Chapter 274
Life, Once Again!
âHow were we?â
They had a break after a round of practice. Maru asked that question to Miso and Ganghwan who were sitting in front of the window, watching them practice. They didnât have perfect control over their lines, some people burst out laughing, and it was far from perfect, but this was their first run that they showed to others. He wanted to hear their honest opinions.
âYou guys need a lot of practice. Itâs far from perfect. Especially the first years. Confidence is good and all, but skill is something different to confidence. Are you sure that youâre putting all your effort?â
âHonestly speaking, itâs not as hot as it was last year.â
âYou were never hot though.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âThatâs true,â Maru replied with a smile.
Last year, they had an objective that was to win the nation-wide competition. In the first place, Miso had the students practice with the competition in mind, so the atmosphere was very competitive and practice was arduous.
However, this year was different. The first problem was the lack of practice space. As their practice space had become smaller, there was a limit to their training. The instructor in charge, Suyeon, was also different from Miso in regards to the way they handled things. Suyeon did not care about the achievements. To her, being an instructor was just a job that Junmin gave her. She never had the ambition to recreate the past glory like how Miso did. Lastly, the members of the club also had their own circumstances, leading to lack of practice.
âItâll be good if we win, but Iâm planning to listen to their opinions first. Also, Daemyungâs opinion is very important too.â
âI do want to see Woosung High School winning the nation-wide competition, but well, Iâm not in charge anymore. They look like theyâre enjoying it and itâs not bad.â
âTheyâre all good kids after all,â Maru looked back as he spoke.
Daemyung was giving the others an explanation regarding the script. The members were concentrating on him as well. They definitely had a higher sense of unity than last year.
âIf you guys are satisfied with the fact that you guys are preparing for a play and donât mind about the results, then I guess this is enough. Youâre doing well. With a bit more practice, you might be able to aim for 2nd prize.â
âWhat if we aim for the grand prize?â
âThen, like I said, you guys are far from perfect.â
At that moment, Ganghwan, who was listening this whole time, spoke,
âItâs good to enjoy it. Maru, you are well aware of how Miso can be tiring if she decides to put her mind to it.â
âThat I do.â
âThis womanâs standards are too high. She wants perfection from those starting off. Working with her will make her teammates tired. However, I can say this: she will make them proud of what they did. After all, the sadness and the joy are multiplied according to the effort and time invested. If you do as youâre doing now, then youâll neither be extremely joyful nor extremely depressed after the competition. After all, thatâs what doing things âmoderatelyâ entails.â
âThat sounds very charming for me.â
âReally? Just moderately doing things?â Ganghwan asked in surprise.
Maru made a bitter smile.
âHonestly speaking, I want to invest as much time as I can in this on the condition that it doesnât get in the way of my work. No, I want to focus more on it even if I have to push myself a little. You know? I actually felt very frustrated that I wasnât able to go on stage last winter. Iâm only saying this now, but I would sometimes stare at the clock while stroking my broken leg, thinking that the others should be on stage by now.â
âThatâs because of the effort you put in. That much investment leads to that much loss.â
âYouâre definitely right. If I did things moderately back then, I wouldnât have been frustrated either.â
âIt didnât feel that good, did it?â
âIt was horrible.â
âDoesnât that make you desire to win even more?â
Hearing that question, Maru shrugged his shoulders. Victory. How many people in this world liked to lose? Any human would want to wear the crown if they could. He was unable to go on stage due to his burns. After moving around vigorously until he smelled sour; reciting his lines until he could hum the words, it felt even more frustrating after it all ended in vain.
He did become ambitious. This year, everyoneâs talents were better than last year and they were better unified as well. They definitely had what it takes to challenge the competition.
However.
âMaru, can I see you for a sec?â Daemyung called out. Maru looked at his two seniors as he spoke.
âThe club president is calling for me, so if you would excuse me.â
Miso smiled back at him.
âWe should get going too, right?â
Miso pulled Ganghwan up. The members of the club realized what was going on and stood in front of them.
âWork hard. And enjoy yourselves. Donât leave behind any regrets.â
âIâm not a graduate from this school, but Iâll be cheering for you as someone working in the industry. Good luck.â
The two left after saying their goodbyes. Everyone was going to see them out, but the two refused them.
