Chapter 326
Theatrical Regression Life
Episode 326:
I was worried for a moment about Park Da-hoonâs personality, as he seemed to have finished rationalizing too quickly, but after seeing the other person freeze at his words, Lee Jae-heon was able to calm the anxiety that was pounding deep in his heart.
âThis is how the secret world ruins people.â
It was almost similar to the thought I had just before, but the weight was different. Contrary to what I had been muttering to myself trying to convince myself, I was truly relieved now. I was convinced that Park Da-hoonâs quick rationalization was really the result of being pushed into the underworld, so it was worth it.
It was good that Park Da-hoon broke away from being a chick, but it shouldnât have been like this.
ââ¦Are you okay?â
âOh, itâs okay.â
âYou donât look good.â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦I wonât say anything, so just raise your head.â
As he spoke as if he knew everything, I saw Park Da-hoon raise his head with difficulty.
âIt seems like youâre reflecting, is that correct?â
ââ¦Thatâ¦â
The longer he paused, the more pale Dahun Park became.
Even though I was pretending, I felt like I couldnât understand myself, thinking, âWhy did I just do that?â I could understand his feelings because he rationalized the murders he committed like a crazy psychopath.
âFrom what Iâve seen, it seems like the rationalization was as fast as it was scary.ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Although the Park siblings may have a selfish side, they were not the type of guys whose nature was lost like their teammates in their previous life. As smart as he was, he was able to trample on others and rise to a better place, but in the end, all he could do was look after the adults. In that respect, that is the limit of the Park siblings.
Nevertheless, the reason why Park Da-hoon rationalized the murder of âPark Da-hoonâ so quickly was probably because he was afraid of the murder he had committed or might commit in the future.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
Park Da-hoon was speechless for a while. It was a face with a lot to think about.
ââ¦Dayoung.â
âOh yes yes.â
âfor a moment.â
Jae-heon Lee quietly walked out of the simple building, leading Da-young Park, who quickly approached me as he waved his hand. Now that I had poked enough, it was time for Park Da-hoon to mature on his own.
âGrape juice doesnât turn into wine just because youâre nearby.â
Park Da-young, who came outside together, glanced at the makeshift building and joined Lee Jae-heon.
âIâm sorry.â
âWhy are you so sorry?â
ââ¦Itâs justâ¦allâ¦.â
Park Da-hoonâs anxiety was probably contagious as he pretended not to notice.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦Uncle?â
Lee Jae-heon, who was watching this, patted her shoulder.
âItâll be okay, donât worry.â
âOh yes.â
âRatherâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon said after a pause, making eye contact with Park Da-young.
âLetâs try to worry about Dayoung.â
ââ¦Me?â
Judging from the way Park Da-youngâs shoulders stiffened for a moment, she seemed to think that Lee Jae-heon was going to point out something she had done wrong. However, Park Da-young, who had worked so hard to take care of her younger brother, who had regressed, could not have been at fault.
âItâs strange to see that you canât be shameless.â
When I think back to the Park siblings who ran away in the beginning, leaving Lee Jae-heon and Kwon Yeon-hee behind, the feeling of separation becomes even greater. Jaeheon Lee gave an OK sign to the adults who were looking at us with concern, pretending not to be us, and led Dayoung Park near the bonfire.
âGaram.â
ââ¦mister.â
Garam Yoon, who was sitting at the bonfire, smiled brightly and welcomed him.
âYou came with Dayoung?â
It meant that they had left Park Da-hoon somewhere and came alone. Perhaps he asked it out of consideration for his older sister, Park Da-young, but the true meaning of it was known to Lee Jae-heon, Park Da-young, and Yoon Gar-ram. After worrying for a moment about whether this was really meaningful consideration, Lee Jae-heon naturally sat down near the bonfire.
âHeâs been through a lot.â
Garam Yoon nodded when he said that Park Da-hoon had been taken care of and Park Da-young was also brought in separately because she seemed to need care. It was similar to Ha Seong-yoonâs, but it was a more relaxed and leisurely gesture.
âThatâs right⦠you worked hard, Dayoung.â
âOh no. What do Iâ¦â
âEven if itâs family, taking care of someone is difficult and a great thing. Da-hoon seems very confused these days, probably because the attack he received in front of the school was very difficult. âI wasnât eating well, so they took care of that for me.â
âBecause itâs just something I doâ¦â
âDayoung is a really good older sister. âI think I can be a good parent.â
ââ¦.â
If you look closely, Yoon Garam was also a pretty disgusting chick.
