chapter 16

Desires were hard to control, feelings of a person to be loved were rising from his eyes rather than accepting me he was denying. What could be the reason behind this. I ends my curiosity and asked him directly " Am I not good for you ?" What could be the reason that person who likes you even knowing after..... that you have the same feelings for him wants to draw a line. He said " No, I'm not good for you". I said "what!" .He said " I like you but I have my responsibilities, I can't guarantee you a future... Sometimes it may be  hurt your feelings. We belongs to different worlds,  their is so much gap between our status that I can't give you the happiness that a girl wants from his boyfriend and the most important thing is I can't guarantee that I will marry you". Wait what was that I thought he only likes me but the range of his thoughts shows that he didn't likes me, he loves me. I was stunned that I got confused and finally I realised that he likes me more than I do. So I didn't say anything and left that place. I thought about him all over night. I know that was my first love but I never thought about what could be the future of our relationship, I didn't even know that or thought that I would spent whole life with him. I was just interested in him and I liked him. But his words and thoughts that night made me truly fall in love with him and I decided that I would never let go of him, because it's very difficult to find someone who truly loves you. So next day I was fully prepared and drove towards him with my car and said "get in". Without any question he entered. He said "what's the matter ! " . I said "what if we die today together !". He said " what !" . I said " I mean if I want to die today, will you die with me ?" . He said " No". After a while he said " I can't die with you because I won't let you die. If something like that happens then I have my responsibilities after that may be I can follow you". I said " what do you want to do?" . He said " I have to marry my sister with a loving husband and I want to give all type of happiness to my mother that she never experienced for us". I said " everyone wants a good family why you want a loving husband for your sister ?" He said " family may be bad but if she has a loving husband he will always care for her and she will be happy". I said "that's good, what about you! What you want to do?". He said " I'm not sure but I never thought about that.... I will think  ". I interrupted and said "you don't have to think about that, from today onwards I'm going to care for you". He looked at me with a shocking expression and said "what!". I stopped the car and said " from now on you are mine I'm going to take care of you". He said " you know my conditions..". I interrupted and said " yaa boss I got all your reasons and conditions, don't start that again". I suddenly made my face close to him and said " you don't need to worry for future just think about present, if you loves me just say yes".  After thinking two minutes he said " Yes, I also wants to experience your care.. please take care of me".                              I returned to present time.  That was the starting of our love journey. I Smruti loved Aditya whole heartedly, but I never thought life will take so much turns that I have to meet him 6years later like this. With thinking all those thoughts and seeing pictures of old times I didn't realised it's already morning 4 o'clock. I came to realise in that time I had to only   care for my kids and for that I have to stay strong.