Chapter 57
Accepting My Twin Mates
Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 57 Chapter 57 â Ðапа?
Evie I chewed through my piece of rye toast, topped with the last of my cheese omelette, reading over everything Astennu and Badru had given me on the tablet. Lucy had sat perched over my shoulder, reading out to Tamlyn as I ate breakfast, trying to digest everything; the food and the information.
How does a pack of wolves that walk around on two legs, stay hidden, then suddenly come out to the world and then vanish?
âKamchatka peninsula isnât exactly local to anything,â Evva sighed, straining to make sense of things as my finger ran along the map image on the screen. âWho exactly would spot them out there? The reindeer?â
âTrue⦠but I wonder what made them go into hiding and why did they stop hiding?â
Aside from a few human populations, there were no other pack settlements east of the Ural Mountains of Russia. The peninsulaâs landscape was dominated by volcanoes, active volcanoes. They could have stayed hidden forever and the world may never have known they ever existed; outside of the myths and rumours, that is.
As I finished my last slice of toast, Lucy took the plate from me, busying herself tidying up. She did this when she was stressed.
âHow did you like it? I tried making the eggs with some different flavours this time,â and she began rambling about the cheeses she had used.
âLucy,â I grabbed her hand to stop her. âThey were perfect, just like everything you make.â
She had come to my room with breakfast, not long after the twins had left. The omelettes had smelt like heaven. Every scent held a slightly sharper edge now that I was beginning to pick up on all the nuances, as my senses settled into place. Lucy said she was doing fine, but she looked on edge. A permanent crinkle was etched across her forehead and she seemed to flinch at sudden movements.
In 24 hours of being unconscious from shifting, I had missed so much. She may have been free of the mate bond and a mate that was unworthy of her, but what had it truly cost?
âCan we see?â Lucyâs eyes flitted down to the blurred picture of what was thought to be a lycan. âYour wolf?â
Tamlyn snorted, âyeah, just whip it out, miss lycan.â
âI suppose, but not here. Evva gets a little big,â I eyed the ceiling of my small room. âLetâs head out to the forest.â
Out in the woods at the back of the pack house, I began to strip. Lucy instantly turned her head, muttering about nakedness. She had to be the most prudish werewolf I had ever met when it came to nudity. I handed my clothes to Tamlyn to hang onto while I prepared myself for the shift, praying it wouldnât be as bad as the first.
It wasnât, but neither was it pleasant or easy. This time, it was akin to having my limbs slowly torn off, rather than the addition of my skin set alight in flames and thousands of searing needles puncturing my bones.
Evva took control over our wolf form once we stood, stretching and shaking out our fur, loosening our muscles. Our breathing came out in deep grunts, resonating from deep in our chest.
âThat had better be your wolf breathing,â Tamlyn commented at the sound.
Lucy steadily cracked an eye open and her jaw along with it when she saw us. âOh my goddess!â
Evva slowly pirouetted on the tip of our toe, giving our audience the show it deserved, as she put it, despite the fact that there was only Lucy to see it.
âWhat! Come on, describe,â Tamlyn rattled her arm.
She stepped forward with her hand out as Lucy described our appearance, her finger sliding up and down our fur.
âWhoa, hey,â we jerked away from her hand when she inadvertently dropped lower. âSave that for Suzanna at home.â
âWe should all go for a run together,â Lucyâs face lit up.
âShoot, Iâm down,â Tamlyn used her cane to guide herself to the nearby tree and hung my clothing over the low branch, along with hers.
I closed my eyes for Lucyâs benefit, so she could shift to her strawberry russet wolf, Lobelia, and I heard Tamlyn shift to her wolf, Tomoe. Poor Lobelia, her tiny wolf looked like a little stuffie next to Evva.
Tomoeâs glossy black wolf was quite larger, but still dwarfed by us.
We took off into the surrounding forest, keeping our pace to match Lucyâs small wolf. She wasnât the fastest, but she was agile enough to cope with the craggy terrain our path led. Tomoe and Tamlyn gripped the tip of our tailâs fur when we reached the steeper and more uneven inclines. I finally felt like a real wolf, instead of feeling like I was an imposter. To not just run with my mates, but to run with my friends, just as other wolves did.
Lobelia and Lucy were starting to slow, so we decided to head back. Being an Omega, she hadnât the stamina to keep up for too long.
âEvie?! Where are you?â Badru called out suddenly.
âHeading back to the pack house? I just went for a run with Lucy and Tam.â
Wasnât he on patrol with his brother? He didnât sound as though he was hopping on the mind-link to check in. He sounded agitated.
