25.The Prince and the healer

Touch of pink bloomed in the dark abyss pain has flung the alpha into. The tiny pink bud of joy burst into hundreds of colorful splashes and expanded to fill Perawat's vision with colors of hope and future.

Perawat saw himself near the lake, lying on soft grass beside Prachaya, beneath the night sky filled with thousands of twinkling stars. They could hear giggling and the humming of kids nearby. It felt like a picnic night with pups.

" Isn't it beautiful, alpha? " Prachaya asked, staring at the night sky.

Perawat smiled at the beaming alpha, he intertwined their fingers " It is. "

" Alpha! I'm talking about stars." Prachay chided " See how pretty they are tonight."

Perawat caressed back of Prachaya's hand with his thumb and smiled at him

" Unbelievably pretty"

Prachaya pouted " You aren't even looking at them alphaa.... "

" I am a loyal alpha." Arthit batted his eyes "How can I look at anyone other than my omega? I have eyes only for you. "

" Anyone else ? They are just stars ,alpha. It's not like they are other wolves. "

"So? A wandering gaze is a wandering gaze. Besides, My star is right in front of me. "

"You " Prachay glared " Where do you even find these kinds of words to say?"

Perawat winked " Would you like private tutoring, my omega?"

" Shut up alpha, " prachaya lightly hit his shoulders " There are kids around"

"Oww..." Perawat pretended to moan in pain " You hurt me omega. " he complained rubbing his shoulder.

Prachay rolled his eyes at the drama queen he got for a mate "It wasn't even a tap' alpha."

" Not even a tap? It was a full fledged attack Prachaya Rojanapat. A sound smack. You must take responsibility of it"

" Responsibility? " Prachaya raised his brow.

" Yeah. Arm for arm and smack for smack " Perawat iterated like a petulant child.

" Fine." Prachaya rolled his eyes " Here" he turned his shoulder towards the alpha.

" Not like this. " holding by by elbow, Alpha tilted his body so that omega could face him " Close your eyes,"

"Why?" It was Prachaya's turn to be petulant " You weren't closing your eyes when I supposedly smacked you."

"Yeah. But, I didn't see it coming.You close your eyes so you too won't see it coming.

" Fine. Have it your way." Prachaya reluctantly closed his eyes. " be quick" he ordered the alpha, ears already starting to turn pink.

Alpha gazed at his adorable omega. eyes shut tightly, lips lightly quivering in anticipation, adam's apple bobbing up and down while his fingers were fishing sides of his own robe. His omega was a pretty picture of nervous anticipation.

"Come on, get it over with quickly" Omega ordered.

"I told you, I wanna make you feel what I felt, that means i'm gonna attack when you least expect. Eyes closed, and don't open them "till i'm done with you"

Prachaya narrowed his eyes for a moment but closed them quickly. Perawat turned to his side, facing Prachaya's beautiful face. He placed a finger on the base of Prachaya's throat and dragged it gently towards one of his favorite spot on Prachaya's body. Leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake, Perawat's finger stopped over the soft part of Prachaya's under-jaw

" This is my most favorite mole on your body. You know why? " the alpha didn't wait for the omega to guess the answer " Because, everyone can see this beauty if they are observant enough, but they know they cannot touch it. They have lost the right to me."

" Was all this just a sham to get your hands on me ? " Prachay asked, eyes still closed.

" You always misunderstand me, omega " The alpha pouted.

Hearing Perawat's hurt voice,the omega wiggled uncomfortably, ready to sit up but held down by Alpha's hand laying cross over his chest in a possessive manner " i'm sorry, alpha" Prachaya promptly apologized.

"Apology accepted,my beautiful '' Alpha replied cockily.

"How can you think I would be satisfied by merely touching you? I can't. so This was all a plan to get my lips on you" Perwat replied, mouthing the beckoning mole on the underjaw of omega, right after his bold declaration.

