality.

He almost forgot that adult educational films existed in this world.

“Alright.”

“But Mu Cidian, some things can’t be learned, they require the heart. Without using your heart, women can feel it.” Yin Qin advised from his own experience, “I only have Luo Xiaolang as a woman, but I can still make her…” (Indescribable)

Mu Cidian felt a bit hot when he saw Yin Qin’s message.

“So, it requires heart. But it’s a bit hard to put your heart into a bed partner, you should learn some techniques first.” Yin Qin sounded quite helpless.

“Mhmm.”

“I’ll send it to you later.”

“Alright.”

Yin Qin put down the phone.

Getting up, he didn’t know where Luo Xiaolang had beaten him, but his whole body was aching.

Hobbling back to his room, he found his lifetime collection, and then sent it to Mu Cidian.

He didn’t know if it was because Mu Cidian had made him feel a bit uplifted, but he suddenly wanted to have a daughter with Luo Xiaolang…

…

Mu Cidian received Yin Qin’s videos.

When Yin Qin sent it, he specifically mentioned, “It feels better on a larger screen.”

Mu Cidian transferred it to his computer and sat down to enjoy.

The content was quite explicit.

Yet Yin Qin was indeed meticulous. He actually found educational films that offered guidance, rather than purely catering to men’s visual enjoyment.

So…

Perhaps he was too engrossed and didn’t notice the door of his home being opened.

Or perhaps he thought that Xin Zaozao wouldn’t come back home so early, so he didn’t take any precautions.

He sat in the relaxation area of the living room, watching the screen.

Mu Cidian took a deep breath.

His eyes flickered.

His whole body jolted in fright.

There he was, seeing Xin Zaozao appear right in front of him, her eyes also on the screen.

He swiftly shut down the laptop.

His heart was still racing.

Xin Zaozao moved her gaze to Mu Cidian.

Mu Cidian looked back at her.

Four eyes met.

Xin Zaozao said, “Is this how you usually spend your time at home?”

“…” It really wasn’t.

“The outcome doesn’t seem to be very good.” She probably meant that.

Thinking about it.

There was something Mu Cidian could not do perfectly.

She walked into the bedroom, leaving a sentence, “I didn’t have dinner.”

“I’ll cook right away.”

He hadn’t eaten either.

He quickly got up from the sofa.

The moment he stood up, his body felt a bit unsteady.

He quickly took a breath and shifted his attention to cooking dinner.

Xin Zaozao changed into another set of clothes, “Just make some porridge.”

“Alright.”

Mu Cidian made shrimp porridge.

While cooking, he watched Xin Zaozao, noting that she didn’t seem unusual.

He really hadn’t expected that she would catch him in the act.

If only… he knew he wouldn’t choose that time to watch.

He quickly prepared some shrimp porridge and served a bowl to Xin Zaozao.

Xin Zaozao was quietly eating her porridge.

So was Mu Cidian.

Both of them were very quiet.

The silence was so intense that Mu Cidian thought Xin Zaozao might get angry again, so he broke the silence, saying, “I don’t watch it often.”

Xin Zaozao frowned slightly, and it took her a while to realize what Mu Cidian was talking about.

“Oh.” Xin Zaozao seemed to have no interest in it.

Actually, Mu Cidian wanted to tell her that he doesn’t watch often, which is why his skills aren’t very good.

“I heard Song Lifei say that you wouldn’t be coming back for dinner.” Mu Cidian explained why he didn’t prepare dinner for her.

“What did Song Lifei tell you today?” Xin Zaozao asked.

“He didn’t say much.”

“I heard it,” Xin Zaozao said bluntly.

The hand of Mu Cidian holding the spoon froze for a moment, and he said, “Song Lifei said that he really likes you.”

“And then?”

“He said he could give me some money.”

Xin Zaozao smirked a little at that.

“I refused.”

“Why did you refuse? Isn’t it more profitable to get something for nothing?” Xin Zaozao asked lightly.

“If I say that I can’t bear to leave you, would you believe me?” Mu Cidian asked her.

His voice… was very sincere.

Xin Zaozao pursed her lips.

“I think I still like you.” Mu Cidian admitted suddenly.

He said it very subtly.

Who knows, how much he really loves her.

He has always loved her.

Xin Zaozao seemed to be stunned for a long time.

Mu Cidian was biting his lip, waiting for her reaction.

Suddenly, Xin Zaozao smiled, “What scheme are you plotting again?”

Mu Cidian just looked at her.

“Or do you think you can still easily play with my feelings?”

“I’m telling the truth.” Mu Cidian said while staring intently at Xin Zaozao.

“If it’s true, you wouldn’t have said it.” Xin Zaozao said bluntly, “Whatever you say, it’s all lies.”

Mu Cidian’s throat moved slightly.

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“People like you will never express their real thoughts.” Xin Zaozao asserted.

Mu Cidian chose to remain silent.

He thought, no matter what he said, she would not believe him.

“But I can understand if you say things against your heart in order to please me. After all, I am your benefactor now, you have to find ways to appease me.”

“Mm.” Mu Cidian nodded in agreement.

“But the words about liking me, coming from your mouth, really can’t make me happy. You are not allowed to say it in the future.”

“Okay.”

“I don’t want to eat anymore, you have it.”

“Okay.”

Xin Zaozao left.

Mu Cidian watched her retreating figure.

He was also surprised that he would say these words.

He thought that the words like “I like Xin Zaozao” would always remain buried in his heart.

It seems he underestimated the impact of Xin Zaozao in his life.

He really hopes, perhaps, just perhaps, there is a slight chance…

At least,

Up until now, Xin Zaozao hasn’t chosen anyone, she chose him.

Even if it’s in a way that makes him uncomfortable.

He thought, Xin Zaozao might… feel different about him.

Or maybe it is different.

Just that, she can’t get past this hurdle.

And he hoped, he could overcome it.

He cleared the dining table, cleaned up the kitchen, and went into the bedroom.

Xin Zaozao was lying in bed, looking at her phone after taking a shower.

There were many messages from Song Lifei on her phone.

She glanced at them.

Song Lifei didn’t say much, he just hoped she could let him go.

She was also thinking about whether keeping Mu Cidian by her side is torturing him or torturing her.

She looked up and saw Mu Cidian enter the room.

Mu Cidian saw her lying on the bed, so he went to take a shower.

When he came out of the shower, Xin Zaozao was still looking at her phone.

She texted Song Lifei, “If you interfere with my business again, I’ll transfer you from the head office.”

After sending the message, she put down her phone.

She turned off the light on her side, and Mu Cidian turned off his.

Both of them lay down together.

Mu Cidian stretched out his hand and hugged her.

No matter what happened the second before, the next second, Mu Cidian would act as if nothing had happened and get along with her.

She didn’t know if Mu Cidian had really changed or was just changing for her.