Chapter 288
Theatrical Regression Life
Episode 288 Lee
Jae-heon, who was playing with Jang Seo-ah and Choi Min-hong, blinked at Munsan-gun coming towards him.
âWhatâs going on?â
âOh, thatâs because youâre still a patientâ¦â
Munsan smiled as neatly and gently as ink.
âI was wondering if we could watch it together.â
Is it because of the underworld or because of the influence of school? Although he was still dispirited, he seemed to have brightened up compared to when I first saw him. Lee Jae-heon nodded to Munsan-gun, who was waiting for his answer.
âI am grateful.â
âOh, thenâ¦â
âI donât know what the kids will think.â
ââ¦Ahâ¦â
The kindergarten students looked up at Munsan, each hugging one of Jaeheon Leeâs legs. Munsan smiled awkwardly at the unspoken pressure that only children could give.
âNo, Iâm not trying to take Lee Jae-heon somewhereâ¦â
âI heard you said it was okay. âYou said you would play with us.â
âNot really. âI came here to see if I could join in as well.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Perhaps Choi Min-hong was worried about where Munsan-gun would take his patient Lee Jae-heon. Kindergarten students, who were still young, lacked the ability to understand the pain Jaeheon Lee was hiding. It was natural to want my favorite play partner to be closer to me.
The kindergarten students barely erased their doubts and accepted Munsan.
âFold it hereâ¦â
âThen is this a rabbit?â
âNo dinosaurâ¦.â
âI see.â
Wasnât there a similar conversation in the park? Jaeheon Lee asked while tilting his head.
âYou are good with children.â
âUh⦠theyâre not that popular, but Minhong and Seoah are nice.â
Lee Jae-heon narrowed his eyes at the very timid words.
âIs school the problem after all?â
The reason why Munsan-gun, a strong adult male, was left in the waiting group was because of his timid appearance. Compared to the other survivors who were struggling to survive at any cost, Munsan-gun showed an attitude of âIf youâre trying to kill me, youâll be right.â And as I got closer to school, the condition got worse.
âShouldnât you fold it like that?â
âOh yeah? Then how do you ground it?â
âHow about we cut this in half like thisâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon thought as he watched Munsan playing with the children.
ââ¦Can I take you on this exploration of Unhak High School?â
Bringing Munsan, who was a teacher, to the school will definitely have a clear effect. In places that were closely related to the individual survivor, there were reactions, both negative and positive. However, unlike Yoon Garam, who loved plants and fire and gained the upper hand, I am not sure whether the discriminatory treatment will be positive for Munsan, who has bad memories of school and low self-esteem.
âMister, uncle too.â
âThatâs right.â
Jaeheon Lee carefully folded the paper given to him by Minhong Choi.
âSalty squirrel.â
âHuh.â
âItâs a squirrel.â
Choi Min-hong and Jang Seo-ah really liked it. It was fortunate that I had learned some origami skills in preparation for times like this. Jaeheon Lee, who saw that the kindergartenerâs attention was focused on the paper squirrel, made eye contact with Munsan.
âAre you experiencing any inconvenience?â
âyes yes? Me?â
âYes, Munsan-gun.â
âIf thereâs something uncomfortable about me⦠wouldnât it be okay?â
Jaeheon Lee muttered softly, âI also have a conscienceâ¦â and became frustrated and vague, as if he had met an unfamiliar species. Thatâs right, you know that you are a human being made of 100% pure conscience, the survivors know this, and the other side of the world also knows this, man.
âStill, if youâre a human being, isnât there bound to be some inconvenience?â
âI reallyâ¦â
âYouâre not being intentionally considerate just because Iâm a patient, are you?â
âWellâ¦â
âHuh.â
From what I could see, his face seemed like he didnât want to complain for nothing to Jaeheon Lee, a patient who was already a mess.
âNo, even if it werenât for me, who wouldnât have said anything?â
Lee Jae-heon was dizzy. To be honest, he is the type of person that does not fit well with me. If the residents of my previous life, who had been working hard for their own benefit, had seen Munsan-gun, they would probably have had a similar reaction.
Munsan-gun and Lee Jae-heon were the type of people who did not fit together because they were so unfamiliar that it was scary.
âSo, what I mean isâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon felt the need to ask more directly.