Alpha adjusted himself, twisting his torso in a half sitting position over the omega lying under him. One of his hands caressed the seam of omega's lips while other pulled out the pin keeping omega's hair up. The bun came undone, long black hairs cascaded down, Perawat fisted his hands into omega's hair and pulled his head back to access the spot just under his chin.

" Alpha.." Prachaya's protest spiraled around the first digit of the index finger Alpha had slipped between his lips. The fleshy pad of Alpha's finger ran over his teeth from end to end as if checking his possession ,first over his lower jaw then the upper one, before it sensually caressed his tongue. It wasn't ticklish or painful but it generated a weird sensation in his stomach which traveled southward with each stroke of the tip of Alpha's finger.

"Alpha ..." he tried to speak, the speech came garbled with alpha's finger in his mouth, mimicking the stroke of Alpha's tongue over his throat.

"Alpha" he tried to speak once again. Alpha's fingers fisting his hairs tightened and he tugged him back, exposing more of Prachay's neck to himself and silencing him effectively . Alpha seemed to be in his element, Prachaya could feel alpha's soothing aura wrapping him— creating a cocoon around them— keeping him safe, making him feel loved and away from the world's judging eyes.

Without acknowledging the interruption from him, Alpha kept feasting over the long expanse of skin bared to him— lickingin broad stroks, nipping and even biting on some spots, like his mate mark which had Prachaya trembling in Alpha's arms, as a place he has never much thought about, throbbed — clenching in pleasure.

Alpha took special joy in nipping over his adam's apple, their glowing bond told the Omega what the frenzied Alpha was unable to convey.. The protruding bulge of adam's apple bobbed with every moan alpha pulled out of his throat, only to be ravished again by the fascinated alpha and throb like his heart had traveled there to meet Alpha's lips.

The finger in his mouth slid under his tongue, the tip caressed the frenulum, stoking it up and down and over the tongue in rhythm so maddening that the omega clamped his lips shut, trapping Alpha's Finger in his mouth, as the weird ball of feeling wound tighter in his stomach— coiling like a python.

"I Wasn't wrong" The alpha whispered staring in to his eyes " i would have to be utter lunatic to look at those stars so far away when I have you beside me, my heart"

Prachaya's heart lurched, shy, his eyelids lowered on its own accord as twin bright red dots appeared on his cheek. The alpha pulled his finger out, it came out with pop, polished slick and shiny by Prachaya's tongue. The feeling of loss was instant— it spread in his heart like a spider's web — unsettling something in his beast and he chased the finger with his lips. He wanted it, he must have it.

He was only happy when he caught it between his teeth. He bit on it, as if punishing the alpha for taking it away. He even boldly stared at the alpha, looking at the deep red flecks of lust swirling in the pits of alpha's eyes. The unabandoned passion in alpha's eyes brought his own wolf to the forefront, the blue flecks in his eyes matched the alpha's .

Still staring in to alpha's eyes, he sucked the tip, savoring the rise of red in Alpha's pupils. Eyes unwavering, he licked and sucked alpha's finger digit by digit till he swallowed it whole.

Perawat shuddered when the omega in the haste of sulking, gagged on his finger. The choking sound made his lions tight. Struggling to breathe the omega pulled back, reluctantly letting his finger go. But he eagerly came back for it as soon as he could breathe normally. Perawat held the omega's hand, stopping him before he vould reach for his finger.

Cheeks, red, eyes half lidded— a few tear drops wetting his eyelids— Prachaya was the idol of his wet dreams. The eager omega again tried to pull his finger.

" You are asking for more than you can take, omega. " The alpha warned, eyes bright red.

The icy blue pupils smirked back at him before the omega rolled them, pushing the alpha on his back he climbed on top of him and seized his mouth— throwing all Perawat's plans of taking slow out the window.

The kiss by no means was slow or sweet or graceful. It was a frenzy of hot and sensual touches and impatient growling — hungry lips molding around another as they breathed one air — tongues tangling, teeth clashing .

