Chapter 18

SONG: "I BELIEVE IN YOU AND ME" Whitney Houston

Ya'll I wrote this whole chapter listening to this song. Yass ya'll girl listened a lil oldies too. So I put it here for ya'll to listen while reading.

Excuse any mistakes

This chapter has a lil mature scene so I put a disclaimer here to warn ya'll. Also this is my first mature scene i'm writing so Im not sure if it'll be as good.

Now back to the book

SUMMER

"But we can't just let them get away with this!"I exclaimed as I paced the living room. The whole gang was here. After I drove us to Rashad's house, I called Trey and the others and they came as soon as possible. Ms. Johnson, Rashad's mother was at home already.

"Summer's right you need justice for this shit!" Jhene exclaimed

"When have ever a young black male got justice from police brutality?" Trey asked with bitterness in his tone. He walked towards Rashad and looked at his face. You can tell that Trey was boiling inside because to Trey he was the big brother and he needed to protect his brothers from being hurt.

"Thank god you won't shot. I couldn't take losing the two of you" Rashad's mom cried referring to their little brother who was shot before.

"Can't we atleast try some-"

"Nah forget it" Rashad cut me of as he got up from the couch and went up the staircase. Throughout the whole ride and the whole conversation Rashad kept quiet. That was the first thing he said since the incident.

"Ya'll talking allat cap bout go for justice and know that's nothing but some dumbass shit"

"Watch your mouth boy" Ms. Johnson warned Trey.

I sighed in frustration "I literally saw what they did to him. He got marks all on his face. Won't that count for something?"

Trey shook his head "Two things stand between us and justice. The colour of our skin and where we live. The hood is cops play ground where they get to do whatever they want and not be punished for it "

"Trey got a point"Trina agreed

I sighed as I passed my hands over my face. It was unbelievable what you go through being a black person from the hood. People from the hood are not given a chance and not even a second thought by society.

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(A/N: Ya'll can listen the song from here)

SUMMER

I slowly opened the bedroom door revealing Rashad sitting on the edge of the bed in a white wife beater and his jeans from earlier. His tattoos on his arms were clearly visible. He looked up at me and his eyes were filled with anger the looked away. I went and sat next to him.

"Thank you"I whispered and he looked down at his hands nodding. I felt tears coming to my eyes as memories replayed in my mind of Rashad being beaten. And it all happened because of me. I quickly wiped away a lone tear.

"Stop crying Summer"he said softly.

"I'm not"my voice cracked "I'm just sorry that this happened to you" I gave in allowing the tears to fall "You don't understand Rashad, I don't ever want to see you hurt especially because of me. I shouldve listened and not-"

"Summer I want you to stop apologizing now. I did that because I love you. I did that because I wanted to protect you."

"But I almost lost you Rashad" I cried softly

He looked up and his eyes met mine. "Well now you know that I'll do anything to keep you safe Summer, even if it means risking my own life for you to live."

I buried my head into his neck  "I don't ever wanna lose you Rashad. I love you too much. I can't imagine-"

I was cut off by his lips crashing onto mine. Emotions took over me as I cried uncontrollably as I kissed him back. Our tongues wrestled as I laid back on the bed taking him with me. Rashad pulled away hovering over me as his eyes searched mines for approval. I wanted Rashad and I was sure about that more than anything. I bit my lips slowly nodding and he leaned  slowly kissing my neck as his hands passed on my thigh. I felt my self getting hotter as his hand traveled higher. He stood up pulling me up with him. He passed his hands on my thigh and lifted me up. As a reflex i wrapped my legs around his waist. He kissed me as he walked towards the bathroom adjoined to his bedroom, where he sat me on the counter next to sink not breaking the kiss. He kissed my neck, leaving bite marks on it.

"Mhmm"I moaned softly. He slowly raised my dress above my head with his fingers lightly glided across my skin. He threw it on the floor leaving me in nothing but my underwear. I became conscious and covered my boobs looking away from his stare. His hand gripped my naked waist  pulling me into a kiss as i sat on the sink.

"You're beautiful you know that" he stated as he slowly removed my hands from my boobs. He brought my hands to his lips and kissed them not breaking eye contact before resuming to my neck. His tongue traveled along my body to my right boob and He took it into his mouth.

"Rashad"i whimpered as his tongue passed over my right nipple to the left. As he gave my boobs attention, his fingers gripped the waist band of my underwear pulling them down. He planted soft kisses on my stomach as he lifted my legs beside me on the sink. I bit my lip anxiously watching him kiss working his way down to my treasure.

"You excited huh Ma"he smirked at my wetness before he dug in. My eyes closed as I felt his tongue work the magic.

"Mmmhmm Rashadd"I moaned as my head went back in enjoyment.His hands gripped my thighs pulling me more into him which was sending me over the top. "Ohhhh"

"I wanna taste you Ma"He muttered before resuming. My chest heaved up and down as I felt myself about to release.

"Im about to-ohhhh"I released and he slurped up everything

Damn Freak Much

He got up and kissed my lips as I reached for his belt to undo it but he pulled away. "Nah you ain't ready for that yet  lil ma" he smirked smartly and I began pouting

"No fair"

"It was for me tho cause I just ate a delicious full course meal" he responded smartly making my cheeks burn. "Come on mamas lets get a shower and maybe you could take care of these bruises for me."

I smiled nodding as I hoped off the counter but fell to the floor. My knees felt wobbly.

"Damn you ain't get any dick yet an daddy already got yo knees buckling"

I smacked my lips "Shut up and help me up from here"I put out my hand and he  helped me up.

"Get yo ass in that shower" Rashad smacked my butt. I smacked my lips as I made my way in the shower. I turned on the water and closed my eyes as the warm water touched my skin.

This is what I needed.

I thought as my muscles relaxed under the heat. My body jumped slightly when a pair of hand wrapped around me. I opened my eyes seeing Rashad's tatted arms. I turned facing him as I looked at his body. It was the first time seeing him shirtless and he looked so fine. I bit my lip as my hands passed over his tatted chest before leaning in and kissing his chest lightly.

Rashad lifted my face with his index and planted a kiss on my lips. "I luh you mamas"

"I love you to Rashad." I said back. I looked at the bruises on his face his swollen cheek and face.

He risked his life for me

I moved to the back of him in the shower so his back was turned to me so that the water can directly fall on him. My eyes grew wide as I looked at the tattoo on his back. It was a pair of angel wings  and the tattoo was covering his whole back. I couldn't help but think that this was familiar to me. His date tattoo and now his angel wings tattoo on his back was bringing deja vu to me. It's like I'm supposed to remember something, but no matter what I couldn't. I shook it off as I picked up the soap bar and began  passing it on his back.

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"Owww" he flinched as I disinfected the bruises on his face.

"That was the last one you big baby" I teased.

"Finally" He let out an exasperated sigh as he threw his body onto the bed. I crawled in behind him and rested my head on his chest while interwining his leg with mine. He wrapped his arms around me as he laid there with his eyes closed.

Our date night tonight was nothing I expected it to be, it was filled with bitter sweet memories but all in all i wouldn't trade this night for anything.

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So Summer is continuously getting dejavu with  some of Rashad's tattoos ya'll. Strange

I hope ya'll like my mature scene. I tried a lil sumn sumn

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