Chapter 204
Theatrical Regression Life
Episode 204
Kim Yeon-woo had good observation skills.
That was not an ability I acquired with the intention of becoming a police officer. Kim Yeon-woo was a pure talent born from a young age, and that talent only became more powerful thanks to his wish to âbecome a police officer to help peopleâ.
The impression that Kim Yeon-woo had when he first entered the house of a man named Lee Jae-heon wasâ¦
ââ¦.â
âIs there a problem?â
ââ¦no.â
vacuity.
âI was surprised that it was such a nice house.â
And it was very lonely.
Kim Yeon-woo looked at Lee Jae-heon, trying hard not to show his emotions. Carelessly revealing what you personally felt in front of that person could hurt the other personâs feelings. In particular, Lee Jae-heon was a person with good sense, so he should not have behaved rudely.
However, as Kim Yeon-woo thought, Detective Hong Gyeong-junâs eyes were cold as he looked around the house to see if he had felt anything.
ââ¦Did you decorate it yourself?â
âOf course, we called a company for things like shelves and closets. All I had to do was stuff it insideâ¦â
âI see.â
âWhy do you want it?â
Detective Hong Gyeong-jun was seen frowning slightly at the mischievous question and then straightening it again.
âI donât think you need such flashy things to live as a detective.â
âThere was no need to live as a manager. It was all a show of power. âIsnât this showing that I am living well?â
âI donât really feel it, butâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon let out a faint smile at Detective Hong Gyeong-jun who said that.
âI donât know why you think I donât mean it.â
However, Kim Yeon-wooâs words did not feel sincere.
Aside from the impression she got from the interior, there were things she had seen in the other world. Lee Jae-heon was a wealthy man, as he appears, but at the same time, he was a man who was far from words such as âshowing off powerâ.
âI got hurt like that in the first place to save people.â
Lee Jae-heon, who did not know Kim Yeon-woo, recalled the moment when he saved his life and spoke in a relatively light voice.
âBut you really can take it if you need it. For example, a watch? If you go inside, there is a collection. Or how about wine? âI think I can receive this as a gift without feeling burdened.â
ââ¦For something that was given away so easily, you put a lot of effort into decorating it, which is unusual.â
That was something everyone heard when they heard it.
Kim Yeon-woo noticed that Detective Hong Kyung-jun wanted to delve into Lee Jae-heonâs psychology, and it was probably the same for Hong Kyung-jun and Lee Jae-heon themselves. Having been given tacit permission to observe, she listened carefully to the conversation between the two people.
âWell⦠doesnât that mean itâs not worth that much?â
âDonât you think itâs a waste?â
âI had fun decorating it, so thatâs it.â
Lee Jae-heonâs voice was loose, but there was a weak scent hidden behind a thick mask.
ââ¦.â
Kim Yeon-woo turned his gaze again and looked around the spacious house.
A dining table carved from marble. Beautiful lighting decorated with glass crafts on top. A large display stand with a frame made of black wood. A transparent glass wall surrounds it. Wine and glasses filled with wine and neatly displayed by type. Everything is kept clean and without a trace of dust.
ââ¦If you become a manager, you might get it as a giftâ¦â
There were many colorful and shiny things, but there were no flower pots in sight.
ââ¦House is.â
Kim Yeon-woo pursed his lips.
âItâs really cool.â
ââ¦.â
âIt looks just like a work of art.â
âIs that so?â
âYes, I was impressed from the first time I saw it.â
âIâm glad you noticed. I spend quite a bit of time maintaining itâ¦â
âIt seems so.â
As Kim Yeon-woo exclaimed with excitement on his face, Lee Jae-heon shrugged his shoulders. I donât know that it was a made-up exclamation, but it didnât seem to make him feel bad. Detective Hong Gyeong-jun, perhaps aware of her intentions, just quietly listened to what Kim Yeon-woo said.