His omega though inexperienced wasn't a bit coy or indecisive — he knew what he wanted and he went after it. Slipping a hand under Alpha's outer robe pulled on the ties of the undershirt the alpha wore. Perawat covered the omega's wandering hand with his own, halting Prachaya from undressing him further... Although he was painfully aroused and wanted nothing more than omega's mouth over his body there were a number of reasons to stop before it escalated further. One and most important Prachaya had never done this and two— they were in the open,in view of anyone who would wander towards the lakeside. Perawat could already hear some footsteps wandering near by to where they were.

Pulling back from the kiss, the omega didn't say anything but the confusion and hurt were evident in his eyes. He twisted his body to roll away from alpha but Perawat wrapped an arm around his waist.

" Where are you going, my warrior ? "

Prachaya kept mum but his fiery eyes did not. His Wolf sent him a flurry of images where Alpha had stopped just when he was aroused and was about to chase his pleasure.

Beasts were a simple creature— they wanted simple things like mating their mates. Human concepts of hesitation and unfamiliarity were out of their grasp. His beast simply took it as him being unattractive. And asked if alpha was scoring for another omega? The underlying threat was that he wasn't going to get his way easily — not on duang's ( Prachaya's wolf's) watch.

Perawat smiled at his feisty mate. He sent him back the images of each of those times where he had stopped — he let his omega see that he was rock hard and had gotten himself off by omega's name on his lips and face in his thoughts

. Perawat sensed the thought of relief and joy coming from the bond. Holding his omega by nape, Perawat ordered

" Look at me omega. Never dare to think along the same lines again. Understood ? " Pracahaya shuddered hearing alpha's husky voice. Goosebumps struck him surprised. When he couldn't hold Perawat's gaze, he dropped his stare. " Good. " Perawat murmured.

He rewarded his omega by pulling his face down and rubbing the tip of their nose together before he buried his nose in the crook of omega's neck and shoulder. He breathed lungfuls of omega's scent to calm his roiling head down. " You are my it , my omega. Answers to my prayers. Destinations to my wandering. Reality to my dreams. I can never have enough of you. "

Prachaya's raging beast calmed down seeing his alpha struggling hard to reign his composure. His ever calm and collected alpha was panting, finding it hard to convey the words and clinging to him for comfort. What can be more lovely than this? The exhale of breaths in pants,warmed not only the skin of his neck but his heart too.

" There is only so much action to accompany your words alpha! " he challenged. He knows he should not. Not in the sane mind at least. Not if he did not want Saeng to take it as a challenge and break all the barriers of restraints his alpha had so painstakingly built between them .

Alpha had shown him his true wolf form — majestic, powerful and domineering. Scarily domineering!

He had shown him how he had chased those power mongering omegas away. Not by lies but showing them absolute truth as to how he wanted to claim his omega.

Alpha had truly said he is as much a beast as he is human. It was difficult to draw distinct lines between man and beast, such a specimen his alpha was.

He wanted to mark his mate without any restraint — in both their human and wolf forms, in both their physical and soul essence. His mark on the body, heart and soul of omega — till everything in his omega is his by claim of man and beast .

It was terrifying. And it did dissuade him a little . But his alpha wants to give too. All that is him. He had seen it first hand. His alpha's claim was more of giving than taking. He took so he could give more. And Prachaya wanted that. Wanted him in all his glory— soothing and soft and scathing and scary. It felt he was deceiving them both by letting his tornado of an alpha behave like a gentle breeze.

Prachaya nuzzled alpha's neck, rubbing his body upon his alpha like an omega in first heat. " Alpha ..." he whispered against Perawat's lips— less like a whisper, more like a moan. His fingers clawed on Alpha's shoulders.

" I can take everything that you can give me alpha. " putting a hand on the alpha's chest he pulled back so he could see alpha's face. " I can take everything that you are...everything that you can give me. The question is " he held his alpha's chin "can you give me everything I can take ? "

Seeing red bleeding in to alpha's eyes— Prachaya smirked.

