Chapter 609
Life, Once Again!
âSo itâs today, huh. If we finish the shoot today, we can start the final editing. Once thatâs done, weâll be handing our work in for participation. Of course, we should have a screening session for ourselves, right?â
âFrench fries and coke for me.â
âFried chicken for me.â
âPopcorn is the best for movies.â
Sora smiled in confidence as she looked at the people of the film production club, who were just as excited as she was. When they started, there were a lot of problems, but they finally reached this stage. Sora was confident in her scenario until they started shooting, but she changed her mind when she saw Maruâs acting. She felt that the story wasnât up to par with the actor. It wasnât like she could change the plot because of that though, so she decided to finish the film by changing the direction slightly. Today, there were two scenes to shoot. One was the conclusion, where the main character escapes being bullied and then bullies the transfer student to join the âmainstreamâ. They decided to shoot another scene, where the characters went to school, to add to the ending. She was going to produce a cheerful and bright school entry scene to contrast the gloomy school entry scene at the beginning of the film. She planned to show the subject of the film to the audience by blatantly exposing the contrast between the start and the end.
âMaru-seonbae will be here soon, right?â
âHe should be. Most classes should have finished their afternoon HR now. We should get ready too.â
Ando instructed the juniors to get the equipment when the door smoothly opened and a smiling face came in.
âIâm here.â
âMaru-seonbae!â
âLetâs go shoot the last bit.â
âYes.â
âAre you going to start editing as soon as you finish todayâs work?â
âThatâs the plan. Iâm going to make it so that we can watch it tomorrow even if it means staying up the entire night. Oh, and also, weâre going to hold a screening sessionâ¦.â
Sora didnât finish her words and looked at Maruâs face. The other club members were probably looking at him as well. The reason she didnât finish her words was because the reply was too obvious. Maru would probably not participate in the screening. After all, he had said several times that monitoring his own acting was very hard for him. He also said that he wouldnât participate in the monitoring at all if it wasnât for the money.
Maru did not reply and just stared at her.
âI knew it. So do I just have to tell him the results later?â
He was already a busy person, so there was no way he would participate in the screening. Maru had clearly drawn the line since the beginning. He said that this film was not at the top of his priority list. That was why they had to change the entire schedule of their staff when Maruâs schedule changed. That was the agreement they made when they started off after all. It was them who wanted Maru, and Maru was someone who deserved that treatment.
âOf course I will go. What do you think we should eat? Should I try cooking something? I mean, on occasions like that, itâs good to try hand-made food. I heard that Ando did that from time to time too. Am I right?â
Sora blankly stared at the man who made a refreshing smile in front of her.
âMaruâ¦seonbae?â
âWhat?â
âN-nothing. I just thought that I have never seen you smile like that. Did something good happen today?â
âNo, rather than something good, something bad happened instead. I stepped on dog dung on the way to school. Iâm having a terrible day really.â
âHa, haha⦠dog dung?â
âYeah. Anyway, you werenât planning to hold a preview without me, right? I might be a guest member, but I still did my best to participate in the film production clubâs activities, so let me in, will ya?â
âOf course we were going to invite you. But I thought youâd refuseâ¦.â
âMe? Oh, I did think about that too.â
Pausing, Maru looked around the clubroom before speaking again.
âSince I started it, I thought that I might as well stick around until the end. I do want to watch it too. Anyway, Iâll visit the classroom for a bit. Homeroom hasnât ended yet.â
âAh, okay. Weâll be in the 3rd year classroom so you can go there after.â
âAlright, see you later.â
Maru even waved his hand and closed the door. Sora blinked a couple of times before turning around to look at Ando, who stood behind her. Ando also looked dazed as though he had seen something he shouldnât have.