After sending the two off in the corridor, the club members returned to the classroom.
âMiso-unni was so cool,â Aram said as she raised her two thumbs.
Jiyoon also nodded.
âIf you spend time with her, youâll find out that sheâs not as cool as you think she is.â
âThatâs true.â
Maru and Daemyung smiled at the same time. It was âmemoriesâ in retrospect, but at that time, they had an extremely hard time.
âCan I have your attention again?â Daemyung sat down and spoke.
âItâs definitely worth complimenting that you arenât making as many mistakes as before. First years, well done. However, you still have a lot to go. Lines are something thatâs hard to memorize by themselves. You need to engrave them into your body according to the flow of the story. Itâs just like how song lyrics are hard to memorize without the melody, and itâs easy to learn it if you try singing it. Acting is the same. Donât just memorize your lines but try to learn the lines before and after your lines. Going further, try to remember the flow of the story.â
The members nodded.
âAram, your pronunciation and vocal power are perfect. You sound full of confidence as well. However, I want you to bring out the traits of a scammer some more. Iâm saying that you should be dynamic with your words. Normally, you should lower your voice and erupt out loudly at the most important moment. That gives you more impact. Youâll see what I mean if you try watching videos of people giving speeches. Scammers are people whose voices are very important so bear that in mind.â
âYes, seonbae.â
Aram wrote the things that Daemyung pointed out on her script.
âBangjoo, I like that you arenât shy when youâre acting. However, youâre mashing your pronunciation too much because youâre too absorbed into the situation. Right now, thereâs only us here and we all know what youâre going to say, so we can understand what youâre saying, but itâs likely that itâs not the same for the audience. Youâll have to show that youâre drunk with your actions, and make your speech a little clearer.â
âYes!â
âAs for Jiyoon⦠I think itâll be better if you let yourself go a little more. The script says this, but the hostess is a charming woman to the point that the people in the cell are giving her glances. But whatâs important here is that âcharmingâ doesnât just mean pretty. But right now, youâre trying too hard to look pretty. Hm, was that too difficult for you to understand?â
âNo. I think I get what youâre saying. Iâll try to fix it.â
Jiyoon nodded as well. Daemyung smiled and continued onto the next person.
âDowook, you are doing really well. I donât really have anything to point out. If thereâs just one thing, I wish you could react to your conversation partnerâs words a little more. You have the tendency to interrupt others mid way because youâre too focused on your words, but while that fits the character of a delinquent, it might make your conversation partner panic a little.â
âSo you want me to restrain myself a little?â
âSimply put, yes.â
âGot it.â
Dowook accepted it as well.
Daemyung definitely had a wide field of vision. It wasnât easy giving every single person feedback, but he put in the effort every time to give advice. His advice wasnât something vague either, but was incredibly detailed. He was doing something that many people couldnât.
âHow was I?â
After his part, Daemyung always asked what he himself could improve upon. There would be an awkward silence if Daemyung was the tyrannical type of club president, but as his personality was so good, the club members could point things out with ease. Daemyung even wrote down even the most minute of things to fix his acting.
âHeâs one amazing guy.â
Heâs the type to do well no matter what he did. Daemyung encouraged everyone before they started practicing again. They spent another hour practicing. This time it was much better.
âItâs past 8 already,â Maru spoke as he looked at the clock. Daemyung gathered everyone around, looking somewhat unsatisfied.
âWell done everyone. Have a safe trip back home.â
âThanks for your work.â
Maru waved his hand to Dowook, Bangjoo, Jiyoon and Aram who left the club. Jiyoon and Aram had to go home by 9, so they couldnât stay any longer to practice. Bangjoo lived alone, so they couldnât keep him late, while Dowook was here to fill in the members, so it was hard to ask him to do anything difficult.
Maru spoke to Daemyung, who didnât leave yet.
âIf you think about it, last year was amazing.â
âYouâre right. Instructor Miso had us practicing until the last bus.â
âWe practically lived in school.â
âEven if I look back on it, I canât help but wonder. I mean, the girls didnât have a curfew either.â
âIf they had, then Iâm sure senior Miso would have called their parents to lift the curfew and tell them that she would take responsibility.â
âYouâre definitely right.â
Maru looked at the clock before speaking.
