Chapter 264
Theatrical Regression Life
Episode 264
âBaby.â
ââ¦.â
Lee Jae-heon blinked at the soft voice.
âLove me?â
ââ¦What kind of situation is this?â
âLook at me baby.â
He realized that he was dreaming.
The location was still the hill behind the school, but I couldnât tell where exactly I was. It wasnât much different from outside the dream, except that we had come quite far from the shelter we had built near the entrance to the mountain behind us. I felt a strangely strong sense of reality, but isnât that what I feel every time I have a lucid dream?
And above all, there was someone in front of him who shouldnât be there.
âI am with you.â
âMaybe Iâve finally gone crazy.â
âYou are not crazy.â
âWell, I guess I was already crazyâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon unconsciously lowered his eyebrows and narrowed his eyes. A faint and shallow smile remained on his lips, decorating his face.
âWould I dream of you without going crazy?â
âbabe.â
It was definitely crazy.
âlove you.â
âDonât be ridiculous. You donât even know how hard I tried not to listen to that.â
âYou love me.â
âThereâs no way I could do that. âHow can I love you?â
âHoney, you decided not to lie to me.â
âYou always lie to me.â
Jaeheon Lee took a step back when the woman approached him.
âSo donât come, because it seems clear that Iâm crazy.â
The smile on his lips had long since hardened and become distorted.
Yes, sometimes. I occasionally dreamed of this woman. However, at that time, Lee Jae-heon was not in a clear mental state like he is now, and the shape of the woman in his dream was blurry. I thought that was okay. I thought that was okay, thinking that it was a past that I couldnât help but recall from time to time.
âBut not this.â
âWhy are you running away?â
âNo matter how much of an asshole I am, this is not the case. âYou know.â
My voice trembled.
âHow can I dream of you killing me with my own hands?â¦â
The memories of that day were still vivid. I had forgotten about it, but I was forced to remember it.
âDo you remember? It was your birthday that day. âThe kids were there too.â
âDonât run away.â
âHow good would it be if you killed it a little more gracefully? âItâs not even a toy that children play with because itâs tattered⦠but even after I do that, I am.â
âThat wasnât you.â
âThe body was me.â
âso?â
A sonorous voice.
âAre you going to run away?â
ââ¦Iâ¦.â
âWith me?â
A face full of a gentle smile suddenly turns into a tearful expression.
âAre you going to abandon me again?â
Park Da-young came to mind for a moment from that face, and Yoon Gar-ram came to mind from her soft smile, but it was quickly erased from Lee Jae-heonâs mind. I couldnât afford to think about the people outside of my dreams.
Jaeheon Leeâs face turned pale.
ââ¦no.â
âI knew it.â
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorryâ¦.â
âItâs okay, honey. âBecause I was grumpy.â
âIâm sorryâ¦.â
âYou never abandoned us.â
Thin white arms wrapped around Lee Jae-heon, but he could not escape.
âOh how.â
âIâm really sorry.â
âEven your scared face is pretty, my husband.â
âI wasnât trying to do that.â
âBut I like the old face better.â
âI was wrongâ¦â
âIt was thin and mean⦠and it looked really pretty.â
âI was wrong.â
âStill, itâs great to see it again.â
Jaeheon Lee could not do anything even though he could clearly see the small head rubbing against his chest. I couldnât push him away, embrace him, or run away, so I just stood there and begged for forgiveness. That was Jaeheon Leeâs best.
âItâs okay, it didnât hurt.â
âIt must have hurt. For sure. âI was like thatâ¦â
âBecause you werenât like that.â
ââ¦I ruined everything.â
âNo, it wasnât you.â
âWhat should I do?â
âbabe.â
Ordinary brown eyes look at Lee Jae-heon.
âKill me.â
ââ¦.â
âKill that damn scum.â
ââ¦Iâ¦.â
âThat heinous bastard ruined our happiness.â
âbabe.â
âYouâre here for that.â
Unlike Salâs young words, his voice was infinitely sonorous. The clean, pure, and soft voice, no different from the time when Lee Jae-heon loved him, was urging Lee Jae-heon to commit murder.
If that looks lovely, then I must be crazy.
