Brutal Obsession: Chapter 35
Brutal Obsession: A Dark Hockey Romance (Hockey Gods)
Knox meets me on the sidewalk, his hood over his head and his hands in his pockets. He raises an eyebrow, but we donât speak until heâs in my passenger seat and weâre well away from the house.
We go toward the point. The cliff that the hockey team jumped off of months ago. I was just out here with my father, at the restaurant that overlooks the lake.
âYou gonna loop me in?â he finally asks.
âJack Michaels.â
He turns toward me. âWhat about him?â
âHe tried to rape Violet.â
Knox is silent.
I donât know if thatâs what he wouldâve actually done. If thatâs how far he wouldâve gone. But Iâm assuming it isâafter all, why drug her? Why go to those lengths?
My grip tightens on the wheel. âHeâs in the bed.â
Of my truck, I mean.
Knox cranes around, but itâs too dark. Weâre on a road without streetlights. Besides, I hogtied Jack and bound him to a few cinder blocks. A tarp covers him. It wonât suffocate him, but heâs probably cold.
February hasnât lightened up on us. Weather-wise.
Which works in our favor tonight.
âWhatâs the play?â
I smile. âWeâre going to make him regret ever coming to Crown Point.â
He nods slowly. âSending mixed messages, arenât you?â
âBecause of that press release?â I glance over, then back to the road. âSheâs mine. That hasnât changed. Itâs just public perception. A necessary evil, if you ask me.â
âUh-huh.â
âWe both denied our involvement with each other,â I say. Not sure why I have to explain it, but thereâs a compulsion there. For my friend to understand. âItâs not us. Itâs everyone else who will care. My dad, her momâ¦â
âBecause of your past,â Knox guesses.
âSomething like that.â
âLot of smoke-and-mirrors shit going on around here.â He heaves a sigh. âWhatever. I donât really give a fuck as long as we win our game next week. Which means ensuring Jackie boy here doesnât get us kicked off the team.â
I nod. âI know.â
âSo⦠Iâll ask again, whatâs the play? The actual plan, Devereux. Donât bullshit me. We going to scare him? We going to blackmail him?â
I lift one shoulder. Heâll get the idea when we get there.
We ride the rest of the way in silence. I donât get the vibe that Knox is against this. More like heâs anticipating it. Heâs as bloodthirsty as me. My only regret is that Violet isnât here to witness this. But with the drug in her system, she wouldnât be awake for it.
She wouldnât remember it either.
She might not even remember me being there.
Which is for the best .
The glow of the restaurant is visible, and then we go down a short decline in the road, and it disappears. This is where most people jump from, since technically cliff jumping is against the rules. Itâs a secret thing here in Crown Point, initiation bundled with the thrill of something illegal-adjacent. Youâre not going to be arrested, but you will be scolded if they catch you.
To some, thatâs the same thing.
We park on a gravel shoulder and hop out. I reach into the bed and tap the tarp. Jack flinches under it, then jerks against his binds. A muffled yell comes out of the lump.
Knox, across from me, raises his eyebrows.
I shrug. I pull the tailgate down and flip the tarp off him. He stares at us, completely wide-eyed, and I grin at him. I climb up beside him and flick my knife out. He squirms, trying to get away from me, but the rope and cinder blocks hold him firm.
I slice through the cord that binds his legs and arms to the concrete, then jump down. Knox and I each grab a leg and haul him out. He falls to the gravel in a heap.
âReady?â I ask Knox.
He meets my eyes, and his brow lowers. Iâm asking him to trust meâand in turn, Iâm trusting him. Weâll be in this together.
After seeming to mull it over, he grins. I knew I read him right.
We lift Jack by his arms. His feet drag between us, still bound, and he makes a few attempts to get free from us. Finally, we reach the edge of the cliff.
We throw him to the ground, and I open my knife again. I lean down and trace it along his throat. His Adamâs apple bobs with his harsh swallow.
The fear is real now. I think heâs finally getting it through his thick skull.
It isnât as intoxicating as Violetâs fear.
At the thought of Violet, my chest tightens. Rage goes through me when I look at himâat what he almost did to her.
I peel the tape off his mouth. Thereâs blood crusted on the corner of his lip and his nose from where I decked him in Violetâs room. Heâs got a black eye forming, too, and a half-moon-shaped bruise on the bone on the outside of his eye socket.