" Don't be so cocky, omega. " Saeng growled. " There are consequences for every action. "

" As I said, your actions do so little to match yours words, alpha " Duang uttered, haughty.

Saeng growled in warning again. He knew Saeng was feeling cornered and had unconsciously pushed Perawat back in his mind.

" My all is not pretty, omega. "

" I am not here for decorative figurines." Prachaya replied. " My alpha "

Next moment, Prachaya was pinned against the tree they were lying under. The uneven bark of the tree dug in his back, making him moan in pain— he delighted seeing alpha's eyes pinned at him, turning pitch black.

His alpha liked that . Duang unhelpfully provided.

The alpha wrapped his fingers around his throat, drawing the moan through his throat again. And pressed him back against the tree.

" Are you afraid now, omega?" Saeng asked .

Wrapping both his hands around the alpha's hand that was pressing his throat, the omega fearlessly answered " No. I can never be afraid of my alpha."

" I am not to be played with, omega. " Saeng warned again despite knowing the omega won't listen.

" Neither am I, alpha" Prachaya repkied, lifted his lashes, he countered " Are you, alpha? "he asked " afraid that is? "

Saeng growled. They both knew they were afraid. And they had to conquer this fear if they wanted anything substantial.

" I want all of you, alpha." Prachaya said, " not just what you deem safe to be let out around me. "

Without a warning, swooped over him, capturing his lips, he kissed him thoroughly. While he kept molding his lips, he was also constricting omega's throat— almost cutting off his breathing while his other hand snaked down the omega's throat till it reached his crotch. With his palm, he rubbed small circle over omega's crotch till it considerably buldged, painfully tightening his pant in his nether regions. Prachaya bucked his hips against alpha's palm. The alpha exterted pressure against his throat while he took the hand a bit away.

The omega groaned in frustration, his blue pupils narrowed at the alpha.

" You are mine omega. Not just by name or mateship. You are mine as the sunlight is sun's. An extension of me, so is your hands, your legs and you" Alpha clenched his crotch " this is mine. "

" Yours" The omega spoke clearly in alpha's mind, letting him know how being called his, an extension of him, has pleased him.

His confession only added fuel to the fire.

The alpha started rubbing his palm against his crotch up and down, tracing the outline of Prachaya's member now gradually being clearly imprinted against his Pam. The alpha traced the erecting member with his thumb and forefinger while he kept kissing him, literally stealing his breath till he heard his heartbeat loud as drums in his ears— the omega didn't care to stop the alpha despite the darkness descending in the back of his mind.

He was on verge of blacking out when a flow of air suddenly entered his lungs. The blood rushed back making him dizzy while his nerves tingled — as delicious pleasure coursed through his veins through alpha's hands. The alpha had slipped a hand under his trouser, his fingers working a bead of precum over the head of his member — caressing the sensitive tip round and round till goosebumps raised on his fingers. Alpha wrapped his hand around the base of his throat and stroked upwards, pinching one of his nipples with his free hand. Prachaya's felt his toes curl, his balls drew taut, the coil in his stomach wound tighter before it started unraveling — Prachaya clenched his teeth as he felt himself being thrusted to the peak— his body suddenly too sensitive, too tingly.

Just when it was all about to unravel, he was going to ride his peak, everything crashed down. The alpha clamped his balls in his fist — keeping him on the edge, not allowing him to orgasm.

" Your pleasures are mine, omega." The alpha spoke in his mind, low— like a caress against the folds of his brain. Prachaya shuddered in his alpha's arms. " And I will decide when I will give them to you. Understood"

Prachaya nodded. Yes. He did. He understood perfectly. With Alpha's hand still in his pants, he scooted closer until they were close enough that he could straddle the alpha. He grabbed alpha's free hand and placed it on his throat.

" What are you doing, omega? " Perawat questioned, still didn't opposed.

" Taking, my pleasure, Alpha. " The omega replied boldly, slipping a hand under Alpha's robes, circling waistband of his trousers. . Perawat was already semi hard, his member readily pulsing to greet Prachaya.

