Volume 3 - CH 18
My Brother, Who's a Perfect Human Being, Has Stolen My Girlfriend and My Future, so I Went Back to the Past and Redo My Youth
âSixtyâ¦â¦fiveâ¦..!?â
Unbelievable. Unbelievable, but not like itâs impossible, just like I was 26 and now Iâm 16 again, and thereâs nothing wrong with a 65 year old Daiki going back to being 15. Butâ¦.even so !
âWhat are you â¦..doing â¦â¦!?â
That Daiki. That Daiki, who was at the top of his game at all times, would go all the way back to 50 years ago. And what heâs going to do is to kill me. Itâs unimaginable. I donât want to believe it.
Because he is â¦â¦65 years old !? Heâs a grandpa ! A man who has lived more than twice as long as I have, a 26 years old man, and to doâ¦something like thisâ¦..!
âDaikiâ¦.Daiki !â
âLet me explain it in a way so that a kid like you can understand.â
Daiki pulled the sword out of my belly. The sword was pulled out without pain and without dripping blood and disappeared into the void, something Iâve never seen before. My eyes saw something that is too complicated for me to describe in words.
âWhen you were in the hospital after protecting me. Our family ran away. The public eyes. The way society judged. The inferiority complex of losing to you, who I always made fun of. All of it tormented us.â
âThatâs why Iâ¦..said I didnât winâ¦..â
âYouâre the only one who thinks so. Thatâs whyâ¦..we couldnât stand it. You donât think anything of it anyway, that you covered for me. Thereâs no way you can say that you helped me proudly. From the outside, youâre a saint. Do you know what itâs like to be haunted by that kind of guy?â
âNoâ¦â¦..butâ¦â¦â
âHow can Iâ¦.hold a grudge !? Youâre still helping me and sureâ¦..youâre very annoying sometimes, but youâve always helped me !â
âI know, I know. And this is the result.â
His cheeks, skin, clothes. He looks so pitiful and broken. My thoughts drift back to the past.
What happened? Did I do something that caused this? Fifty years from now. Will the agents be so torn apart because of me !?
ââ¦.Do you remember my purpose?â
âTo destroy the human race.â
It was me who returned the agentâs word. The agentâs expression showed no emotion. She just accepted the words without hesitation.
âThatâs correct. But in realityâ¦..how is it?Hey, Kouki sama. Hey, can you see any signs that Iâm going to destroy humanity?â
âI mean, that was aâ¦â¦kind of joke, wasnât it? The usual weird stuffâ¦that you havenât said recently.â
âI seriouslyâ¦..seriously intended to destroy the human race. I spent time with Kouki sama for that purpose and learned from him. It was really a meaningless time. Kouki sama cried because he was rejected and canât take the plunge into a new love for some stupid reason. And me giving him serious advice. Such days went on and on,â¦â¦and really went on forever,â¦â¦until I realized that my body had broken down. To put it simply, I was no longer able to gain energy from this universe. In other words, I went from being a goddess-type robot to a beautiful girl-type robot.â
âIn that caseâ¦.why donât you get fixed?â
âMy goal is to destroy the human race. Phoenix is aware of that. Even though I was bonded to Kouki sama for a long time ago. But Phoenix doesnât know that. The past has changed, and Shinobu sama, who was supposed to be working for Phoenix, has become a broadcaster with Kouki sama and Hikari sama. Thereâs no way Phoenix can fix me with dangerous thoughts. I have been abandoned.â
ââ¦â¦â¦â¦â
âI was fine with that. If I could stay withâ¦â¦Kouki sama forever with that. But look at this figure. I am sure that I will stop moving faster before you die. I didnât want that. â¦â¦I absolutely didnât want to be taken care of by Kouki sama. I want to repair my body. I am not going to be able to do that without Shinobu sama joining the Phoenix. But I donât want to change Kouki samaâs future. This is the result of that.â
ââ¦..Which is.â
âI used the emotional energy of Daiki sama, who holds a grudge against you, to return to the past. I am impressed that I could jump to this time, and above all, it was a gamble, but I succeeded. I am not sure if it is more correct to say half of it. Originally, I was going to use Daiki sama, who might hurt Kouki sama, only to discard him, but as a result of me overdoing it, my ability melted with Daiki samaâs body. And since I am locked to interfere with myself in this era, I cannot fix myself or stop Daiki sama. It is impossible for Daiki sama to freely kill people or move through time since he is originally a human being. At most, he can only move my sword in and out, but even that cannot be stopped by me in the past. Do you understand, Kouki sama? Because of meâ¦â¦â
âYeah, I understand very well.â
Sheâs been talking forever, so thatâs what it means.
âItâs enough if I beat Daiki. What I do is always the same.â
Daiki has been transcended. Great. Heâs a guy that I could never beat no matter what I did. It didnât matter if he was a little more powerful or not. Besides, I can heal my wounds. It will never be a physical contest. Winning in life has nothing to do with the power of the universe. I can tell you it doesnât matter one bit.
ââ¦â¦Ha. You know what? My actual age is 65, and I have twice as much experience as you. Iâm going to take serious action to ruin your life. Thereâs no way you can handle it.â
âKeep talking, old bastard. Iâll make you regret that you should have stayed in retirement.â
âThe future retirement age is 80 !â
âI donât fucking careâ¦I didnât want to hear thatâ¦.â
Whatever.
[[Iâm going to beat you.]]