âWhen you get there, stay there and wait for me. Iâm coming to get you.â
A wave of panic crashed down my spine. Were we in danger?
âI can feel your panic,â he quickly added. âDonât worry. Itâs nothing bad. Itâs about as opposite as bad as you can get.â
Back by the tree we had hung our clothes on, I had barely pulled my hoodie over my head when I felt the familiar tingles play across my temples and dance along my neck. As my head poked out the hole, a pair of strong arms swept me off my feet, Badru, crashing his lips to mine in a kiss so deep, my tongue was almost stolen from my mouth.
âWow,â Evva muttered in a daze. âThat was a Gone With The Wind level dramatic entrance.â
âOh goddess, get a room, you two. I can hear the suction,â Tamlyn wrinkled her nose and clapped her hands over her ears.
âCome with me,â he whispered. âThereâs no other way to say this. Thereâs a man that came to our borders. His name is Konstantin, heâs on his way with Aste⦠heâs your father.â
Evva awkwardly laughed in my mind, âwhereâs the punchline?â
âHow can you be sure? What if-â Lucy began.
âHeâs for real.â Badru cut in. âA thirty-second conversation was all we needed⦠you look and sound a lot like him, minus the beard and thick Russian accent.â
I couldnât even take in his joke, focused solely on two words, my father. There had always been this lingering pull that something was out there. I had always assumed it was my wolf, that I was waiting for her and that was all.
âWhat are you waiting for?! Go!â Lucy shoved me, smacking my ass.
âTake as much time as you need Ru, Evie. Iâll take over Lucyâs security if she requires it and any of yours and Asteâs duties so youâre left undisturbed,â Tamlyn mind-linked us in private.
âThanks, Tam,â Badru glanced over his shoulder, but my feet were on autopilot, guiding me in a direction I knew instinctively.
I broke out into a run, ignoring any fatigue from my completed run, following the feeling I now had a name to. The trees blurred past in hues of browns, greens and white from the snow. I knew Badru followed closely, pulling me out of the path of branches I was blind to in my single-minded objective.
I burst through into a clearing, rocky crags lining one side. And on the far side, stood two figures, recognised for two very different reasons. One was Astennu, and my heart skipped a beat as it always did when he was near. The other? A deep profound recognition took hold; my wolfâs spirit identifying his⦠our father. I didnât need anyone to tell me otherwise.
I saw his lips move and a whisper of a word carried on the breeze along with his scent, solnyshko and heartwarming smell of the mountains. Both were an echo of some beautiful memory. I couldnât blink as I drew nearer, afraid if I did, the vision of the man in front of me would vanish.
The same dark blond hair, a shade darker than mine, flowed down his shoulders. Under a pair of thick eyebrows, my eyes were reflected back at me, in identical hues of grey and blue. I could see the hint of a scar that ran down the left side of his face, not that I cared or focused on something so trivial to me.
My heart hammered and threatened to spill from my chest as I drew nearer. He stood rooted to the spot, our eyes never once dropping the otherâs intense gaze. I stopped before him, continuing to stare up into a pair of eyes I couldnât remember yet never forget.
âEvgeniya,â he whispered, my father whispered, his heavy Russian accent apparent all the same.
My bottom lip quivered and the first tear slipped, followed by another, as he raised a trembling hand to my cheek, brushing his knuckles against my skin.
Evgeniyaâ¦
âOur name,â Evva croaked, a missing puzzle piece falling into place for the two of us.
The pads of his thumbs wiped under my eyes, even though the shimmer in his was just as strong, his tears disappearing into his beard.
âMoye solnyshko⦠my sunshine, my beautiful girl,â he rested his forehead against mine, nuzzling against me just as I had seen so many parents do to their pups.
His huge arms engulfed me, wrapping around my back and he peppered my hairline with kisses. It was the sort of safety that I had always wanted, one I never thought I would ever experience. Not the security that came from a mate. That, I already had, twice over. This was the security only a parent could give.
âH-how did you know?â I spluttered.
âI felt our bond grow,â he tilted my chin up to him. âWhen your wolfâ¦â he paused, in anticipation of her name.
âEvva.â
âKirill,â he indicted himself. âWhen she appeared for you, I knew it would only be matter of time till you shifted.â
âSo⦠it is normal for lycans to get their wolf before they shift?â I sniffled, wiping at my nose.
âDa (yes), to prepare our bodies in weeks before. As you have felt, lycan shift is not pleasant,â his brows furrowed deeply, most likely remembering his own shift.
âIt was a bag of d***s, is what,â Evva grumbled.
