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Chapter 32

chapter 29

Junoon E Ishq

In the morning the elders were having their tea in the lawn and discussing about their kids

In shiza's bedroom shiza was peeping outside the door to check the hallway

While shahveer sitting on the bed observing his wife's antics

He chuckled at her who was keep on dilating her pupils

"Kya kr rii ho" he asked standing up from the bed, going behind her he picked her up by her waist she let out a tiny squeal

(What are you doing)

"Mai check kr rii thi ki hallway me koi hai ya nhi subha ho gyi h aur ab aap jayenge"she stated the fact

(I am checking if there was someone in the hallways, it's morning you should go now)

"Check kyu kr rii ho mujhe jana hoga to mai to chla jaunga jb mera dil chahega"he said caressing her cheeks,she looked breathtaking in morning he would die to see this sight every morning

(Why are you checking if I want i can go whenever I want)

She jerked his hand away and stepped back from his arms

He got furious at her action,and slammed her body towards him

"Phir kbhi ye harkat mt krna"he gritted his teeth

(Do do this again)

"Aap jaaye isse pehle,koi yha dekh lein aapko " she whispered at him

(Please go before someone see you here)

"Chla jaunga itta drr kyu rhi ho boyfriend nhi husband hu to koi dekh bhi lega to koi mujhe kuch nhi keh skta"

(Why are you getting scared I am your husband not boyfriend even if someone saw us no one can say anything to me)

"Nhi aap chle jayenge aapko koi farq nhi pdhta pr mujhe pdhta ghr ke log kya sochenge"

(No please go you don't care but I do if someone found about this what will they think)

"Shahveer Zafar khan ki biwi ho koi tumhe kuch nhi keh skta aur kahe bhi to mujhse aakr kehna"

(You are wife of shahveer Zafar khan no one can say anything to you if they did come to me)

"Achha jaaye abhi " she said pushing him towards the door

(Go now please)

He didn't said anything just hugged her close to his heart she didn't do anything and stilled at her spot

"Hug me back izzah" he called her with nickname which only he can say

She just simply wrapped her arm's around his torso

After a good 10 sec she pushed him a little

"Bss bhi kr dein ab jaaye waise bhi aapko office ke liye late ho rha hoga" she said getting away from him

(Please go now you will be late for office)

"Khayal rakhna,raat me milte h" he patted her cheeks and went outside

(Take care of yourself we will meet at night)

She liked this little change in her hated husband he was trying to be soft with her but his anger which can be hardly controlled

She went to the washroom for the shower

Zain's resident

Everyone was sitting at the dining table while almas is serving her husband's breakfast

" Sb kuch pura ho gya h bss ab meri dono betiyon ki shadi ho jaye aur zain mai tumhare bachhe dekh lun"his mother spoke lovingly looking at her family a complete and happy family

(Everything is done now i just want see my daughter's get married and zain's kid)

"Inki shadi to ho jayegi kuch saalo me bss abhi nhi ghr me khamoshi chha jayegi agr meri behne chli gyi to" zain said caressing his sisters head

( They will get married after few years not now we will be lonely if they leave)

"Hnn pr mere bachhe aapko jldi dekhne ko milengey"his statment halted almas actions she just looked at him with frown adoring her face

(But you will get to see my kid's sooner

"Hnn zaroor zaroor" his mother nodded at them

(Of course)

No one spoke anything after few minutes zain got up to go to his office he walked towards the Parking area where his car was parked

"Almas jao apne husband ko chhodh kr aao gaadhi tk"his mother motioned her towards him

(Almas go walk him to the parking)

She unwillingly walked towards him

He was talking on the phone with shahveer when he noticed his wife standing there,he hang up the phone and stared at her

"Mujhe kuch baat krni h aapse" she said but he didn't let her speak further

(I wanted to talk something important)

He grabbed her neck and kissed her lips he took his sweet time to suck her lips

"Raat me jb aaunga tb baat krte h" he went outside where his driver was waiting she just stared at his disappearing figure of his car

(At night not now)

Not gonna lie she is scared her husband just behaved strange with her he never went out without listening

She threw all the unwanted thoughts and went inside her house

The day went with blur but still her mind was again and again going towards her husband sudden change in behaviour she tried calling him he didn't picked up her phone

Soon the night came all her questions are going to be answered

She was sitting on the bed it was past 12 her husband was late dinner was done but she didn't had as she was waiting for her husband

He came inside the bedroom he knew she was still up he just stared at her and went inside to change

He came out of the wardrobe in his shorts and t shirt

"Kyu jgg rhi ho abtk"he said sitting at the side of the bed

(Why are you still awake)

She was just observing his actions

"Aapka wait krr rii thi,aap late kyu hue" she questioned him raising her one eyebrows

(I was waiting,why were you late)

"Kaam tha office me,so jao kaafi raat ho gyi h"he laid down closing the lights

(I had some work sleep now it's late already)

"Zain kya hua h aise kyu behave kr rhe h"her question irritates him

(Zain did something happened why are you behaving like this)

"Kuch nhi hua h so jao,subha baat krte h"he again avoided her

(Nothing happened sleep now we will Talk in the morning)

He noticed she was still sitting and continuously glaring at him

This was his last strock he got up from the bed he switched on all the lights of the room went towards his study table and take out something from the drawer

He kept the bottle infront of her and angrily asked

"Kya h ye"

(What is this)

"Toh iss wajh se aap aise behave kr rhe subha se"she said in disbelief

(So this was the reason)

"Almas ye kya h"he again asked her in his dark voice

(Almas what is this)

She was getting scared now his voice was getting heavy

"Aakhiri baar puchtaa hu ye kya h" he shouted at her

( I am asking for the last time what is this)

She flinched at his sudden outburst

"  Birth controlling pills" she slowly whispered

"Kya zaroorat thi iski " he again asked her

(What's the need of this)

After a long pause she finally said

"I don't want to involve more problems "

"Problems? Do you think if i ever had a kid that would be problem for me"he asked her

"Nhi mujhe ye nhi chahiye tha mujhe ek innocent life nhi involve krni thi mai bss glti avoid krna chahti thi"she said with tears in her eyes

(No i don't wanted this i don't want to involve an innocent life into this mess)

He didn't said anything and wanted her to continue

" Hm dono ki relationship stable nhi h mai nhi chahti ki wo bhi suffer kre,i don't wanted them to see how their father have anger issues, their mother didn't love their father i don't want to give any toxicity to them"she told him silently crying

( Our relationship is not stable, I don't want them to suffer because of us i don't want them to see their father's anger issues their mother doesnt love their father)

He turned off the lights and went to his side of bed not before throwing the medicine into dustbin

She turned her face her back was facing him

He slowly took her in his arm's and wiped her tears

"Mujhse hrr chiz btaya kro, agr tum nhi chahogi to ye nhi hoga prr pills mt lena wo tumhare health ke liye harmful h"

(Always speak for yourself to me i don't want to take any risk regarding your health)

She just nodded at him and didn't said anything

"1 saal ka waqt hoga iske baad mujhe chahiye, mai kitta bhi tumhare comfort ka soch lu, mai bhut selfish hu aur mujhe bachhe jldi chahiye " he whispered in her ears kissing her cheeks

(1 yrs i am giving you one year to settle down as long as i want you to be comfortable but I am selfish i want baby sooner)

His hands automatically went inside her shirt and grab her breast she didu said anything as it was his habit

They both slept after their huge argument

Assalamualaikum I am sorry

I am completing the story as someone important to me said so

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