Chapter 11.2

But Hae-won could never listen to him. Everything that has been built up so far could have collapsed due to the momentary carelessness.

If he finds out I’m an omega.

This is the end.

“The reason I’m not doing it is because…….”

She hastily opened her mouth again. Adam stared as he listened to the sea.

“What should I do?”

After a short and deep thought, Hae-won decided to be honest in this part. She couldn’t think of any other excuse.

“I’ve never had a relationship. So I won’t be able to satisfy Adam…….”

For a moment, Adam’s muscles under his eyes wriggled.

But Haewon didn’t notice. When she looked up, Adam was smiling as if nothing had happened.

“Good for you. I feel you, too.”

“……You’re not telling me to believe that, are you?”

Hae-won looked at Adam with round eyes.

“Why can’t you trust me?”

“It’s strange that an attractive person like Adam has no experience.”

“I’ll give it back to you as it says. But if you pretend it’s your first time because you don’t want to sleep with me, it really hurts.”

Adam put his hand on one chest and frowned. The gradual deepening valley between the brows and the rippling gray eyes caused a strong sense of guilt to the viewer.

Hae-won tried to apologize like a habit, but shut up.

She had to draw a line. Ambiguous misunderstanding will cause already unstable relationships to fall apart.

It is not because he wanted to take the lead of Adam, but because he wanted to prevent victims from this relationship somehow.

“Sexuality is not the duty of a political marriage. Especially in our case, even if we had children, we would have artificial insemination.”

Then she could feel the movement outside the exhibition room.

Haewon hurriedly closed her mouth. Adam glanced straight in the direction of the sound.

“That’s right, a marriage of convenience.”

“……?”

“I wished too much for a marriage of politics.”

“…….”

Adam pronounced the word “marriage” with particular emphasis. It was a success if it was to stimulate Haewon’s guilt.

Adam grinned at Haewon’s miserable face. Hae-won, who began to be conscious of her surroundings, no longer spoke.

People who came to see in groups were passing through the hall. Of course, no one came into the place where the two were.

Everyone was busy moving along Adam’s planned route. Like a swarm of moths swarming over a streetlight on a dark road. Like an automatic doll without free will.

Guilt and shame belonged to Haewon.

It wasn’t a conversation in a large art museum in broad daylight. Hae-won regretted that she was involved in Adam’s pace and confessed her inner sex life.

“…I have to go now.”

“All right, then.”

The only consolation was that Adam did not seize Haewon. Of course, he drove her to the front of the company despite Haewon’s dissuasion.

* * *

Hae-won, who barely returned, slumped on the sofa as soon as she returned to the office.

She didn’t want to tell anyone the location of her house, so she told Seo Mi-bok, saying that she had work left.

“Any thoughts of sleeping with me?”

How could you say that in the second meeting?

He was only two years younger than her, and as he talked, he felt like there was a huge gap between Adam and her.

Whether she is conservative or Adam is open. From the way of thinking to how to speak, there was nothing right.

“…….”

Hae-won took out her cell phone after hesitating for quite a while. The thumb took turns tapping the screen.

[Omega female, Omega male sex]

Except for search results that were inappropriate to expose to teenagers, only unhelpful news articles appeared.

Haewon also hesitated for a long time and searched for the same keyword again after completing adult authentication. This time, there was an overwhelming amount of information.

[Story of Omega having sex with a guy.txt]

[A dream of having sex with an omega man]

[I’m a fan of Louis. An omega wants to go out with a guy. Can’t beta join the Omega Club?]

[Do omega guys have peppers?]

“…….”

Hae-won realized the truth that the quality of information is not proportional to the amount and put the cell phone aside. As it fell on the sofa as it was, fatigue came rapidly.

Adam was Adam, but he himself was a problem.

Adam was not the only one who had an abnormal reaction to his body. Even today, she was in heat that her underwear was soaking wet while she was sleeping.

The discomfort of her body, which she felt as soon as she opened her eyes, and the terrible disillusionment caused by it, have still followed Haewon.

What if I do that tonight?’