ââ¦I donât know if I can become a good adult.â
âYou are already a good person. âBecause a good child like you grows up to become a good adult⦠there is no need to distinguish between children and adults.â
ââ¦.â
âItâs just that.â
Jaeheon Lee was impressed by the clean finish.
âYou have to do this to become the final boss.â
Garam Yoon may have been greatly influenced by Ha Seong-yoon, but there were times when she observed people from a distance, like Ha Seong-yoon, acting like a third party. Most of the time, he was staring at the bonfire and staring at the bonfire, but since he was part of the original protagonistâs group, it meant that he was smart.
âIf youâre even saying that, it means you already know everything⦠Itâs scary.â
Garam Yoon probably noticed that there was a problem with the Park siblingsâ home environment and that they were extremely wary of the existence of âadultsâ as a result. I wondered if they were saying such things because they assumed that such caution would have a negative impact on the Park siblings.
Park Da-young, who also understood what she said, quietly lowered her head.
ââ¦.â
It seemed like it was difficult to manage his facial expressions.
âIâm not sure why.â
Did you feel embarrassed when Yoon Garam, who you were not that close with, found out your shameful feelings? Or maybe it was just that the comfort I received from an adult I didnât trust was unfamiliar. If thereâs one thing thatâs certain, itâs clear rejection that was on Park Da-youngâs face right now.
ââ¦youâve had a lot of trouble so far.â
ââ¦mister.â
âIâm sorry for not paying you much attention.â
He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and patted them as if to shield them from Yoon Garam, and Park Dayoung leaned her head on his shoulder.
ââ¦huh? âI didnât mean to go that far?â
I thought it was this time, so I could clearly see his inner feelings, but I didnât say anything and just gave him a pat, and I heard a small laugh. As expected, it was a comment made by Park Da-young, who had not yet recovered mentally, to forcefully lighten the mood.
âItâs so hard because I misplaced a younger sibling.â
âWe get along so well, but why?â
âHuh? Because itâs bad? âWhat can you do with such a frustrating bastardâ¦â
His voice was so playful that even when I heard it while riding the KTX, I could tell it was empty. But Lee Jae-heon, who knew that this was really funny and not a prank, just sighed.
âIt was a lot of hard work.â
ââ¦I know it too.â
âI hope you donât have a hard time.â
ââ¦.â
Park Da-young, who was speechless for a moment, wiped the smile off her face and mumbled.
ââ¦Why am I really like thisâ¦.â
Yoon Garam could be seen turning his gaze elsewhere at the sound of a crying voice. Lee Jae-heon nodded his head to roughly express his gratitude, showing that he was concerned about not seeing him cry, and Yoon Garam nodded as well without looking at Lee Jae-heon. For some reason, he looked a little happy, which gave me goosebumps.
âAs expected, itâs not that easy.â
I was even more horrified when I thought of Yoon Ga-ram, who killed Lee Jae-heon right before his return, and although he could not kill him, he at least held him on the first floor and caused his death. Considering the way he was laughing like crazy while making fire, Yoon Garam probably needed some care, but I had no idea how to touch him.
ââ¦No, maybe if I use the key ring monster⦠I think it will work out somehow.â
Of course, the important thing now is Park Da-young, who is on the verge of crying.
ââ¦It must have been very difficult.â
âYeah, it wasnât that hard⦠I donât know.â
Park Da-young, with the tip of her nose and the corners of her eyes turning red, muttered while holding back tears.
âIâm embarrassed, why are you acting like this?â
In fact, objectively speaking, there was no reason for Park Da-young to cry this much.
âBecause she is not Park Da-young before regression.â
In the current episode, Park Da-young returned before her younger brother entered school, and the only thing that happened after that was moving to the garden and running around to take care of her mentally ill younger brother.
ââ¦.â
Oh, of course it was worth crying. Because I am now 19 years old and a young student.
âIf you were an ordinary student, this would be something you would cry about⦠but this is Park Da-young.â
The prejudice against adults instilled in the Park siblings was so severe that in their early days, they even tried to portray themselves as brave and helpful in order to somehow impress adults.
In reality, he was brave and helpful, but when I think back to how he lived with the anxiety of âif I donât show up well to adults, Iâll be abandonedâ, it felt a little awkward to suddenly show him crying like he did now. It must have been difficult, but it wasnât something that made me feel as sad as I do now.
âIâm sorry, I really, really donât know.â
âokay.â
âThis is really⦠haâ¦â
Lee Jae-heon said, patting Park Da-young, who was pressing her eyes with both hands.
