Chapter 353
Theatrical Regression Life
Episode 353
Woo Joo-young looked at Kim Ki-jeong, who was crying silently, as if he felt sorry for him.
âEven if I really try not to sympathizeâ¦â
She was a person who kept the âlineâ required in a relationship incredibly well. He was not overly immersed in other peopleâs positions, and as he was not a party to the situation, he did not give advice recklessly or show an overly friendly attitude unless necessary. In the underworld, he often showed a disheveled attitude, but that was unavoidable.
Anyway, as a person with a fairly contemplative outlook, Woo Joo-young knew that his sympathy could be quite rude to others. So even if I really felt sympathy, I didnât show it.
ââ¦.â
âMr. Kim Ki-jeongâ¦?â
ââ¦.â
âOh my, why are you crying so sadly?â
Woo Joo-young understood a hundred times how Han Do-yoon felt as he fidgeted and fidgeted next to Kim Ki-jeong.
âNo matter how you look at it, itâs a pitiful sight.â
The skinny, pale man was so scared that he was shaking his whole body and biting his lip so hard that it bled. Even taking that into account, it was really pitiful that she just shed tears as if she was broken, without making any sound or showing any movement. Just looking at the amount of tears coming out, it wouldnât be strange at all to hear wailing or shaking.
Since she literally sheds âtearsâ like that, I feel more sympathy for her. Even in the midst of being incredibly sad, I am obsessively caring about something.
ââ¦.â
âWhy?â
âNo, youâre handsome.â
âThank you.â
Even in this situation, I just felt amazing that Yoon Garam was looking at Kim Ki-jeong with a clear gaze without the slightest sympathy. Yes, we also need someone who can calmly lead this ragtag bunch of people. I think that was the reason why Yoon Garam was included in this team.
ââ¦Actually, Yoon Ga-ram seems quite anxious to sympathize with others, so thereâs no way she can afford it.â
Woo Woo-young sighed and looked away, but when the monster came into view, he closed his eyes.
âAre you dizzy?â
âThatâs not true, itâs a precautionary measure.â
âI think itâs wise.â
âthank you.â
There was something about the monster in the other world that made me feel worse the more I looked at it, and even if that wasnât the case, I didnât necessarily want to see the monster that symbolized the unfortunate childhood of a man crying in sorrow nearby. Just because of that alone, I felt like a robber who had arbitrarily opened up someone elseâs diary.
Woo Joo-young tried to ignore the frustrating and awkward feeling and leaned his back against the entrance wall.
ââ¦Does this world only prey on poor people? âMy taste is really dirty.â
It hasnât been that long since he joined this team, but Woo Joo-young knew that some of the kindergarteners, high school students, and adults who didnât hide their circumstances had unfortunate pasts. When I remembered that the person who had endured in the secret world for the longest time was Lee Jae-heon, I had no choice but to reconsider his tastes in the secret world.
In order to survive in this perverted world,
you have to escape from here firstâ¦
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
Woo Woo-young, who saw Kim Ki-jeong crying for a while, closed his eyes again. I just hoped that I could get my emotions under control.
* * *
The reason Kim Ki-jeong did not completely hate his parents was because he understood their feelings.
âBecause I am the only option left to these people.â
Of course itâs bullshit.
As long as a person is alive, numerous opportunities are always given, and finding or seizing them depends on the personâs ability and sincerity. Even though Kim Ki-jeongâs parents had other options, they simply made the selfish and easy choice of squeezing out the weak Kim Ki-jeong.
However, at some point, Kim Ki-Jeong did not just sympathize with them, but began to understand their feelings, and this became an obstacle in Kim Ki-Jeongâs life. Even though I feel like a dog and going crazy, I have reached a pathetic point where I cannot completely let go of my parents.
Kim Ki-jeong felt resentful of himself like that.
âPathetic.â
Thatâs why I tried to be different from my parents.