âI asked because your condition seemed to have worsened as you approached the school.â
âMe?â
ââ¦Oh, you didnât know either.â
It meant that self-objectification was not possible. I donât know if itâs because Iâm such a frustrated person that I donât even know my condition, or because Iâve entered the other side of the world and my mental strength has been severely weakened.
âUncle, can I do something else?â
âcan?â
âcan?â
âWhat should I ask an adult for?â
ââ¦Please fold the other things, too?â
âThatâs right.â
Chop chop. Lee Jae-heon, who carefully folded the glittering gold and silver colored paper, showed the results in front of Choi Min-hong and Jang Seo-ah.
âSalty camel.â
âoh my god.â
âGreat zucchini.â
âTa-da shark.â
âWow.â
âWaaah.â
Choi Min-hong, who was excited like a child for the first time in a long time, and Jang Seo-ah, who expressed her joy with a characteristic dry shout, started playing house with paper animal friends. I donât know what the world in these childrenâs imaginations is like, with camels living in the water and sharks walking on their tails, but it looks fun anyway.
Lee Jae-heon asked Munsan-gun, who was still lost in thought.
âIf you didnât know, I donât have anything to say, but you looked bad ever since the destination was decided to go to Unhak High School. âIt wasnât very serious, but⦠the longer you stayed around here, the darker your complexion became.â
ââ¦I did not know. sorry.â
âYouâre not going to feel sorry for me, are youâ¦?â
âBut, uh, Iâm sorry.â
âOhâ¦â
Jaeheon Lee took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
âI understand for now.â
That person just had âsorryâ on his lips. Iâm not truly sorry, but I guess I had no choice but to say it at the end of every sentence. I decided to try to convince myself of that.
âI was just worried so I asked. As I said at the last meeting, I was planning to check the past records of all the survivors⦠and suggest that Mr. Munsan-gun move to another position if he feels burdened by school.â
âOh, I did.â
ââ¦You couldnât have forgotten that you were being investigatedâ¦â
âWell, I forgot for a moment! Reallyâ¦â
ââ¦I understand.â
Jaeheon Lee asked with a suspicious look on his face.
âHas anyone ever bought you flooring?â
ââ¦flooring?â
âThere is none. âThen what about the warranty?â
ââ¦.â
âWhat about the guarantee?â
Munsan-gun answered with a sincere voice.
âHe is a trustworthy person.â
âminute? Did you say minutes now? Guarantee is not a family affair, Mr. Munsan-gun.â
âHe is truly trustworthy and someone I respectâ¦!â
âIf you respect me, I donât have anything more to say, but⦠heh.â
What can I do? I heard that the other person respected me and gave me a guarantee. Lee Jae-heon regretted only briefly reading the survivorsâ documents because he was tired. If you knew this would happen, you would have remembered everything, starting from your date of birth, your hometown food, and even the clothes you wear.
ââ¦Of course, thatâs not important right nowâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon said with a strange sense of duty.
ââ¦Letâs talk about it again later when we return to reality. If possible, Hong Gyeong-jun and police officer Kim Yeon-woo will also join in.â
âWas it necessary to bring the policeâ¦?â
âIâm sorry, but Mr. Munsan is so untrustworthy that I canât help it. âAnyway, that wasnât what I was trying to say, so why did I come here?â
Jaeheon Lee wiped the corners of his mouth and asked.
âAnyway, are you okay? Donât overlook it just because the other person is a patient. In the underworld, mental strength is the most important resource. âIf you are getting more tired because you are near the school, it would be better if you let me know in advance.â
âAhâ¦â
Munsan-gun thought for a moment and slowly nodded.
âitâs okay. âItâs just my judgment, but I think itâs okay.â
âokay.â
Lee Jae-heon thought while nodding.
âIf I have to, I guess Iâll have to move towards the apartment garden.â
In order to explore the art room of Eonhak High School, it would be convenient to have a residence in a nearby mountain, but Lee Jae-heon wanted to use Munsan-gun if possible. If the area near the school had a significant impact on Munsan-gunâs mind and body, I thought it would be a good idea to move to a separate shelter considering the situation.
âIf it gets worse, please tell me.â
âUm⦠Lee Jae-heon too.â
âThank you for your consideration.â
Munsan used to be bullied when he was a teacher.
âThe world is such a mess that even teachers are ostracized.â
He had a bad habit of only seeing the good in people, which made him easy prey. While helping a student being bullied inside and outside of school, he was caught by the rich and powerful Jin-sang and fell to the bottom. Even Munsan-gunâs family.
