CH 112
101st Confession
âMmphâ¦â¦.â
His head pounding, his bones throbbing, John groaned and finally sat up, glancing around in disbelief.
His room was familiar.
âWhen the hell did I get in here?â
âWhen did I get in, when did I get in, donât you remember you were carried in by your son yesterday?â
Julian, who had just brought water, clicked her tongue and criticized John.
John remembered talking to Hail yesterday, but after that, it was a blur.
It was the first time in a long time that heâd drank to the point of blacking out, and John braced himself as best he could.
No wife, no matter how gentle, likes to see himself drunk.
âHere, here.â
âMmm, thanks.â
Clearing his throat, John downed the water in one gulp. It seemed to take the edge off.
âWell, itâs a good thing itâs the weekend. Come on out, youâre the only one who needs to eat.â
He checked the time and realized it was a little late for breakfast. If it had been a weekday, he would have been awake or late.
John rolled out of bed, silently listening to Julianâs nagging. He had a feeling the nagging would continue throughout the day.
He ate a late breakfast and sat on the couch, alone. He has still hungover.
âDad, are you okay?â
Lucas asked. John opened his eyes slightly and nodded wordlessly.
âYou werenât very rested yesterday⦠and you must have eaten a lot. What were you talking about with the Duke?â
ââ¦â¦Itâs a secret.â
âOh.â
Lucas said wistfully. Meanwhile, John thought back to his conversation with Hail yesterday.
He hadnât said much to him.
Heâd asked him if he had any other reasons for opposing the marriage besides what heâd said in public, and when heâd said he didnât, heâd tried to convince him.
âI understand your feelings, Count. I think of Lucia as my daughter, too, so please think again. Iâm sure Herwin didnât get carried away and propose to her for nothing.â
âYou know, Iâve rarely been asked to do anything by my son in all my life, but the other day I received a letter from Herwin, saying that he wants to marry Lucia no matter what. He also said that if we objected, he would not inherit the dukedom.â
âHeâs been groomed to be the next duke since before Henry was born, so for him, the dukedom is his future, his goal, something heâs thought about his whole life. Do you know what it would mean to give that up?â
Hailâs words conveyed Herwinâs sincerity and his resolve, and heâd be lying if heâll said he wasnât shaken by them, but he didnât want to take them lightly.
Maybe thatâs why he drank until it blacked out.
Thinking about Herwin only made things more complicated. John swept his bangs back from his eyes.
âWhere is Lucia now?â
âLucia? I donât know, sheâs been gone since morning.â
âI donât suppose sheâs gone to â¦â¦ to meet Phoenaeus.â
âI donât know about that, Dad, but do you really have to call Herwin Phoenaeus? Since when do you call him thatâ¦â¦.â
Ever since Herwin and his family had taken up residence there, a long time ago, John had called him by his first name and treated him as if he were his child.
But this time, with Lucia, he went straight for the knife and called him by his surname, not his first name.
When Lucas grumbled that it was now an inside job, John looked at him sharply. Lucas pursed his lips.
âItâs â¦â¦loud. I donât want to hear about this guy who got engaged without consulting his parents.â
âWow, snap. I told you that was a thing.â
âPfft, I didnât hear that.â
Lucas laughed at his fatherâs childish behavior. For a moment, he wondered if that was who he was a few months ago.
âMiss, youâre here.â
Just then, he heard Aaron greet Lucia. Both Lucas and John pricked up their ears and walked to the front door.
âLucia, whatâs up?â
âWhere the hell have you been since this morningâ¦â¦.?â
John couldnât finish his sentence. There was someone else in front of him, someone who wasnât Lucia.
A small figure, barely five feet tall, stood above his eye level, and its owner was none other than Herwin.
Puzzled by the unexpected face, John immediately frowned.
Herwin smiled awkwardly.
âGood morning, Count. How did yesterday go?â
âUhm, uhmâ¦â¦.â
John coughed and walked past Herwin as if he hadnât seen him. Herwin was taken aback for a moment, but he didnât react.
Instead, Lucia, who was next to him, was glaring at him.
John shuddered as he finally recognized her.
No words were spoken, but the look in her eyes was enough to make her point.
Donât ignore Herwin.
It was as if sheâd been silent yesterday, but she wasnât going to look the other way today.
Unnecessarily pricked on the conscience, John awkwardly looked away.
âWhat is it, Herwin, I thought you were here to see her, but now that youâre here, it doesnât look like youâre on a dateâ¦â¦.â
âOh, Lucia came by early this morning, and she brought my father some food for his hangover, so I brought you this.â
Herwin handed him a bag. Taking it, Lucas casually inspected its contents and then inhaled sharply.
âGulp! This, thisâ¦â¦.â
âI thought you might have a bit of a hangover, so I brought you some medicine, and next to it is â50 Years of LeBourâ.â
It was LeBour, a liquor that was famous in the world beyond the empire. Johnâs eyes widened at the mention of 50 years, not 20.
He gasped and checked the bottle in Lucasâ hand. It was definitely LeBour.
Not only that, but it was the black label, which is expensive and hard to come by.
ââ¦â¦ How the hell did you get this? No, no, no, did you bring this as a gift?â
Herwin nodded. Johnâs mouth dropped open, as well as Lucasâ, at the unusual scale.
