This Time, I Will Get My Divorce Chapter 663-664

Chapter 663 Psychological Shadow “No…” Fu Jingting shook his head.

In fact, he didn’t know that he had a mental problem.

But he doesn’t think that his condition can be seen by a psychiatrist.

Seeing Fu Jingting say this, Rong Shu frowned unhappily, “Why not? You haven’t tried it, how do you know it won’t work?”

Fu Jingting closed her eyes, “My mother… She regrets giving birth to me. “

What?” Rong Shu was stunned for a moment, then looked at him puzzled, “You said, your mother regrets giving birth to you?”

Fu Jingting was silent.

Rong Shu shook her head, “How is this possible! It’s absolutely impossible! How do you know that your mother regrets giving birth to you? I heard from my grandmother that your mother and son have a good relationship, and your mother is very gentle.

” May regret giving birth to Fu Jingting.

But looking at Fu Jingting’s expression, it didn’t seem like he was lying.

So, what the hell is going on here?

Fu Jingting still closed his eyes and did not speak.

Seeing him like this, Rong Shu felt even more worried.

She lowered her head and approached him, “Fu Jingting, can you tell me? There is something you can tell me, I am your audience, don’t keep it in your heart, it will only make you more unable to come out, grandmother, I, we care a lot. You, we all want to see you come out and get back to normal, if you don’t say anything, if you don’t try to come out, it will only make us more worried about you, more worried about you, you really want to see me and my grandmother , worry about you every year? Don’t forget, grandmother is very old.”

She didn’t tell him that grandmother had passed out.

He is like this now, and speaking out about his grandmother will only add fuel to the fire.

Let’s wait until he feels a little better.

Listening to Rong Shu’s words, Fu Jingting’s thin lips moved slightly, and he had to admit in his heart that he would indeed worry those who cared about him.

And my grandmother is really old.

Especially in the past two years, my grandmother’s body has been getting worse day by day.

The doctor said it was possible that the grandmother had been there for a few years.

“The night my mother committed suicide…” Fu Jingting opened his eyes and finally spoke.

Rong Shu stared at him, “Then what?”

“That night, she drank a lot. I don’t know why she drank so much, so I stayed with her all the time. She was very drunk and hugged me. I talked a lot…”

Fu Jingting looked at the ceiling, his eyes were blank, “In addition to crying that Su Cheng was getting married, my mother also told me that if she hadn’t conceived me, she would have followed Su without hesitation. Cheng left, but because she was pregnant with me, she chose to stay.”

“This…” Rong Shu’s expression changed slightly, “So, because of your mother’s words, you think your mother regrets giving birth to you? Fu Jingting’s eyelashes trembled, “

At that time, I didn’t know who Su Cheng was, but I knew that my mother didn’t love my father, she didn’t want to marry my father, but she was willing to stay in Fu’s house for me, I was willing to continue my marriage with my father. For this, I was overjoyed. Until the next morning, I saw my mother’s body.

After that, I started a nightmare that lasted for more than ten years. In my dream, I always dream of my mother committing suicide, or my mother strangled me with blood all over my neck and asked me why I was dragging her down and why I came to her stomach.”

Rong Shu bit her lower lip, He quickly said, “This is a dream, it’s fake.”

“I know it’s fake, but what my mother said is not fake.” Fu Jingting looked at her with dim eyes, “Because of these nightmares, let me know, My arrival makes my mother unable to pursue her own happiness, my existence stumbles her footsteps from leaving the Fu family, and it is I who kills my mother.”

Hearing this, Rong Shu was startled, and instantly understood that he The real psychological shadow was not that he witnessed his mother’s suicide.

Rather, he felt that the culprit behind his mother’s suicide was him.

“It’s not like this!” Rong Shu immediately shook her head, “Fu Jingting, it’s not like this, you didn’t kill your mother, and your mother didn’t think you were a drag, listen, what you think is all your own thinking, It’s all your nightmares, not what your mother really meant, you’re her son, how could she regret giving birth to you, how could she think you’re a drag?”

In short, it was her, even if she loved someone else in her heart man, and will not regret giving birth to another man’s child.

She believes that as a rational woman, she should know that the child is innocent, and she should not take her own anger on a child.

Listening to Rong Shu’s words, Fu Jingting’s eyes flashed for a moment, but it quickly disappeared.

He shook his head slightly, “You’re not her, you don’t know what she’s thinking.”

“No, I know.” Rong Shu clenched his hand and nodded affirmatively, “Fu Jingting, I really believe what I said is true. Yes, I heard my grandmother say a lot about you and your mother, your mother is very gentle and kind to you, even if she doesn’t love your father, but for you, she is responsible for her role as a mother You say that she regrets giving birth to you, but I think that is just her emotion, a emotion about another possibility in her life, it is not regret, if she really regrets, she will not say if , but tell you bluntly that I regret giving birth to you.”