Ironically, although Prachaya's eyes held the determination to take the lead, his hands were ice cold, his forehead beading with sweat.

Trembling, Prachaya laid his palm flat against alpha's abdomen,his pinky flirting with the waistband. He was shivering from head to toe— he had never done this. What If he does something wrong? Like applying strength more than necessary? Being a healer he knows how delicate that organ is. His one wrong move can even hurt alpha or even permanently disable his member.

" It's not that delicate, my heart," Perawat replied, a smile on his face. Prachaya froze, face started turning red with embarrassment. He should have attended those lectures on mating, he chose to skip that for sword wielding. How is it serving him now?

Perawat smiled, he slid his hand from Prachaya's throat to his nape. How could his omega be so adorable all the time?

" Chief..." he called his mate's attention. But Prachaya didn't budge..

" Omega..." he called, holding his nape possessively. And the omega did respond, lifting his gaze .

" I am as much your extension as you are mine. There is nothing to fear about omega. I will guide you wherever necessary. " The omega gave a small nod of understanding.

" Now, hold your head high. your alpha wants you to take your pleasure, omega. You will do so without fear, hesitation or embarrassment. "

Prachaya nodded.

" Answer me in words, omega."

" Yes, alpha."

" What Will you do? "

" Take..Take my ...my pleasure. "

" No hesitation omega. Why are your hands under my robe ? "

Prachaya closed his eyes and took a deep breath, gathering his courage. He has heard mainland omegas were trained in arts of intimacy. The mainland alphas were beasts in bed and they wanted their omegas submissive yet eager and knowledgeable of the intimate arts.

Here he was, a village bumpkin in the arms of a mainland prince. How severely disappointed the prince would be?

Seeing Prachaya sinking in self doubt, Perawat pressed at his nape, fingers digging on the side of omega's throat.

" Eyes at me, yord rak. Empty your mind of any thought that is not related to me and tell me ...why are your hands under my robe, omega? "

" Warmth." The omega replied " Saftey. "

" And ? "

" I wanted to touch."

" You have already done that. Why is your hand still here? Speak only the bare truth. " Alpha squeezed omega's balls, showing him who was in charge, making him gasp as a spark shot up his spine.

" I want to touch more. " Prachaya replied " I feel a need to have my hand on every part of your body. " He whispered, staring at the alpha longingly. As if a dam has broken, he kept talking. " I want to look, touch and taste with my hand, my eyes, my nose, my nails" he dared to even look in to the alpha's eyes " I want to take my pleasure by bringing you a pleasure so blinding that everything else will pale in comparison. "

" Then do so, my omega." Perawat massaged the skin just below Prachaya's sac with his thumb " I am yours to touch and take as you please —however you please— eyes, nose, mouth , teeth or nails, anything...everything"

Prachaya's breath hitched at the mention of nails. His wolf was feeling excited, wagging his tail, demanding to be let out. He felt his canines elongating. The alpha encouraged him by caressing the back of his head with his thumb while keeping a strong grip on his nape.

He slid his hand under alpha's waistband and spread his fingers, tentatively mapping the expanse of the skin sculpted with years of warfare. He could feel raised bumps of few scars. His Thumb circled around the tip of the navel before going in while his other free hand ran over Alpha's torso. The elongated nails raked over alpha's skin, making him moan.

Suddenly, a feeling of pride washed over Prachaya. It was him who made the alpha moan. Him— the village bumpkin. Not anyone else. Not those polished mainland omegas or war hardened betas.

" Only, my omega. No one else" the alpha mumbled. Prachaya rewarded the confession by stealing a kiss from Alpha's lips, he pulled back and smirked naughtily at the alpha when alpha tried to chase his lips. He didn't give time to the alpha to retaliate, gathering his courage, he slid his hand downwards till his palm rested over alpha's genitalia.

