Chapter 51.1
Absolute Advantage
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ââ¦â¦.â
An awkward silence ensued.
Before Hae-won could open her mouth again, Louis was faster.
âI donât know what to do when Iâm alone.â
â?â
âSo I tried to do this and that.â
Louis couldnât wait like this, so he went to an interview to find a part-time job. But maybe because of his gloomy expression, he fell down.
âI guess everyone doesnât trust me. Even myself, I wouldnât want to use someone like me.â
Louis grinned at his self-deprecation.
âIâm sorry. I promised to be firm.â
âLouisâ¦â
Hae-wonâs heart was broken because what she tried to encourage seemed to put pressure on him in the end.
âThere are people who try hard, but everything doesnât work out. I think thatâs me.â
âDonât say that.â
Hae-won put her hand on Louisâ shoulder. Then she opened her mouth carefully while being careful.
âTo be honest, I watched the drama where Louis came out today. I didnât watch all of them, itâs a clip.â
âOh⦠did you see that?â
Louisâ face flushed red. Hae-won praised him by giving strength to her hand on his shoulder.
âYou acted really well. I was surprised because you looked like a completely different person.â
Louisâ lips twitched at Haewonâs words.
âItâs my first time getting compliments from someone.â
âReally?â
Louisâ expression darkened when Hae-won asked as if she couldnât believe it.
âIâve always been scolded. If I continue to do that, Iâll never get the lead.â
ââ¦â¦Did your manager say that?â
Louis nodded when Hae-won asked carefully. His manager was a really bad person, too. But still, heâs an actor in his own company and heâs pushing him that hard.
âItâs not just me. Bora has been a fan of Louis for a long time. After the signing event, she looked up all the works that Louis starred in. She complimented you a lot.â
Louisâ shoulders went up and down. His eyes were teary as he recalled his first meeting with Bora.
âI see. Iâm gladâ¦â¦.â
Louis laughed.
Louis wiped his wet eyes with one hand. Hae-won stood right up, letting go of his shoulder.
âIn fact, when this was over, I was going to quit and go back to my hometown.â
âAre you going to quit acting, too?â
Louis nodded when Hae-won asked carefully.
âYes, I happened to audition and became an actor, and I thought I had no talent in actingâ¦â¦. But I liked acting. It was really fun.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âI hated being an omega since I was young. But if I act, I can be a different person then.â
Haewon gasped for breath..
What should she say to someone who says he was happiest when he was immersed in a moment and forgot himself? Is it right to support the happiness gained through self-denial?
Louis is like her.
Unlike Louis, who only becomes a different person in front of the camera, she usually plays a lie. She sympathized with Louisâs feelings, so her throat kept heating up. Hae-won said with a lonely smile while biting on her rolled-up lower lip.
âYour acting is cool, but usually youâre also very cool.â
âThat, Iâ¦â¦.â
âYes, so I want you to be more confident.â
Louis blushed shyly.
âThatâs right, Louis. If you donât mind, why donât you work as an office assistant while youâre done with this job?â
âWill it be okay?â Louisâ big eyes moved back and forth.
âOf course. I worry more when youâre alone. Letâs work together here and solve your problems step by step.â
The warm sunlight struck Haewonâs body. In Louisâ eyes, Haewon looked like an angel who came down to save him.
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âLouis as an office assistant? Iâd love to!â
Bora was pleased to hear the news. However, when teaching work, she was tiger-like.
âLouis, you have to keep the copy in a yellow file.â
âY-yesâ¦!â
âBut you did a good job organizing the receipts. I didnât tell you, but you did it well.â
âI followed you when I saw you doing it.â
Louisâ shy answer at once was completely unarmed and smiled.
Thus, Louis worked part-time as an office assistant, and Seohwa Welfare employees worked in various ways to help Louis.
âHello, CEO Seo.â
Louisâ complexion became noticeably brighter as he went to work. However, there has been no significant progress in the management issue.
It was due to the peculiarity of the profession of an actor. Most of the previous victims were office workers or housewives, so the procedure was very different.