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Chapter 4555: A pool of spring water (46)
Translator: 549690339
Everyone looked at each other. They didnât need to think to know that it was related to someone.
Xie Yan âerâs lips curved into a bright smile.âThis is the first time Iâve seen someone pursue someone like this. I have to say that youâre quite dedicated. Itâs not bad to go to this extent for a person.â
Xie Yan âerâs words were also directed at Xia Xin LAN.
Xia Xin Lanâs heart became more and more complicated.
In the afternoon, Xia Xin LAN stayed alone for the whole afternoon and thought about many things. At night, she called Xie Yan âer to walk around the campus.
Xie Yan âer knew that Xia Xin LAN had something to say, so she waited quietly. She knew that Xin Lanâs heart was hurt very badly, but she didnât know what exactly had happened.
The two of them sat down on a bench in the garden of the school. Xia Xin LAN said,ââYan âer, perhaps in everyoneâs heart, Chu bingxuan is very good to me. If I donât agree to be his girlfriend, Iâm not understanding the situation, am I right?â
âThatâs not it. When it comes to love, itâs all about mutual consent. Before my mother met my father, she was also hurt by someone and didnât cherish it. Her heart was also very hurt, but my father smoothed out all the wounds in her heart, so the two of them have to be suitable.â
Xia Xin LAN thought of the past and choked,âYan âer, you donât know how much courage I used to chase him. Iâve done so much more than he does now, but he said that it wasnât what he needed.
At that time, I was under a lot of pressure, and I continued to chase him despite the mockery and ridicule of others.
Iâm actually not invincible. Sometimes, those cold words can hurt me, but Iâve always adjusted myself. After adjusting, Iâll continue to persist. Now that I think about it, I was really willful back then. â
Xie Yan âer felt that things werenât that simple.âXin LAN, donât tell me youâre not accepting him because you hate him?â
âNo, no, Yan âer, let me tell you something. Donât look down on me.â
When Xie Yan âer heard these words, she felt a sharp pain in her heart. She heard Xia Xin Lanâs sobbing voice and hugged her,âyouâll always be my best friend. Why would I look down on you?â
Xia Xin LAN wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes and said,âYan âer, I once had a child.â
Xie Yan âer was shocked to hear this.âXin LAN, you ... You ...â
Xie Yan âer didnât know what to say. She was really shocked.
âHow old were you then?â
âAbout 18 years old.â
Xie Yan âer carefully looked at Xia Xin Lanâs expression. She was shocked but also felt pain for Xia Xin LAN. She was eighteen years old!
Why was she so similar to her aunt, Xie Lizhen, when she was young?
Her mother had said that girls must cherish themselves. Sometimes, when feelings are tormented, the one who is in pain is still themselves.
His aunt had suffered too much in the past. If it werenât for his parents âhelp, his aunt and uncle might not have been able to live happily ever after.
That was why her mother had always taught her to protect herself. It was not wrong to be crazy for love when she was young, but if someone died, it would be the most painful injury.
This ... Xie Yan âer was only nineteen years old, after all, and this topic was a bit heavy for her.
âXin LAN, how, how ...â
At this time, Xie Yan âerâs heart really ached for Xia Xin LAN. No wonder she always had a worried look on her face.
Xia Xin LAN sniffled and said,âit was Chu bingxuan. At that time, I was very silly and crazy. However, that child was innocent. Sheâs gone. My heart aches when I think about it.â