" Cock..." Alpha spoke in his head. " You aren't a healer right now, chief. You are my omega.. "

" I ..." the omega stammered, his hand on the alpha's member shook,sending sudden vibration through the alpha, making him clench his abdomen.

" What are you holding my omega? "

Prachaya didn't have the courage to reply out loud. " Cock" he whispered in alpha's mind.

" Tell me again. Are you missing something ? " The alpha prodded, his pheromones washed soothingly over the omega.

" Your Cock. " Prachaya corrected himself. He cautiously tried to take a feel of the Cock in his hand. Being a healer, any genitalia — male or female wasn't new to him.

But now that it was a cock— not a male reproductive gland or penis – it felt overwhelming to touch, all new and stranger.

Curling his fingers, he hesitatingly held on to it. Feeling and learning the weight of warm, throbbing organ, the slight curve of it.

The warm organ started growing in his grip— along with it grew the goosebumps on the back of his neck.

" Tighter.." Alpha guided and Prachaya did as instructed. Biting his lips, he squeezed gently.

" Move your hand" The alpha guided in his deep baritone that did things to omega's already overwhelmed heart.

Prachaya moved his fist up cautiously, studying the alpha. Seeing Perawat's eyes dilating and breath quickening , he continued stroking up and down till Alpha was completely erect and throbbing, his balls grew heavier too.

Prachaya moved his finger to alpha's balls and fondled them, cupping his hand, feeling the weight in his palm.

"Just like that" Alpha praised.

Prachaya slipped his other hand in to alpha's trouser and played with the bulbed head, smearing the precum around just alpha had done to him previously. He had a sudden urge to trace the vein running under alpha's Cock. So he did, he traced the bulging vein with nail of his forefinger, making the alpha close his eyes and hold his breath. Pleased with himself, he stroked up and down just like alpha had guided him earlier, his own heart leapt seeing Alpha groan and suck deep breath. " Faster....Keep going " the alpha order. Prachaya sped his tempo — stroking up and down and fondling the balls.

" close...." The alpha murmured. Prachaya had a wicked thought to stamp down Prince's orgasm just as he had done to him. But he wanted to see the Prince's royal demeanor shatter in ecstacy not frustration — so he did.

Sitting on his knees, he stroked faster and faster .

" You will get your hand dirty..." Alpha warned " I'm close..."

The omega didn't like this coherence of his alpha. Still on his knees, he bent forward to get better access. His sudden movement made alpha's finger on his perineum slide between his ass cheeks' resting on his entrance— making him aware of his throbbing hole and erect member unable to come due to alpha's fist clamping base of his cock.

The alpha deliberately flirted with his entrance, circling his fingers around the pucker, even going as far as teasing it in a little. Sensing the sudden intrusion,the omega clenched his ass unconsciously, trapping the digit that had just breached his entrance.

Biting his lips, he stabilized his shivering thighs and focussed on the alpha, bending forward, he swiped a broad stroke over his mark on Alpha's neck— reestablishing his claim. Let every living creature in this world know that this alpha was his.

" Not only yours, let everyone know that I'm only yours." The alpha replied, throwing open their bond, letting the omega feel what he felt, see what he saw and hear what he heard.

He stroked the alpha again, it echoed on his own skin— hardening his member trapped in Alpha's fist. Prachaya halted " Don't stop." The alpha ordered. Prachaya's hand started moving on his own accord. He could feel what each of his strokes was doing to alpha— Perawat,s pleasure coursed in his own veins as if they were one.

Prachaya didn't know anymore who was groaning between two of us but he kept going — till he felt alpha's balls drawing as it were his own. A sweet pain started building in core of his body.

"Faster..." Alpha commanded and the omega kept going, the sensory assault of their bond continued building in the pit of his stomach. Although he was supposed to be in the charge, alpha was the one controlling both their pleasures. " You will come untouched" The alpha let him know, swiftly sliding his finger in Prachaya,s slick soaked entrance. "Can you hear this beautiful sound, my omega?" The alpha asked, pulling out his finger, making his slick soaked entrance emit obscene squelching noises.

