After Story 194
Life, Once Again!
After Story 194
âThis unni is ouchie ouchie, okay?â
Despite Sinhye speaking with her eyes wide open, the child grabbing her hair was all smiles. In the end, it was she who gave up when she saw the innocent smile.
âFine, pull all you want. Iâm sure itâll grow again.â
Maru looked at Sinhye, who had given up, before picking up the boy in front of him. His name was Jinho, and considering that he just turned one, he was very docile.
âAdults say that kids donât know anything, but as you work here, you realize how wrong that is,â said an orphanage teacher next to him.
Apparently, Jinho was placed right in front of the orphanage, along with a note that mentioned his name.
âSometimes, they surprise me to no end. They tell me to not throw them away. Itâs not that the kids donât know. They know painfully well.â
Hearing that, Maru tickled Jinhoâs cheeks. Jinho stared at him with his innocent eyes before closing his eyes. He seemed to be tired.
âHe seems to be sleepy.â
Maru stabilized the back of Jinhoâs neck, which was drooping down.
âWait a second. Iâll lay him down in the room.â
The teacher from the orphanage took Jinho inside the room.
Maru looked at the children running around the living room. Parents gave up on raising their children, and the children were being nurtured in the hands of complete strangers. Heavenly ties were light, while man-made ties were heavy.
âSenior,â Joohwan called out.
He was shaking his body while holding two boys on each arm.
âYouâre a human attraction, huh,â Maru said.
Joohwan put down the children and lay down on the ground. He seemed to be out of energy.
âYou finished your drama shoot, right?â
âThat ended last year.â
âThen when are you starting your next work?â
âIâm not sure. Nothingâs really decided yet.â
âIf you do anything, please call me. I told you over the phone too, right? I donât care what role it is, so just give me something.â
âThatâs not up to me, is it? Casting is up to the producer.â
âI donât care even if itâs just a passerby. I just want to work with you. I can get to see you work on set too.â
âWhat good is that gonna be?â
âIf you wanna steal something, you have to keep watching. You have a lot of things that I donât have, so Iâm going to watch closely and steal from you.â
âThatâs quite a blatant declaration of war.â
âThereâs no one else I can say this to. Youâre the only mystery right now. I thought a lot while watching Case Number 0; what if I played the role in his stead? I did have the confidence to do it, but not as good as you. Moreover, I canât think of myself acting alongside actor Yang Ganghwan. I still have a lot to learn.â
âLearn from others, not me. Anything I have doesnât have any nutritional value.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
His style of acting wasnât something that could be imitated in a short time. Maruâs acting was a result of pure experience.
âYou have the talent, so try making the most of that. Iâm sure youâll become a better actor than me.â
âThat might happen someday, but that sounds like a distant future, so it makes me feel bitter.â
Maru slapped Joohwanâs back.
âGo and play with them. Theyâve been looking at you for a while.â
âIf I do, youâll have to call me to your next work, okay?â
âIâll think about it.â
Joohwan walked over to the kids on his knees. He put a girl on his back like he was a horse and crawled around the living room.
Girls followed him more than boys, but a lot of children flocked to Joohwan, perhaps having seen a glimpse of the innocent mental world that he had.
âIâm sure heâll make a great elementary school teacher,â said the elder as he sat down next to Maru.
âHeâs a kind guy. The children here seem to follow him a lot too.â Maru looked around himself before continuing, âLooks like they wonât come to me because Iâm black-hearted.â
âRather than black-hearted, I think itâs a matter of appearance.â
âYou mean I have a black heart and a scary face?â
The elder laughed and waved his hand in dismissal.
âI heard theyâre going to grill meat in the evening.â
âIâll go buy it if they need anything.â
âYouâre quick to catch on. Iâm sure the teachers here must be tired, so the two of us should go. Weâll go in my car.â
âYes.â
Maru told Jungah that he was going to buy groceries.
âShould I go with you?â
âThe kids wonât let you go, you know? Iâll go with Sir Yoon, so please take care of the kids here. Sinhye and Joohwan are uncontrollable without you.â
âItâs not about control, the two of them just drain my energy. Can you buy me some ice cream on the way back? Iâm fuming inside even though itâs winter.â
âI can buy you a whole lot.â
When he left the orphanage, he saw Moonjoong waiting for him in front of the car.
He got in the car and turned on the heater. The car had become a fridge in the span of a few hours. Winter sure was cold.
âShould we go with duck meat? Iâm sure the kids will like it if we remove the skin, and itâll be a good dish to have a drink with.â
âThat sounds good.â
Maru had come here once last year, so he didnât lose his way. He drove to a large-scale supermarket in the middle of the city. The housewives who had come grocery shopping for dinner all gave the elder a glance. They showed some hesitation before some of them approached him. That triggered a whole flock of people rushing over to him.
âSir, I really liked you before I got married.â
âYou still look so handsome.â
âPlease take a photo with me.â
A lady around the age of the elder became joyful to the point of clapping.
Maru watched the elder from some distance away, ready to body tackle anyone taking extreme action.
âHey hey, I think thatâs him.â
âThe elderly beside that guy is also an actor who frequently appears in dramas.â
âRight, right.â
He heard a voice behind him. The gazes on the elder were now distributed to him. The younger generation recognized him in no time. They did not flock like the older people did and just took out their phones on the spot to take photos.
Maru smiled and greeted them.
âYouâre not doing a shoot here, are you?â asked a man wearing a staff vest.
He seemed fully willing to cooperate if this was a shoot.