Like many children who have lived oppressed, Kim Ki-jeong had a crushed part in some part of his life. He was very dissatisfied with everything and was sensitive and nervous. Nevertheless, the reason many people do not know Kim Ki-jeongâs true identity is because his self-management was excellent.
When he thought I might get more angry than I should, he held back for a moment. If I was in an overly good mood, I reduced my radius of action. When I get depressed, I listen to my favorite music and take a walk around the neighborhood. As Kim Ki-jeong was a stubborn child, he wanted to become the exact opposite of his parents, who were terrible, and he succeeded.
After experiencing a clean and correct sense of accomplishment, I did not want to go back to the past.
âIâm doing well.â
âYou just have to do it like this.â
âIt can get better.â
Kim Ki-jeong knew that his parents were abnormal and that he still loved them but hated them at the same time. Kim Ki-jeong took pride in his own life because he knew that his parents had laid the foundation for that hatred. Because it wasnât easy to grow this much properly.
So I thought I had overcome it.
ââ¦.â
âMr. Kim Ki-jeongâ¦.â
No, I overcame it.
Wasnât Kim Ki-jeong living his own life?
ââ¦I was doing well.â
He was doing well enough.
âI was doing really wellâ¦â
âOh, yes, thatâs right. good job.â
âThis fucking thing is realâ¦.â
Kim Ki-jeongâs voice, curled into a ball and cowering, was drowned in moisture.
âThis is such a conscienceless thing to do.â
The wound has barely healed after a long time, but who wouldnât get hurt if the raw flesh, with only a faint scar remaining, is cut open with a knife?
It was an unfair experience for Kim Ki-jeong, who had worked hard to overcome his past and live well.
âFucking Room 403.â
Why does Kim Ki-jeong still remember the password to the house he lived in when he was in elementary school? This means that the memories of living in this house were strong and there were many times when I was kicked out. Young Kim Ki-jeong, who was kicked out of the front door, was unable to enter the house even though he clearly knew the password. It couldnât have been that miserable.
So letâs never live like those crazy people. Thatâs what I thoughtâ¦.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
Kim Ki-jeong lifted his head from his knees and looked at the corner of the entrance.
ââ¦eww.â
The eyeless monster that made us feel uncomfortable just looking at it was stuck in the corner of the entrance, observing us closely. Itâs like, âLetâs see what these people do.â
âUpset.â
âUh⦠umâ¦.â
âThatâs not me.â
Kim Ki-jeong said firmly.
âI am all grown up.â
He wasnât that pitch-black monster, he wasnât a small, helpless child, and he wasnât in a situation where he had to be played with a doll in a tailcoat. The reason Kim Ki-jeong is so shaken when he sees the monster is because of the tricks of the underworld, not because he considers himself the same as that monster.
Kim Ki-jeong was just shocked that he did the same thing as his parents out of greed.
ââ¦.â
Maybe there really is such a thing as genetics.
I never particularly thought of the blood inherited from my parents as repulsive. Even so, Kim Ki-jeong was too stubborn to hate himself just because it was pointless self-loathing. With a strong sense of self, he objectively acknowledged that he was bound to be influenced to some extent by his parents.
âBut looking at things like this, I might end up being the same as those guysâ¦â
At that point, Kim Ki-jeong closed his eyes and thought.
ââ¦No, really. Are you saying we canât do this? The fuck, this is all a trick from the underworld, and youâre going to get caught up in it? Do you want to do something more pathetic hereâ¦? âYou fucking idiot.â
Itâs already been four days since Iâve been trapped in damn room 403. It was no wonder that Kim Ki-jeong, who prided himself on being strong, felt shaken. However, that didnât mean my pride wasnât hurt for not being able to keep my cool and crying like a child. Nevertheless, the reason Kim Ki-jeong is struggling is because the world behind him is bad.
Han Do-yoon, who had been pacing around awkwardly as he watched Kim Ki-jeong engaging in a war of nerves while making eye contact with the monster hugging his knees in the same position as me, carefully stepped in between them.
