Chapter 20

SONG: MARIO "HOW DO I BREATHE"

Excuse Any Mistakes

Thursday 26th September,2019

JAH

"We're Homee!!" Trina sang out as her and Summer walked through the front door. I was at Rashad and Trey's house chillin with them in the living room. My jaw clenched as I saw Summer close the front door which meant that she didn't come home...........again. For the past days Trina and Summer been coming home without Jhene. But from what I been hearing she's been kicking it with that other nigga after school. I would be capping if I said I didn't miss Jhene's crazy ass and I'd be capping if i said that i wasn't jealous. I was jealous as a motherfucker, could put a bullet in that nigga to get back my baby.

"I'm gonna freshen up babe so we can be off to the therapist aight"Trina spoke to Trey

"Aight ma"he nodded before her and Summer headed up the stairs.

"How's the therapy sessions been going?" Rahsad asked Trey who was sparking a blunt.

"Man I ain't even gon cap, therapy is going good but I cant fuck with the way she's opening up about shit that's been going on with her. Shit that's been happening while we've been together. Shit that I never knew about cause she never told me. I try to be calm but everytime she talks about some new shit that i ain't know bout my blood boil. Its like I'm her fucking nigga for what? I'm supposed to protect her and she ain't tryna tell me shit dawg." Trey expressed

"You tried talking to her about it?" Rashad asked

Trey shook his head "Nah I ain't wanna tell her shit because she been thru so much and she' s finally opening up. If i tell her that ion fuck with the way she now opening up about some shit to someone else, she might go back into that secretive state again."

"I understand what you sayin bruh, but I think you should tell her about it." I spoke up making them both look at me "I mean, when ya'll start living together and building a family ya'll gon always be needing a therapist or a second opinion to tell ya'll whats up in ya'll relations ship and whats going on in yall home? Nah nigga that's why ya'll together, ya'll gotta know eachother better than any fucking therapist. Yall aint gotta wait for someone to tell ya'll about ya'll problems, because that's what yall are together for, to be there for eachother, to ride and understand one another."

Both guys looked at me with wide eyes for a while before Trey laughed

"Jhene must've got you fucked up, cause Ian never heard you talk some deep ass shit like that befo"

At the mention of her name, my mood changed again as my face turned back into a mug "Ian wanna talk about her ass. She gone having a whole nigga while i'm still here fucked up about her"

"What about when she was all about you but you was fucking with Lisa hoe ass?" Rashad stated and my jaw clenched

"Mane don't gimme that shit. A nigga was tryna fuck with jhene ass but yall know she aint never wanna give a nigga a chance. She wasn't my girl but I always treated her like mine cause I wanted her to be."

"Lemme tell you sumn bout my lil sister Jah." Trey leaned forward facing me "She fucked with you man, real strong but you hurt her real rap. Jhene was all about you but you weren't all about her. While she was only fucking with you, you was fucking with her and Lisa stank ass. To be honest the only reason I aint war yo ass is because you my bro but I ain't fuck with the way you treated my sister. No matter what, she didn't wanna move on from yo ass"

I nodded understanding his view. Even though what Trey said made me mad, I couldn't retaliate because he spoke the truth.

"Yeah man you been around Jhene since she was 15 and you ain't never give her a reason to be your girl." Rashad added

I let out a breath while rubbing my hands over my face "fuck" I muttered

"Hoes like Lisa only fucking with yo ass cause you ah kingpin who owns a cartel and shits and you stacking ma nigga. But Jhene dont fuck with that material shit, she just wanted your heart nigga." Rashad finished

I reached for the blunt behind my ear and sparked it. I took a long pull as I let it relax my mind. My mind was over the top right now. I really did fuck up, I had Jhene and I basically took her for granted. Now a punk ass nigga fucking with my baby.

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JHENE

"You know you took my shit Jay" Dante said as he stood infront of me

We were in the Mc.Donalds parking lot sitting on the car hood eating. Sitting on the hood of cars while I eat was something that me and my girls always do and even my bros, so it was a habit for me. As Dante and I sat there eating, he had gotten up and went in the car to put on some music.  I took advantage of that and had decided to play  a little joke on him by taking his burger. I sat and watched homeboy eat his fries and later took up the  bag that his burger was in to see that it was empty. I smirked as he got up and began looking all over for it as he grumbled. He even went back into the car to see if he had left it there. With all the commotion, I couldnt keep in my laughter and that sold me out.

"I don't know what you're talking about" I smiled with my hands behind my back.

"Oh word?" he asked not believing me one bit but i still nodded my head yes. I was about to hop off the hood, but Dante held onto my waist keeping me in my spot.

"Nuh uh you aint finna go no where Ma. You got sumn thats mine" he smirked. My body jumped as he lightly squeezed the side of my thighs while he stood between my legs. His grip on my thighs was strong and it made a bitch go crazy. He knew what he was doing to me so he put his bottom lip between his teeth as he leaned in closer to me making my breath hitch.

"Here" I pushed the burger towards his chest, pushing him back in the process as I laughed nervously. "you were right I had your burger". I mentally cursed my self for spoiling the moment. He chuckled and played it off even though i can see that he was bothered.

"Stealin a nigga shit" he grumbled while hopping back onto the hood and unwrapping his burger. I bit my bottom lip watching him. I was sure that i was feeling Dante but what im not sure about is if my feelings were genuine or if he was a rebound for Jah. Hurting Dante is the last thing I would want to do.

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SUMMER

"mmmhmm give daddy one more kiss" Rashad begged as I sat on his lap in the car. We were parked in front of my house. It was 10 pm and Rashad had dropped me home. We've been in the car 15 minutes now making out with eachother and neither of us wanted to leave.

(THIS IS HOW SUMMER AND RASHAD ARE LAID UP IN THE CAR )

"Muuuaahh"I give him a playful kiss making him smack his lips

"a meaningful one" he insisted and i chuckled before leaning in and giving him a really long and passionate kiss.

"Dang lets slide back to my crib" he joked and i laughed climbing off of him.

He got out of the car and opened the door for me. We began walking to my front door step.

"Aight ma ill see you tomorrow ight. I luh u"he kissed my forehead, my nose then lips.

"Goodnight baby" I said while opening the door

"Night mamas"he smiled as he stood waiting for me to enter the house.

I gave him a smile before entering the house and closing the door behind me.

"Ohh she's here" I heard my aunt camille say as i followed her voice in the kitchen. My body froze when I saw who was with her.

My Dad

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