Chapter One

Baby boy, you stay on my mind

Fulfill my fantasies (come on, girl tell me how you feel)

I think about you all the time

I see you in my dreams

(I see you in my dreams, yuh done know di love is real)

Beyoncé played on the radio as I drove home from yet another boring ass date, I never heard anyone talk about chopsticks & be happy about it.

I rolled my eyes even thinking about it, why my goofy ass brother Jason keep setting me up on these dates I will never know, my parents were never there for us so Jason basically raised me along with his boyfriend Cliff.

I pulled in the garage of my building & walked inside to my loft to see my brother watching tv with Cliff, they been staying with me due to Jason loosing his job.

"Hey little sister how was date?" Jay asked sitting up turning the tv off.

"How do you think it went? That looser talked about Chopsticks & the plates all night long" I said putting my purse on the table.

Cliff chuckled standing up walking over hugging me from the side.

"Oh sweetie come on sit down" He said taking me over to the couch & pushed Jay out the way.

"Move Jay let my baby sit down."

Jay rolled his eyes getting up, "Was it really that bad sis?"

"Yes Jay plus you know I am not a fan of dating studs you know I want a woman that looks more like me."

"Ooh Mimi I got just the girl for you her name is emma she worked with me at the store if you want her number." Cliff smiled

"Emma? You sure she isn't 100 years old with that name" Jason laughed at me.

"No listen y'all I dont think I am going to date anymore"

"Ohh Maya dont say that you will find someone just be patient baby, listen when Jason & I started dating it was hard for me to open up & give him a change but look at us now we are in love" Cliff said eyeing my brother.

I gave a small smile but I know deep down I would never find someone for myself all my friends are either married or in a relationship & what do I have nothing but my brother & his boyfriend, my parents didn't want me so what makes me think someone else will.

After talking with them for a bit I decided to head to bed but first I needed to get off I haven't had sex in months even then it was with someone who just a booty call.

I reached for my vibrator & turned the lights off as I started it up feeling my body tense up.

As I got into it thinking about getting fucked real good the damn thing died.

"What the hell" I said sighing laying back on the bed.

By the time I cleaned it & put new batteries in it, I was knocked out.

Waking up Horny & tired I dried going to work today but I needed the money so I had no choice but too go.

When I walked in the living room I saw Cliff bent over the counter as my brother fucked him.

"Ewww" I said making them stop & Cliff pushed Jason back.

"Sorry baby girl" Cliff said pulling his pants up.

"Umm it's fine just please clean off my damn counter" I said & quickly made me some coffee & headed out the door I didn't have time for them right now at least somebody is getting fucked.

It was 6pm & I was finally off work from a hard day of being a Therapist it's funny I can help other people with their problems but I can't do shit about mine.

I decided to head to a bar down the street from my house just to unwind & not think about my shitty life.

"What can I get for you cutie?" The bartender asked.

"Umm Crown & Coke" I said & she nodded walking away.

My phone started ringing in my pocket & I grabbed it seeing my best friend Paula calling.

"Hello" I answered

"Hey girl how are you?" She asked

"You don't even wanna know how are you though?"

"Good dealing with Johnny's ass he has me running all over the city for these damn doughnuts that he never even eats" She said complaining about her husband.

"Please girl those doughnuts are good though" I admitted.

"Where you at?" She asked

"Ginny's I needed a drink"

When the bartender bought my drink back I went to pay her but she stopped me.

"No, the woman over there took care of it" She said pointing toward someone & I turned to see who she was pointing at & when I tell you this woman was so damn beautiful it didn't make any sense.

"Maya you there" I heard my bestie say but I just hung up the phone she will be alright.

I held up the drink thanking her, she did the same & smiled at me.

I turned back to my drink & sipped on it & then felt someone coming toward me.

"Hi" I heard a voice say from the side of me I knew it was the mystery lady.

"Hello" I said turning toward her.

"May I?" I nodded & she sat down.

"So tell me what is a beautiful woman like you doing in a place like this"

"Is that your big line?" I asked with a small chuckle

"No sweetie the move was the drink & you got that all ready this is just conversation."

"Well I came here for a drink I had a rough day & wanted to unwind."

"I understand that, my day wasn't exactly great either." She said sipping on her drink.

"You come here often?" I asked

"No I heard about it & decided to stop by it seems very cool & chill in here what about you?" She said looking around.

"Yeah Ginny's is my spot I come here mostly every week with my Brother & His boyfriend or with my friends."

"Oh so your brother is gay?" She asked

I nodded, "Yeah is that a problem?" I asked

She shook her head no, "Not at all"

We stared intensely at each other before I broke the eye contact.

"Umm sorry I didn't mean-"

"No it's okay" She laid her hand on top of mine.

"I am Maya by the way" I said

"Call me Honey" She smirked.

Hey y'all I am back let me know what you think.. ❤️