âWeâre not. Weâre just here to buy groceries.â
âOh, really?â
âSorry for making things noisy.â
âNot at all. Rather than that, Iâm really enjoying the drama, Mr. Maru.â
Thank you â Maru said as he shook hands with the employee. Starting with that, the people who stayed away from him started flocking over. Everyone came over and took photos with him.
âI didnât watch the drama because it was too scary, but I do see it from time to time when I switch channels. Youâre so good at acting that it just makes me watch you.â
âPlease take your time and watch it slowly later. Itâs not that scary.â
It wasnât just the younger generation. The housewives recognized him as well. He really felt the change in recognition. It seemed that some of the older generation recognized him because the channel content, other than the drama, was mainly targeting the silver generation.
They could only continue grocery shopping after the commotion died down.
They put a whole lot of food and desserts for dinner into the cart. He also bought some alcohol to enjoy with the elder. He might not be able to drink until he got drunk since he had to look after the children, but a glass or two should be fine.
They went back to the car with the groceries. On the way back to the orphanage, the elder spoke,
âThereâs something I say to all my juniors. Itâs to always appreciate the people who like you. You cannot take it as a given that the public likes you. Iâm sure youâll do well, but I still wanted to tell you.â
âI always bear your words in mind. If you have anything to tell me, please tell me any time.â
Having returned to the orphanage, Maru immediately started preparing dinner. He fed the juniors a lot of meat since they had a hard time playing around with the kids. By the time the sun set and the children started sleeping, the adults had a light drinking session.
The teachers who commuted to work drank a whole lot, while the teachers who slept with the children stopped after taking a sip.
âWeâll take our leave now. Iâll come again next time.â
âWeâll come again next time.â
Maru grabbed the wheel. As he was the only one who could drive, he didnât drink a single sip.
He put the drunk juniors in the back seat and the elder sat in the passenger seat.
âTell me if youâre tired. I can drive.â
âDonât worry and get some sleep.â
He started the car. The juniors soon fell asleep as though they were tired. Playing around with the kids wasnât something that ordinary stamina could handle.
âWhat book are you reading?â
The elder showed him the cover. He saw the words âBig letter Bible.â
âDidnât you go to the temple?â
âI go to temples, Catholic churches, and Christian churches.â
âYou believe in multiple, then, huh?â
The elder shook his head, âI donât really believe in any. There was a time I did, but rather than for faith, I just read because I want to know. I want to know what the merciful yet cruel god is thinking.â
âIf you ever find out, please tell me too,â Maru said, recalling the god that toyed with him and his wife.
The car entered Seoul. Maru dropped off the juniors in front of a train station. He also thanked them and said that heâd treat them out to a drink properly next time.
âRather than drinking, I want to work with you.â
Joohwan insisted on his request until the end.
The next destination was the elderâs residence. He drove the car to the place the elder told him. He lived in the same place as his previous life, so he didnât find any difficulty getting there.
âPeople who donât live around this area usually get lost the first time.â
âIâve been to all sorts of places in Seoul.â
âReally?â
He arrived at the elderâs residence. Maru stared at the elder going inside his house full of intent.
âIâm sure youâre tired. Would you like to drink something before you go?â
âI was going to feel sad if you didnât say that.â
When he opened the door and went inside, two white dogs greeted him. One looked handsome, while the other looked foolish.
âSir, what are their names?â
âTaeng-chil and Taeng-pal[1].â
The elder laughed and went inside. He explained that the dogs were a gift from president Lee Junmin, and apparently, it had been over a decade since they started living with him.
While taking his shoes off, Maru had a look inside the house. The faint smell of doenjang and the crude furniture⦠many things had changed from the previous life, but the elderâs house was the same, even down to the unique smell. He felt like he was back in his hometown.
âMake yourself feel at home. Youâre the guest now, so I should give you the proper treatment.â
âIâll do it.â
âI said sit down.â
Maru stood up awkwardly before sitting down again.
For the other items, he could feel the age, but the TV and the laptop were latest-generation models.
After seeing the two items that looked rather alien, the elder gave him some tea. It was warm green plum tea.
âI made it myself. I give it to the folks at the TV station every year.â
âSo itâs something precious. Thank you.â
Just as he was drinking, he saw a photo in front of the TV. It was a photo of the elder and his wife, as well as the two white dogs when they were puppies.
The elderâs gaze also headed to the photo.
âIf she was around, she wouldâve brought out some rice crackers.â
There was a thick sense of disappointment contained in his words. So it seemed she had parted in this life. He lowered his gaze, feeling sorry.
âWhen did your wifeâ¦â
He asked carefully, but the elder stayed silent. Maybe he shouldnât have asked. He looked at the elder with a sense of guilt.
Just then, the door suddenly opened. Maru blinked and looked at the door. An elderly lady was coming in alongside the two white dogs.
He looked at the face of the woman coming in and the face of the elderâs wife in the photo. They were the same.
âYouâre here?â
The elder said with a smile. When Maru froze stiff with a dazed face, the elderâs wife twitch her eye and spoke,
âLooks like you teased an innocent young man again. Honey, stop teasing the younger ones. I can still remember Ganghwan and Suyeon looking at me like they saw a ghost. Also, stop making me dead.â
âThat sounds terrible. I didnât say anything, and heâs the one who misunderstood on his own.â
âSame thing. Also, I told you to give some snacks if you bring a guest over. Donât just stop at tea every time.â
The mistress opened the cupboard before taking out some rice crackers. Seeing that, the elder spoke in a small voice,
âSee? If sheâs around, you get rice crackers, right?â
[1] Chil means seven, pal means eight.