âYouâre doing a triple role today as well?â
âItâs a pity to leave it here.â
Maru picked up the scripts on the floor. It would be good if everyone could practice together, but it was hard to do so. In the end, the only thing the remaining, passionate people could do was to do double or triple roles.
âWhen should we go back today?â
âI dunno.â
Daemyung scratched his head and smiled. He was quite tenacious in the most peculiar things, so it was likely that he would stay here until the last bus if no one said anything to him. And that was just what Maru wanted.
In acting, there was no clear scoring standard. There was no way to know how far one had come or how well they did. However, there came a point when even the actor realizes that he or she had improved.
To experience such a thing, Maru had to spend his time very wisely. He intuitively knew that these practice hours will come back to him in the form of stable acting skills.
âThen letâs start.â
âNo interrupting mid way, okay?â
âYou donât need to tell me that.â
After taking in a deep breath, Maru started off the first line.
It was getting late into the night, yet the lights at the school did not turn off.
* * *
Joonggeun always found his filmography to be a pity.
At first, he had no grand dream of becoming a movie director. At first, he started off as a new recruit at an outsourcing camera shooting company. His job was to take videos while wearing camera equipment that weighed several dozen kilograms. He started that job because he found it interesting that he could film the picture he wanted in that square frame.
Then, he chanced upon a movie director that had retired, developing his new dream.
-What good is filming a picture? You need to film a story.
That director, who he now treated as his teacher, moved Joonggeunâs heart. After that, he started studying film production. First, he bought a book titled Filming 101 from overseas and started reading it. After that, he read books related to scenario making. As for using the camera, he had his experiences and learned from his seniors on the field, so he was confident in that.
With his self-study and his unique connections, he spent two years studying what a movie was. At that time, he came to a conclusion.
âDammit, if you film, then itâs a movie.â
He ignored all of his seniors who used all sorts of English words and aesthetic language to describe how great and how abstract movies were and started shooting movies with an 8mm camera and a single light panel. He grabbed actors he got close to while he worked as a cameraman as well as a junior of his who knew basic audio mixing, and finished a movie in just one month. Then, he submitted the movie in an independent movie award and received a prize.
After that, he worked as a new recruit in the production team under a famous film director for a brief moment and quit because he wanted to be in charge of the megaphone. After that, he went round knocking on the doors with various production companies with the scenarios he had saved up for some time and he received his opportunity.
That was how his first movie came to be. The results were quite good. For a movie that didnât cast famous actors, the achievements were quite good. However, he badly screwed up his next work and was unable to hold the megaphone for the next 5 years. He started working in film production from the bottom in order to make a living, and shot another movie thanks to an opportunity, but he screwed up that one as well. He was tagged the âfailing directorâ and he continued writing scenarios for five years after that. By then, he was forty.
He had a place to work, so he didnât have any difficulties in everyday life, but he despaired seeing that all of his work after his first work had failed. However, he did not know how to give up. He was forty-five when his next opportunity came to him. The total budget was 6 billion won, and he decided to take the job with the mindset that he would never grab the megaphone again if he failed this one. The result? It had 7 million views. It was a great success. After that, every film he directed had more than 5 million views. He gained the nickname the âgolden handâ. However, at the same time, he was tagged the director âwhose work had no cinematic quality.â
Cinematic quality. Joonggeun remembered back to his first ever work. No one talked about the lack of cinematic quality for that movie. Even though it was shot in a crappy 8mm camera, had less-than-perfect visuals, and the actors in it were not the best, it was evaluated good for having a âstrong messageâ.
Ambition. Joonggeun became ambitious. Just as he thought that he was at a level he could show the world, Junmin, a close friend of his, gave him an offer.
-Do you want to try using sir Moonjoong as the main character?
The day after he heard those words, he put the scenario he was writing inside his drawer.
And right now.
âHow was I?â
Seeing Moonjoong with an intense glint in his eyes through the monitor, Joonggeun spoke.
âLetâs try that again.â
He was ruthless.