Fu Jingting’s pupils trembled a few times.

Rong Shu added, “If she regrets giving birth to you and thinks that you are an obstacle preventing her from pursuing her own happiness, she will not be so kind to you and will not fulfill the responsibility of being a mother, so Fu Jingting, you are just because of your mother. The emotional impact of the sentence is too deep to have such nightmares, but in fact, those nightmares are all fake and all your own imagination, so Fu Jingting, try to forget those words and come out, okay?”

Fu Jingting’s mouth corners Pulling out a bitter arc, “It’s been more than ten years, how can it be possible to forget it?”

“I know, but you have to forget, you have to learn to look forward, don’t you?” Rong Shu said, thinking of something, got up and walked to the side, picking up a bag on the ground.

Then, under Fu Jingting’s suspicious gaze, she reached into the bag and took out something.

It’s a scarf, a black scarf.

Thinking of the scarf he asked her to knit yesterday, Fu Jingting’s eyes widened slightly, “This is…”

“This is the scarf you asked me to knit. I have already knitted it. I stayed up all night yesterday.” Rong Shu shook off the scarf , and then hung it around his neck, “Yes, it’s so beautiful.”

Originally, she planned to give this scarf to him on his birthday.

But thinking that his temperament has changed a lot today, he brought this over.

Just thinking, in case it can come in handy, to appease his emotions and the like.

Fu Jingting raised his hand and touched the scarf around her neck. The scarf was soft and had a faint scent, which was her body.

Fu Jingting couldn’t help but clenched the scarf tightly and buried his head in the scarf.

Seeing him like this, Rong Shu said, “It was originally a birthday present for you, but now I’ll give it to you in advance, so I’ll give you something else when it’s your birthday.”

“That’s good.” Fu Jingting touched Wearing a scarf, he looked at her incredulously.

Rong Shu poured another cup of hot water, “Do you want something to drink?”

Fu Jingting shook his head, “No.”

“No, you have to drink. Listen to what your throat is like?” Rong Shu frowned.

If it weren’t for the alcohol in his stomach, she would just soak him in honey water to make his throat recover sooner.

Chapter 664 Childish Man Looking at Rong Shu’s serious and unrepentant look, Fu Jingting knew that he couldn’t do it if he didn’t drink it.

He raised his hand and rubbed his temples, then propped himself up and sat up, took the water glass, and then took a few sips of water under Rong Shu’s gaze.

Only then did Rong Shu retract his gaze with satisfaction, and did not stare at him like a prisoner.

After drinking the water, Fu Jingting put the water glass aside and shook his drowsy, heavy head.

Seeing this, Rong Shu asked, “Headache?”

Fu Jingting hummed.

Rong Shu pursed her lips, “You deserve it, who told you to drink so much alcohol and not kill you?”

Fu Jingting bowed his head knowingly and didn’t speak.

He looked like this, and Rong Shu couldn’t bear to continue blaming him, and the expression on his face softened, “Forget it, in short, don’t drink like this in the future, it’s enough to scare me once, I don’t want to be like this every year in the future. I’m worried .”

Fu Jingting looked at her, “I’m sorry…”

“Don’t apologize, after all, you did nothing wrong.” Rong Shu said softly, “I understand that you would choose this way when faced with such a thing. , but I also hope that you think about it as soon as possible, don’t forget, I just said that you are not the culprit of your mother’s suicide, so don’t veto yourself, if you veto yourself, then who will come to affirm you What?”

Fu Jingting’s eyes flashed slightly, as if thinking about her words.

Rong Shu raised his hand and touched his forehead, then explained in his puzzled eyes, “It’s okay, I’ll see if you have a fever or something, drink so much alcohol, and have no rest all night, the heating is not turned on, I’m afraid You have a cold, but it’s okay, you don’t have a cold.”

She put down her hand and asked again, “Would you like to sleep a little longer?”

Fu Jingting had no strength at the moment, his head was dizzy, and he couldn’t get to the ground at all.

He wanted to rest, but was afraid that she would leave after he rested, so he shook his head, “No, I’m not sleepy.”

“Aren’t you sleepy yet?” Rong Shu rolled her eyes and said, looking at his lack of energy.

Fu Jingting’s thin lips moved, and just as he was about to say something, his stomach suddenly grunted.

He looked down at his stomach and blinked blankly, “Is it screaming?”

Rong Shu suddenly didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, “What is it calling, you are hungry.

” Did you eat anything in the evening? She said that it was almost noon now, not to mention him, she was a little hungry.

“Hungry?” Fu Jingting’s eyes flashed with confusion, as if he didn’t quite understand what hunger was.