âCome on, letâs sort out the situation.â
ââ¦.â
âIf you stare at him, Doyoon gets scared.â
âFuck.â
âPlease donât swear.â
âCrazy guy.â
From anyoneâs perspective, it looked like he was trying his best to lighten the mood, so even Kim Ki-jung kept his mouth shut at that point. It was because he also knew that the situation had become sluggish because of me.
Han Do-yoon, who noticed Kim Ki-jeongâs thoughts, continued.
âSo, if you take your friend out hereâ¦â
âThe door will open.â
Kim Ki-jeong answered right away.
âYou heard the door lock open.â
When I pressed the door lock button to drag the monster out, the door was clearly opened. Just because we didnât open it by holding the handle, the lock that had been imprisoning us for so long was unlocked. Looking at it, it was clear that the monster that reflected Kim Ki-jeongâs childhood had to be dragged out.
âJust drag that away and itâs over. âWe have to go out quickly. We have to go out and find Lee Jae-heon and Kim Yeon-wooâ¦â â
I heard that our mission is not to find those two people, but to find information for them. âMr. Kim Ki-jeong said that in front of the management office.â
ââ¦.â
As Kim Ki-jeong pursed his lips, Do-yoon Han spoke with his signature sly smile.
âItâs hard, right?â
âShut up.â
âItâs okay, you can do that. âI was like that too.â
âMr. Do-yoon Hanâ¦.â
âBut Mr. Ki-jeong Kim helped me.â
ââ¦I didnât do anything.â
âKim Ki-jeong helped me even when I was trapped here on the 12th floor.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Kim Ki-jeong avoided Han Do-yoonâs gaze at the firm voice. It was burdensome and frustrating.
âIâll help you this time.â
ââ¦no⦠no.â
Kim Ki-jeong swept his face with both hands.
âI can do it.â
âAha, you donât believe me?â
âYou know thatâs not what Iâm saying.â
Kim Ki-jeong continued.
âHow could I leave this to someone else?â
This was a forced sacrifice of âKim Ki-jeongâ and it was a crazy thing that his parents did for free. I couldnât entrust that bright and upright young man with something that could never be called humane. Itâs the same as dragging an unsuspecting passerby into a family fight.
However, Do-yoon Han, who must have understood what Kim Ki-jeong said, raised his thumb and said.
âAre we strangers? Friendship that transcends age! Best friends!â
âOh shit! âShut up!â
âDoyun is going to cry!â
âFuck off the Yongyongche!â
Kim Ki-jeong groaned at Do-yoon Hanâs behavior, which clouded the atmosphere like a ghost whenever he got a little serious.
âYou idiot.â
I also felt this way when I saw Han Do-yoon, who was released after being imprisoned by some crazy guy, but he was truly an eloquent person that someone like Kim Ki-jeong could not handle. There is too much energy.
Kim Ki-jeong shouted as if he was thrilled.
âDo you really want to pull a prank like that in a situation like this?!â
âWhy, our Kijeong likes it too!â
âwhat? Now What? Kijeongi?!â
âDonât misunderstand, this little monster Ki-jeong is talking aboutâ¦!â
âSo Ki-jeong? âDid you just say youâre ready?!â
âAh, anyway, it didnât work out because I like it!!â
âDonât give a damn, I guess thatâs a reaction I like!â
Kim Ki-jeong pointed at the monster that had no eyes, nose, or mouth, but for some reason seemed to be looking up at Han Do-yoon with a sullen expression on his face. In the end, Kim Ki-jeong felt a warmth in the back of his neck when he realized that he was different from that pitch-black monster, but the same being.
âFucking, really fuckingâ¦.â
âListen.â
Han Do-yoon did not miss the opportunity and intervened.
âI know that Kim Ki-jeong has overcome well on his own so far, but it is difficult right now. âWhether I was influenced by the other side of the world or I felt sad when I saw the monster, thatâs true.â
Unlike just before, Kim Ki-jeong couldnât say anything and pursed his lips as his voice and facial expression seemed normal.
ââ¦So what should I do?â
When Kim Ki-jeong frowned and met his gaze, Do-yoon Han grinned.