âAndo-seonbae.â
âYeah?â
âIâm a bit confused, Maru-seonbae wasnât such a character before, was he?â
âHe definitely wasnât. He was like that when he was with his girlfriend, but definitely not with us.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âDo you think he fell over and hurt his head or something?â
âThat sounds plausible. Itâs kinda weird to see him acting so fresh all of a sudden.â
âRight? I was right, wasnât I? Heâs the same person as the guy who always opened his eyes like this and acted arrogantly all the time, right?â
âRather than arrogant, I would say he was scary. Anyway, I think theyâre the same person.â
âSomething great must have happened for him to look that pleased. What do you think happened to him?â
âMaybe⦠he got an offer for a cast?â
âThat sounds plausible⦠but when I think about it, I donât think Maru-seonbaeâs the type of person who would show that on his face.â
âThatâs true. In the first place, he never talked about himself and talked just about the film whenever we were working on it. We asked him a couple of times about what a shooting set looked like, and he only replied that there was nothing much, didnât he?â
âToday, though, he looks like heâll spill all the beans if we ask him, doesnât he? Letâs try that out later. Who knows? It might be an alien in a Maru-seonbae suit.â
â...I think thatâs going a little too far.â
âA film producer must not limit their imagination!â
âBut it has to be plausible.â
Sora made a sour expression before laughing.
âBut really, Maru-seonbae is really curious today. Well, I like him better now than before.â
âLetâs just take whatâs good as good. Get the equipment. Letâs go up.â
âYes! Seonbae-nims, weâre moving!â Sora said as she waved her hand above her head.
* * *
He smelled oil from his fingertips. He was becoming more and more like his father. It wasnât that he didnât like that, but when he laid his head on his arms to sleep, the slight smell of oil annoyed him a little. Perhaps he should look into some perfume?
Just as he was stretching his neck, getting ready to go home, Dowook became rather startled when he saw two hands on his shoulders.
âWow, you must be working hard. Theyâre as stiff as a rock.â
An affectionate voice could be heard. However, the owner of this voice would never do something like this. He turned around with a complex expression. He saw Maru, who had a serious expression on his face.
âYou should rest a bit. Even though kids our age are overflowing with energy, youâll get sick if you overexert yourself.â
âY-you, whatâs gotten into you?â
âStay still. This part makes you feel refreshed, doesnât it?â
âY-yeah, it does⦠but hey! What are you doing! Youâre creeping me out.â
Dowook couldnât endure it. It would be less surprising if this guy swore at him and started beating him up instead. He abruptly stood up and stared at Maru. He couldnât possibly figure out what Maru was thinking by doing this.
âWhat is this. Whatâs up with this bullshit all of a sudden?â
âWhat bullshit? I just thought you looked tired.â
âGodammit, really? What is this? Are you trying to screw with me? Is Dojin in on this as well?â
At that moment, Dojin spoke with a sleepy voice next to him.
âIâm not. Whatâs up with Han Maru? What did you do wrong to him?â
Dojin seemed no less surprised. It didnât seem that these two were in cahoots. That made things even more strange. Who was Han Maru? Spraying salt on an open wound with a smile on his face suited him more than this. Of course, he knew that Maru thought very deeply. He was willing to skip school to help Maru if Maru asked him to. Wasnât he the thankful friend who recovered the relationship between him, his sister, and his father?
However, he was definitely not someone who would act friendly like this with a smile on his face. He was the kind of guy who would help others without them knowing or by leaving behind a very short, but helpful, piece of advice before leaving. He was definitely not the kind of guy who would say âdoesnât that feel refreshingâ while massaging someone elseâs shoulders.
âIs it Park Daemyung?â
âHey, do you think he would play a prank like this?â
âThatâs true.â
âThen what the hell is it? What the hell has gotten into that Han Maru?â
âI dunno, but I can be sure that you, Kang Dowook, must have committed a grave mistake. Otherwise, Maru wouldnât act like that. Heâs blatantly toying with you. Oh, hey, did you do something to his sister?â
âAre you crazy? Thereâs no way Iâd do something likeâ¦.â
âOho, something like what?â
Dowook palmed Dojinâs grinning face.
âDojin, should I massage your shoulders as well? I know that culinary arts are tiring.â
âI-Iâll refuse this time. Whatâs up with you today? Did something happen?â
âDid something happen? No, nothing happened.â
âThen I wonder why youâre doing thisâ¦. If you continue like for just a bit longer, I think I can show you what I ate for lunch right away.â
Maru chuckled before shrugging.
âBoth of you, watch out for your bodies when you work. Donât forget your studies too. Iâm leaving.â
Just as Maru turned around to leave the classroom, Dojin shouted in a loud voice,
âI heard Dowook and Bada are going on a 1 night trip over the weekend!â
Dowook turned around to look at Dojin. There was nothing like that. Just as he was about to snap out at him, Maru spoke in a small voice as he was leaving the classroom.