ââ¦If I kill you⦠what difference will it make?â
âWe can get our happiness back. You can have greater happiness than that. âMoney, power, fame⦠your family.â
Those are terribly sweet words.
âHow is that possibleâ¦?â
âThis is a world I created.â
âI know.â
âSo I can throw it away as I want.â
ââ¦.â
âThis is a dungeon for you.â
Thin fingers creep up your chin and cup your cheeks. I lowered my head without resisting the force that gently pulled me down, and my wife gently and lovingly touched our lips. After biting my lip, licking it gently, and lightly poking it, I put my head back.
A pretty and kind face came into Lee Jae-heonâs field of vision.
âKill as many as you want.â
ââ¦okay.â
âItâs okay if you make mistakes by missing the numerous opportunities given to you. âItâs a world where thatâs okay.â
âis it so.â
âFind me when itâs all over.â
The woman said while brushing up Lee Jae-heonâs disheveled hair.
âIâll wait for you.â
âall right.â
âTogether with children in a happier world.â
âOkay.â
âdonât worry.â
Lee Jae-heon blinked at his confident words.
âThat bastard is no longer the main character.â
I think Jaeheon Lee laughed at those words.
Without even knowing exactly what that means.
* * *
ââChief!â
When Lee Jae-heon woke up from his dream, the person he saw was none other than team leader Woo Soo-young.
âBoss! âJust stop. Argh⦠Really!â
ââ¦Team leader Woo?â
ââ¦Are you awake? âYouâve come to your senses now, right?â
Dark circles and disheveled hair caused by all kinds of work. What was so embarrassing about a person who was already bloodless was as pale as a sheet of paper. Lee Jae-heon quickly realized that he was the culprit who made the other person do that.
Immediately after that, I couldnât remember in detail what I was dreaming about.
ââ¦Deputy Manager?â
I thought I shouldnât forget.
âBoss? Manager Lee Jae-heon.â
I canât do anything more wrong than thisâ¦
âManagerâ¦! âIâm really scared now!â
ââ¦Oh, Iâm sorry.â
âUgh, I received an apology from the managerâ¦! âI feel really strangeâ¦!â
âNo, whatâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon, who was taken aback for a moment, took a deep breath, exhaled, and looked around.
ââ¦Why am I here?â
In the dark world, it is difficult to see clearly one inch ahead, so it is common sense that one should not move as much as possible, but what Jaeheon Lee could see was a winding tree, a gravel floor, and grass growing here and there. It was an undeniable sight, somewhere on the mountain behind the school.
Team leader Woo Soo-young said, lifting the torch that had fallen on the floor.
âThat⦠you really donât remember anything?â
ââ¦Uhâ¦.â
I felt a sense of déjà vu.
ââ¦Did I possibly strangle you?â
ââ¦yesâ¦?â
âOh, I was just sleeping and walking normally.â
âItâs not normal, Manager.â
Lee Jae-heon breathed a sigh of relief even at the sight of Woo Joo-young, who couldnât breathe and was speaking in hushed tones. Judging by the reaction, it seemed that he did not show any acts of self-harm, such as overt strangulation. Since I had never been strangled even in my dreams, it was probably natural.
However, that does not mean that the current situation is normal.
ââ¦I donât remember walking all the way here.â
The only possibility is that Lee Jae-heon in the dream was standing in a corner of the mountain behind him.
âA similar thing happened in the park.â
There was a situation where something I did in a dream happened outside the dream. Still, at least I didnât move my seat at that time, so how is this really any different from a sleepwalker? Looking at Team Leader Woo Soo-youngâs face, it seemed like the other person was thinking the same thing.
âDirector Boo. This may be a really sensitive question, but⦠is it sleepwalking or somethingâ¦â
âNothing.â
ââ¦Oh yes, I see.â
ââ¦Iâm sorry. I reflexively denied it.â
Lee Jae-heon, who quickly became tired, checked his body to see if there were any other injuries and said.
âI didnât know, but I think it might have been there. âI didnât think it existed, but it appeared recently, and itâs possible that I didnât notice it because I always sleep alone.â
ââ¦Are you speaking too calmly?â¦â
ââ¦? What a big deal. Looking at it, there are no other injuries. âI donât remember how I got here. Can you tell me the situation?â
ââ¦Um, yes. Of courseâ¦â
âWhy are you looking like that?â
ââ¦.â
Team leader Woo Soo-young looked up at Lee Jae-heon with an expression that said he had a lot to say but would hold back for a while, then closed his eyes tightly and opened them again as if he had rebooted. Lee Jae-heon admired himself when he remembered that this was a habit he often showed when he was tired at work.