âPlus, the house is very spacious. âI barely managed to find a place to rent.â
âEven if you praise me like that, nothing comes out of it.â
Jaeheon Lee burst into laughter.
âWould you like to take a look around?â
ââ¦may I?â
âWe can talk about the real thing slowly.â
It is sweet to see him kindly give permission even though he clearly knows what is going on. Kim Yeon-woo was embarrassed that his entire plan was discovered, but he accepted Lee Jae-heonâs consideration.
Kim Yeon-woo was also curious about what kind of person he was.
âThank you for your permission.â
When Kim Yeon-woo was in the secret world, the person who impressed him the most was Lee Jae-heon.
He is sacrificial. considerate. Very considerate. But at the same time, Kim Yeon-woo clearly remembered the sense of danger and emptiness he felt. Aside from being physically strong and having good patience, Yeon-woo was worried about Lee Jae-heonâs mentality.
And Lee Jae-heonâs home seemed to fully capture his condition.
âWow, the TV is really big.â
It was a nice, big TV, but the remote control was neatly placed on the drawer in front of it. Everything else is clean, but there is a bit of dust here.
You donât enjoy watching TV.
âWe have a variety of alcohol⦠do you like it?â
âNot much about drinking. âItâs all for decoration.â
The liquor on the shelf is clean and neat without a speck of dust, but there is only one empty spot. One of the hooks that seemed to hold a glass was empty. There is no bottle of leftover alcohol anywhere to be seen.
Is it because he doesnât want to show that he touched an ornament or that heâs been drinking?
âI think it would be difficult to clean if itâs this wide.â
âI donât really like people coming in, so I donât use a cleaning company. âI sometimes think itâs too spacious.â
âI think I can run at this level.â
âThe soundproofing is good, so even if you run, the house below wonât come up.â
Although the house is clean overall, there are some rooms that do not feel hot at all. A little bit of dust has accumulated, and since the boiler is not turned on, it is cool and empty, as if the air has stopped.
To Jaeheon Lee, this big house had no meaning.
âAndâ¦â
A very faint trace of blood remained in the kitchen.
ââ¦.â
âI often cook, so I bought several knives.â
ââ¦Ahaâ¦.â
A kitchen knife with a light red wavy pattern.
âYou seem to be good at cooking.â
The wound on Lee Jae-heonâs arm was a long vertical cut. Self-harm.
I remember strangling myself.
âI guess it will be enough to cook alone. âI canât keep ordering food deliveredâ¦â
âI just looked and thereâs a pantry, too. âThis is my first time seeing it in person.â
A sacrificial spirit that seemed to not only not love itself, but also hate it.
âEven though it looks like that, there isnât much inside. Iâm a picky eater, so I only make the same foods I always eat. âAll the ingredients are thrown away over time.â
âwow.â
âAre you done now?â
In response to Lee Jae-heonâs question, Kim Yeon-woo looked up at him.
âyes.â
âgreat.â
Lee Jae-heon, who said that, smiled with a made-up face that anyone could see.
Kim Yeon-woo felt an inexplicable sense of unreality as a deep, thin smile passed by as if engraved on his lips. His eyes, which had narrowed for a moment when he looked at me, suddenly return to clarity and look back at Hong Kyung-jun.
âDetective, if youâve seen everything, please come this way. âLetâs have a conversation.â
âAre you deciding on your future direction?â
âA little more detail⦠oh wait a minute.â
Jaeheon Lee walked to one side of the room. It was the room that he did not show until the end, and it was a space that Kim Yeon-woo assumed was probably a bedroom. Without realizing it, she fixed her gaze on Lee Jae-heonâs back. Even the simple act of taking a step into the room seemed to be particularly noticeable.
A pure white bed can be seen inside the gently opened door.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦Did you wait long?â
A vase on the nightstand next to it.
âno.â
The petals of those with cut stems are falling like artificial flowers. The petals were not wilted at all and were very vividly colored. The petals looked as if someone had crushed them roughly.