âThen youâll die.â
He left those words before waving his hand and leaving.
âHm, that sounds more like the Han Maru I know of. See? Heâs trying to mess with you.â
âYou bastard! Bada and I are going where?â
âYouâre going to go somewhere. Anyway, we can be sure that Han Maru didnât go crazy. Itâs fine since we checked, isnât it?â
Dojin stepped backwards with a grin on his face. Dowook grabbed the pencil case right next to him and threw it at Dojinâs face.
âIâll fucking rip your mouth apart.â
âOh? You arenât a match for me.â
Dowook clenched his teeth as he looked at the sneaky Dojin.
* * *
âSo you acted like that the entire day?â
âYeah. There were all sorts of reactions.â
âOf course there were. They just canât match your current image to the usual you. Even I wouldâve been in a fix.â
âWas I that cold?â
âYou werenât always like that but with her⦠Gaeul, was it? Compared to when you were with Gaeul, there was definitely a difference. People who have seen you with your girlfriend must have been surprised, you know? After all, they would have never seen you talk so gently and kindly to someone before. Thinking about it now, I feel like you always put everything down only when you were in front of her.â
âPark Daemyung, that makes me feel disappointed. I think I treated you pretty well.â
âI know, I really do. But I can tell when I look at you, that you take a few steps back when you talk to others, figuratively, I mean.â
Daemyung looked out the window. Today as well, there were a lot of big guys playing soccer on the school field. Whether it was raining or snowing, there were always people kicking balls in that field. This was a rare sight for normal academic high schools. Balls could be seen every break time, which said a lot.
âMaybe I should play soccer with the people from the acting club.â
It was Maru who said those words. Daemyung spoke as he put his backpack on one shoulder.
âWhat made you change your mind so suddenly?â
âNothing, I mean, literally nothing. I did hear about it from time to time. Even the president told me that putting too much distance is not good. In truth though, thatâs more comfortable for me. Thereâs no worry about getting caught up in trouble, I can âmoderatelyâ be happy for someone, I can âmoderatelyâ be sad for someone, and the fatigue that comes from human relationships is also pretty small.â
âThat sounds like Han Maru to me. And?â
âI donât know. For the past few days, Iâve been thinking that a dry relationship is too sad considering that I only have one life.â
âI guess thatâs true. Youâve been changing ever since you entered 3rd year.â
âSo you noticed? I only noticed it recently.â
âYou have changed the way you treat other people after all. You were like that with Chihwan too. That was the first time you replied to other peopleâs questions so passionately, wasnât it?â
âIt was.â
Maru leaned against the wall.
âBut is it that strange?â
âIt is definitely strange.â
âShould I just act like usual then?â
âItâs strange that youâre asking me such a question in the first place. If it was the old you, you wouldâve made the decision by yourself.â
âItâs not bad to listen to other peopleâs opinions. Especially if itâs yours.â
âHonestly speaking, I donât know. To me, you were, uhm, donât take offense for this, but how should I put it, uh, you were pretty desolate. Iâm not saying that in a bad sense. You were putting distance between yourself and others in order to minimize the damage that would come your way, and that even made you look cruel at times.â
âI still havenât changed my mind about that.â
âR-really?â
âYeah. Itâs just that... I wanted to know more about the people around me. Also, I feel like itâs not a bad thing to be reckless from time to time. I just realized that thereâs a place that can care for me when Iâm exhausted. I thought that she was someone I had to protect, but it turns out it wasnât like that.â
Maru, who made a faint smile, looked more amazing than before. There was a sense of instability about him, but it was the kind that could be seen from someone who was moving forward.
âBut it is a little tiring.â
Maru erased his smile and returned to his calm expression.
âDoing things Iâm not used to doing.â
âAre you going to keep trying?â
âFor the foreseeable future. Oh, Iâll be going off first. The film production club is waiting for me.â
âOkay.â
Maru stretched his arms out and turned around. Daemyung waved at Maru.
âIâm not entirely sure whatâs happening, but good luck.â
Daemyung checked the clock once before leaving the classroom.