âI get presents like this from time to time, but Iâm not much of a drinker, so I brought it with me. Iâve never opened it, but if youâre ever stuck with it, let me know and Iâll get you a new one.â
âNo need for thatâ¦â¦.â
For the first time, John responded to Herwinâs words. Herwinâs face instantly lit up, but he couldnât help but be happy. He tried to control the twitching corners of his mouth.
âBut a gift of alcohol to someone with a hangover? What were you thinking?â
John grabbed the pod, not one to pass up a gift, no matter how good it was.
He liked it. Lucia stood beside him, staring at him with cold eyes.
Herwin saw it coming, and without a trace of embarrassment, he answered.
âI understand you had a special occasion yesterday. I know you donât usually drink too much of it, and they say itâs good for you, so I thought it would be nice for you to have some whenever you feel like it.â
ââ¦â¦I see.â
John nodded bluntly. Lucas glanced at his father, who looked a little fat and took the bottle of LeBour in his hand.
âIf you donât mind, Iâll drink it.â
Wide-eyed, John snatched it up in a flash. Then he hid it behind his back.
âHmph! When did I say Iâm not drinking?â
John grumbled at the man to finish his sentence, then turned on his heel and began to run away with the brew.
Lucas and Lucia giggled when they saw their father at the top of the stairs.
âWell done, Herwin. Our father may look a little grouchy right now, but heâs very pleased with you.â
âReally?â
âHeâs just stroking his ego, and itâs a good thing you did, isnât it?â
âYeah, I hope heâs feeling a little better about it.â
âFifty years of LeBour is enough time to change his mind.â
He chuckled at Lucas worrying about nothing. For now, he was glad that John seemed to be in a much better mood than yesterday.
âIâll have to try harder in the future.â
âIâll help you, weâll work together.â
Despite her small stature, she was reassuring to look at. Herwin hugged Lucia tightly, enjoying her affection.
* * *
From that day forward, Herwin did everything he could to win Johnâs heart.
He often bombarded him with gifts, using the excuse that he was buying something for him while he was buying something for himself, and he often went to Agnes to get his eye on him.
It wasnât hard to get into Agnesâ house because everyone but John was happy to see him.
Moreover, the whole family was very supportive and made room for him to be close to John.
However, it backfired, and his mind, initially distracted by the wine, was soon back on track.
When he visited Agnes the other day, he was greeted with a bored look, and he didnât even get to speak to John.
âHahâ¦â¦.â
Herwin sighed and slumped down on the table. Today was the first day heâd seen his friends in weeks.
Arista and Ethan had been too busy to come, and Brian was the only one in the house right now.
Accepting the coffee from the servant, Brian set his cup down, pushing aside the dark hair that cluttered the table.
âYou were all smiles the last time I saw you, whatâs wrong with you today, whatâs happened in the last few weeks?â
ââ¦â¦The Count objected to our marriage.â
âKulk!â
Brian coughed, thinking heâd gotten into a fight with Lucia at best. For a moment, he thought he was joking, but the endlessly gloomy look on his face told him it was true.
ââ¦â¦So, did you guys break up?â
âThat canât be!â
Herwin shouted, jumping to his feet, but then drooped like a plant without a handful of sunshine.
âOnly the Count is against it, so we have to change his mind. But is thatâ¦â¦.â
âThatâs not going to be easy.â
ââ¦â¦Yes.â
Herwin banged his head on the table again. A dark cloud seemed to float around him.
âHahaha, so.â
Just then, he heard familiar voices. One was Luciaâs, and the other was-.
âHey, guys.â
ââ¦â¦â¦.â
It was Christine. She was chatting happily with Lucia and visibly froze at the sight of Brian. Her glassy eyes widened and she jerked back.
âLu, Lucia, can we go to the restroom for a minute?â
âHuh? Sure.â
Lucia, unable to speak, was dragged by Christine. Brian grinned at the sight of her squirming backside.
There was a faint trace of affection on his face.
Watching the scene, Herwin spoke up.
âYou must have confessed to Christine.â
Surprised, Brian slowly looked up at Herwin. Herwin was still banging his head on the table.
ââ¦â¦How do you know?â
âNo way. The way sheâs avoiding you, itâs a perfect quote. Oh, and did you happen to be the one who stood up to her?â
It was a tweezerâs guess. Brian swept his hand across his face, unable to come up with a good excuse. Heâd never told anyone what was on his mind, and it felt weird to be torn apart by a couple.
âDid Lucia tell you?â
âNo. But Lucia must have known?â
âWell, by accident. Yeah, I was the one who met Christine.â
âHmmmâ¦â¦.â
Herwin nodded unimpressed, then remembered something and looked back at Brian.
âWait, doesnât it mean that youâre not originally supposed to meet Christine, but that person canceled it, and you were the next candidateâ¦â¦.â
Brian smirked.
He knew in his gut that heâd pulled a fast one. Herwin stuck his tongue out in annoyance.
âYouâre amazing, too.â
âI donât think thatâs what youâre supposed to say.â
âHow the hell did you do it, I mean, did your father allow you to meet Christine in the first place?â
âWell, there were some twists and turns, but the way things turned out, I guess he did give me permission.â
Brian laughed, asking the obvious in a laid-back manner.