• unsaid •

you'd say I am mean

in the exaggerated scene

choosing him

When what i've done he considers it obscene

but the question is

when he hugged me , kissed me

Didn't he know?

imma unpure soul in glee under shadow

From the start , everything was unveiled

my scars my past and everything in I've failed

when and where I went wrong ?

that now , he held his head high

And mine stays low for such long

the probable reason for this bye

Is a label worn .

Trusted him

told him the truth

with a heavy heart I narrated my youth

even when I said it all

his doubts the insecurities overpowered the wall

he asked , he judged , he walked away

As if I was some fling for the day

he told me to be ashamed

of the actions are to be blamed

For him my past defines my soul

not the love I gave ,I have inside

I gave my whole

he , with eyes so cold and blind

abandoned me like a lone fostered child

Who am I to blame  ?

all I hear is the whispers of shame

Cause what's done can't be undone

he would never accept me

and with this thought i wouldn't accept myself

Living with such accusations would worsen my health

giving up , dying is a safer option I consider.