âHere. I have waited 23 years to give this,â my father opened his coat, looking for an inside pocket, and retrieved something shiny and silver-coloured. A locket? âIt was your motherâs.â
I turned it over in my hands, spotting the stamp for white gold. Flipping it over, I noticed three words delicately, but somewhat crudely, carved into the surface.
ÐÐ²Ð³ÐµÐ½Ð¸Ñ Ð²ÐµÑеÑк ÐонÑÑанÑин âThose are our names,â his thumb traced the top line. âYours.â He traced the bottom line next. âMine.â
The middle name, his thumb lingered on. âAnd your mother, Heather, moye tsvetochek, my little flower.â
I popped the locket open, finding a single picture inside. It was a little faded, but it didnât detract from the beautiful woman it depicted with shiny ginger hair and pale hazel eyes. Her name, Heather, suited her well. There were a few similar features we shared; the same mouth as mine and the same nose.
âDo you want to come back to the pack house?â Astennu interjected and, for a brief moment, I had completely forgotten we werenât alone. âWeâll get you the best room, get you cleaned up, and maybe have something to eat.â
âPack house?â My father looked wary, not suspicious of the offer, but of the place.
âYouâll be our guest. No one is about to question it,â Badru backed him up.
âMy last time in a pack house did not end well,â he stared down at the picture of my mother.
âPlease?â I gripped the locket with him. âI want to know everything.â
âHow can I say no?â He gripped my chin, tugging it playfully. âWell?â He turned to my mates. âLead the way, volchata.â
âThat means little wolves, doesnât it?â Astennu sighed, an almost invisible quirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
âIt does,â my father flashed a teasing smile under his beard.
âThatâs not gonna be the last time we hear it either, is it?â Badru tagged on.
âIt is not.â
âHow much bonding time did you three have before I got here?â I looked between them.
âEnough,â my father chuckled, patting my back.
âA rogue calling a pair of Alphas little wolves,â Evva cackled. âWe didnât fall far from this tree.â
âWe really didnât,â I looked up at the man that was my father, seeing the same blunt and straight-spoken attitude that had given me a reputation in the pack.
âYou know English pretty well,â I made conversation as we headed back.
âYour mother taught me,â a wistful sigh escaped his lips. âI did not understand her at the start, she did not understand me. But I knew I liked her,â a deep chuckle rumbled in his chest. âI was not as affected by mate bond as your mother was. She said I was a hard one to win over.â
I saw the identical look cross over both twinsâ faces. Badru fought back his burst of laughter and Astennu side-eyed me with a huge grin.
âOh f**k off looking at me like that!â I snapped, practically hearing their thoughts.
âThe moon goddess, straight up, hit copy and paste with you,â Astennuâs hand brushed against mine.
âBut why is that?â Badru asked. âDo you feel it differently, or, what?â
âPheromones,â my father kept his gaze forward as we walked and tapped the side of his nose. âLycans produce more. Volchata (little wolves) should not be lazy and hope bond will do all their work.â
âWhere has this guy been all our lives?â Evva was already devoted to the man she knew nothing about, other than he shared our love of teasing our mates.
I didnât know where he had been or what had kept us apart, but I was determined to find out.
The pristine white wood of the pack house exterior came into view as we cleared the treeline and it was clear from my fatherâs face, he wasnât happy to step into one.
âWhat is it about packs that youâre against?â
He glanced down at me, his eyes sweeping over my face.
âThey use, with no care.â
âNo one here is gonna try and use you or make you do anything,â Astennu stood beside him and it was the first time I had gauged just how built my father was in comparison to an Alpha. These lycan genes werenât playing around.
âWolves who destroyed my home said same words. And Heatherâs Alpha wanted to use our bond to make me fight for him,â this was the first time I had seen his eyes take on such a hard edge as he stared down my mates. âYou, I trust⦠your father, I do not.â
âWhat donât I know?â I looked between Badru and Astennu.
âHe hasnât spoken yet about whatâs happened to him⦠but he came looking for you as a baby and our dad turned him away, saying there hadnât been any pups found,â a small growl rumbled in Astennuâs chest.
âI donât know why he lied, but we will get the truth out of our dad, once we get yours settled,â Badru gripped my hand.
They led us around to the main entrance and up to the arched porch supported on white carved wooden posts depicting spiralling wolves.
âWe mind-linked the staff on the way here and they got a great room set up for you-â Astennuâs boot had barely made contact with the first step of the staircase when my father froze, a deep, menacing rumble vibrated the air.
âYou!â He bellowed and I followed his line of sight⦠straight to Alpha Isaac coming down the wide hallway from his office.
And the recognition was instant on the Alphaâs face.