Embarrassed, the omega hid his face in alpha,s chest, his hand still working the alpha's member.. His sudden forward jerk only served to push Alpha's finger deeper in the crevice. It hit against something inside him that sent ajolt of pleasure coursing through him. The alpha tapped the pleasure spot again - a stronger jolt rocked through the omega, turning his knees to jelly, his thighs to mush. The omega slumped in alpha,s arms..

The alpha was merciless, he didn't give omega time to find his bearing. Grabbing omega's cock he squeezed and with other hand he pressed the prostate, making colors burst behind omega,s eyes. Hia axis changed and shifted somewhere in the centre of his deep throbbing core that erupted, making omega clutch alpha's shoulders for support .

" In my rulebbok, my Omega always comes first" His alpha,s teasing voice awoke something devilish within him, trembling he sank his teeth in to alpha,s mark making both their world tilt on its axis.

Both the alpha and omega trembled, holding each other as they rode their high. Painting other,s palm with their come. "I don't have habit of leaving my alpha behind. My alpha must come with his omega" Prachay retorted through their mid link.

The alpha's chuckle warmed his heart.

They laid beside each other, watching the moon hide behind clouds.

"We should clean ourselves, if it dries, it will itch a lot" Prachaya suggested.

" And how do you know tha?" Alpha asked,suddenly too alert.

" Just like everyone else, I have been a teen too alpha. And that includes a lot of meetings with my right hand"

The alpha kept silent, Prachay's hear dropped " Did he say something wrong? Does the mainlanders not talk about these things out loud?

"No, that is not the reason." Alpha spoke "You don't look like the type"

"What type do I look like?" The omega asked.

" You look like the type who make others meet with their right hand and left too."

Prachaya curled in to a ball and slotted himself in his alpha's embrace, hiding his face.

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Despite Omega's reluctance, the alpha cleaned him, himself. When it was his turn to clean himself, he hadn't expected his omega to take the lead. Despite red ears, the omega bathed him thoroughly.

"How was I?" he asked so quietly that the alpha almost missed it.

" I almost saw stars" Perawat replied. "And I?" he hesitated before asking " Did I scare you?"

Prachaya glared at his stupid alpha." Do I scare you alpha?" he retorted with the same meaningless question.

" You do. You scare me omega. " Perawat whispered. " I have never experienced this with anyone else. "

Prachaya's expression softened seeing his alpha's voice trembling with emotions.

" You strengthen me, alpha, '' the omega replied " I too, have never experienced this with anyone else. could never be like this...not with anyone else." No. He could not imagine himself being this bold and expressive around anyone else. Especially about intimacy.

" Don't mention anyone else right now, saeng is still at the forefront" alpha warned.

"Then what should I talk about?"

"Tell me something about yourself _ your dreams and aspirations"

" My dreams.. there are none, alpha." Prachaya whispered " But, I do have a wish,"

" Tell me"

" If I am ever given a next life, in my next life, I Want to be free of burdens of duty and responsibility. I want to be your kin. I want to use my sword to shield you. I want to Spend my life with you- a life where we can just be we. I don't want to be moon tribe chief or healer or even moon blessed. I just want to be my alpha's omega. I want to spend my childhood with you. To share my firsts and lasts with you. I want to be your friend and confidant. I want to be able to throw tantrums and be pampered. " Omega whispered "and.... I want to bear you a child . I want to be complete."

" Come here..." The alpha gathered the omega in his arms " I don't know if we will ever have another life,my omega. But,I will strive to make your wish come true in this life.  Whenever you are with me, you are my beloved omega  that had given me a beautiful family and an obedient and strong child like Yai. We may have spent years apart prior to our mating,but never will we part now. let's make many firsts with each other."

"Amen!" The omega whispered, warma nad safe in alpha's embrace, his heavy lids closed. The alpha kissed his forehead "Rest now, my heart. I tired you a lot,today."

"Alpha!" The omega gasped, shocked.

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