Seeing him like this, Rong Shu couldn’t help but twitch.

How does this look like a fool?

It seems to be drinking too much, alcohol is on top, let the brain be confused at this moment.

That’s why he looked stupid, not as smart as usual.

But he is so cute at that time, and it is rare to see him.

I didn’t even expect that when he drank too much but was not completely drunk, he would actually look like this.

Shaking her head helplessly, Rong Shu put her hands on the man’s shoulders and pressed the man back on the sofa, “Okay, you lie here obediently, I’ll go to the kitchen to see if there are any ingredients, and I’ll get you something to eat. “

What can I do without something in my stomach just drinking.

No problem is strange.

Fu Jingting lay back on the sofa and stared blankly at Rong Shu, without saying a word.

Rong Shu took his hand away from his shoulders, then arranged the scarf around his neck and covered him with a blanket before getting up and preparing to go out.

But just as she took a step, her hand was pulled by the man on the sofa.

Rong Shu stopped and turned to look at the man, “What’s wrong?”

“Are you leaving?” Fu Jingting looked at her and asked without answering.

Rong Shu tilted her head, “Where shall I go?”

“Leave.” Fu Jingting replied two words.

Rong Shu was suddenly amused, “When did I say I was leaving?”

“You didn’t say you were leaving, but you are leaving now.” Fu Jingting pursed his lips and said in a hoarse voice, the grievance in his tone was not added at all. The concealment revealed that it sounded quite a bit pitiful and abandoned.

Seeing this, Rong Shu patted the back of his hand and explained patiently, “I didn’t leave, I went out to get you something to eat.”

“I don’t believe it.” Fu Jingting’s thin lips pressed even tighter, “You are lying to me, You must have gone out and left, just like my mother, you agreed to take me out for dinner the next day, but the next day no one was there.”

Hearing this, Rong Shu was startled for a while, then sighed. , “I didn’t lie to you, I’m really not going, I’m really just going out to get you something to eat, I’ll be back soon, don’t worry, I’ll do what I say, I swear I promise how?”

she raised Three fingers, making an oath, “I’ll make something delicious, come back immediately, and appear in front of your eyes, if I don’t do it, punish me for the next period of time, how about guarding you every day?”

Fu Jingting blinked, “Really?”

“Really!” Rong Shu nodded seriously.

Fu Jingting stared at her, as if thinking about whether she could be trusted.

After a while, he slowly let go of his hand holding her, looked at her and said, “Okay, you can go, but you have to come back quickly, I’ll be here waiting for you.”

“Well, I’ll hurry up . Come back.” Rong Shu nodded heavily.

She could understand that, drunk and confused, he just returned to the way he was when he was about ten years old.

Also, after all, he was that old when his mother committed suicide.

So after getting drunk today, it’s not surprising that intelligence has returned to about ten years old.

I just didn’t expect him to be so cute when he was about ten years old.

Rong Shu resisted the urge to pinch Fu Jingting ‘s face, and then walked out of the study under Fu Jingting’s inseparable gaze.

She came to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. She thought it was empty and there was nothing in it. After all, Fu Jingting looked like a person who couldn’t cook and couldn’t cook.

But unexpectedly, the refrigerator was full of ingredients, and they were all quite fresh.

This opened Rong Shu’s eyes, and couldn’t help but glance in the direction of the study.

No way?

Can he cook?

Rong Shu took out a handful of green vegetables and looked at it, completely unable to imagine how Fu Jingting was cooking.

After all, before in Repulse Bay, his help was a mess, and he even cooked.

Furthermore, as the head of the Fu family and the chairman of the Fu Group, he is so busy himself that he has no time to cook.

So these ingredients should be prepared by Assistant Zhang, and then let the servants come here to cook for Fu Jingting.

Without thinking much, Rong Shu put the green vegetables in the sink, and took a small piece of lean meat from the refrigerator to make a green vegetable lean meat millet porridge.

Fu Jingting drank too much wine, and it was not suitable to eat other foods. It was better to eat some millet porridge first, which not only relieved the hangover but also nourished the stomach.

Rong Shu was busy for half an hour.

She put two bowls of porridge on a tray, and walked to the study with the tray.

I don’t know if he is asleep now.

The study door was open, and it was not closed when he just went out, so Rong Shu didn’t need to open the door, just went in directly.

She specially walked towards the sofa with light steps. She thought that Fu Jingting might have fallen asleep, but what she didn’t expect was that he didn’t sleep at all, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, motionless, as if he was in a daze.

Rong Shu bent down and put the tray down.

Fu Jingting heard the movement, his eyes moved slightly, and finally he took his eyes back from the ceiling and looked at the woman beside him with a surprised look, “Are you back?”