He spits into the dirt beside him. âWhatââ
âShut up,â I hiss. âHereâs whatâs going to happen. Youâre going to tell meâin excruciating detailâwhat you planned to do to Violet Reece.â
He stares at me for a moment. I wonder what she ever saw in him, because all I see is poison.
âAnd if I donât?â
I let him see how devoid of emotion I truly am. Itâs easy to let the veil drop sometimes. I let out my demons around Violetâin the gym, in the woodsâand on the ice, occasionally. When weâre hard-pressed for a win and thereâs no other options. Becoming something people fear just adds another layer to my personality.
Two parts charm, one part insanity.
And a powerful family name to boot.
I give him a smile. The sort that feels crazyâand must look it, by the way his eyes widen. âIf you donât, Iâll break your fucking legs and make sure you never touch a football again.â
He falls backward. âYou wouldnât. Youââ
âI what?â I grip his throat and yank him toward me, until weâre eye to eye. âIâm the worst monster youâve ever come across, asshole.â I toss my phone to Knox. âFilm it.â
I release Jack and step back, leaving him lying on the ground. He swallows and pushes himself up. The flashlight comes on, illuminating his face, and he gulps again. His eyes dance around, like heâs trying to come up with a good enough lie.
A good enough excuse.
But hereâs the thing: there is no such thing.
He wanted to take whatâs mine. He wanted to hurt her in the worst way he could think of. He wanted to steal and take and destroy her. But she has a meaner, scarier, crazier stalker.
Me.
And Iâll protect her with every breath in my body.
âI went to her apartment after I saw the press release.â His eyes lose focus, like heâs remembering. Or fabricating.
I glance over at Knox, whose brows are drawn together.
âI have a prescription to help me sleep. I brought some with me and crushed them up to put in her drink. It took a little while for it to hit her. I didnât even have to force her to her bedroomâshe walked there on her own two feet.â He looks up at me, his eyes dry. Not a speck of remorse. âI was going to fuck her, and I was going to video it and send it to you.â
Me .
I narrow my eyes and gesture for him to keep talking.
He does. âIâve been dating Violet forever. Sheâs been by my side for the past three years.â
I make a face. âTechnically, she broke up with you six months ago.â
âAnd then you come crashing into her life,â he continues as if I hadnât interrupted, âand suddenly she wants nothing to do with me.â He kicks at the dirt, inching himself backward. âI fucking hate her for that. Itâs a betrayal. She just left me? No.â
I tilt my head. âYou wanted to win her back?â
He laughs. âI fucking tried to mess with her head like you do. Especially after that video of her blowing me was posted. But instead of reacting like she does to you , she just⦠was done with me.â
My lips twist. Of course she was just done with him. She was done with him months ago, it sounds like. He just wasnât ready to face the music.
âYou messed with her how?â
Jackâs expression turns pained. âCome on, man.â
âDid you know she was too drunk to remember when you stuck your dick in her mouth outside Haven?â I clench my fists, then force myself to release them.
He just laughs. âAnd you bet I saw you filming it, jackass.â
I motion to Knox to cut the video. The light dies, shrouding Jack in darkness again. Knox tosses my phone back to me. I watch it through, listening carefully to make sure we get all of his words, and cut off the last part where he mentions my involvement. Itâs irrelevant, anyway.
âWait here,â I say to Knox.
He inclines his chin.
I stride back to my truck. What I want to do and what I have to do are two very different things. I want to tie him to the cinder blocks in the bed of my truck and shove him over the side of the cliff.
I canât do that. Murder is a bit too far, even for me.
Instead, I find the crowbar in my backseat and heft it in my hand. When I return, Jack is pleading with Knox. Heâs crawled forward again, farther away from the drop-off, and he stares up at Knox like my friend will save him.
He wonât.
âThis is strictly business,â I inform Jack.
His attention switches to me, but itâs too late to stop me. Or to get away. Iâm set on my mission, the fury under my blood hot and demanding revenge.
I raise the crowbar. The weight is solid in my hand, my grip sure. I swing it up over my head. I relish the expression of horror that crosses his face. And the acknowledgement that he canât stop me. For a perfect moment, weâre all frozen. And then I slam it down on his knee.