âMaybe itâs because Iâm relaxed.â
ââ¦There is that, but itâs not that⦠itâs moreâ¦â
âWhy did you have a hard time?â
ââ¦thatâs right.â
Park Da-youngâs face was covered in tears as she removed her hand.
âIt was difficult.â
âyes.â
ââ¦comfort me.â
âOh my, you worked hard. great job.â
âPlease do more.â
âPat pat.â
I didnât seem to want to make the atmosphere any heavier, so I played around with a light joke and saw his face, which was hot from crying, smiling sarcastically. It seemed that his absurd prank had worked.
âAh, but really, why am I like this⦠Itâs so pathetic.â
Even just looking at him, I could see that he was having trouble controlling his emotions.
Lee Jae-heon, who had been watching the Park siblings recently, knew of course, but even Yoon Gar-ram, who was glancing in this direction, seemed to have noticed it, so Park Da-young, whose head was spinning so tightly, would have realized that there was something wrong with my condition.
âPark Da-hoon also seemed to know the general idea.â
As I patted Park Da-young, who was feeling awkward about my fluctuating emotional state, the other personâs face, who was already strangely uncomfortable with my consolation, grew even hotter. I wanted to stop receiving his comfort, but it was true that I felt sad, so it seemed difficult to shake it off.
âThat old manâs handâ¦â
âWhy are you asking me to comfort you?â
ââ¦donât make fun of meâ¦â
Did you pretend not to know this too blatantly?
âI? when?â
âOh reallyâ¦!â
âHow dare this chick irritate an adult?â
âmister!â
âYour voice rises.â
When he giggled and teased me, I reacted even more violently than usual, probably because I was embarrassed. Seeing as Yoon Garam was enjoying watching her like that, Lee Jaeheon wasnât the only one who was having fun with the current situation.
Lee Jae-heon, who was moderately satisfied, stroked Park Da-youngâs head indiscriminately.
âKwaang! âMy head!â
âHow can you act so cute at that age?â
âIâm cute!â
âYeah, I hope itâs cute.â
Lee Jae-heon looked behind Park Da-young and continued.
âBut shouldnât we also consider the perspective of the listening relatives?â
ââ¦.â
Park Da-young, who was straightening her hair, turned around to check on her younger brother and made a straight face. As soon as she came out of the simple building, Park Da-hoon, who heard Park Da-young say âIâm cute,â also looked at his older sister with disgust and asked.
âAre you crazy?â
âWhat the fuck. âIâm cute.â
âI hope so.â
Park Da-hoon flopped down next to Park Da-young and watched the adults.
âThere⦠there was something I didnât tell youâ¦â
âOh, I was just about to say that.â
âyes?â
âIsnât it related to Park Da-young? Your sister is influenced by you too easily. Something like that.â
âUhâ¦.â
Lee Jae-heon, who got the answer from Park Da-hoonâs stuttering reaction, nodded and pointed to Yoon Gar-ram.
âYou know what our CEO Yoonâs abilities are.â
âFireâ¦.â
âBuilding a fire.â
âIt sounds a bit cheap, but Iâll pass on it for now. People with some talent in the underworld, like our Garam, who is a representative example, are a kind of um. âYou can gain superpowers.â
âI know that too.â
âThen this is the point.â
The hand that was pointing at Yoon Garam turned to the Park siblings.
âIsnât that what happened to you too?â
ââ¦?â
âhuh.â
ââ¦.â
Like the quick-witted Park siblings, they came up with an answer quickly.
ââ¦No wayâ¦â
âCanât you control your emotions?â
âno.â
Park Da-hoonâs face turned pale along with Park Da-youngâs death-like exclamation.
ââ¦No way, fucking Linkâ¦.â
Link. Literally translated, something that connects or a link in a chain. It is a word mainly used when two or more people share something. Jae-Heon Lee kindly explained to Da-Hoon Park, who was stuttering and could no longer speak.
âIs it an emotion or a thought⦠I donât know what itâs targeting exactly, but it seems like the two are connected. Otherwise, Dayoung wouldnât suddenly start crying.â
At those words, Park Da-hoon turned to his older sister.
âDid you cry?â
âDid you cry too?â
âI cried.â
âFuck.â
âno.â
It seemed that the sorrowful emotions that Park Da-hoon cried while in the temporary building were transferred to Park Da-young. The two couldnât help but feel disgusted at the fact that they were somehow connected to each other. Seeing that warm appearance, Garam Yoon burst out laughing and Jaeheon Lee nodded with a happy smile.
He muttered while maintaining a warm smile.
âI guess theyâre brother and sister, so their reactions are the sameâ¦.â
Theyâre really good friends.
(Continued in the next part)