âBecause of that, I became distant from my familyâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon couldnât understand why he was living alone in a faraway place because of that incident.
âHow can you bully a teacher?â
It was a difficult story for Lee Jae-heon, who had strong memories of his past life, to understand. Teacher? No teacher? Itâs a common occurrence among students, but donât teachers basically have powerâ¦?
âIâm actually worried about Jaeheon Lee. âYou say youâre fine, but I wonder if youâre not taking care of yourself because youâre always being considerate of other people⦠Mr. Lee Yun-byeol, please do me a favor.â
âItâs just like playing with children, right? Compared to people who go to school and go to places like convenience stores and pharmacies, they donât do anything. âIâm worried that I might look like a fool, but Mr. Munsan talks about all sorts of things.â
âBut Jaeheon Lee tried to help survivors even when he was in real life, not here. I also benefited from you at the park. I am grateful every time. âIf it werenât for Jeong In-ho and the others at that time, I would have diedâ¦â
âI think you can say thank you to the search team members. This does not apply to me.â
âAnd I think itâs natural to worry about patients and treat them with care. If thereâs anything I can do to help⦠Of course it wonât be much help, but Iâd like to do my bit. âIf Jaeheon Lee doesnât feel uncomfortable.â
This bastard speaks so rudely?
âI guess I really donât fit in with him.â
It was difficult to treat him in a different sense than Kim Yeon-woo or Do-yoon Han. None of these sunfish are ordinary babies. Jaeheon Lee nodded slowly, trying to pretend that nothing had happened. My mouth was tightly shut.
Despite his appearance, Munsan-gun asked.
âCan I help you? It really only happens once in a while at most, but itâs small things like thisâ¦â â
â¦Iâm just grateful.â
âFortunately, the.â
Munsan-gunâs smiling face was just like that of a benevolent Buddha, giving Lee Jae-heon goosebumps.
âoh my god.â
People live like that because they are human.
Jaeheon Lee suffered from frustration until the kindergarten students fell asleep from exhaustion.
* * *
Just before bedtime, Lee Jae-heon nodded to Lee Yun-byeol who approached him.
âMr. Lee Yun-byeol.â
âWait a minuteâ¦â
âTell me.â
There was no one around to listen anyway. He must have noticed it too, and immediately blushed slightly and pursed his lips. Lee Yun-byeol, who hesitated several times about what was so difficult, opened his mouth.
âI wanted to apologize.â
ââ¦To me?â
âI⦠even at the park. âI canât do anythingâ¦â
âYou donât need to apologize to me for that.â
Jaeheon Lee answered calmly.
âI donât know what it would be like for people other than me, but I donât think they would like that kind of self-blame. âEveryone is just doing what they can.â
ââ¦But Iâm the only one doing nothingâ¦â
âArenât you taking care of the elderly and the weak?â
Yunbyeol Lee was an essential member of the standby team, taking care of patients and children who could never be part of the collection or search team. In particular, I might be reluctant to see Choi Min-hong or Jang Seo-ah as I know they are not ordinary students, but I was a little unfamiliar with them in the beginning, but now I am really caring for them in my own way.
This means that for an ordinary person who is not crazy by the standards of this world, Lee Yoon-byeol is doing his best.
âThere is no need to belittle what you have done.â
ââ¦But other people risk their lives to go out and bring food, but Iâ¦â
âIf Lee Yun-byeol gets hurt, the kids will be sad.â
Jaeheon Lee answered half-heartedly because he was tired.
âItâs not like I donât know how tiring the behind-the-scenes world makes people. Self-reflection is good, but if it deepens, it will have a negative impact. âI donât think there is any reason for Lee Yun-byeol to be discouraged.â
ââ¦thank you.â
âThank you for everything. By the way⦠I wonder what you were thinking about.â
He said, rubbing his eyes.
âI am truly grateful. âIâm alive and well.â
ââ¦is that okay?â
âOf course, you must continue to take care of the children. Please take care of the students as well.â
âyes.â
Lee Yun-byeol muttered with a subtle expression.
âI can do that well.â
âThank goodness.â
Lee Jae-heon muttered inwardly.
âPlease donât go crazy on yourselfâ¦â
The survivor team was already saturated with crazy people.
The fact that a healthy and ordinary person like Lee Yun-byeol was alive and breathing was something to be thankful for.