And Lee Jae-heon did not clean up the fallen flower petals.
âAre you growing flowers?â
ââ¦.â
fluttering.
He answered, holding several pieces of paper.
ââ¦I will die soon.â
* * *
Kim Yeon-woo thought that home was his final resting place.
For people, home is a space where they can escape. It was a place where you could let go of your guard and relax. This is the last bastion where you can feel safe without even realizing it, no matter how guarded you are on the outside. Therefore, a house that someone can manage with affection is the face and heart of that person.
Knowing that, Kim Yeon-woo came to the conclusion.
ââ¦.â
This was not Lee Jae-heonâs âhouseâ.
âWhat is that paper?â
âI thought it would be easier if I wrote it down and organized it⦠How many people were we in total? âPlease call me by name.â
âIf we include ourselves, Hong Gyeong-jun, Kim Yeon-woo, Lee Jae-heon, and Choi Jeong-manâ¦â
Leaving behind the effortless cooperation as if they were people who had been together for several years, Kim Yeon-woo admired this splendid space even more. Decorations or lights that catch your eye are dazzling.
ââ¦and Mr. Munsan-gun.â
âDo any of these people know where they live?â
âThere are a few.â
The voice shared calmly tickles Kim Yeon-wooâs ears.
ââ¦excuse me.â
I know itâs a very random question, but I couldnât keep it to myself any longer.
âDo you go back to your parentsâ house often?â
ââ¦Iâve seen itâ¦no, not really.â
It may have seemed absurd, but Jaeheon Lee answered sincerely.
âI donât often contact my family. Itâs not that our relationship is bad, but itâs not very good either. âAs we get older, we all naturally become distant, right?â
âYes, of course.â
âItâs the same thing. Any adult of this age and with a job like this should at least buy their own home. âI donât need to go to my parentsâ house oftenâ¦â
âYes.â
âMy home is here.â
How could I give such an empty answer?
âWithout even thinking of it as home.â
I felt sick to my stomach in an instant.
ââ¦This is not homeâ¦.â
Kim Yeon-woo, who has good observation skills, could not have known that Lee Jae-heon was not at all at ease here. This was because even if you turned your head just a little, you could see how he usually lived in this space.
You donât even grow small potted plants. Even the flowers that were still there had their stems cut off and were crushed.
ââ¦.â
There was a reason why Kim Yeon-woo said this place was like a âwork of art.â
This is not a place to stay comfortably, but only for show. It was a place similar to the kind of works you would see in a gallery. Lee Jae-heon was only using this space to show the person âLee Jae-heonâ.
âThe main house is not Jaeheon Leeâs house either.â
So where on earth is there a place for him to rest?
âMr. Kim Yeon-woo.â
ââ¦yes.â
âIt seems like there is something uncomfortable about it.â
âsorry.â
I had no choice but to apologize as if I had been waiting. She herself knew that she was not able to control her facial expressions, and it was Lee Jae-heon who recognized her true feelings from the beginning.
âIâm distracted⦠Iâll focus.â
Still, the doubts do not go away.
âwhy?â
Why are you doing this? Why is he imitating a vain and greedy person called âLee Jae-heonâ so much? It wasnât even a mask that suited a person named Lee Jae-heon. He was a person who was busy sacrificing himself for someone even in the extreme environment of the underworld.
âitâs okay. âWouldnât that mean my house looks that good?â
ââ¦.â
âIâm just grateful that you think positively of me.â
There was no place for Lee Jae-heon himself anywhere.
The bedroom was the only space that left any traces, but judging from the crushed flower petals, it didnât seem like he felt peaceful even there. The faint traces of blood left here and there showed just how cornered Lee Jae-heon was.
Kim Yeon-woo didnât know everything after just looking around the house once, but there was one thing for sure.
What he loved wasnât here.
ââ¦youâre welcome.â
Perhaps this person was living to die.