Chapter 143

Comfort trip? Zhang Wei was stunned. Damn, Wang Yanjing's bullshit. Have I become a comfort man?

Zhang Wei: "don't talk nonsense. You'll smear my innocence."

Wang Yan: "hee hee, innocent body? Are you and sister He Ying innocent? Hehe... But it doesn't matter. It's normal. Don't be embarrassed. Men and women all have this need. Especially you, a bull, it's normal to have no feelings. Sex doesn't mean love. "

Zhang Wei: "you dead girl, what do you say?"

Wang Yan: "well, don't pretend to be a pure man in front of me. He Ying loves you, but if you don't love He Ying, then make a good friend with her. Anyway, I'm the first, ha ha... But brother, I think sister Chen Yao is also very good to you, you see..."

Zhang Wei: "look at a fart, you don't mess with Yuanyang spectrum. My little ancestors, no matter he Ying or Chen Yao, I have no feelings with them. They will not have feelings for them. They won't, never will."

Wang Yan heard Zhang Wei speak so firmly, some accident: "brother, tell me, do you have someone in your heart?"

Zhang Wei: "personal privacy, I can't tell you."

Wang Yan: "hee hee, that's it, isn't it, hee hee... Where? Who? Do I know him? "

Zhang Wei: "you don't know the air in the sky."

Wang Yan: "you can fool me. I see how long you can fool me. Hum..."

Zhang Wei has already figured out that the affair between himself and the umbrella man is a secret between them. No one can let him know. It's a top secret between them. Zhang Wei doesn't want anyone to share his happiness and joy.

Thinking of He Ying, Zhang Wei felt that she was very pitiful. She felt a pain in her heart. She had a good family and a good life. At last, she was in such a bad situation that she lost both sides. Maybe, without her own appearance, she would not be like this today. Thinking about this, Zhang Wei felt a little guilty. He felt that his appearance had led to He Ying's present day.

Zhang Wei knows that He Ying is very good to himself. He used to be very good, but he is still very good. He knows that He Ying has fallen in love with him deeply. Zhang Wei understands what it's like to love someone. He doesn't know what it's like to love someone but not be accepted by the other party, or that the other party doesn't love himself. Because he hasn't been abandoned by the woman he loves deeply, Wang Yan's leaving him is nothing, because at that time, they were just vague love and didn't love each other deeply, It's just that sex is ahead.

I love you deeply, but you don't love me, but you don't accept me. Maybe this is a kind of deep pain. Zhang Wei said to himself in his heart. Although she can't give her love, there is absolutely no reason to hurt her. After all, she loves herself so deeply and cares for herself so considerately. Since you can't love, treat it as a good friend, make her happy, make her happy, let her sunshine.

Sorry, He Ying, I already have her in my heart. I can only say sorry to you. Love is selfish and cannot be shared.

From a friend's point of view, Zhang Wei sent a text message to He Ying after dinner: "good evening, have you eaten yet?"

Greeting dinner is a Chinese idiom to meet, perhaps because so many years have been hungry. Zhang Wei's hometown, in the mid-1990s, was still a key poverty-stricken county at the national level. No matter what time and place, the greeting is: "have you eaten yet?" The other side, no matter whether they eat or not, no matter where they are, always answer: "yes." Then the two began to talk about business.

He Ying quickly replied: "yes, I just ate it. How about you?"

Zhang Wei: "I've just had a good meal. What are you doing?"

He Ying: "having tea and chatting with General Manager Gao."

When Zhang Wei heard this, he said, "what's the matter? My husband is so polite. It's not a good thing.

"I didn't interrupt your chat by texting you, did I?"

He Ying: "no, General Manager Gao and I are discussing the sharing of stolen goods and property."

Zhang Wei didn't expect the couple to go so fast that they began to get to this point.

Zhang Wei: "really want to leave?"

He Ying: "yes, it's time to break up. The children belong to him, and the savings are gone. He and I will divide up the real estate we bought after marriage. We don't want to make a lot of trouble for this. We just want to get out of the trouble and live in peace. I'm tired and very tired."

Zhang Wei heard that He Ying was very sad, desolate, lonely and depressed. However, he didn't know how to comfort her. He was silent for a while, and then said, "well, let's talk. I won't disturb you."

He Ying: "it's OK. General Manager Gao is on the phone with my lawyer. He asked me out for tea today. I don't want to talk to him about these things. Let my lawyer talk to him. He is spitting all over the world. I don't care. Let the lawyer do everything. I'm tasting tea. Tie Guanyin, good tea! General Manager Gao invited the guests

Zhang Wei saw that He Ying was a general manager of Gao, and knew that He Ying's heart was already cool to Gao Qiang. Behind the change of title, the distance of heart was widening, and the heat of emotion was disappearing.

Zhang Wei: "if you want to be open-minded, you are still young and have a long way to go. You can see the sun through the clouds. Difficulties and frustrations are temporary. In the past, everything will be better."