âItâs nothing special.â
âwhat.â
âItâs not that strange to help kids.â
ââ¦.â
âItâs not a problem if I help Ki-jeong.â
Han Do-yoon asked, turning his head to meet the monsterâs gaze.
âDonât you want to go out?â
ââ¦.â
The mouthless monster did not respond, but wriggled the bandaged hand that replaced its head. The clean hands attached to the body looked as if they wanted to say something, as opposed to remaining still.
Do-yoon Han continued to talk to that monster.
âYou donât like it here, right? âI have to keep playing the piano, and the food doesnât taste goodâ¦.â
ââ¦.â
âBut are you afraid that if you go out on your own, you wonât be able to come home again?â
ââ¦.â
âItâs okay. You can come back anytime.â
Han Do-yoon held out his hand.
âYou know what the password is.â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦Youâre not being kicked out, youâre leaving because you want to.â
At those words, the monster grabbed Han Do-yoonâs hand.
âHey~ As expected of you, Mr. Kim Ki-jeong.â
In response to the sly exclamation, Kim Ki-jeong asked in a dumbfounded voice.
ââ¦yes? No, what are you doing nowâ¦.â
âLook at how arrogant and harsh he is. When you say it is your will and not someone elseâs will, only then do you hold my hand. Anyone can see that itâs Kim Ki-jeong?â
âThis person from earlier is reallyâ¦!â
âDoyun is crying.â
âTake action, you crazy bastard!â
Kim Ki-jeong, who had shouted in anger, shrugged his shoulders in surprise at his actions and carefully looked at the peopleâs notice.
ââ¦.â
Woo Joo-young, Yoon Garam, Han Do-yoonâ¦.
ââ¦Ughâ¦.â
Finally, the tailcoat monster.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦How long do we have to wait?â
âWhy are you punishing me with words like this?â
âHmph.â
âIâm really trying to get hit.â
Kim Ki-jeong took a deep breath and looked at the monster holding Do-yoon Hanâs hand.
ââ¦i look forward to.â
As expected, Han Do-yoon scoffed.
âGood. Kijeong, letâs go!â
âYou bastard!â
Kim Ki-jeong screamed at Han Do-yoonâs plan to use the younger monster as an excuse to make fun of the older man, but Woo Woo-young only smiled awkwardly, while Yoon Gar-ram didnât move a muscle, and Han Do-yoon joined hands with the Shinnara monster and opened the door.
Han Do-yoon shouted.
âGood luck escaping!â
âHow old are youâ¦â
Kim Ki-jeong grumbled, but followed the group and left room 403 for the last time.
ââ¦.â
When I turned around, it was no longer room 403.
ââ¦Uhâ¦.â
âDisappeared.â
The monster imitating Kim Ki-jeong has also disappeared.
Han Do-yoon looked at his empty hands with trembling eyes, then immediately raised his head and looked around. On the other side of the door they came out of, there was a sign with the number â1201â written on it.
âHey.â
Han Do-yoon scratched his chin and muttered.
âThis is how it goes.â
They were already on the 12th floor.
It is an escape from the terrible pranks of the underworld.
* * *
Change the perspective.
Sinkhole Search Team.
ââ¦I think itâs cute when I look at itâ¦.â
âStop talking nonsense and run, sister. âIt looks like weâre all behind.â
âEveryone, donât lose your strength with meaningless words!â
One by one, Kwon Yeon-hee, Vivian, Kang Min-aâ¦.
They were currently running away from human-sized cotton dolls.
âWhat happens if you get caught?â
In response to Vivianâs question, Pompitz, who was running in front, said, âKing!â It barked loudly. It was a monster Pompitz, an abandoned dog that didnât bark much, but for some reason, Vivian felt like it was being mistreated by saying, âYou donât have to eat poop or soybean paste.â
âhmm.â
Actually, it was a meaningless worry.
He ran hard so as not to become a dumber person than a stray dog monster.
(Continued in the next part)