Chapter 87
Love Addiction: Doting On My Love
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Rest upstairs? Getting rested to fulfill his desire to bear his child?
Preferring not to dwell on such humiliating thoughts while idle, she shook her head and said, âIâd rather stick to weeding.â
âViolet!â Lucius exploded in anger. His shout was so loud that it made the dining room tremble.
Violet stopped in her tracks and asked in confusion. âYouâre calling meâ¦â
Before she could finish, she realized he must be putting on an act, perhaps afraid of accidentally calling Agathaâ in front of Regina. So, he was addressing her as Violet even in private.
Lucius, too, realized his slip after calling out her name, then quickly changed his tone, âWith the speed you weed, it would take a year to finish. Iâve hired professionals to handle it. From today on, you stay at home. If youâre bored, go keep Grandma company!â
Hearing this, Violet was even more convinced of her suspicion. She touched her nose and went upstairs. listlessly.
She didnât visit Reginaâs room; the old womanâs endless questioning about whether she was pregnant would only add to her misery and guilt.
Instead. she returned to her room, sitting on the bay window, blankly staring at the lawn outside.
+15 BONOS She sat for an unknown length of time, and when she came to her senses, the day had already turned to dusk.
The door slowly opened from behind, and Lucius, who she hadnât seen since breakfast, walked in.
He saw her engulfed by the twilight, indistinct and shadowy, feeling an unexplained discomfort in his heart.
âWhat are you looking at?â he asked softly, his tone gentler than ever.
Violet gave a bitter mile, burdened with her thoughts, and replied nonchalantly, âJust looking.â
Could she tell him she didnât want to have children this way and that she wanted to leave?
He came over and sat beside her on the window seal, making the space feel cramped. âViolet, if I gave you a chance to be Violet, what would you do?â