He Ying: "it's better to have you remember me and to have you greet me. As long as I see your messages, I feel very comforted. I keep all the messages you send me. When I'm free, I often read them, savor every word you say, and experience your good intentions.

"Ah Wei, I really appreciate you. Every consolation you give me is the bright sunshine in my heart. You are the sun and direction in my heart. In the lonely night, when I think of you still caring about me, I often feel great comfort in my heart. I have confidence in the future. I miss you so much..."

Zhang Wei's heart became very heavy for a while. He Ying's words made him feel great pressure. His heart could not bear such a heavy burden. A word of Ah Wei makes Zhang Wei feel his weight in He Ying's heart.

Zhang Wei's mind suddenly flashed an idea, if there is no umbrella man, will he choose He Ying?

Zhang Wei suddenly felt like a lonely boat, floating on the river without navigation mark, aimless and disorientated.

Zhang Wei's heart is squeezed by two kinds of emotions at the moment, the sense of guilt for He Ying and the sense of burden He Ying gives himself. These are two mountains of emotion, which oppress Zhang Wei more and more.

If there is no umbrella man, will you choose He Ying? Zhang Wei asked himself again and again in his heart. He wandered on the dark mountain road, and turned a deaf ear to Xiao Guo's voice calling him to exercise.

Zhang wei walked alone on the road, full of worries.

There are no passing cars or pedestrians on the road. In this nearly closed space, the dark shadow of the surrounding tall mountains oppresses them. The sky is thick with clouds, and there is no star light. There is no movement in the air, and there is no wind shadow. Such a large space, even a quiet, or silence, everything seems to be in a static.

Zhang Wei thought as he walked along the road.

Zhang Weihao hopes that He Ying can be happy and have a happy love. In that way, he will be liberated and liberated. He knew that he thought this way, not only for the sake of Ying, but also for himself, so that he could get rid of the sense of guilt and burden.

People are always selfish, no matter for what reason, no matter from what angle, no matter is the material possession, or spiritual occupation.

Zhang Wei doesn't think how noble he is, but he thinks he is never mean, and he doesn't want to be a mean person. He always thinks he is a kind and righteous person, a conscientious person.

In fact, divorce, for He Ying, should also be a kind of relief. The marriage based on revenge, mutual utilization and material foundation is not strong in itself, and it is fragile in itself. Such a marriage will only make both sides sink deeper and deeper into the mutual distrust, until they can't extricate themselves in the end.

Divorce, for both of them, should be a relief.

Will they be happy after liberation? Will He Ying be happy? If they don't show up, will they divorce? If there is no umbrella man, will you fall in love with He Ying? Zhang Wei has a string of problems in his mind.

The reason why He Ying's love has been resisting, refusing and ignoring is because of the umbrella man?

If I never know umbrella people, will I accept He Ying's love?

Zhang Wei's heart became irritable and painful, confused and depressed.

Love and sorrow, to me, are like a cup of wine, bitter and unbearable.

When the umbrella man chatted with himself yesterday, he heard that he had to go back to Haizhou for a holiday. He didn't say anything for a long time. Did he guess that he might go to find He Ying and go back to the dormitory to get something just as an excuse?

What do umbrella people think of seeing he Ying?

Yes, the company has moved to the boundary of Xingzhou. Most of its business takes place in Xingzhou. It's more and more difficult to find the reason for going to Haizhou. It's not only hard to find for others, but also hard for itself.

All my friends in the south, who else is in Haizhou? He Ying, Gao Qiang, just the two of them, if Gao Qiang is still a friend.

Haizhou should no longer be concerned. Why do you still insist on going back to Haizhou just to see and comfort He Ying?

Zhang Wei was very upset and suddenly roared at the empty night: "ah --"

The roar was echoed in all directions, and it was a little terrifying in the boundless night.

Zhang Wei was also a little scared. He remembered that when he passed this area in the daytime, there were graves on both sides of the road.

Will ghosts come out to sing?

In front of a gust of wind blowing, Zhang Wei shuddered and turned back quickly.

The more I walk, the more I feel that a figure is following me, and there is a slight sound of footsteps.

Zhang Wei's scalp was a little rough, so he simply trotted back to the company.

Back in the office, under the bright light, Zhang Wei felt safe and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

There is no ghost in this world. People create ghosts for themselves and then scare themselves.

Zhang Wei felt like that just now.

People's brain is better not to be so complex, not to think about so many problems and things, the simpler the better, the simpler life will be more happy.

The office is very quiet. The children go to bed early as usual. Xiaoming and Lao Luo are talking in the warm bed in the dormitory. Wu Jie and Xiao Guo don't know where they have gone. Maybe they fall in love in the martial arts training ground. Yu Linyi and Yu Qin go back to Haizhou. The office is much quieter. Lingling is studying "endless dark night" tirelessly.

Reading is a kind of self-cultivation, a habit and a state of mind. Those who like reading must be full of reason, calm and noble. Looking at Lingling's infatuation, Zhang Wei suddenly felt that he was full of impetuousness.