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Chapter 3730: Already let go
Translator: 549690339
However, an yexuanâs body was obviously stiff, as if he was suppressing something.
Yun bixue was stunned.âDid I say something wrong? you donât look too good.â
An yexuan passed a spoon to Yun bixue and shook his head.âNo, Iâm fine. Itâs been a long time since weâve had such a peaceful conversation.â
That was why he cherished her so much. Even if he just watched her quietly and listened to her speak, it would be great.
It could be said that an yexuan treasured every minute and second he had now.
He also really wanted to do something, and he was happy to give.
It was better than before when he could not see her or find her when he was repenting.
Yun bixueâs hand tightened around the spoon in her hand. After a moment of hesitation, she said,ââAt the beginning, you believed in Chu Fei âer and not me. My heart ached, and I became numb to the pain.
But after you suppressed my family, I hated you so much that you couldnât even imagine it. I wanted to kill you. â
âI also want to kill myself,â an yexuan said with difficulty.
That was why he cooperated with Xie Shisan when she tortured him in various ways. It was because he felt better that way.
Yun bixue was stunned when she heard an yexuanâs words.âYou ...â
She did not expect him to react like this.
âDid I scare you?â an yexuan asked in a low voice.
âNo, itâs just that those things are in the past. I also hope that you can live a good life.â
An yexuan lowered his head and hid the emotions in his eyes. âItâs good that youâre happy. â
âAn yexuan,â Yun bixue said earnestly,âone has to look forward. You canât always be immersed in the past.â
An yexuan suddenly raised his head and looked at Yun bixue. A pained glint flashed across his icy-blue eyes as he said,ââBixue, Iâve regretted it long ago. I regret everything Iâve done to you in the past.â
Yun bixueâs heart clenched, and she didnât know how to react.
After saying that, an yexuan felt that he had been too impulsive.âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have said these things.â He didnât want Yun bixue to be troubled.
Yun bixue shook her head.âAn yexuan, Iâve already let it go. You should let it go too.â
An yexuanâs heart was filled with bitterness. How could it be so easy to let go?
His feelings for Yun bixue were filled with love and regret. There was also regret, so how could he let go of her?
He did love her!
However, he couldnât say these words.
âEat more. Tell me what you like to eat and Iâll arrange for someone to make it.â
Yun bixue smiled faintly.âTheyâre all pretty good. You donât have to cook anything for me.â
Her appetite had been spoiled by Xie limo, but she wasnât picky when she was outside. It was already good enough that she was able to keep her life and have something to eat.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
An yexuan looked at Yun bixueâs expression, and his heart ached. He didnât understand why he would fall for the picky Chu Fei âer back then.
Chu Fei âer could not be compared to Yun bixue.
During their university days, Chu Fei âer would always be picky about their meals. He would always rack his brains to make her happy.
Now that he thought about it, he was hopelessly stupid back then. In fact, he had only been truly happy and relaxed during his first year with Yun bixue.
âYouâre still the same, simple and peaceful. â
Yun bixue nodded.âIâve changed a little too. I was too weak in the past, but Iâve become much stronger now.â It was Xie limo who had made her better.
An yexuan felt a tinge of bitterness in his heart. She was such a good person, but he did not cherish her back then.
He hated Chu Fei âer, but he hated himself even more for being blinded.
âIf I Could Turn Back Time, I definitely wouldnât have hurt you or let you down.â