âHow much does an old manager who doesnât care about his subordinates have to treat Woo Woo-young to even know his habits?â
Woo Soo-young, who does not know Lee Jae-heonâs true intentions, explained the situation by revealing himself as a team leader at a large company.
âAfter the manager fell asleep, student Vivian was supposed to be on watch, but for some reason, she fell asleep without anyone even waking up. When I checked at that time, the manager was not there and everyone was upset. âWe quickly formed a search team with a few people in good condition to look for the manager.â
ââ¦In the middle of the night? âI think it was a bit of a risky decision.â
âThat⦠shouldnât Manager Lee Jae-heon, who just disappeared by himself, say it?â¦â
Team Leader Woo Soo-youngâs face could be seen slowly collapsing in resentment and sadness as he said that. I praised him earnestly.
âOh, as expected, Team Leader Woo does a good job. huh? How did you find me in such a dark time? âThanks to you, I always feel at ease.â
ââ¦Thank youâ¦.â
âBut why is Team Leader Woo alone? âNo matter how thoughtless or immature our survivors were, they wouldnât have sent Team Leader Woo Soo-young alone into this dark situation, right?â
ââ¦.â
Team leader Woo Soo-young, who was silent for a while, answered with his head down.
ââ¦I was not a search team member.â
ââ¦So you came here alone on your own? âDo you have a hobby of committing suicide?â
âno. âWhile I was waiting, I saw that strange dog monster, not a strange dog-like curse⦠I was so shocked that I ran away and accidentally found the manager.â
âHuh.â
âI reflexively grabbed one of the firewood and jumped out, so I could see clearly in front of meâ¦â
Oh my, itâs Pompitz. You have to ask people as you go. This thing explodes when bitten.
ââ¦In the meantime, I took the torch. âShould I call this stupid or competent?â
Of course, it was inevitable that Team Leader Woo Soo-young, an extremely normal person, would become somewhat stupid in the behind-the-scenes world. Itâs probably strange that I donât feel pity for her, who is working hard under her old boss. Lee Jae-heon clicked his tongue and snatched the torch from Woo Woo-youngâs hand.
âOh waitâ¦!â
âThe fire has almost touched your hand, so what are you doing without paying attention? Letâs pick up some decent firewood and move it. âIf this continues, Iâm going to get burned.â
âThank youâ¦â
Since I was carrying one of the thick tree branches that made up the bonfire rather than a properly made torch, as time passed, the fire came closer to my hand. It looks like he suffered a light burn, but if he canât even notice it, it means his mental power has definitely been reduced.
Lee Jae-heon sighed and picked up a tree branch that was rolling nearby. Woo Woo-young was looking at him with his mouth closed.
âI think we should go back quickly before something unpleasant happens to the search teamâ¦â â
â¦Hey, manager.â
âWhat is it? âIf you are injured, it would be better to let us know in advance.â
âOh no. Other than just a little scratching⦠itâs really okay. Thank you for your concern.â
âDid you have any other business?â
ââ¦.â
Woo Woo-young, who hesitated for a while, asked carefully.
ââ¦Are you okay?â
ââ¦.â
Lee Jae-heon blinked once and answered.
âyes.â
There was no reason not to be okay.
ââ¦Have I shown any strange behavior? Oh, wounds elsewhere wonât be a big problem. âThe doctor is making such a fuss for no reason.â
â⦠Thatâs not it, the manager⦠while walking hereâ¦â
âDid you at least scratch your neck? Sometimes itâs itchy so you can scratch it, right? âI really worry about people.â
ââ¦.â
Woo Woo-young pursed his lips a few more times before shaking his head and saying.
ââ¦No, sorry.â
âThen letâs go back. âIâm glad you met me in the middle. You could have met a monster.â
âYesâ¦â
It was so dark and the red color of the torch covered his face, so I didnât notice, but Woo Joo-youngâs face turned white.
It was as if I had seen a corpse.